1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:06,960 Alright, we have been going through the Gospel according to John, and we got a handful of 2 00:00:06,960 --> 00:00:09,040 weeks here left throughout the summer. 3 00:00:09,040 --> 00:00:10,560 I've really enjoyed this. 4 00:00:10,560 --> 00:00:14,040 I've enjoyed getting to the couple of Sundays that I've been gone. 5 00:00:14,040 --> 00:00:19,240 I've enjoyed being able to watch online and join in and see what other people have had 6 00:00:19,240 --> 00:00:20,240 to say. 7 00:00:20,240 --> 00:00:23,440 And I just thought that today we would just jump right into our passage. 8 00:00:23,440 --> 00:00:27,600 It's going to be John 13, starting in verse 1. 9 00:00:27,600 --> 00:00:30,120 If you don't have a Bible, there's Bibles on the table. 10 00:00:30,120 --> 00:00:33,360 John 13, it goes Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, Acts, Romans. 11 00:00:33,360 --> 00:00:36,440 If you see any of those, you know you're in the right neighborhood. 12 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:40,000 Or you can download a Bible from any of the digital app stores. 13 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:45,920 If you don't have a Bible of your own, feel free to take one of those home as well. 14 00:00:45,920 --> 00:00:50,240 And then we have a tradition of giving the Scriptures our full attention during the sermon. 15 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:54,440 And so if you would like to, you can join me in standing, or if you'd like to remain 16 00:00:54,440 --> 00:00:56,680 sitting, let's just give the Scriptures our full attention. 17 00:00:56,680 --> 00:01:01,080 John 13, starting with verse 1, it says this. 18 00:01:01,080 --> 00:01:06,480 Now, before the festival of the Passover, Jesus knew that his hour had come to depart 19 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:08,880 from this world and go to the Father. 20 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:12,440 Having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end. 21 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:18,000 The devil had already decided that Judas, son of Simon, Ascariot, would betray Jesus. 22 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:22,680 And during supper, Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands 23 00:01:22,680 --> 00:01:27,520 and that he had come from God and was going to God, got up from supper, took off his outer 24 00:01:27,520 --> 00:01:30,320 robe and tied a towel around himself. 25 00:01:30,320 --> 00:01:36,720 Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples' feet and to wipe them 26 00:01:36,720 --> 00:01:38,560 with the towel that was tied around them. 27 00:01:38,560 --> 00:01:44,640 He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, Lord, you are going to wash my feet? 28 00:01:44,640 --> 00:01:49,280 Jesus answered, you do not know now what I am doing, but later you will understand. 29 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:51,680 Peter said to him, you will never wash my feet. 30 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:56,160 Jesus answered, unless I wash you, you have no share with me. 31 00:01:56,160 --> 00:02:01,040 Simon Peter said to him, Lord, not my feet only, but also my hands and my head. 32 00:02:01,040 --> 00:02:05,720 Jesus said to him, one who is bathed does not need to wash except for the feet, but 33 00:02:05,720 --> 00:02:07,000 is entirely clean. 34 00:02:07,000 --> 00:02:09,960 And you are clean, though not all of you. 35 00:02:09,960 --> 00:02:12,840 Verse 11, for he knew who was to betray him. 36 00:02:12,840 --> 00:02:15,240 For this reason he said, not all of you are clean. 37 00:02:15,240 --> 00:02:20,320 Verse 12, after he had washed their feet, had put on his robe, and had reclined again, 38 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:25,960 he said to them, do you know what I have done to you? 39 00:02:25,960 --> 00:02:30,360 You call me teacher and Lord, and you are right, for that is what I am. 40 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:35,560 So if I, your Lord and teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another's 41 00:02:35,560 --> 00:02:36,560 feet. 42 00:02:36,560 --> 00:02:44,800 For I have set you an example that you also should do as I have done. 43 00:02:44,800 --> 00:02:45,800 Let's pray. 44 00:02:45,800 --> 00:02:52,600 God of every tribe, every tongue, every color, every nation, we thank you that you have brought 45 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:54,920 us all together in this room. 46 00:02:54,920 --> 00:02:59,120 We thank you that we have the scriptures that they have persisted throughout the millennia, 47 00:02:59,120 --> 00:03:04,320 and I pray that whatever you have for us to learn today, that it would stick, that it 48 00:03:04,320 --> 00:03:08,960 would become a part of the framework of our faith, that our faith would grow and become 49 00:03:08,960 --> 00:03:12,400 stronger as we become more like your son Jesus. 50 00:03:12,400 --> 00:03:13,400 Amen. 51 00:03:13,400 --> 00:03:14,400 Amen. 52 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:17,000 You all can have a seat. 53 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:18,000 Thanks. 54 00:03:18,000 --> 00:03:22,040 So today I want to talk about three things. 55 00:03:22,040 --> 00:03:28,560 When we find it difficult to serve, when we find it difficult being served, and when we 56 00:03:28,560 --> 00:03:32,600 feel unsure what serving means. 57 00:03:32,600 --> 00:03:44,760 In the summer of 1996, 97, 98, and 99, I worked at a Christian camp in Allegan, Michigan called 58 00:03:44,760 --> 00:03:47,400 Camp Beach Point. 59 00:03:47,400 --> 00:03:48,800 I had no idea why. 60 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:52,680 I'm not sure that there are actually that many beach trees there, but for whatever reason, 61 00:03:52,680 --> 00:03:53,680 it's called Camp Beach Point. 62 00:03:53,680 --> 00:04:01,680 And this summer, 25 years later, my oldest, Brennan and Eric Rowell's son, Jude, they are 63 00:04:01,680 --> 00:04:03,240 both serving at that camp. 64 00:04:03,240 --> 00:04:08,560 They are the, well yeah, Brennan is the child of an alum, and so I get automatic brownie 65 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:09,560 points in heaven. 66 00:04:09,560 --> 00:04:10,560 That's great. 67 00:04:10,560 --> 00:04:14,960 But I decided, oh, let me go up and see what it's like now. 68 00:04:14,960 --> 00:04:17,800 Because it's been 25 years since I worked there. 69 00:04:17,800 --> 00:04:20,960 I wanted to see them in action, see what they were doing. 70 00:04:20,960 --> 00:04:25,520 And so I decided I would go up and do a bit of volunteering and see how I could help. 71 00:04:25,520 --> 00:04:30,720 Because when I worked there, many, many, many years ago, back at the turn of the last century, 72 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:33,840 my dad also came up and he served. 73 00:04:33,840 --> 00:04:39,080 And so I thought, okay, this is kind of a cool little tradition that we can keep going. 74 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:43,680 So working at camp has its way of shaping you. 75 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:45,280 Raise your hand if you've ever worked at a camp. 76 00:04:45,280 --> 00:04:47,800 I know I got some guys over here. 77 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:51,400 Working at a camp has its way of shaping you. 78 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:57,600 Sometimes revealing your character, sometimes working at a camp can also be humbling. 79 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:02,320 A few weeks ago, the staff of Camp Beach Point, they emailed me and said, hey, what are you 80 00:05:02,320 --> 00:05:03,320 good at? 81 00:05:03,320 --> 00:05:04,320 You're coming, you're going to be doing some volunteering. 82 00:05:04,320 --> 00:05:05,320 What are you good at? 83 00:05:05,320 --> 00:05:09,440 And so I said, well, I can speak, I can preach, I can mentor young staff. 84 00:05:09,440 --> 00:05:12,240 I've been leading worship for nearly 30 years. 85 00:05:12,240 --> 00:05:19,160 And so when I got there, they said, here's a weed whacker. 86 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:22,440 I was happy to help, right? 87 00:05:22,440 --> 00:05:25,000 Because there's always been a saying at camp. 88 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:28,400 The camp is for the campers. 89 00:05:28,400 --> 00:05:31,880 That might not be unique to just Camp Beach Point. 90 00:05:31,880 --> 00:05:34,200 The camp is for the campers. 91 00:05:34,200 --> 00:05:41,340 And if you're a cabin leader, you have to learn to put the campers first really fast. 92 00:05:41,340 --> 00:05:47,360 Because this camp in particular has archery, swimming, it's on a lake, it's bike riding, 93 00:05:47,360 --> 00:05:51,840 low ropes courses, there's a zip line, there's fishing, there's boating, there's crafts, 94 00:05:51,840 --> 00:05:57,560 there's rock walls, there's a gymnasium that rivals most YMCAs, there's horseback riding. 95 00:05:57,560 --> 00:06:00,960 Yep, my daughter just went, huh? 96 00:06:00,960 --> 00:06:04,560 There's go-karts. 97 00:06:04,560 --> 00:06:08,640 Cabin leaders like to do those things too, you know. 98 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:10,720 But camp is for who? 99 00:06:10,720 --> 00:06:13,940 The campers. 100 00:06:13,940 --> 00:06:19,120 Back in 96 when I worked there the first time, the place that I was really learning the camp 101 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:29,040 is for the campers, wasn't at the go-karts, wasn't at archery, it was at mealtime. 102 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:34,560 Because that happened three times a day and Greg Hampton likes to eat. 103 00:06:34,560 --> 00:06:39,960 Back then we ate family style, which means that if it was lunch that day and lunch for 104 00:06:39,960 --> 00:06:46,200 that day was sandwiches, you'd get one tray of sandwiches and you'd get one bowl of chips 105 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:54,440 and you'd get one plate of desserts and the cabin leader ate last. 106 00:06:54,440 --> 00:07:00,420 Which meant that sometimes there wasn't very much left for the cabin leader. 107 00:07:00,420 --> 00:07:07,640 Or if there was plenty of left there was probably a reason for that. 108 00:07:07,640 --> 00:07:12,820 Going back even further when I was a little kid, one meal that I did not like at home, 109 00:07:12,820 --> 00:07:17,120 my dad can probably attest to this, was tuna helper, any tuna helper fans? 110 00:07:17,120 --> 00:07:23,800 When I was a kid I did not like tuna. 111 00:07:23,800 --> 00:07:28,400 My mom had to trick me into eating tuna helper and I'm not kidding. 112 00:07:28,400 --> 00:07:33,400 I would see her making tuna helper, I would see the tuna helper box and I would kind of, 113 00:07:33,400 --> 00:07:37,440 as much as I was allowed to throw a fit about what we ate in my house, I would start like 114 00:07:37,440 --> 00:07:41,120 hemming and hawing and she'd go, it's fine, I'm going to make it with chicken tonight 115 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:50,840 and she would get the can that said chicken of the sea and she would show her beloved 116 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:57,680 only son, look I'm making it with chicken, it's chicken of the sea. 117 00:07:57,680 --> 00:08:05,240 And being the young beloved boy that I was, I believed her. 118 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:12,320 So here I am, I'm an 18 year old cabin leader at a camp up in Michigan passing around a 119 00:08:12,320 --> 00:08:18,840 tray of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and tuna fish sandwiches. 120 00:08:18,840 --> 00:08:24,040 And I am praying to the good Lord Jesus that there is just at least one peanut butter and 121 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:28,920 jelly sandwich left by the time that tray gets back around to me. 122 00:08:28,920 --> 00:08:34,760 And that my friends is how I learn that tuna fish sandwiches are pretty good. 123 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:37,360 I didn't know. 124 00:08:37,360 --> 00:08:41,800 See my mom had been training me my whole life to like tuna fish without me even knowing 125 00:08:41,800 --> 00:08:43,600 it. 126 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:50,640 Now that may seem like a small thing, but it communicates something. 127 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:55,760 It communicates something really important to those kids because for some of those campers 128 00:08:55,760 --> 00:09:03,720 that was the first time in a long time that they were getting three square meals a day. 129 00:09:03,720 --> 00:09:09,320 Maybe it was the first time ever that someone else wasn't using, taking or eating what 130 00:09:09,320 --> 00:09:10,640 they needed. 131 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:19,240 80% of campers at Camp Beach Point are there on scholarship, they don't pay a penny. 132 00:09:19,240 --> 00:09:26,440 Sometimes we find it difficult to serve because we don't always understand just how something 133 00:09:26,440 --> 00:09:36,840 small to us can be something big to someone else. 134 00:09:36,840 --> 00:09:51,480 We don't see how clearing weeds or eating tuna fish sandwiches is going to be life changing. 135 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:55,880 But then it is. 136 00:09:55,880 --> 00:10:02,580 There can be great meaning in the menial. 137 00:10:02,580 --> 00:10:08,040 There can be great meaning in the menial. 138 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:13,120 Serving in the way of Jesus is often just about doing something that either doesn't 139 00:10:13,120 --> 00:10:18,880 make sense or something that doesn't come naturally to us. 140 00:10:18,880 --> 00:10:24,760 In John 13, Jesus is doing something that doesn't make sense because washing feet was 141 00:10:24,760 --> 00:10:29,360 normally something that was done by a servant or a slave. 142 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:33,720 Here Jesus says he's the leader. 143 00:10:33,720 --> 00:10:42,120 Some rabbis actually taught that foot washing was so low that it was unacceptable for a 144 00:10:42,120 --> 00:10:46,400 Jew to wash feet even if that Jewish person was a slave. 145 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:50,720 It was too low for them to do it. 146 00:10:50,720 --> 00:10:58,520 But here's Jesus washing feet that have been walking around the dirt roads of Jerusalem 147 00:10:58,520 --> 00:11:01,920 during the biggest festival of the year. 148 00:11:01,920 --> 00:11:04,400 They've all been walking around in sandals. 149 00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:06,760 Their feet are disgusting. 150 00:11:06,760 --> 00:11:14,400 But he's on his hands and knees washing their feet. 151 00:11:14,400 --> 00:11:18,120 And then there's the times when we find it difficult being served. 152 00:11:18,120 --> 00:11:24,320 Just last week I had the chance, I might even call it the honor, I just loved them so much 153 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:28,360 to spend about five hours with Mark and Betsy Davidheiser. 154 00:11:28,360 --> 00:11:32,440 They were the camp directors at Camp Beach Point for 32 years. 155 00:11:32,440 --> 00:11:38,640 They were about a decade in when I was there, eight years in when I started and 12 years 156 00:11:38,640 --> 00:11:41,240 after my last summer. 157 00:11:41,240 --> 00:11:46,600 And they retired back in 2018 after 32 years at camp. 158 00:11:46,600 --> 00:11:47,720 We talked about everything. 159 00:11:47,720 --> 00:11:50,760 We spent five hours talking about everything. 160 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:51,760 I got to tell them about you. 161 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:54,120 I got to tell them about the church. 162 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:57,400 And I was telling them that we're going through the book of John right now and that this Sunday 163 00:11:57,400 --> 00:12:02,960 was going to be John 13, the story of Jesus washing his disciples' feet. 164 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:07,920 And Betsy was kind enough to be transparent and tell me a story that happened recently. 165 00:12:07,920 --> 00:12:16,000 She said that just last year she was visiting with one of her daughters and her granddaughter. 166 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:22,640 And for whatever reason, Betsy is a very strong personality. 167 00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:27,720 She and I butted heads a bit back in the day, but we get along wonderfully now. 168 00:12:27,720 --> 00:12:31,400 But she said that when she talks about something, when she feels confident about something or 169 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:36,280 strongly about something, she's just talking and she's just letting it out. 170 00:12:36,280 --> 00:12:41,040 She's talking to her daughter about how gross foot washing is, about how she doesn't see 171 00:12:41,040 --> 00:12:42,520 the point of it. 172 00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:46,720 It's more like if you want to do something like foot washing now, change the oil in someone's 173 00:12:46,720 --> 00:12:48,120 car. 174 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:51,200 Do something that's practical that actually means something now. 175 00:12:51,200 --> 00:12:52,200 It's kind of disgusting. 176 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:54,280 I don't want people touching my feet. 177 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:58,160 And she's saying this to her daughter in the presence of her granddaughter. 178 00:12:58,160 --> 00:13:04,600 And her granddaughter says to her, Grandma, I'll wash your feet. 179 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:05,780 Unprompted. 180 00:13:05,780 --> 00:13:12,920 She just goes and gets a bowl, fills it with water, brings back a towel. 181 00:13:12,920 --> 00:13:17,960 And here, a person that has just spent the last number of minutes complaining about foot 182 00:13:17,960 --> 00:13:25,200 washing is now not able to say no. 183 00:13:25,200 --> 00:13:31,840 Suddenly something that was weird and gross and unnecessary became beautiful. 184 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:41,720 She said, here I am in my 60s and I'm still learning how much pride I still hold on to. 185 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:46,720 Maybe Peter said no to Jesus because he thought it was too low for Jesus. 186 00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:54,040 Or maybe Peter said no because it was too embarrassing for him. 187 00:13:54,040 --> 00:13:59,820 Sometimes we struggle to serve because we're still finding our own sense of humility and 188 00:13:59,820 --> 00:14:09,360 sometimes we struggle to be served because we're still holding on to our own pride. 189 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:15,860 Either way, I think that we find some kind of answer or response to this in the rest 190 00:14:15,860 --> 00:14:17,320 of John 13. 191 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:26,800 Because Jesus tells them, you may not understand what this is now, but you will. 192 00:14:26,800 --> 00:14:33,640 When you see it and when you understand it, I want you to follow my example. 193 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:38,280 When we find it difficult to serve, when we find it difficult to be served, when we are 194 00:14:38,280 --> 00:14:49,440 unsure what serving even means, just do what Jesus has done. 195 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:57,960 For a lot of years now I've been teaching that God gives us rest, that out of God giving 196 00:14:57,960 --> 00:15:08,520 us rest, that we experience life in Jesus Christ, His Son. 197 00:15:08,520 --> 00:15:16,520 And then part of our work is to offer the rest in the life that we have received to 198 00:15:16,520 --> 00:15:17,520 others. 199 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:21,440 It can be as simple as that when we're thinking, how is it that I serve? 200 00:15:21,440 --> 00:15:23,940 What is serving anyway? 201 00:15:23,940 --> 00:15:28,700 One of the things is to say, well, I've received rest and I've received life. 202 00:15:28,700 --> 00:15:35,920 Let me just start by offering that rest in life to somebody else. 203 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:38,600 We see what He's done and so we follow suit. 204 00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:45,360 But hear me, I might be breaking some paradigms for some people now, okay? 205 00:15:45,360 --> 00:15:51,040 Really tune your ear to what I'm about to say. 206 00:15:51,040 --> 00:15:57,040 Serving often has nothing to do with what you are good at. 207 00:15:57,040 --> 00:15:59,080 Say it again. 208 00:15:59,080 --> 00:16:07,480 Serving often has nothing to do with what you are good at and everything to do with 209 00:16:07,480 --> 00:16:14,660 what you have seen God do. 210 00:16:14,660 --> 00:16:19,360 It's the most obvious thing or the easiest answer to say, well, you should just do something 211 00:16:19,360 --> 00:16:25,960 that you're good at. 212 00:16:25,960 --> 00:16:31,440 Sometimes God needs less of us to ask, are we capable? 213 00:16:31,440 --> 00:16:37,520 And more of us to say, I am willing. 214 00:16:37,520 --> 00:16:41,080 I'm willing to let Jesus wash my feet. 215 00:16:41,080 --> 00:16:45,920 I am willing to wash the feet of the people next to me. 216 00:16:45,920 --> 00:16:51,320 I might not be good at washing feet, but I saw Jesus do it. 217 00:16:51,320 --> 00:16:54,120 So I'll do what I've seen Him do. 218 00:16:54,120 --> 00:17:02,320 I may not be good at serving food at a meal site, but I see Jesus doing it, so I will. 219 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:06,760 I may feel a little weird or embarrassed about going to a food pantry, but I see Jesus doing 220 00:17:06,760 --> 00:17:09,640 it, so I will. 221 00:17:09,640 --> 00:17:16,520 I feel a little intimidated about giving a whole week of my life to a camp, but I see 222 00:17:16,520 --> 00:17:21,440 Jesus doing it, so I will. 223 00:17:21,440 --> 00:17:23,960 Sometimes we find it difficult to serve. 224 00:17:23,960 --> 00:17:26,400 Sometimes we find it difficult to be served. 225 00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:29,720 Sometimes we're just not sure what to do. 226 00:17:29,720 --> 00:17:34,400 And I could stand here and I could give you a long list of things to do. 227 00:17:34,400 --> 00:17:40,120 But as I was praying about it this morning, I felt like it would probably be more meaningful 228 00:17:40,120 --> 00:17:50,920 for us to spend a few moments in prayer and asking God to remind you what you've seen. 229 00:17:50,920 --> 00:17:55,240 Sometimes we're tempted, I'm tempted, to give you a list of things, whether it's like, 230 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:59,040 oh, I've mentioned the pantry and the meal site twice now, right? 231 00:17:59,040 --> 00:18:03,200 I can give you a list of things that are like, okay, I want this. 232 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:04,240 I need this. 233 00:18:04,240 --> 00:18:05,560 This is what I see. 234 00:18:05,560 --> 00:18:08,800 This is what I think more people should do. 235 00:18:08,800 --> 00:18:14,360 The reality is that though I may play the role of the Holy Spirit in your life sometimes, 236 00:18:14,360 --> 00:18:16,640 I'm not the Holy Spirit. 237 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:21,480 The Holy Spirit may have something that the Holy Spirit has been trying to remind you 238 00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:23,280 of for a great while. 239 00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:25,680 So let's just take a few moments. 240 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:27,080 If you want, you can close your eyes. 241 00:18:27,080 --> 00:18:31,060 You can stare off into the void. 242 00:18:31,060 --> 00:18:38,840 But ask to see. 243 00:18:38,840 --> 00:18:57,880 What have you seen God doing? 244 00:18:57,880 --> 00:19:05,800 If it's something you have no interest in doing, do not reject it out of hand. 245 00:19:05,800 --> 00:19:11,920 If it's something you think you have no ability to do, do not reject it out of hand. 246 00:19:11,920 --> 00:19:19,080 If it's something that you didn't even realize till now that you saw God do, you don't even 247 00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:27,760 know what it really is, don't reject it out of hand. 248 00:19:27,760 --> 00:19:32,680 Holy Spirit, I pray that you would continue to work in us today, that you would continue 249 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:37,680 to open our eyes to see all the ways that you are working around us and that we would 250 00:19:37,680 --> 00:19:46,120 feel drawn by your spirit to offer rest and life in those spaces. 251 00:19:46,120 --> 00:19:54,320 That we would spend less time asking ourselves if we are capable and start moving into a 252 00:19:54,320 --> 00:20:06,080 sense of willingness, saying I'll give it a try because I see Jesus doing it. 253 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:26,600 Amen.