WEBVTT 00:00:05.320 --> 00:00:07.980 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death where we 00:00:07.980 --> 00:00:10.460 have conversations with people who have died, 00:00:11.640 --> 00:00:13.779 experienced a glimpse of the other side, and 00:00:13.779 --> 00:00:16.859 return to talk about it. What can we learn from 00:00:16.859 --> 00:00:20.059 these experiences? How can a belief in the afterlife 00:00:20.059 --> 00:00:24.199 provide hope for your life right now? In this 00:00:24.199 --> 00:00:27.359 episode, imagine having a heart attack, seeing 00:00:27.359 --> 00:00:31.100 the light, and fighting to stay here. What did 00:00:31.100 --> 00:00:34.219 Stephen learn and how did it focus his life on 00:00:34.219 --> 00:00:41.759 his true mission? It's all coming up next. I'd 00:00:41.759 --> 00:00:45.119 like to welcome to the show today Stephen LaRusso 00:00:45.119 --> 00:00:47.619 coming to us from the Reno area. How are you 00:00:47.619 --> 00:00:50.259 Stephen? I'm good Eric. Thank you. Appreciate 00:00:50.259 --> 00:00:52.759 it. Thanks for having me. Well, thank you. We've 00:00:52.759 --> 00:00:55.200 been communicating for a while. I'm so happy 00:00:55.200 --> 00:00:58.420 to finally have you on the show and to hear your 00:00:58.420 --> 00:01:01.259 whole story. And I'm just going to give people 00:01:01.259 --> 00:01:04.000 kind of a heads up. This one's going to be unusual. 00:01:04.859 --> 00:01:07.200 I shouldn't say that because I say that all the 00:01:07.200 --> 00:01:10.500 time, which makes them usual. But we don't very 00:01:10.500 --> 00:01:13.459 often talk about something that would be known 00:01:13.459 --> 00:01:17.530 as a shared near death experience. We've talked 00:01:17.530 --> 00:01:20.109 about shared death. We've talked about near -death 00:01:20.109 --> 00:01:22.629 experiences all the time. Combining the two is 00:01:22.629 --> 00:01:24.930 going to be kind of fun. So that's the direction 00:01:24.930 --> 00:01:27.930 we're going to go today. But before we jump into 00:01:27.930 --> 00:01:30.109 it, Stephen, if you wouldn't mind, just tell 00:01:30.109 --> 00:01:32.109 us a little bit about you so we can get to know 00:01:32.109 --> 00:01:35.769 you. Yes. Well, thank you, Eric. My name is Steve 00:01:35.769 --> 00:01:38.590 LaRusso. I'm a what they call a master spiritual 00:01:38.590 --> 00:01:40.730 coach. I like to call myself a conscious coach. 00:01:41.129 --> 00:01:44.129 And my story is pretty basic up until a few years 00:01:44.129 --> 00:01:46.230 ago, you know, honestly. I spent a big deal of 00:01:46.230 --> 00:01:48.090 my life working in the manufacturing field. I 00:01:48.090 --> 00:01:50.969 worked for Toyota and GM for about 14 years in 00:01:50.969 --> 00:01:54.170 Northern California. Married, have a son, you 00:01:54.170 --> 00:01:57.170 know, dabbled in some real estate and whatnot 00:01:57.170 --> 00:02:00.250 and having residential properties and then commercial 00:02:00.250 --> 00:02:03.230 real estate. Moved to the Reno area not too long 00:02:03.230 --> 00:02:06.620 ago to be closer to family. My wife and I and 00:02:06.620 --> 00:02:08.580 son did a stint in Dallas for about seven or 00:02:08.580 --> 00:02:10.520 eight years, but we're originally from the California 00:02:10.520 --> 00:02:12.780 Bay area. So we're back closer to family here 00:02:12.780 --> 00:02:16.039 in Reno. And like I said, up until about four 00:02:16.039 --> 00:02:18.979 or five years ago, that's when things really 00:02:18.979 --> 00:02:22.199 started to get turned upside down for me. Give 00:02:22.199 --> 00:02:25.419 us a little idea of what was going on with your 00:02:25.419 --> 00:02:28.599 health that led up to this event. Well, it's 00:02:28.599 --> 00:02:31.960 funny because there was nothing is going. on 00:02:31.960 --> 00:02:34.360 with my health leading up to the near -death 00:02:34.360 --> 00:02:37.599 experience. I had never had any chest pains, 00:02:37.599 --> 00:02:39.699 you know, because that's what happened during 00:02:39.699 --> 00:02:44.419 my NDE. It was an onslaught of a heart attack. 00:02:44.699 --> 00:02:47.599 I had never had any prior symptoms of a heart 00:02:47.599 --> 00:02:50.460 attack or pain like that, and I haven't had any 00:02:50.460 --> 00:02:54.560 since. So I know that this event was purely a 00:02:54.560 --> 00:02:57.360 spiritual event, not a medical or physical one. 00:02:57.900 --> 00:03:00.280 Wow. And you're not old enough to have a heart 00:03:00.280 --> 00:03:04.939 attack anyway. Well, I'm 54. So I mean, I guess 00:03:04.939 --> 00:03:11.520 I qualify Okay So how long ago was this and and 00:03:11.520 --> 00:03:14.199 just jump in with what happened to you? This 00:03:14.199 --> 00:03:19.439 was in October of 2024 so Basically make long 00:03:19.439 --> 00:03:22.560 story short, you know with a lot of NDE's from 00:03:22.560 --> 00:03:25.039 my experience What I've researched and know is 00:03:25.039 --> 00:03:27.699 that a lot of NDE's start a spiritual awakening 00:03:27.870 --> 00:03:30.370 and they start the onslaught of a shift in consciousness. 00:03:30.990 --> 00:03:32.610 Mine was a little different. I had already gone 00:03:32.610 --> 00:03:34.349 through a spiritual awakening, what they call 00:03:34.349 --> 00:03:36.389 dark night of the soul and whatnot, and made 00:03:36.389 --> 00:03:40.969 that shift. My NDE was basically brought on through 00:03:40.969 --> 00:03:43.949 limiting myself, fear. After I got my certificate 00:03:43.949 --> 00:03:46.110 to become a master spiritual coach and studied 00:03:46.110 --> 00:03:48.310 quantum physics and people like Dolores Cannon 00:03:48.310 --> 00:03:50.389 and Brian Wise and Michael Dudin and spiritual 00:03:50.389 --> 00:03:52.789 leaders and whatnot, I was basically told, okay, 00:03:52.949 --> 00:03:54.569 Steve, it's time for you to get out there and... 00:03:54.669 --> 00:03:56.409 do what you're supposed to do. You can't hide 00:03:56.409 --> 00:03:58.069 behind a computer and a book shirt the rest of 00:03:58.069 --> 00:04:00.430 your life. It's time. You know, a lot of times 00:04:00.430 --> 00:04:02.569 we don't step into our calling. We have fear. 00:04:02.889 --> 00:04:05.090 So I start to have fear and doubt and wondering, 00:04:05.110 --> 00:04:07.310 can I do it? And it seems like a big burden. 00:04:07.590 --> 00:04:11.569 And how do I navigate this? My wife and I, let's 00:04:11.569 --> 00:04:14.229 skip forward, my wife and I took a trip to Tahoe 00:04:14.229 --> 00:04:16.449 to kind of reconnect spiritually, go to the beach, 00:04:16.689 --> 00:04:19.610 do some grounding, meditation, whatnot. It started 00:04:19.610 --> 00:04:22.910 in our hotel room. It was about seven or so, 00:04:22.970 --> 00:04:25.509 eight at night. We were talking, we were coherent, 00:04:25.589 --> 00:04:27.129 we weren't asleep. It wasn't middle of the night 00:04:27.129 --> 00:04:29.310 type thing. The TV was playing in the background. 00:04:29.769 --> 00:04:32.310 I was laying on my back on the bed. She was standing 00:04:32.310 --> 00:04:35.430 near the bed. That's when I began to get severe 00:04:35.430 --> 00:04:39.290 pain, sharpshooting pain right here on the side 00:04:39.290 --> 00:04:42.709 of my neck, going down through my arm and going 00:04:42.709 --> 00:04:47.209 into my chest. My breathing started to pick up. 00:04:47.629 --> 00:04:49.540 My heart... I could feel it like it was going 00:04:49.540 --> 00:04:52.500 to pound through my chest or explode. I was beginning 00:04:52.500 --> 00:04:55.680 to have problems breathing and whatnot. So I 00:04:55.680 --> 00:04:58.120 turned to my wife at this time and told her that 00:04:58.120 --> 00:05:00.839 I'm having a heart attack. I think I'm dying. 00:05:02.560 --> 00:05:05.899 And her response threw me off guard because she 00:05:05.899 --> 00:05:10.600 was standing there. And she began to lay on the 00:05:10.600 --> 00:05:13.139 bed next to me on her back. So in my mind, I'm 00:05:13.139 --> 00:05:15.639 thinking. Why doesn't she call a 9 -1 -1 or why 00:05:15.639 --> 00:05:17.459 does she call them the paramedics? She just she 00:05:17.459 --> 00:05:20.420 didn't behave Like I thought anybody would in 00:05:20.420 --> 00:05:22.959 this situation later on after the event We talked 00:05:22.959 --> 00:05:24.899 we kind of put the piece of the puzzle together 00:05:24.899 --> 00:05:28.439 and it made sense. So I'm laying on the bed She's 00:05:28.439 --> 00:05:30.420 laying on the bed holding my or holding each 00:05:30.420 --> 00:05:33.199 other's arms hands were interlocked like this 00:05:33.199 --> 00:05:35.540 You know with a fist clutching each other like 00:05:35.540 --> 00:05:39.540 this the pain intensifies. I start to black out 00:05:39.540 --> 00:05:44.759 I go into complete blackness that blackness transcends 00:05:44.759 --> 00:05:48.100 into space and stars and in the distance I'm 00:05:48.100 --> 00:05:51.300 seeing a white light and you know I like I said 00:05:51.300 --> 00:05:53.060 I'd already been through my transformation I 00:05:53.060 --> 00:05:54.699 did a lot of study and a lot of reading on near 00:05:54.699 --> 00:05:56.699 -death experiences so I was familiar with what 00:05:56.699 --> 00:06:00.079 this was just because I was immersed in it so 00:06:00.079 --> 00:06:03.339 as this white light is approaching getting closer 00:06:03.339 --> 00:06:05.660 the first time I heard the voice in my head which 00:06:05.660 --> 00:06:09.240 was which was God was it's saying you've wasted 00:06:09.240 --> 00:06:11.980 enough time and I'm telling you when you when 00:06:11.980 --> 00:06:13.740 you when you know, you're calling a purpose and 00:06:13.740 --> 00:06:16.000 you hear God the universe the light the creator 00:06:16.000 --> 00:06:18.939 However, you define it source say that to you. 00:06:19.019 --> 00:06:20.620 You really you really start evaluating yourself 00:06:20.620 --> 00:06:24.120 So I begin praying to God asking for another 00:06:24.120 --> 00:06:26.079 chance, you know, God, please don't do this. 00:06:26.319 --> 00:06:29.279 I'm gonna fulfill it. I mean really Begging for 00:06:29.279 --> 00:06:32.740 my life. I can hear my wife. Here's here's the 00:06:32.740 --> 00:06:36.139 crazy part But you know logic doesn't apply when 00:06:36.139 --> 00:06:37.579 you're talking about the spirit realm and how 00:06:37.579 --> 00:06:41.019 it operates. It doesn't you know our logic can't 00:06:41.019 --> 00:06:44.240 comprehend these things. I start hearing her 00:06:44.240 --> 00:06:46.759 voice in my head telepathically. I can hear her 00:06:46.759 --> 00:06:49.800 talking to me, and I'm talking to her. She can 00:06:49.800 --> 00:06:52.879 hear me praying in my head to God. Like I said, 00:06:53.180 --> 00:06:56.439 I was out in space. I was in pain. I was convulsing. 00:06:56.459 --> 00:06:59.699 I was trembling. So I'm praying to God. I'm constantly 00:06:59.699 --> 00:07:02.060 going closer to the light. As I go closer to 00:07:02.060 --> 00:07:04.500 the light, I can feel my life force being drained. 00:07:04.540 --> 00:07:06.740 I can feel my soul weakening. I can feel myself 00:07:07.469 --> 00:07:10.329 Pulling away from this reality. Okay dying basically 00:07:10.329 --> 00:07:12.930 I have some interactions with God begging me 00:07:12.930 --> 00:07:15.050 begging basically There was one point where God 00:07:15.050 --> 00:07:17.889 said to me all this wisdom that I've given you 00:07:17.889 --> 00:07:19.589 and this is what you're doing with it which was 00:07:19.589 --> 00:07:21.290 actually nothing because I was running from my 00:07:21.290 --> 00:07:25.509 calling we had we had that exchange I I was getting 00:07:25.509 --> 00:07:27.949 closer. My wife had later told me after we talked 00:07:27.949 --> 00:07:30.870 about it that she too was in space She felt herself 00:07:30.870 --> 00:07:33.970 transcending. She was in darkness in space. Also. 00:07:33.970 --> 00:07:36.069 She said I didn't see the light but she said 00:07:36.220 --> 00:07:39.879 I was there with you. I was actually there experiencing 00:07:39.879 --> 00:07:42.660 it with you. And I know that doesn't make sense, 00:07:42.720 --> 00:07:44.339 but a lot of things in the spirit realm don't, 00:07:44.459 --> 00:07:47.939 believe me. So we're talking everything. We're 00:07:47.939 --> 00:07:49.879 communicating telepathically. I'm begging God, 00:07:50.240 --> 00:07:51.779 continuously approaching the light getting weaker. 00:07:52.439 --> 00:07:53.699 There was a point where I said, okay, I'm just 00:07:53.699 --> 00:07:55.560 gonna give up. I'm just gonna give in. Maybe 00:07:55.560 --> 00:07:58.980 it's my time. So I basically told myself, okay, 00:07:59.300 --> 00:08:02.160 let me just release. As soon as I told myself... 00:08:02.170 --> 00:08:04.910 that in my head. My wife says to me telepathically, 00:08:05.069 --> 00:08:08.870 Steve, don't give up. Keep fighting. Fight, fight, 00:08:08.949 --> 00:08:11.350 fight. Don't give up. That gave me a second wind. 00:08:11.589 --> 00:08:14.250 It continued. I have no idea how long this went 00:08:14.250 --> 00:08:17.170 on. Time is not a concept or a reality in the 00:08:17.170 --> 00:08:19.449 spirit realm, not the way we look at it. Towards 00:08:19.449 --> 00:08:23.310 the end, as I'm on the brink of the white light, 00:08:23.389 --> 00:08:27.230 I literally feel like I'm 90 % gone. I say this 00:08:27.230 --> 00:08:29.269 and I don't even know why I said it. It doesn't 00:08:29.269 --> 00:08:31.730 even make sense. But I said, Wanda, help me. 00:08:31.800 --> 00:08:34.480 my wife. I said, Wanda, help me. At that moment, 00:08:34.500 --> 00:08:38.080 she sat up in the bed. Now at this point, this 00:08:38.080 --> 00:08:41.860 was audible. She starts speaking in tongues or 00:08:41.860 --> 00:08:44.039 light language. We have a Christian background. 00:08:44.059 --> 00:08:45.580 They used to call it tongues, light language. 00:08:45.899 --> 00:08:48.580 So I vaguely hear this, and it didn't surprise 00:08:48.580 --> 00:08:50.000 me because I've heard her do that a couple of 00:08:50.000 --> 00:08:53.039 times in the past. So as I'm still in the spirit 00:08:53.039 --> 00:08:57.259 realm, begging for my life for God, God says 00:08:57.259 --> 00:09:00.440 to me, Stephen, in my head says, Stephen, be 00:09:00.440 --> 00:09:03.129 quiet. and listen to your wife. He wanted me, 00:09:03.889 --> 00:09:05.710 what I realized afterwards, that he wanted me 00:09:05.710 --> 00:09:08.389 to be witness to what was about to happen. So 00:09:08.389 --> 00:09:10.990 instantly then, I got some awareness back, I 00:09:10.990 --> 00:09:13.549 got some calm back, and I looked over to the 00:09:13.549 --> 00:09:16.330 right. And at that moment, she started speaking 00:09:16.330 --> 00:09:19.950 in other languages. She spoke in two African 00:09:19.950 --> 00:09:22.970 languages, and then she spoke in an Indian language. 00:09:23.409 --> 00:09:25.149 Now, you know, I don't know how to speak Italian. 00:09:25.419 --> 00:09:27.240 or Spanish, but you know it when you hear it. 00:09:27.240 --> 00:09:29.259 So I knew what the languages were, but I obviously 00:09:29.259 --> 00:09:31.779 didn't decipher. I assumed it was praying, obviously, 00:09:31.980 --> 00:09:33.980 considering the situation. As she starts to speak 00:09:33.980 --> 00:09:36.220 in these other languages, that's when my awareness 00:09:36.220 --> 00:09:38.419 is brought back. That's when I'm brought back 00:09:38.419 --> 00:09:42.259 from the spirit realm and encountering the light 00:09:42.259 --> 00:09:44.559 and being in that state, and I'm brought back 00:09:44.559 --> 00:09:47.659 into the physical. That's when I got up, did 00:09:47.659 --> 00:09:49.340 a bunch of pacing. I looked over at my wife. 00:09:49.399 --> 00:09:52.100 She was there with this daze on her face, like 00:09:52.100 --> 00:09:54.399 she was asleep with her eyes open, just like... 00:09:54.250 --> 00:09:55.870 So I didn't want to say anything to her. I didn't 00:09:55.870 --> 00:09:58.409 know what she was going through I I I tried to 00:09:58.409 --> 00:10:00.850 remain calm and afterwards when she snapped out 00:10:00.850 --> 00:10:02.509 of it She didn't remember that she spoke in these 00:10:02.509 --> 00:10:05.090 languages. She didn't remember it first It took 00:10:05.090 --> 00:10:07.509 it it took it a while for her to be able to recollect 00:10:07.509 --> 00:10:10.009 it to figure it out And I asked her what I said, 00:10:10.110 --> 00:10:12.009 what were you saying? She says I have no idea 00:10:12.009 --> 00:10:13.610 what I was saying I don't speak those languages. 00:10:13.750 --> 00:10:15.970 She said it wasn't even me talking. It wasn't 00:10:15.970 --> 00:10:18.710 me I was like I was taken over by the spirit 00:10:18.710 --> 00:10:22.929 or God. It wasn't me so I'm still, you know, 00:10:23.029 --> 00:10:24.889 because it wasn't that long ago. I'm still processing 00:10:24.889 --> 00:10:27.909 it and I'm still dealing with it. But yeah, that 00:10:27.909 --> 00:10:31.909 was my experience in a nutshell. Okay. Let's 00:10:31.909 --> 00:10:34.990 dig into some of this. If you don't mind, I love 00:10:34.990 --> 00:10:39.049 to ask questions and just learn more that way. 00:10:39.529 --> 00:10:43.110 I'm not sure where to jump in, except, well, 00:10:44.049 --> 00:10:45.950 one of the first things that came to mind as 00:10:45.950 --> 00:10:49.669 you were telling this is going to the light. 00:10:50.039 --> 00:10:53.799 It seems like that's very common and almost a 00:10:53.799 --> 00:10:56.860 cliche kind of thing. But actually, I mean, I've 00:10:56.860 --> 00:10:59.279 interviewed hundreds of people and it's not as 00:10:59.279 --> 00:11:02.759 common as you would think. It happens. It's certainly 00:11:02.759 --> 00:11:06.820 not even half of NDEs, not even close. I don't 00:11:06.820 --> 00:11:09.620 know what the percentage is. And most people 00:11:09.620 --> 00:11:14.210 feel so drawn to it. that I think it's interesting 00:11:14.210 --> 00:11:17.690 and unusual that you felt almost like, no, no, 00:11:17.730 --> 00:11:19.690 no, no, no, I don't want to go. I don't want 00:11:19.690 --> 00:11:21.610 to die yet. That kind of thing. Is that how you 00:11:21.610 --> 00:11:23.409 were feeling? And can you explain that a little 00:11:23.409 --> 00:11:27.210 more? Yes. The reason behind that wasn't because, 00:11:27.210 --> 00:11:29.769 you know, I was scared of death or any way or 00:11:29.769 --> 00:11:32.070 what's going to happen after this trend, you 00:11:32.070 --> 00:11:34.529 know, we transcend this lifetime, nothing like 00:11:34.529 --> 00:11:40.210 that. For me, it was the the notion of not completing. 00:11:40.460 --> 00:11:42.700 What i'm supposed to do here. That's why I didn't 00:11:42.700 --> 00:11:46.519 I didn't I wasn't ready to die knowing now what 00:11:46.519 --> 00:11:49.860 my mission was and what i'm supposed to do and 00:11:49.860 --> 00:11:51.620 I wasn't ready to leave for that reason not because 00:11:51.620 --> 00:11:55.080 I was Scared of death or any anything like that. 00:11:55.080 --> 00:11:58.360 So for me it was okay. This near -death experience 00:11:58.360 --> 00:12:02.519 is about me Running from my path purpose my calling 00:12:02.519 --> 00:12:05.460 what I chose or what I chose to do before I came 00:12:05.460 --> 00:12:07.600 here or what? God assigned me however, we look 00:12:07.600 --> 00:12:10.909 at it and for me it was like I didn't want to 00:12:10.909 --> 00:12:12.669 live with myself if this makes sense. This was 00:12:12.669 --> 00:12:14.690 my thought. I didn't want to live with myself 00:12:14.690 --> 00:12:16.549 knowing that I hadn't completed that and go back 00:12:16.549 --> 00:12:19.389 to the spirit realm and have to face whatever. 00:12:19.970 --> 00:12:22.350 I knew I had to stay here and try to finish this 00:12:22.350 --> 00:12:26.149 or do what I'm supposed to do. So you were taught 00:12:26.149 --> 00:12:29.370 a very clear lesson and given a very clear mission 00:12:29.370 --> 00:12:33.360 that you sort of already knew, right? and it 00:12:33.360 --> 00:12:35.799 was, hey, go back and do what you've already 00:12:35.799 --> 00:12:38.299 been told what to do kind of thing. Everybody 00:12:38.299 --> 00:12:40.539 has something to learn from their NDE's. These 00:12:40.539 --> 00:12:43.360 aren't just for entertainment purposes. Yours 00:12:43.360 --> 00:12:47.899 was super clear, it sounds like. I want to learn 00:12:47.899 --> 00:12:50.360 a little bit more about your interaction with 00:12:50.360 --> 00:12:54.120 this voice. Was it difficult to know immediately 00:12:54.120 --> 00:12:58.080 that this was God talking or was it so clear 00:12:58.080 --> 00:13:04.080 you're not mistaken? hear God talk, I'll speak 00:13:04.080 --> 00:13:08.279 for me. There's no confusion or distortion. So 00:13:08.279 --> 00:13:12.299 for me, it was crystal clear that it was God, 00:13:12.860 --> 00:13:14.679 and it was crystal clear why I was going through 00:13:14.679 --> 00:13:20.460 it. Yeah, I had someone ask me an interesting 00:13:20.460 --> 00:13:22.179 question once, and I love interesting questions 00:13:22.179 --> 00:13:23.600 because I love to challenge myself. I believe 00:13:23.600 --> 00:13:25.639 anything and everything is possible, and I believe 00:13:25.639 --> 00:13:28.120 that we have to stay unlimited in order to connect 00:13:28.120 --> 00:13:30.620 to an unlimited realm and source. He asked me, 00:13:30.720 --> 00:13:31.879 he said, well, do you think that was your higher 00:13:31.879 --> 00:13:36.659 self speaking to you, expressing guilt for not 00:13:36.659 --> 00:13:38.820 doing or getting off track of what you're supposed 00:13:38.820 --> 00:13:40.820 to do? And I never thought about that. And I 00:13:40.820 --> 00:13:43.639 said, well, actually, no. And the reason why 00:13:43.639 --> 00:13:46.940 is because not only did I hear the voice, my 00:13:46.940 --> 00:13:50.100 wife heard the voice. My wife and I spoke telepathically. 00:13:50.500 --> 00:13:52.700 My wife spoke in different languages. My higher 00:13:52.700 --> 00:13:55.320 self can't accomplish those things. Those were 00:13:55.320 --> 00:13:57.620 acts of God, not my higher self. So for those 00:13:57.620 --> 00:14:00.039 reasons... It's a good question, I told him, 00:14:00.059 --> 00:14:02.360 but it wasn't my higher self because of those 00:14:02.360 --> 00:14:05.139 reasons, those events that happened. I agree 00:14:05.139 --> 00:14:08.720 with you on that. And God didn't have to do some 00:14:08.720 --> 00:14:12.100 kind of introduction. Hey Steve. No. This is 00:14:12.100 --> 00:14:15.799 God. Right. And I'm sorry, I don't mean to make, 00:14:15.799 --> 00:14:18.320 I don't mean to make light of it, but... No. 00:14:19.019 --> 00:14:22.720 But when God, when I heard God in my, telepathically 00:14:22.720 --> 00:14:24.840 or in my head, however you want to describe it, 00:14:25.200 --> 00:14:28.259 heard my wife also and you know Eric this is 00:14:28.259 --> 00:14:29.879 not something easy to explain it's not something 00:14:29.879 --> 00:14:32.580 to go through every day but I can you could tell 00:14:32.580 --> 00:14:36.799 who's who and you just know and I completely 00:14:36.799 --> 00:14:39.620 agree with you that that wasn't just you or some 00:14:39.620 --> 00:14:43.139 kind of higher self of you was there anything 00:14:43.139 --> 00:14:47.120 else that he said or communicated think of detail 00:14:47.120 --> 00:14:50.039 here here here's what here's exactly what happened 00:14:50.039 --> 00:14:55.419 he said he said three things to me And he said 00:14:55.419 --> 00:15:00.000 two things to my wife Okay, one of which I left 00:15:00.000 --> 00:15:03.559 out. There's a lot to the story But the first 00:15:03.559 --> 00:15:05.840 thing he said to me when it on the onslaught 00:15:05.840 --> 00:15:08.379 he said you've wasted too. You've wasted enough 00:15:08.379 --> 00:15:11.559 time That's what he said That's what I heard. 00:15:11.559 --> 00:15:14.600 You've wasted enough time later on. I don't know 00:15:14.600 --> 00:15:16.440 I have no idea how long this ordeal went on. 00:15:16.460 --> 00:15:21.220 Like I said, he said all this information You've 00:15:21.220 --> 00:15:23.529 been given and this is what you do with it And 00:15:23.529 --> 00:15:25.090 and and I have it, you know a lot of information 00:15:25.090 --> 00:15:28.070 all this the spiritual text and studying quantum 00:15:28.070 --> 00:15:30.710 physics and you know You're getting my certificates 00:15:30.710 --> 00:15:33.110 to be a master coach and learning the universal 00:15:33.110 --> 00:15:36.269 laws of oneness and Bob all that stuff You're 00:15:36.269 --> 00:15:37.990 basically saying you've got information that 00:15:37.990 --> 00:15:40.129 a lot of people are privy to and this is what 00:15:40.129 --> 00:15:41.970 you're doing with it which was actually nothing 00:15:41.970 --> 00:15:45.549 the third time is when he told me Stephen be 00:15:45.549 --> 00:15:49.669 quiet and Listen to your wife when when she began 00:15:49.669 --> 00:15:52.549 speaking in the languages and tongues and whatnot. 00:15:52.710 --> 00:15:54.789 So those were the three times I heard his voice. 00:15:55.090 --> 00:15:58.750 My wife heard the voice twice. Once where she 00:15:58.750 --> 00:16:01.090 was told to lay down and get in position because 00:16:01.090 --> 00:16:04.269 if she wasn't told that and God didn't have her 00:16:04.269 --> 00:16:06.789 under a calm to be able to lay down and go get 00:16:06.789 --> 00:16:09.230 into the position for the event to experience 00:16:09.230 --> 00:16:11.350 this, she would have been on the phone with 911. 00:16:11.809 --> 00:16:13.149 Paramedics would have been there in two or three 00:16:13.149 --> 00:16:15.570 minutes and that would have interrupted the event. 00:16:15.889 --> 00:16:17.909 So that's what I learned later on was the purpose 00:16:17.909 --> 00:16:20.429 of that. God didn't want this event interrupted 00:16:20.429 --> 00:16:23.429 by her calling 9 -1 -1 So he told her to lay 00:16:23.429 --> 00:16:25.669 down the second time. There was a point during 00:16:25.669 --> 00:16:28.889 this Where God said to her and it's interesting. 00:16:28.889 --> 00:16:32.110 Here's the interesting thing. I Could hear my 00:16:32.110 --> 00:16:35.450 wife telepathically. I could hear God telepathically, 00:16:35.450 --> 00:16:38.750 but my wife Wasn't allowed to hear what God was 00:16:38.750 --> 00:16:41.230 saying to me and I couldn't hear what God was 00:16:41.230 --> 00:16:44.350 saying with her what was said to her By God was 00:16:44.350 --> 00:16:46.740 for her. I never heard it what god said to me 00:16:46.740 --> 00:16:49.500 my wife didn't hear it if that that makes sense, 00:16:49.500 --> 00:16:53.200 so God said to her one lay down get in position 00:16:53.200 --> 00:16:56.799 and two there was a time During it where he said 00:16:56.799 --> 00:17:00.820 to her and why should I leave you here? And she 00:17:00.820 --> 00:17:03.100 said once again telepathically she said jordan, 00:17:03.100 --> 00:17:06.539 which is our son You know, and she said that 00:17:06.539 --> 00:17:08.339 she said those are only two times. I heard the 00:17:08.339 --> 00:17:11.190 voice during during the uh event Want to know 00:17:11.190 --> 00:17:13.450 what you were feeling what kind of emotions were 00:17:13.450 --> 00:17:16.710 going through you as you're hearing this? Hearing 00:17:16.710 --> 00:17:19.309 you mean my wife speak or the voice or God's 00:17:19.309 --> 00:17:21.569 God's voice hearing hearing God speak to you. 00:17:21.569 --> 00:17:27.829 What did it make you feel I felt I actually That's 00:17:27.829 --> 00:17:31.250 a good question. I actually felt disappointed 00:17:31.250 --> 00:17:36.369 in myself. It wasn't a thing or where God was 00:17:36.369 --> 00:17:38.970 judging or God was disappointed and you better 00:17:38.970 --> 00:17:41.759 do this or else My disappointment was in myself 00:17:41.759 --> 00:17:44.759 for doubting everything I had been through, kind 00:17:44.759 --> 00:17:46.660 of like my spiritual awakening, my dark night 00:17:46.660 --> 00:17:48.519 of the soul, doubting my purpose and letting 00:17:48.519 --> 00:17:51.460 that fear and that that limitation creep in, 00:17:51.619 --> 00:17:53.240 which keeps so many people disconnected from 00:17:53.240 --> 00:17:55.579 who they are and their purpose. Am I good enough? 00:17:55.740 --> 00:17:57.680 What do I know? What are people worried about? 00:17:57.720 --> 00:17:59.200 What people are going to think worried about? 00:17:59.200 --> 00:18:00.880 This is too much of a burden. All right. There's 00:18:00.880 --> 00:18:02.779 no way I can do this. Convince talking myself 00:18:02.779 --> 00:18:06.839 out of it. And God wanted to show that you are 00:18:06.839 --> 00:18:09.589 supported. This is your calling to me. I'm putting 00:18:09.589 --> 00:18:11.869 you through this so you can know and understand 00:18:11.869 --> 00:18:14.069 this. I didn't feel forced. It wasn't a do it 00:18:14.069 --> 00:18:17.210 or else. You're going to hell or you better do 00:18:17.210 --> 00:18:19.970 it or else. You are supported. You are enough. 00:18:20.930 --> 00:18:22.589 I'm giving you this to get over those limited 00:18:22.589 --> 00:18:24.569 feelings, thoughts, and emotions and perspectives 00:18:24.569 --> 00:18:27.069 that are keeping you trapped. How you choose 00:18:27.069 --> 00:18:29.769 to go on and do from here is still up to you, 00:18:29.950 --> 00:18:33.089 basically. Most people, when they have an experience 00:18:33.089 --> 00:18:37.109 with God in this realm, feel an intense love. 00:18:37.440 --> 00:18:41.059 Love that they just really have a hard time explaining 00:18:41.059 --> 00:18:44.940 Your sounds like you had a little bit of a different 00:18:44.940 --> 00:18:49.140 kind of experience When he's pointing out these 00:18:49.140 --> 00:18:52.640 things that you should have been doing Were you 00:18:52.640 --> 00:18:56.480 feeling some kind of guilt shame or was it in 00:18:56.480 --> 00:18:59.660 such a loving way? That it came through a lot 00:18:59.660 --> 00:19:02.980 better than maybe a parent putting you down for 00:19:02.980 --> 00:19:06.420 making a mistake You know what? I I got some 00:19:07.240 --> 00:19:09.019 Answered this question before and I got a little 00:19:09.019 --> 00:19:11.619 flack off of this answer But you know, I'm gonna 00:19:11.619 --> 00:19:14.500 describe this the best way I can just be honest. 00:19:14.619 --> 00:19:17.660 Don't be honest. Don't worry about flat No, no, 00:19:17.660 --> 00:19:20.500 no, right. No, everybody goes through their experience 00:19:20.500 --> 00:19:23.140 for their reason for their path of purpose what 00:19:23.140 --> 00:19:25.140 they need to realize what they need to come into 00:19:25.140 --> 00:19:27.299 maybe something they need to transcend loops 00:19:27.299 --> 00:19:29.579 we need to break things we need to learn so for 00:19:29.579 --> 00:19:32.940 me and I'll say this real quick About six or 00:19:32.940 --> 00:19:35.299 seven months prior. I had an out -of -body experience. 00:19:35.299 --> 00:19:36.940 It wasn't a near -death experience It wasn't 00:19:36.940 --> 00:19:38.819 a dream was out -of -body experience where I 00:19:38.819 --> 00:19:40.619 saw I was in the light, but it was totally different 00:19:40.619 --> 00:19:44.500 That's why I felt the euphoria the love the love 00:19:44.500 --> 00:19:48.519 was so intense. It was so strong And it had me 00:19:48.519 --> 00:19:52.079 in in the fetal position crying Like it was the 00:19:52.079 --> 00:19:53.980 end of the world or something. I mean, you know 00:19:53.980 --> 00:19:57.339 and and when I went through that It was so intense 00:19:57.339 --> 00:19:59.579 I had to ask god to ease up on it because I couldn't 00:19:59.579 --> 00:20:02.420 take it and as soon as I said that it subsided. 00:20:02.519 --> 00:20:05.960 So I went through that feeling before, prior 00:20:05.960 --> 00:20:09.000 to the NDE. During this NDE, I didn't feel any 00:20:09.000 --> 00:20:12.099 of that again. I didn't feel, and I kind of said 00:20:12.099 --> 00:20:13.960 it the way, but I have to explain it. I didn't 00:20:13.960 --> 00:20:16.880 feel that love. I felt it at a different time. 00:20:16.920 --> 00:20:20.099 This wasn't about feeling God's love. For me, 00:20:20.099 --> 00:20:23.099 it was about getting over limited thoughts, perceptions, 00:20:24.039 --> 00:20:26.519 and beliefs that I had that was keeping me from 00:20:26.519 --> 00:20:29.759 stepping into my purpose. So it was it was I'll 00:20:29.759 --> 00:20:32.220 describe it kind of like I have this funny little 00:20:32.220 --> 00:20:34.059 thing. I describe it as a spiritual spanking 00:20:34.059 --> 00:20:37.000 You know what I mean? And god's saying look you 00:20:37.000 --> 00:20:39.460 are enough. You are supported like we all are 00:20:39.460 --> 00:20:41.240 there's nothing special about me We're all enough 00:20:41.240 --> 00:20:42.640 and we're all supported for whatever we're here 00:20:42.640 --> 00:20:47.319 to do So I I took it as a parent Coming in the 00:20:47.319 --> 00:20:49.640 room like a father. I love you, but you need 00:20:49.640 --> 00:20:53.079 this Just when I think i've heard it all you 00:20:53.079 --> 00:20:57.809 say spiritual spanking Right. Come on That's 00:20:57.809 --> 00:21:00.289 what it felt like. That's what it felt like. 00:21:00.549 --> 00:21:03.450 That's awesome. All right. You've had time to 00:21:03.450 --> 00:21:05.690 think about this. It's been what roughly a year 00:21:05.690 --> 00:21:09.329 and a half since this happened. I don't totally 00:21:09.329 --> 00:21:12.589 understand the whole speaking in different languages. 00:21:13.250 --> 00:21:17.049 Why do you think your wife was doing that? How 00:21:17.049 --> 00:21:23.109 and why? How was obviously a God. the universe 00:21:23.109 --> 00:21:25.369 that that that that that allowed her to it or 00:21:25.369 --> 00:21:27.890 put that spirit into it to allow her now the 00:21:27.890 --> 00:21:31.609 why I've wondered about that and Here's here's 00:21:31.609 --> 00:21:34.190 my thought on that because I always I'm a logical 00:21:34.190 --> 00:21:38.250 thinker. I Believe that when he told me Stephen 00:21:38.250 --> 00:21:41.410 be quiet and listen to your wife That's when 00:21:41.410 --> 00:21:46.029 it happened to me. I feel that he wanted to give 00:21:46.029 --> 00:21:49.450 some proof that this Event this situation is 00:21:49.450 --> 00:21:52.269 real I was given all my awareness back as soon 00:21:52.269 --> 00:21:54.369 as he said, Steven, be quiet, listen to your 00:21:54.369 --> 00:21:57.710 wife. I was able to focus on her and I guess 00:21:57.710 --> 00:22:01.769 he wanted me to hear that so I wouldn't doubt 00:22:01.769 --> 00:22:03.369 it. Cause you know, a lot of people have NDEs, 00:22:03.650 --> 00:22:05.769 outer body experience or experiences, astral 00:22:05.769 --> 00:22:08.569 projections, and they doubt it. Oh, maybe, maybe 00:22:08.569 --> 00:22:10.609 I was a dream. Maybe I was hallucinating. Oh, 00:22:10.609 --> 00:22:12.710 that couldn't be real. For me, he wanted to leave 00:22:12.710 --> 00:22:15.490 no doubt. That's what I was thinking. So that 00:22:15.490 --> 00:22:18.529 was how you knew that. Did you have any understanding 00:22:18.529 --> 00:22:21.180 of what she was saying? No, no, because like 00:22:21.180 --> 00:22:23.279 I said, my wife and I have been married 25 years. 00:22:23.619 --> 00:22:25.359 The only language we know is English. So how 00:22:25.359 --> 00:22:27.279 she was able to speak in two African languages 00:22:27.279 --> 00:22:30.339 and speak in an Indian language, we know it wasn't 00:22:30.339 --> 00:22:32.819 her, because she doesn't have that ability. Only 00:22:32.819 --> 00:22:34.359 thing I can assume, because neither one of us 00:22:34.359 --> 00:22:37.339 knew what she was saying, is that she was praying. 00:22:37.720 --> 00:22:40.240 Now, what the exact words were, I don't know, 00:22:40.279 --> 00:22:42.640 but I assume it was definitely some kind of prayer, 00:22:42.980 --> 00:22:45.420 because she was speaking and she also did some 00:22:45.420 --> 00:22:48.200 chanting also. Did you hear about this speaking 00:22:48.200 --> 00:22:52.700 in tongues from time to time? And just me personally, 00:22:53.339 --> 00:22:55.279 and you were talking about blowback a minute 00:22:55.279 --> 00:22:59.099 ago, I'm going to get some right now. It doesn't 00:22:59.099 --> 00:23:02.180 make sense to me that someone would speak in 00:23:02.180 --> 00:23:05.500 tongues if someone else can't interpret what 00:23:05.500 --> 00:23:09.900 is being said. Right. Right. I don't see the 00:23:09.900 --> 00:23:13.099 point unless that half of the equation happens. 00:23:13.420 --> 00:23:16.579 Anyway, but I'm not I'm not disparaging in any 00:23:16.579 --> 00:23:19.359 way shape or form what happened This is just 00:23:19.359 --> 00:23:23.859 me personally something I don't get and and that's 00:23:23.859 --> 00:23:26.559 okay Well, you know, I'll say this real quick 00:23:26.559 --> 00:23:29.400 quote unquote the question the Christian definition 00:23:29.400 --> 00:23:31.759 or reason for this and I'm not saying it's true 00:23:31.759 --> 00:23:33.900 I'm just just saying what they say because I 00:23:33.900 --> 00:23:36.859 was in the Christian church pretty heavily Speaking 00:23:36.859 --> 00:23:40.480 in tongues is is quote unquote allowed by God 00:23:40.480 --> 00:23:44.630 So that the devil Doesn't hear your prayers now. 00:23:44.630 --> 00:23:47.190 That's not something I believe That's that's 00:23:47.190 --> 00:23:48.430 the christian way of thinking if you believe 00:23:48.430 --> 00:23:50.369 that fine. That's just not my personal belief. 00:23:50.529 --> 00:23:54.190 I I believe For this incident and I don't know 00:23:54.190 --> 00:23:57.509 if it's every that she was allowed to To do this 00:23:57.509 --> 00:24:00.930 to kind of showed me that this is not her this 00:24:00.930 --> 00:24:03.829 is of god and this is real You know, especially 00:24:03.829 --> 00:24:06.329 not so much the tongues, but especially the speaking 00:24:06.329 --> 00:24:08.769 in other languages. You know what I mean? So 00:24:08.769 --> 00:24:11.390 like I tell my clients Sometimes we can't figure 00:24:11.390 --> 00:24:12.950 out there's all these mysteries and theories 00:24:12.950 --> 00:24:15.089 and principles Spiritual principles that we all 00:24:15.089 --> 00:24:17.210 argue and debate over try to figure out and some 00:24:17.210 --> 00:24:19.450 things we just have to be okay with the unknown 00:24:19.450 --> 00:24:21.730 Sometimes I realize we don't have answers for 00:24:21.730 --> 00:24:23.670 everything necessarily. We have theories and 00:24:23.670 --> 00:24:26.329 thoughts and beliefs Yeah, it's part of living 00:24:26.329 --> 00:24:28.630 by faith. We don't get all the answers. It's 00:24:28.630 --> 00:24:32.430 okay. No, no All right. Let's shift gears You 00:24:32.430 --> 00:24:35.490 mentioned quantum physics early on I want to 00:24:35.490 --> 00:24:38.990 hear how this all fits in with quantum physics 00:24:40.160 --> 00:24:42.920 Well, you know, it's it's just the it's just 00:24:42.920 --> 00:24:46.859 for me is studying the fact how science is starting 00:24:46.859 --> 00:24:50.940 to catch up with spirituality and principles 00:24:50.940 --> 00:24:53.960 and theories that used to be looked at as impossible 00:24:53.960 --> 00:24:56.779 and go against the law of physics or gravity 00:24:56.779 --> 00:25:00.660 or or or whatnot that are just Becoming real 00:25:00.660 --> 00:25:03.559 the fact that everything is connected the fact 00:25:03.559 --> 00:25:06.400 that everything You know, you can separate two 00:25:06.400 --> 00:25:08.539 molecules and do something to one and it affects 00:25:08.539 --> 00:25:10.579 the other after they've been separated. Stuff 00:25:10.579 --> 00:25:12.519 like that. And the biggest thing to me about 00:25:12.519 --> 00:25:15.619 it is showing the connectivity that every living 00:25:15.619 --> 00:25:19.819 thing has in how it's connected. How water, when 00:25:19.819 --> 00:25:21.819 they play certain music for water, it makes these 00:25:21.819 --> 00:25:24.259 beautiful patterns, the vibrations, you know, 00:25:24.339 --> 00:25:27.019 bring out the best of the water, high vibrational 00:25:27.019 --> 00:25:29.140 feelings and emotions out the water. And when 00:25:29.140 --> 00:25:32.220 you play something dreadful, or consider a lower 00:25:32.220 --> 00:25:35.059 vibration frequency, the water splits and becomes 00:25:35.059 --> 00:25:38.220 ugly and disformed. So, you know, those little 00:25:38.220 --> 00:25:41.900 things right there that they're starting to see 00:25:41.900 --> 00:25:46.759 that scientific evidence of, science is catching 00:25:46.759 --> 00:25:50.440 up to spiritual theories that were known to philosophers 00:25:50.440 --> 00:25:53.380 thousands of years ago. What else did you learn 00:25:53.380 --> 00:25:57.660 from all of this? You know, learning that we're 00:25:57.660 --> 00:26:02.930 not separate. Learning how limited beliefs and 00:26:02.930 --> 00:26:05.549 perceptions keep us hindered keep us keep us 00:26:05.549 --> 00:26:09.549 blocked realizing that For me for 50 years I 00:26:09.549 --> 00:26:12.549 was under a false identity of thinking some thinking 00:26:12.549 --> 00:26:15.210 I was someone that I wasn't in Realizing it wasn't 00:26:15.210 --> 00:26:17.950 me doing it for all the wrong reasons We go with 00:26:17.950 --> 00:26:19.630 the programming and the constructs because we 00:26:19.630 --> 00:26:21.630 don't want to be looked at as different or crazy 00:26:21.630 --> 00:26:24.569 or wrong Or be judged and we need people's approval 00:26:24.569 --> 00:26:28.460 all of these things that keep up static And they 00:26:28.460 --> 00:26:30.759 block and hinder our ability to connect and get 00:26:30.759 --> 00:26:32.859 all these answers that everybody everybody wants 00:26:32.859 --> 00:26:35.819 And a lot of people are doing thing doing thing 00:26:35.819 --> 00:26:38.519 consciously and especially unconsciously That 00:26:38.519 --> 00:26:41.420 they don't even realize Is hindering their connection 00:26:41.420 --> 00:26:43.799 a lot of people look for all these outside sources 00:26:43.799 --> 00:26:46.180 in order to connect and get aligned and get it 00:26:46.180 --> 00:26:48.680 tuned I'm going to go i'm going to go to a yoga 00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:50.599 class. I'm going to go earthing I'm going to 00:26:50.599 --> 00:26:52.359 look at the stars. I'm going to go to a sound 00:26:52.359 --> 00:26:55.079 bath All that stuff is great and I do it all 00:26:55.079 --> 00:26:59.299 but until you deal with The external thoughts 00:26:59.299 --> 00:27:02.000 feelings emotions perceptions and limited beliefs 00:27:02.000 --> 00:27:04.880 that are hindering you You can go into a crystal 00:27:04.880 --> 00:27:07.279 shop and buy every crystal but you're still gonna 00:27:07.279 --> 00:27:10.259 have that static when it comes to Connect and 00:27:10.259 --> 00:27:13.119 get in tune and get get a line with one your 00:27:13.119 --> 00:27:15.180 authenticity and who you are And I believe that's 00:27:15.180 --> 00:27:16.819 a big reason why people can't connect to the 00:27:16.819 --> 00:27:19.380 universe because you're not truly connected to 00:27:19.380 --> 00:27:23.440 yourself first Did your NDE change how much fear 00:27:23.440 --> 00:27:28.220 of death you have? No It didn't it didn't and 00:27:28.220 --> 00:27:30.720 the main reason or the main thing that I got 00:27:30.720 --> 00:27:32.440 out of the NDE and the main thing that Changed 00:27:32.440 --> 00:27:37.019 about me was the limited beliefs Fear that I'm 00:27:37.019 --> 00:27:40.460 not enough Fear that you know, I won't be listened 00:27:40.460 --> 00:27:42.660 to or taken serious or fear about what people 00:27:42.660 --> 00:27:45.420 think It doesn't matter and I had to realize 00:27:45.420 --> 00:27:48.279 for a long time after the NDE. I was very ultra 00:27:48.279 --> 00:27:50.559 serious I wouldn't have fun. Everything was business. 00:27:50.700 --> 00:27:53.519 Okay, I got to do this. I was really tense. Okay 00:27:53.690 --> 00:27:55.970 You know, I got to do blah blah blah. And then 00:27:55.970 --> 00:27:59.250 God told me no Steve. This is have fun Relax, 00:27:59.890 --> 00:28:01.910 don't worry about trying to save everybody. Don't 00:28:01.910 --> 00:28:04.490 worry about trying to say the right things Be 00:28:04.490 --> 00:28:06.170 within your authenticity those who are meant 00:28:06.170 --> 00:28:08.289 to resonate with it and get it They will those 00:28:08.289 --> 00:28:10.730 that weren't aren't it's okay. They may resonate 00:28:10.730 --> 00:28:13.130 with someone else's message They may not be able 00:28:13.130 --> 00:28:15.910 to resonate with this message at all And so for 00:28:15.910 --> 00:28:18.789 me it was learning that you are enough which 00:28:18.789 --> 00:28:21.029 we are all are and we're all supported which 00:28:21.029 --> 00:28:23.650 we all are We all have a mission and purpose, 00:28:23.710 --> 00:28:27.630 which we all do, and no mission or purpose is 00:28:27.630 --> 00:28:29.910 bigger, better, or more significant than the 00:28:29.910 --> 00:28:31.710 other, even though it may look like that to us, 00:28:31.710 --> 00:28:33.710 because that's how we perceive things. It all 00:28:33.710 --> 00:28:35.549 has a place within the collective, within the 00:28:35.549 --> 00:28:38.470 universe. That was very well said. Thank you. 00:28:38.809 --> 00:28:40.589 If anybody wants to get a hold of you, how do 00:28:40.589 --> 00:28:43.289 they do that? Yes, they can get a hold of me 00:28:43.289 --> 00:28:46.670 through my website, spiritualalignmentsl .com. 00:28:46.730 --> 00:28:49.009 So spiritual alignment is in my initials, sl 00:28:49.009 --> 00:28:52.940 .com. You can see some more about my story, read 00:28:52.940 --> 00:28:55.119 more about what I do and how I help people and 00:28:55.119 --> 00:28:57.480 how I work with people, and send me an email 00:28:57.480 --> 00:28:59.839 if it resonates with you. I'd love to talk to 00:28:59.839 --> 00:29:03.160 you. All right. And the last thing, and that 00:29:03.160 --> 00:29:05.740 is we love to leave people with some kind of 00:29:05.740 --> 00:29:08.579 message of hope here. And you've learned a lot 00:29:08.579 --> 00:29:11.359 from all of this, I can tell, and it's changed 00:29:11.359 --> 00:29:14.380 your life. And for someone else that maybe is 00:29:14.380 --> 00:29:17.839 struggling with that, or struggling with, you 00:29:17.839 --> 00:29:20.259 know, feeling some kind of loss or grief or something 00:29:20.259 --> 00:29:23.059 else at this point in their life. What kind of 00:29:23.059 --> 00:29:26.140 message of hope do you have for them? Well, anybody 00:29:26.140 --> 00:29:30.759 that's feeling lost or unfulfilled or maybe having 00:29:30.759 --> 00:29:33.779 grief for whatever reason, it's important to 00:29:33.779 --> 00:29:38.400 understand that you are enough. You have a purpose. 00:29:38.700 --> 00:29:41.279 No matter how small or insignificant you may 00:29:41.279 --> 00:29:43.880 think your life or situations are, they matter. 00:29:44.109 --> 00:29:46.650 But if you're feeling lost and unfulfilled, especially, 00:29:47.250 --> 00:29:48.769 and you're hearing that voice that something's 00:29:48.769 --> 00:29:51.990 not right, don't doubt it. Don't ignore it. That's 00:29:51.990 --> 00:29:54.210 your soul knocking on the door. Give yourself 00:29:54.210 --> 00:29:56.829 permission to get out of that box that we are 00:29:56.829 --> 00:30:01.450 often put in by society, by religion, by friends, 00:30:01.569 --> 00:30:05.130 by family, by parents that form us into who we 00:30:05.130 --> 00:30:08.130 are. Challenge your perspective. Stay unlimited. 00:30:08.990 --> 00:30:12.170 Listen. Learn. Don't ever think you have it all 00:30:12.170 --> 00:30:14.079 figured out. Don't believe everything you think 00:30:14.079 --> 00:30:16.700 and realize that it's okay to let go of this 00:30:16.700 --> 00:30:19.099 version of who you are Don't fear letting go 00:30:19.099 --> 00:30:21.660 because if you let that go That's when the universe 00:30:21.660 --> 00:30:24.460 can open up and give you and that's when you 00:30:24.460 --> 00:30:26.900 can receive what's meant for you and be mindful 00:30:26.900 --> 00:30:29.180 You're gonna lose some people. You're gonna lose 00:30:29.180 --> 00:30:31.779 some relationships. Some things are gonna change 00:30:31.779 --> 00:30:35.619 be Okay with releasing it because if those relationships 00:30:35.619 --> 00:30:39.279 and those people Fall to the wayside. They weren't 00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:41.700 meant to go with you and be a part of your new 00:30:41.700 --> 00:30:43.750 vibration in your new life, because everybody's 00:30:43.750 --> 00:30:47.390 not going to respect your newfound authenticity 00:30:47.390 --> 00:30:50.170 or your newfound boundaries. So it's important 00:30:50.170 --> 00:30:53.289 to realize all that and be conscious of all that. 00:30:53.470 --> 00:30:55.309 And that was a lot of things that I wish that 00:30:55.309 --> 00:30:57.109 I knew when I was going through this transformation 00:30:57.109 --> 00:31:00.109 and shift. Stephen, thank you. I appreciate you 00:31:00.109 --> 00:31:03.210 opening up and being so frank and candid with 00:31:03.210 --> 00:31:05.470 us and the things we've been able to learn from 00:31:05.470 --> 00:31:08.589 you. Appreciate your time. Thank you, Eric. I 00:31:08.589 --> 00:31:12.380 appreciate it. Thanks again for listening and 00:31:12.380 --> 00:31:14.759 sharing this podcast. 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