WEBVTT 00:00:05.090 --> 00:00:07.250 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death everybody. 00:00:07.650 --> 00:00:09.890 We have a super special guest today coming to 00:00:09.890 --> 00:00:13.730 us all the way from Greece. Nicole Muse, good 00:00:13.730 --> 00:00:17.449 morning or good evening for you. Hello, hello. 00:00:17.730 --> 00:00:22.410 Gracious day to you, kind sir. Thank you. I love 00:00:22.410 --> 00:00:25.820 the artwork behind you. Are you an artist? Yes, 00:00:26.019 --> 00:00:28.640 I am now. Certainly now after what happened to 00:00:28.640 --> 00:00:31.620 me years ago. I never used to be. I used to be 00:00:31.620 --> 00:00:33.619 someone that would just aimlessly travel around 00:00:33.619 --> 00:00:37.299 the world trying to find direction. Well for 00:00:37.299 --> 00:00:39.500 those that are listening to the audio version, 00:00:40.159 --> 00:00:43.159 sorry you can't see the artwork. hop over to 00:00:43.159 --> 00:00:45.119 YouTube and you can have a great look at it. 00:00:45.359 --> 00:00:47.280 How would you describe that piece of artwork 00:00:47.280 --> 00:00:50.759 and what inspired you? And yes, this is a show 00:00:50.759 --> 00:00:52.979 about near -death experiences and we'll get to 00:00:52.979 --> 00:00:56.259 that very, very quickly, I promise. Well, this 00:00:56.259 --> 00:00:59.939 art piece actually is just my connection to nature. 00:01:00.659 --> 00:01:03.560 It's that for me, nature is everything. I painted 00:01:03.560 --> 00:01:06.200 this piece outside in the middle of an olive 00:01:06.200 --> 00:01:10.290 grove surrounded by 80 olive trees. in northern 00:01:10.290 --> 00:01:12.989 Greece, that's where I live now, surrounded by 00:01:12.989 --> 00:01:16.629 mountains, wild bears, wild wolves. It's absolutely 00:01:16.629 --> 00:01:20.670 beautiful here. It's such untamed, such abundant 00:01:20.670 --> 00:01:23.870 nature that you just want to create here. And 00:01:23.870 --> 00:01:28.069 this piece is just just an organic flow of colours 00:01:28.069 --> 00:01:31.870 of warm yellows and oranges and greens and then 00:01:31.870 --> 00:01:35.310 you have these dots kind of immersed in kind 00:01:35.310 --> 00:01:38.370 of plant -like structures made out of gold and 00:01:38.370 --> 00:01:41.769 it just the expansion of nature is this painting 00:01:41.769 --> 00:01:44.290 and actually this painting is going to go to 00:01:44.290 --> 00:01:46.769 an exhibition in a few days which i'll tell you 00:01:46.769 --> 00:01:48.670 about later it's quite incredible what's been 00:01:48.670 --> 00:01:51.430 happening here but yeah that's it's it's nature 00:01:51.430 --> 00:01:55.109 always inspires me it heals me it gives me growth 00:01:55.109 --> 00:01:58.670 it gives me stability and it gives me spirituality 00:01:58.670 --> 00:02:02.409 i can relate to all of that thank you for sharing 00:02:02.409 --> 00:02:05.370 that All right, I do want to hear about the show 00:02:05.370 --> 00:02:08.229 later and I want to hear about how your NDE changed 00:02:08.229 --> 00:02:11.289 your life. But for now, let's jump right into 00:02:11.289 --> 00:02:14.669 it. Let's go back 10 years. Tell us what was 00:02:14.669 --> 00:02:17.909 going on. I know this was a complication in a 00:02:17.909 --> 00:02:21.229 medical procedure, but let's go from there. That's 00:02:21.229 --> 00:02:24.349 right. Yeah, four months pregnant way back in 00:02:24.349 --> 00:02:28.449 2015. Unfortunately, the birth wasn't going too 00:02:28.449 --> 00:02:32.819 well and I'd lost the baby. So I needed a quick 00:02:32.819 --> 00:02:36.379 medical intervention. I was rushed into the hospital. 00:02:36.860 --> 00:02:40.139 I think it must have been about April, May time. 00:02:40.460 --> 00:02:42.340 They told me, I'm sorry, you've lost the baby. 00:02:42.360 --> 00:02:45.300 We need to really do something fast. So I was 00:02:45.300 --> 00:02:48.780 put on a bed and I was administered anaesthesia. 00:02:49.360 --> 00:02:51.319 And as soon as they did that, within a couple 00:02:51.319 --> 00:02:54.580 of seconds, my heart rate went up. My blood pressure 00:02:54.580 --> 00:02:58.419 went up as well. And that's when the story begins. 00:02:58.460 --> 00:03:01.539 That's when I left my body. from that moment 00:03:01.539 --> 00:03:06.919 on, this reality totally disappeared. I was sucked 00:03:06.919 --> 00:03:12.539 into or immersed into this watery, fluid, blue 00:03:12.539 --> 00:03:16.460 -white light, is all I could say, but it looked 00:03:16.460 --> 00:03:21.379 fluid and watery. And as I entered that, a deep, 00:03:21.919 --> 00:03:24.939 overwhelming, peaceful feeling came over me, 00:03:25.139 --> 00:03:29.319 where I just knew it was almost like As you go 00:03:29.319 --> 00:03:33.780 into this new place, it becomes a very old place 00:03:33.780 --> 00:03:36.960 and all your amnesia disappears and you start 00:03:36.960 --> 00:03:39.719 remembering. You start remembering who you've 00:03:39.719 --> 00:03:43.539 always been. And as I entered this light, this 00:03:43.539 --> 00:03:46.780 blue luminous light, I entered into an amazing 00:03:46.780 --> 00:03:51.199 vast white room. And right in front of me when 00:03:51.199 --> 00:03:53.659 I entered this room were two marble thrones. 00:03:54.340 --> 00:03:57.020 And that, first of all, was quite shocking but 00:03:57.020 --> 00:03:59.159 in the nicest way because I just thought, well, 00:03:59.300 --> 00:04:02.840 where am I? I remember this place. But I wasn't 00:04:02.840 --> 00:04:05.699 quite sure where I was. And on these thrones 00:04:05.699 --> 00:04:09.439 were these two enormous beings. I don't know 00:04:09.439 --> 00:04:11.879 how tall they were but they were enormous giant 00:04:11.879 --> 00:04:14.900 type of beings. They were neither male nor female. 00:04:15.580 --> 00:04:20.759 They had incredibly beautiful big indigo coloured 00:04:20.759 --> 00:04:25.089 eyes. They had feathered hair. So every hair 00:04:25.089 --> 00:04:27.949 follicle was a beautiful feather cascading down 00:04:27.949 --> 00:04:33.089 their shoulders. They had blue skin, humanoid 00:04:33.089 --> 00:04:36.089 faces and torsos, and while they were sitting 00:04:36.089 --> 00:04:39.110 on the thrones, their bottom part of their bodies 00:04:39.110 --> 00:04:42.410 were fish -type tails like mermaid tails. Of 00:04:42.410 --> 00:04:45.209 course it was utterly bizarre, but once you're 00:04:45.209 --> 00:04:49.389 there, you understand that everything is possible. 00:04:49.509 --> 00:04:52.930 You understand your reality. is no longer what 00:04:52.930 --> 00:04:56.810 it was on earth. It's a whole different concept 00:04:56.810 --> 00:04:59.129 of a deeper understanding, a deeper awareness. 00:04:59.810 --> 00:05:02.930 It's nothing related back to your old earthly 00:05:02.930 --> 00:05:05.829 illusionary life. And so there I was and the 00:05:05.829 --> 00:05:08.870 first thing they told me is welcome back, which 00:05:08.870 --> 00:05:12.189 was wonderful and of course, you know, I felt 00:05:12.189 --> 00:05:15.209 immediately I was back home with my eternal tribe. 00:05:15.730 --> 00:05:20.120 It felt like a very, very ancient tribe, these 00:05:20.120 --> 00:05:23.040 beings. Nothing compared to the indigenous tribes 00:05:23.040 --> 00:05:26.540 we have on our earth. Far more ancient, far more 00:05:26.540 --> 00:05:29.540 older and far more peaceful. This felt like an 00:05:29.540 --> 00:05:32.800 interdimensional angelic tribe. They told me 00:05:32.800 --> 00:05:35.740 I wasn't supposed to have children. I accepted 00:05:35.740 --> 00:05:38.300 that because with that knowing all the pain and 00:05:38.300 --> 00:05:41.779 the guilt and the sadness dispersed. And once 00:05:41.779 --> 00:05:44.870 that did, They were showing me lots of different 00:05:44.870 --> 00:05:47.810 things playing out in a fast -forward reel of 00:05:47.810 --> 00:05:51.509 events of times of places Different continents 00:05:51.509 --> 00:05:54.170 countries. Everything was just happening so fast 00:05:54.170 --> 00:05:56.709 I was trying to look at one moment to the next 00:05:56.709 --> 00:05:59.589 moment and that all of this happened really really 00:05:59.589 --> 00:06:02.810 fast and in that moment of seeing all of that 00:06:02.810 --> 00:06:06.810 I was sucked back into my body and I woke up 00:06:06.810 --> 00:06:10.889 next to quite an unpleasant nurse a Viennese 00:06:10.889 --> 00:06:13.259 nurse because this happened in Vienna Austria 00:06:13.259 --> 00:06:17.060 but luckily my husband who's a medical specialist 00:06:17.060 --> 00:06:20.019 doctor was next to me and I woke up and for the 00:06:20.019 --> 00:06:22.120 next 10 minutes this was the most interesting 00:06:22.120 --> 00:06:25.139 part I was speaking to him in a very ancient 00:06:25.139 --> 00:06:29.019 language and this language I think the syllable 00:06:29.019 --> 00:06:33.560 sounded so much like a fusion of car sounding 00:06:33.560 --> 00:06:39.019 words ka but it also had almost dolphin type 00:06:39.019 --> 00:06:41.879 of That sounds strange, but dolphin and whale 00:06:41.879 --> 00:06:46.019 kind of tones. I was almost trying to recalibrate 00:06:46.019 --> 00:06:49.639 back into this earthly language, which was almost 00:06:49.639 --> 00:06:52.160 impossible because I'd just come from this realm, 00:06:52.860 --> 00:06:56.600 back into this very heavy earthly realm, trying 00:06:56.600 --> 00:07:00.439 to recalibrate my physical vessel and my soul 00:07:00.439 --> 00:07:03.839 connection and trying to utter these words. And 00:07:03.839 --> 00:07:05.920 it just didn't make sense. My husband was next 00:07:05.920 --> 00:07:09.000 to me just trying to calm me down. He'd actually 00:07:09.000 --> 00:07:11.519 witnessed this in the last 35 years of his medical 00:07:11.519 --> 00:07:13.579 career He's actually actually heard a very similar 00:07:13.579 --> 00:07:16.120 language spoken to him as well through another 00:07:16.120 --> 00:07:19.160 patient of his and so I was speaking this language 00:07:19.160 --> 00:07:21.920 to him for at least ten minutes and then slowly 00:07:21.920 --> 00:07:25.300 over time the language just dispersed and I was 00:07:25.300 --> 00:07:29.100 more back into myself and I just I was just so 00:07:29.100 --> 00:07:32.519 full of joy all the fear that I had I just had 00:07:32.519 --> 00:07:37.470 this total knowing that The life we lead here 00:07:37.470 --> 00:07:41.290 is an absolute illusionary life based on the 00:07:41.290 --> 00:07:44.850 physical. Everything is physical, everything 00:07:44.850 --> 00:07:48.949 is built on choices here and it's very dense, 00:07:49.110 --> 00:07:52.069 it's very material, so it's a very difficult 00:07:52.069 --> 00:07:55.009 experience living in our earthly incarnations 00:07:55.009 --> 00:07:59.269 here. It's all about learning, experiencing and 00:07:59.269 --> 00:08:03.110 choosing what we want to incorporate into our 00:08:03.110 --> 00:08:07.230 lives every day. So that, in a nutshell, was 00:08:07.230 --> 00:08:12.269 my NDE. And a lot of people I've spoken to, I 00:08:12.269 --> 00:08:15.629 started hearing stories that my story sounds 00:08:15.629 --> 00:08:18.129 very similar to quite a few other people's stories. 00:08:18.370 --> 00:08:20.529 And I started to investigate deeper and deeper. 00:08:20.689 --> 00:08:25.410 I've heard about NDE people going to an otherworldly, 00:08:25.529 --> 00:08:29.889 ocean -type of world. So of course, what did 00:08:29.889 --> 00:08:33.840 I do? Almost 10 years after the day, I felt like 00:08:33.840 --> 00:08:35.860 I needed to research because I still didn't have 00:08:35.860 --> 00:08:38.659 answers. And it only happened about three months 00:08:38.659 --> 00:08:41.539 ago that I finally found out who these two beings 00:08:41.539 --> 00:08:46.100 were. And that, for me, was an incredible journey 00:08:46.100 --> 00:08:48.519 in itself because it started off with me fasting. 00:08:49.000 --> 00:08:51.000 I only started getting the information once I 00:08:51.000 --> 00:08:53.019 started fasting. I'd never fasted in my life. 00:08:53.039 --> 00:08:55.919 I had no idea what fasting was. I didn't realize 00:08:55.919 --> 00:08:58.639 that you do that to get to gain spiritual awareness 00:08:58.639 --> 00:09:01.000 and things start happening in your body. Once 00:09:01.000 --> 00:09:03.000 your body doesn't need to process food anymore 00:09:03.000 --> 00:09:06.299 DMT starts to happen in your mind and you start 00:09:06.299 --> 00:09:09.840 to open up portals within your being and seeing 00:09:09.840 --> 00:09:12.580 different realms, feeling different realms and 00:09:12.580 --> 00:09:15.220 hearing different realms. And that's exactly 00:09:15.220 --> 00:09:17.220 what happened to me after two days of fasting. 00:09:17.820 --> 00:09:22.960 So I started getting insights of who these beings 00:09:22.960 --> 00:09:26.789 were. I went online. And I found out that throughout 00:09:26.789 --> 00:09:30.549 every single civilization and ancient culture 00:09:30.549 --> 00:09:33.629 these beings have been spoken about and painted 00:09:33.629 --> 00:09:39.289 in hieroglyphs from Egypt to South America to 00:09:39.289 --> 00:09:42.710 the Dogon tribe in Mali. And these were also 00:09:42.710 --> 00:09:46.330 written in ancient Sumerian texts. They're called 00:09:46.330 --> 00:09:53.470 the Apkalu and the Apkalu were half -fish humanoid 00:09:53.470 --> 00:09:57.240 beings. and they were the seven guardians of 00:09:57.240 --> 00:10:00.659 the Earth that were sent after the Great Flood. 00:10:00.899 --> 00:10:04.240 So every few, it could be every few hundred years, 00:10:04.279 --> 00:10:06.740 it could be every few thousand years, who knows, 00:10:06.779 --> 00:10:09.320 because our history is completely made up. None 00:10:09.320 --> 00:10:12.519 of it is really true. We just have to tune into 00:10:12.519 --> 00:10:15.840 ourselves to remember who we truly are. And what 00:10:15.840 --> 00:10:20.120 that information taught me and gave me was that 00:10:20.120 --> 00:10:24.690 these beings came to teach humanity how to plant 00:10:24.690 --> 00:10:29.129 again, how to use sound frequencies to heal, 00:10:29.649 --> 00:10:32.710 how to learn about art and painting and these 00:10:32.710 --> 00:10:36.210 beings came to teach humanity all these things 00:10:36.210 --> 00:10:39.110 and of course way beyond these things. So there 00:10:39.110 --> 00:10:41.549 were seven beings called the Apkalu and they 00:10:41.549 --> 00:10:47.169 come from a vast ocean which is called the Abzu 00:10:47.169 --> 00:10:52.639 and the Abzu is the place where all souls come 00:10:52.639 --> 00:10:56.440 from. All souls are birthed from the Apsu, which 00:10:56.440 --> 00:11:01.039 is an eternal ocean of all memories that have 00:11:01.039 --> 00:11:03.279 ever been, that have ever happened. It's like 00:11:03.279 --> 00:11:07.639 a computer hard drive. It contains everything 00:11:07.639 --> 00:11:10.320 that ever was, that ever will be. And that's 00:11:10.320 --> 00:11:13.200 where we come from. And they've said that our 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:16.460 first birth is from the abso is where our soul 00:11:16.460 --> 00:11:19.820 comes from the waters and our second birth is 00:11:19.820 --> 00:11:22.600 through our mother so we actually come from two 00:11:22.600 --> 00:11:25.480 births so that was quite a breakthrough for me 00:11:25.480 --> 00:11:29.139 I finally understood that and that was a really 00:11:29.139 --> 00:11:31.840 it gave me so much peace to understand that I 00:11:31.840 --> 00:11:35.340 wasn't mad okay Nicole I need to catch up a little 00:11:35.340 --> 00:11:38.350 bit here I need to let our listeners know, first 00:11:38.350 --> 00:11:42.750 of all, generally I've had some kind of a pre 00:11:42.750 --> 00:11:44.809 -interview with everybody. Okay. And we talked 00:11:44.809 --> 00:11:47.049 quite a while. You and I did not have a chance 00:11:47.049 --> 00:11:50.970 to do that. So this is all brand new to me. So 00:11:50.970 --> 00:11:53.490 I'm just, I need a minute to kind of take this 00:11:53.490 --> 00:11:57.850 in because it is really cool and it is different 00:11:57.850 --> 00:12:01.389 than most NDEs that you hear out there. Although 00:12:01.389 --> 00:12:05.070 every NDE is different. Yeah, there's some similarities. 00:12:05.610 --> 00:12:08.230 I know that I've interviewed somebody else that 00:12:08.230 --> 00:12:11.509 talked about going back to a water world, I think, 00:12:11.889 --> 00:12:15.230 how she described it kind of place, but not these 00:12:15.230 --> 00:12:18.970 thrones. These thrones interest me. And you've 00:12:18.970 --> 00:12:21.169 done some painting now. Have you tried painting 00:12:21.169 --> 00:12:24.269 what you saw there? I'm actually working on a 00:12:24.269 --> 00:12:27.389 piece right now. I'm working on those two beings. 00:12:27.610 --> 00:12:30.809 I'm really scared. to paint them. I don't know 00:12:30.809 --> 00:12:33.049 why because you know I'm such a perfectionist 00:12:33.049 --> 00:12:37.009 when it comes to visualizing what I see but can 00:12:37.009 --> 00:12:40.350 my hand paint it? I'm not sure. So I have to 00:12:40.350 --> 00:12:42.750 really take my time. I haven't finished them 00:12:42.750 --> 00:12:46.730 yet so I'm still working on that. So yeah I will 00:12:46.730 --> 00:12:48.789 send you the finished piece. I'll send you an 00:12:48.789 --> 00:12:51.610 email picture of that. Good. I would love to 00:12:51.610 --> 00:12:54.370 see them and we'll post those later. We'll just 00:12:54.370 --> 00:12:56.990 post a picture of you for now unless you have 00:12:56.990 --> 00:13:00.659 them done before this comes out. Well, I have 00:13:00.659 --> 00:13:05.039 painted, I can show you, I have painted the beings, 00:13:05.500 --> 00:13:09.139 I call them, I call it Sirius B, this isn't an 00:13:09.139 --> 00:13:12.500 absolute, this isn't a painting, this is a print 00:13:12.500 --> 00:13:16.399 of my painting, but this is one of the beings 00:13:16.399 --> 00:13:20.940 that I painted, one of the faces. So they were 00:13:20.940 --> 00:13:24.399 blue, blue skin, and then they have this, obviously 00:13:24.399 --> 00:13:27.720 I did it in my own abstract way. because feathers, 00:13:27.840 --> 00:13:29.659 you know, I prefer to always do abstracts, so 00:13:29.659 --> 00:13:33.320 it's more like a million eyes as an aura field 00:13:33.320 --> 00:13:36.259 around this face, this blue face with these incredible 00:13:36.259 --> 00:13:38.879 eyes. And even though they were indigo eyes, 00:13:38.960 --> 00:13:41.480 I kind of made them more kind of, you know, they 00:13:41.480 --> 00:13:47.559 felt almost part animal, a part oceanic animal. 00:13:47.600 --> 00:13:50.919 I can't describe it, because they were, you know, 00:13:51.259 --> 00:13:54.320 their faces were humanoid, but to a point where 00:13:54.700 --> 00:13:57.899 they had different noses to us and I remember 00:13:57.899 --> 00:14:00.299 that because I said to myself I've got to remember 00:14:00.299 --> 00:14:02.220 their faces, I've got to remember everything 00:14:02.220 --> 00:14:04.559 when I come back and of course something like 00:14:04.559 --> 00:14:07.179 that you never forget, you never forget something 00:14:07.179 --> 00:14:09.879 like that. Okay I've got some more questions. 00:14:10.340 --> 00:14:14.279 When you're there and I'm trying to go from chronologically 00:14:14.279 --> 00:14:17.779 here from the beginning, when you're there and 00:14:17.779 --> 00:14:20.360 you're seeing this throne and you're seeing this 00:14:20.360 --> 00:14:24.279 being, these beings, Were you surprised? Were 00:14:24.279 --> 00:14:28.000 you startled when you saw mermaid tails on them? 00:14:28.500 --> 00:14:31.580 You know, when you're there, it almost feels 00:14:31.580 --> 00:14:37.259 like you're you, but your awareness has expanded 00:14:37.259 --> 00:14:41.200 to a point of being nothing like you were here 00:14:41.200 --> 00:14:44.620 on Earth. So you have to understand you instantly 00:14:44.620 --> 00:14:47.899 know everything. So when I was there, it was 00:14:47.899 --> 00:14:52.029 such a relief. It was such an amount of love 00:14:52.029 --> 00:14:55.929 that I cannot say anything touches the amount 00:14:55.929 --> 00:14:59.750 of love that I felt there that I have here. So 00:14:59.750 --> 00:15:02.970 it was such an expanse of love, of awareness, 00:15:03.149 --> 00:15:07.350 of knowing that it surpasses anything here on 00:15:07.350 --> 00:15:11.230 earth. Okay, in a lot of religions here on earth, 00:15:11.690 --> 00:15:16.409 there is theory or doctrine about us human beings 00:15:16.409 --> 00:15:20.139 coming from God. This show, by the way, we keep 00:15:20.139 --> 00:15:23.159 very non -denominational, so we're not pushing 00:15:23.159 --> 00:15:26.740 any religion here. I'm curious, did you feel 00:15:26.740 --> 00:15:30.879 like you came from those beings? I think I possibly 00:15:30.879 --> 00:15:33.639 did. I think it was just like going straight 00:15:33.639 --> 00:15:37.559 to the, they weren't God, but they were, I felt 00:15:37.559 --> 00:15:40.620 they were like the guardians that kind of help 00:15:40.620 --> 00:15:44.860 you through into this world. What is really interesting, 00:15:44.899 --> 00:15:47.159 and I must tell you this, which I found highly 00:15:47.159 --> 00:15:51.240 fascinating is my story's gone quite viral all 00:15:51.240 --> 00:15:53.919 over the world, right up until the New York Post 00:15:53.919 --> 00:15:56.759 and the Daily Mail, the Mirror. It went all over 00:15:56.759 --> 00:15:59.460 the world. And I started to look at my website 00:15:59.460 --> 00:16:02.059 to see what types of people were looking at me 00:16:02.059 --> 00:16:05.460 from which countries. And what really surprised 00:16:05.460 --> 00:16:10.320 me was that the Vatican City were looking at 00:16:10.320 --> 00:16:13.519 my website. Cool. What does that say to you? 00:16:13.899 --> 00:16:16.919 Well, I instantly knew they have information. 00:16:17.139 --> 00:16:20.340 They know something about our true origins. They 00:16:20.340 --> 00:16:23.159 know something about these beings because it's 00:16:23.159 --> 00:16:25.399 been written about in ancient Babylonian and 00:16:25.399 --> 00:16:28.539 Sumerian texts. I found that really interesting. 00:16:28.919 --> 00:16:32.460 So that for me was another understanding of, 00:16:32.720 --> 00:16:36.440 well, trust your intuition and trust your heart 00:16:36.440 --> 00:16:39.480 and understand we don't have all the answers 00:16:39.480 --> 00:16:44.480 beyond this realm. but be open to them to know 00:16:44.480 --> 00:16:48.080 that we are eternal beings and that we certainly 00:16:48.080 --> 00:16:51.100 never die. And they said to you, welcome back. 00:16:51.759 --> 00:16:55.120 Yeah, they said, welcome back. Welcome to your 00:16:55.120 --> 00:16:57.799 tribe. It was like a soul. It was, it wasn't, 00:16:58.000 --> 00:17:00.299 they didn't, they didn't speak. It was like, 00:17:00.320 --> 00:17:02.019 it was like a knowing. It's like when you're 00:17:02.019 --> 00:17:05.039 there, you know stuff. And I've heard a lot of 00:17:05.039 --> 00:17:07.819 NDE people say that you just know stuff much 00:17:07.819 --> 00:17:10.859 more than hear. It was so programmed by. by this 00:17:10.859 --> 00:17:12.660 illusionary world through the media, through 00:17:12.660 --> 00:17:14.460 our governments, through our teachers and our 00:17:14.460 --> 00:17:16.440 parents. It's just, we don't know who the hell 00:17:16.440 --> 00:17:19.660 we are. You know, we're just so, we're like droids 00:17:19.660 --> 00:17:21.720 walking through this life with our eyes, ears 00:17:21.720 --> 00:17:24.400 and mouth closed. But once we're there on the 00:17:24.400 --> 00:17:27.220 other side, all knowing, all information comes 00:17:27.220 --> 00:17:30.819 to us. That's where we're just open for everything. 00:17:31.319 --> 00:17:33.319 And that's where we're, we're just back home 00:17:33.319 --> 00:17:35.400 there. That's just where we are. We're just back 00:17:35.400 --> 00:17:37.940 home. We just realised that this earthly life 00:17:37.940 --> 00:17:41.410 is such a... It's such a short span of moments 00:17:41.410 --> 00:17:44.009 that it's just a holiday, we're just on a long 00:17:44.009 --> 00:17:46.410 holiday here, or sorry, a short holiday here 00:17:46.410 --> 00:17:49.809 and then we leave again. The interesting thing 00:17:49.809 --> 00:17:52.609 after the NDE was my entire life changed after 00:17:52.609 --> 00:17:57.369 that because I became super psychic, which I 00:17:57.369 --> 00:17:59.529 was a little bit before but not to the point 00:17:59.529 --> 00:18:03.930 of knowing people, feeling people and seeing 00:18:03.930 --> 00:18:06.789 things, auras and symbols coming from people 00:18:06.789 --> 00:18:09.640 and things like that. I remember when I would 00:18:09.640 --> 00:18:12.740 meditate in the ocean I started getting the most 00:18:12.740 --> 00:18:16.700 incredible downloads of events and moments and 00:18:16.700 --> 00:18:18.759 times in our very near future happening right 00:18:18.759 --> 00:18:22.740 now actually going right through to 2042 and 00:18:22.740 --> 00:18:25.059 I wrote a book called Terra Infinita downloads 00:18:25.059 --> 00:18:27.660 from the ether some of the stories which I wrote 00:18:27.660 --> 00:18:30.980 back in 2021 have come true already I spoke about 00:18:30.980 --> 00:18:33.940 geometrical shapes entering our realm well those 00:18:33.940 --> 00:18:37.000 are the plasmoids that are now in the last six 00:18:37.000 --> 00:18:38.759 months to a year that have been entering our 00:18:38.759 --> 00:18:42.240 realm that many people have videoed and are on 00:18:42.240 --> 00:18:45.259 TikTok. You just need to put in plasmoids and 00:18:45.259 --> 00:18:47.599 then you'll understand what they are. So the 00:18:47.599 --> 00:18:50.720 stories that I got while meditating in the Greek 00:18:50.720 --> 00:18:54.279 ocean, the Greek sacred waters, somehow gave 00:18:54.279 --> 00:18:56.400 me this information. I was able to listen to 00:18:56.400 --> 00:18:59.319 it. I was able to step out of my ego and just 00:18:59.319 --> 00:19:01.720 into my heart and just be open for the transmission. 00:19:02.119 --> 00:19:04.730 And I think... That doesn't make me special because 00:19:04.730 --> 00:19:06.869 I believe everyone can do that. If we step out 00:19:06.869 --> 00:19:09.049 of our egos and just listen with our hearts, 00:19:09.650 --> 00:19:12.390 like the indigenous tribes do all over the planet, 00:19:12.670 --> 00:19:15.269 then we are able to remember who we truly are. 00:19:15.289 --> 00:19:18.470 We're able to remember the messages, the important 00:19:18.470 --> 00:19:21.549 information in us that will just come to us naturally 00:19:21.549 --> 00:19:24.009 like it always should have. Okay, a couple of 00:19:24.009 --> 00:19:26.329 questions. You've mentioned the word tribes a 00:19:26.329 --> 00:19:29.109 few times, and I'm going to ask you to speculate 00:19:29.109 --> 00:19:32.180 on some of this. Do you think that means that 00:19:32.180 --> 00:19:34.599 everybody here on earth is from this one tribe 00:19:34.599 --> 00:19:37.680 you're talking about, or maybe a bunch of us 00:19:37.680 --> 00:19:39.900 are from a bunch of different kinds of tribes? 00:19:40.519 --> 00:19:43.319 Look, I think that every single one of us is 00:19:43.319 --> 00:19:47.839 a frequency, is a geometrical frequency in vision 00:19:47.839 --> 00:19:50.839 and in sound. It's very difficult to understand 00:19:50.839 --> 00:19:53.519 that, but everything is energy, everything is 00:19:53.519 --> 00:19:56.279 a frequency. So we all come into this world at 00:19:56.279 --> 00:19:59.539 a particular point, our birthday. And that frequency 00:19:59.539 --> 00:20:03.720 is an explosion of light, it's an explosion of 00:20:03.720 --> 00:20:08.059 sound, and it's an explosion of electricity. 00:20:08.940 --> 00:20:11.039 And when we come into this earthly realm, we 00:20:11.039 --> 00:20:15.579 are completely pure, all -knowing, all -being, 00:20:16.160 --> 00:20:19.140 all -loving. That's why we love babies so much, 00:20:19.140 --> 00:20:23.000 they're so pure. And over time, when we enter 00:20:23.000 --> 00:20:25.579 this realm, through our parents, through our 00:20:25.579 --> 00:20:28.319 grandparents, through the rituals we have at 00:20:28.319 --> 00:20:31.099 home and through our schools and universities 00:20:31.099 --> 00:20:34.140 and our jobs and our life and our dramas that 00:20:34.140 --> 00:20:38.079 play out, we slowly lose that magical realm which 00:20:38.079 --> 00:20:41.440 has always been inside of us. We disconnect. 00:20:41.700 --> 00:20:45.660 Not all of us, some of us. The ones that still 00:20:45.660 --> 00:20:48.380 remember are the ones that are connected to the 00:20:48.380 --> 00:20:51.240 intuition, to their hearts, to the all -knowing. 00:20:51.440 --> 00:20:54.789 And they need to trust. God, they need to trust 00:20:54.789 --> 00:20:59.230 this expanse of knowing that's always there around 00:20:59.230 --> 00:21:03.000 all of us. every single moment of our lives while 00:21:03.000 --> 00:21:06.119 we're here, guiding us to synchronicities, to 00:21:06.119 --> 00:21:09.700 people, to places, to things that we will experience 00:21:09.700 --> 00:21:12.740 for the greater good of ourselves. And the moment 00:21:12.740 --> 00:21:16.279 we step out of that back into the ego and disconnect 00:21:16.279 --> 00:21:19.680 from our hearts, we follow the wrong paths, whether 00:21:19.680 --> 00:21:22.619 it's greed or jealousy or dramas playing out 00:21:22.619 --> 00:21:25.140 in our relationships of not trusting him or her, 00:21:25.339 --> 00:21:31.190 or we disengage from... love, we follow the wrong 00:21:31.190 --> 00:21:35.289 paths. And all I can say is the moment you reconnect 00:21:35.289 --> 00:21:38.309 to your higher, most intuitive self, whether 00:21:38.309 --> 00:21:42.089 that's the Christ, Jeshua, whether it's the I 00:21:42.089 --> 00:21:45.329 Am, whether it's the me inside my heart, God, 00:21:45.670 --> 00:21:49.029 the eternal loving force that's always and has 00:21:49.029 --> 00:21:53.309 forever been there, then we will always find 00:21:53.309 --> 00:21:56.630 our way. You mentioned that You felt like we 00:21:56.630 --> 00:21:59.890 were just here on a brief holiday. I tend to 00:21:59.890 --> 00:22:03.069 believe there's more reason that we're here than 00:22:03.069 --> 00:22:06.369 just that. Tell me why I should believe what 00:22:06.369 --> 00:22:08.369 you're thinking, that we're just here on a little 00:22:08.369 --> 00:22:11.529 holiday. Oh, I don't want anyone to believe anything 00:22:11.529 --> 00:22:14.690 I'm saying. I want people just to feel. I think 00:22:14.690 --> 00:22:19.150 all of us are so, so stuck in the mind that we've 00:22:19.150 --> 00:22:22.730 lost the deeper connection of the feeling. And 00:22:22.730 --> 00:22:25.470 so many of us have become totally numb through 00:22:25.470 --> 00:22:28.670 AI, through our phones, that we have no idea 00:22:28.670 --> 00:22:32.650 of feeling anymore. We are so left -brained that 00:22:32.650 --> 00:22:35.109 we've lost contact with our right brain, the 00:22:35.109 --> 00:22:40.250 intuition, the art, the music, that we are so 00:22:40.250 --> 00:22:42.910 divided. That's why we are in a realm that is 00:22:42.910 --> 00:22:47.279 so separated from each other. What is this life? 00:22:47.500 --> 00:22:51.839 This life is about feeling, experiencing. It's 00:22:51.839 --> 00:22:56.559 about seeing. It's about hearing. It's music. 00:22:56.920 --> 00:23:02.079 It's art. It's love -making. It's joy. It's great 00:23:02.079 --> 00:23:06.539 food. It's nourishing. It's nature. But it also 00:23:06.539 --> 00:23:10.130 comes with the chaos, the war. the division of 00:23:10.130 --> 00:23:14.509 cultures, of races, of humanity, its politics, 00:23:14.869 --> 00:23:19.309 its religions. Religions have been so taken over, 00:23:19.490 --> 00:23:23.250 sadly, that so many people are clinging on to 00:23:23.250 --> 00:23:24.950 so many different things that they don't even 00:23:24.950 --> 00:23:27.910 know what's true anymore. In one of my books, 00:23:28.190 --> 00:23:30.670 Oceans of Memories, Guardians of the Waters, 00:23:30.869 --> 00:23:35.190 I write about my NDE and I speak about this whole 00:23:35.190 --> 00:23:38.670 obsession with sacrifice in this realm. And what 00:23:38.670 --> 00:23:41.930 I truly feel and know is that I believe that 00:23:41.930 --> 00:23:46.670 this person named Jeshua, the Christ, he was 00:23:46.670 --> 00:23:50.569 never sacrificed. He came on to live a life and 00:23:50.569 --> 00:23:53.130 created a blood lineage which still exists in 00:23:53.130 --> 00:23:56.569 our world today, but is heavily protected by 00:23:56.569 --> 00:24:00.750 angelic forces. I've always been fascinated with 00:24:00.750 --> 00:24:03.529 the people that can remember the experience of 00:24:03.529 --> 00:24:07.210 going back into their body, because it's described 00:24:07.210 --> 00:24:10.930 to me in a lot of different ways, quite often 00:24:10.930 --> 00:24:13.450 it's almost a violent sort of thing like slam 00:24:13.450 --> 00:24:16.369 back into their body. You use the word sucked 00:24:16.369 --> 00:24:19.369 back into your body. Can you explain what that 00:24:19.369 --> 00:24:22.789 was like? It wasn't pleasant. That's what I remember. 00:24:23.130 --> 00:24:26.450 It was like it's you come just imagine you're 00:24:26.450 --> 00:24:29.509 coming back from understanding everything, who 00:24:29.509 --> 00:24:33.470 you are, why you're here, exactly why you plan 00:24:33.470 --> 00:24:36.650 to come here. And then suddenly you're in this 00:24:36.880 --> 00:24:40.359 heavy body because before you were completely 00:24:40.359 --> 00:24:43.380 free and agile and you're back in this heavy 00:24:43.380 --> 00:24:45.980 body with maybe a few aches and pains or whatever 00:24:45.980 --> 00:24:50.579 it is you feel and it's so depressing. The lights 00:24:50.579 --> 00:24:54.420 around you, the hospital, the colour of the hospital, 00:24:54.740 --> 00:24:58.730 the shape, everything, there's no beauty. almost 00:24:58.730 --> 00:25:02.029 in the architecture in this world. It's also 00:25:02.029 --> 00:25:05.269 left brained and logical. It's just where is 00:25:05.269 --> 00:25:09.150 the artistry in our buildings, in the colours 00:25:09.150 --> 00:25:13.009 we use everywhere. It just doesn't exist unless 00:25:13.009 --> 00:25:15.609 you go to some hippie community and you see beautiful 00:25:15.609 --> 00:25:18.730 artwork on the walls or you go to places in Vienna 00:25:18.730 --> 00:25:21.190 where there's incredible artists that created 00:25:21.190 --> 00:25:25.619 like this beautiful architecture with domes and 00:25:25.619 --> 00:25:29.000 colourful like swirls of buildings. I mean, it 00:25:29.000 --> 00:25:32.079 just doesn't exist in our world and it should. 00:25:32.759 --> 00:25:35.519 It should. Back hundreds of years ago, back in 00:25:35.519 --> 00:25:38.039 the Tartarian times, you know, you can still 00:25:38.039 --> 00:25:40.019 see the architecture, how beautiful it was. And 00:25:40.019 --> 00:25:42.980 we've just evolved over the centuries. We've 00:25:42.980 --> 00:25:46.640 just gone really back. Honestly, I think we're 00:25:46.640 --> 00:25:51.180 going somewhere where if we don't start remembering 00:25:51.180 --> 00:25:55.259 right now who we are, There might be a very critical 00:25:55.259 --> 00:26:00.500 phase in time for all of us. Even though I don't 00:26:00.500 --> 00:26:03.400 want to bring fear into this, each one of us, 00:26:03.599 --> 00:26:06.480 each soul that will listen to this needs to be 00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:09.740 responsible in their awakening right now. You 00:26:09.740 --> 00:26:13.519 need to know exactly what choices you make right 00:26:13.519 --> 00:26:17.599 now, not tomorrow, right now. Are you going to 00:26:17.599 --> 00:26:21.079 be on the spectrum of listening to the illusionary 00:26:21.079 --> 00:26:25.990 world spouting fear? and propaganda and war and 00:26:25.990 --> 00:26:28.289 hate and division and separation and you should 00:26:28.289 --> 00:26:31.369 be on this side or that side of politics or are 00:26:31.369 --> 00:26:34.109 you going to for once stand in your sovereign 00:26:34.109 --> 00:26:37.849 being and be the true warrior that you've always 00:26:37.849 --> 00:26:41.569 been in the light in the loving connection to 00:26:41.569 --> 00:26:47.490 our God source universal love and say I am that 00:26:47.490 --> 00:26:50.910 being who remembers who I am, like the ancient 00:26:50.910 --> 00:26:55.150 tribes have told us again and again, remember 00:26:55.150 --> 00:26:58.650 who you are. All right, let's finish with this 00:26:58.650 --> 00:27:00.529 and I'm going to let you take as much time as 00:27:00.529 --> 00:27:05.230 you need to. I love that you said that you felt 00:27:05.230 --> 00:27:09.029 joy and all the fear was gone and then you've 00:27:09.029 --> 00:27:11.430 talked a little bit about the love that you felt, 00:27:11.430 --> 00:27:14.069 but I want you to go deeper. I want you to really 00:27:14.069 --> 00:27:19.140 explain somehow what you felt. as I was in the 00:27:19.140 --> 00:27:22.039 realm, in that watery realm. Is that what you're 00:27:22.039 --> 00:27:25.819 asking, Eric? Yeah. I have to close my eyes for 00:27:25.819 --> 00:27:27.960 this because then I can connect much deeper. 00:27:28.920 --> 00:27:37.819 It was an absolute feeling of, wow, this whole 00:27:37.819 --> 00:27:42.339 world wasn't real. This was just a moment in 00:27:42.339 --> 00:27:45.619 time that I was Nicole, that I was a female. 00:27:45.839 --> 00:27:49.400 that I lived my life but now I'm back to who 00:27:49.400 --> 00:27:53.160 I've always been and me being a logical person 00:27:53.160 --> 00:27:55.460 who never really believed in all these kind of 00:27:55.460 --> 00:27:58.880 spiritual phenomena stuff it was a huge breakthrough 00:27:58.880 --> 00:28:03.460 because you know only after that experience of 00:28:03.460 --> 00:28:07.740 truly knowing wow There's so much more to this 00:28:07.740 --> 00:28:10.759 life that we've been lied about in this realm. 00:28:11.339 --> 00:28:14.680 This fear of death that is propagated through 00:28:14.680 --> 00:28:18.660 every civilization and culture and immersed ourselves 00:28:18.660 --> 00:28:22.119 of trying to stay young forever and, you know, 00:28:22.400 --> 00:28:26.200 supplements and diet and facelifts and this obsession 00:28:26.200 --> 00:28:29.920 with youth. You know, it's all an illusion. It's 00:28:29.920 --> 00:28:34.150 not real. It's just... making you fear death, 00:28:34.430 --> 00:28:36.789 that's what it is, fear getting older, when actually 00:28:36.789 --> 00:28:41.130 what we need to be doing is celebrating every 00:28:41.130 --> 00:28:44.509 year we're alive. Every year we're alive we need 00:28:44.509 --> 00:28:47.990 to celebrate our life in our naturalness, in 00:28:47.990 --> 00:28:52.970 our sovereignty and walk with our hearts wide 00:28:52.970 --> 00:28:56.099 open. helping one another, loving one another 00:28:56.099 --> 00:28:58.180 and loving ourselves, because in order to love 00:28:58.180 --> 00:29:00.119 other people we need to love ourselves first, 00:29:00.140 --> 00:29:02.640 but not with the ego, with the true sense of 00:29:02.640 --> 00:29:05.720 what love truly means, with the Christ, the I 00:29:05.720 --> 00:29:09.680 Am, with the Jeshua awareness, helping each other. 00:29:10.180 --> 00:29:14.299 And we will come to a time where we will be confronted 00:29:14.299 --> 00:29:19.140 with our biggest fears that will come, and that 00:29:19.140 --> 00:29:22.599 will be the critical moment of what do we choose? 00:29:23.049 --> 00:29:26.650 Do we choose to walk in love or do we choose 00:29:26.650 --> 00:29:29.730 to walk in fear? And I ask all the viewers and 00:29:29.730 --> 00:29:33.349 all the listeners out there You need to be responsible 00:29:33.349 --> 00:29:36.549 now. You're a grown -up. You can't be a child 00:29:36.549 --> 00:29:39.910 anymore You have to be standing in your sovereignty 00:29:39.910 --> 00:29:44.910 now and act like a true adult and that means 00:29:44.910 --> 00:29:51.630 choosing always with your heart Nothing else 00:29:51.630 --> 00:29:56.289 will ever truly free you, I believe. If you can't 00:29:56.289 --> 00:29:58.609 have, if you can't walk with your heart right 00:29:58.609 --> 00:30:02.730 now, I think the path for you ahead will be very, 00:30:03.170 --> 00:30:06.490 very hard. Can you think of anything here in 00:30:06.490 --> 00:30:09.750 life as far as the love that you felt there, 00:30:10.109 --> 00:30:13.789 anything here that comes close to it? Everybody 00:30:13.789 --> 00:30:16.549 has a connection of love in a different way, 00:30:16.549 --> 00:30:18.950 so it's going to be very different for each soul 00:30:18.950 --> 00:30:22.900 out there listening or seeing. For me, the love 00:30:22.900 --> 00:30:27.819 is when I walk slowly onto a beautiful beach 00:30:27.819 --> 00:30:32.619 and the sun is still in the sky and it's a beautiful 00:30:32.619 --> 00:30:34.700 day and there's nobody else on the beach. It's 00:30:34.700 --> 00:30:38.200 one of those beautiful tropical beaches and you're 00:30:38.200 --> 00:30:41.960 slowly walking into the most beautiful aqua waters 00:30:41.960 --> 00:30:46.059 with your feet. And you're just seeing the immense 00:30:46.059 --> 00:30:50.019 beauty of the ocean and the way it sparkles and 00:30:50.019 --> 00:30:53.859 maybe the jungle behind you, the greenness and 00:30:53.859 --> 00:30:57.019 just connecting with the water and with the land 00:30:57.019 --> 00:31:01.119 and with the forests around you. It's that absolute 00:31:01.119 --> 00:31:05.599 joy of, you know, connecting to that water and 00:31:05.599 --> 00:31:08.720 just feeling like a child again, feeling that 00:31:08.720 --> 00:31:12.779 purity within. That's the kind of feeling I see. 00:31:13.000 --> 00:31:15.660 time and time again all over the world. When 00:31:15.660 --> 00:31:19.380 people go to the ocean or rivers or water, there's 00:31:19.380 --> 00:31:23.160 something that pulls us into it and brings out 00:31:23.160 --> 00:31:26.559 that joy within us. All right. If anybody wants 00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:30.779 to reach out to you or get more from you, we'll 00:31:30.779 --> 00:31:34.220 put your website in the show notes. So just scroll 00:31:34.220 --> 00:31:37.799 down and everybody can find it there. Thank you, 00:31:37.859 --> 00:31:39.920 Nicole. I appreciate you being with me today. 00:31:40.509 --> 00:31:46.990 Eric, you were gorgeous. Thank you. Thanks again 00:31:46.990 --> 00:31:49.509 for listening and sharing this podcast. Don't 00:31:49.509 --> 00:31:51.809 forget to hit the follow or subscribe button 00:31:51.809 --> 00:31:54.230 and sign up for our newsletter at roundtripdeath 00:31:54.230 --> 00:31:57.730 .com. If you want to share your near -death experience 00:31:57.730 --> 00:32:00.029 or if you have questions or comments about the 00:32:00.029 --> 00:32:02.910 show, send an email to eric at roundtripdeath 00:32:02.910 --> 00:32:06.069 .com. 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