Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death everybody.
We have a super special guest today coming to
us all the way from Greece. Nicole Muse, good
morning or good evening for you. Hello, hello.
Gracious day to you, kind sir. Thank you. I love
the artwork behind you. Are you an artist? Yes,
I am now. Certainly now after what happened to
me years ago. I never used to be. I used to be
someone that would just aimlessly travel around
the world trying to find direction. Well for
those that are listening to the audio version,
sorry you can't see the artwork. hop over to
YouTube and you can have a great look at it.
How would you describe that piece of artwork
and what inspired you? And yes, this is a show
about near -death experiences and we'll get to
that very, very quickly, I promise. Well, this
art piece actually is just my connection to nature.
It's that for me, nature is everything. I painted
this piece outside in the middle of an olive
grove surrounded by 80 olive trees. in northern
Greece, that's where I live now, surrounded by
mountains, wild bears, wild wolves. It's absolutely
beautiful here. It's such untamed, such abundant
nature that you just want to create here. And
this piece is just just an organic flow of colours
of warm yellows and oranges and greens and then
you have these dots kind of immersed in kind
of plant -like structures made out of gold and
it just the expansion of nature is this painting
and actually this painting is going to go to
an exhibition in a few days which i'll tell you
about later it's quite incredible what's been
happening here but yeah that's it's it's nature
always inspires me it heals me it gives me growth
it gives me stability and it gives me spirituality
i can relate to all of that thank you for sharing
that All right, I do want to hear about the show
later and I want to hear about how your NDE changed
your life. But for now, let's jump right into
it. Let's go back 10 years. Tell us what was
going on. I know this was a complication in a
medical procedure, but let's go from there. That's
right. Yeah, four months pregnant way back in
2015. Unfortunately, the birth wasn't going too
well and I'd lost the baby. So I needed a quick
medical intervention. I was rushed into the hospital.
I think it must have been about April, May time.
They told me, I'm sorry, you've lost the baby.
We need to really do something fast. So I was
put on a bed and I was administered anaesthesia.
And as soon as they did that, within a couple
of seconds, my heart rate went up. My blood pressure
went up as well. And that's when the story begins.
That's when I left my body. from that moment
on, this reality totally disappeared. I was sucked
into or immersed into this watery, fluid, blue
-white light, is all I could say, but it looked
fluid and watery. And as I entered that, a deep,
overwhelming, peaceful feeling came over me,
where I just knew it was almost like As you go
into this new place, it becomes a very old place
and all your amnesia disappears and you start
remembering. You start remembering who you've
always been. And as I entered this light, this
blue luminous light, I entered into an amazing
vast white room. And right in front of me when
I entered this room were two marble thrones.
And that, first of all, was quite shocking but
in the nicest way because I just thought, well,
where am I? I remember this place. But I wasn't
quite sure where I was. And on these thrones
were these two enormous beings. I don't know
how tall they were but they were enormous giant
type of beings. They were neither male nor female.
They had incredibly beautiful big indigo coloured
eyes. They had feathered hair. So every hair
follicle was a beautiful feather cascading down
their shoulders. They had blue skin, humanoid
faces and torsos, and while they were sitting
on the thrones, their bottom part of their bodies
were fish -type tails like mermaid tails. Of
course it was utterly bizarre, but once you're
there, you understand that everything is possible.
You understand your reality. is no longer what
it was on earth. It's a whole different concept
of a deeper understanding, a deeper awareness.
It's nothing related back to your old earthly
illusionary life. And so there I was and the
first thing they told me is welcome back, which
was wonderful and of course, you know, I felt
immediately I was back home with my eternal tribe.
It felt like a very, very ancient tribe, these
beings. Nothing compared to the indigenous tribes
we have on our earth. Far more ancient, far more
older and far more peaceful. This felt like an
interdimensional angelic tribe. They told me
I wasn't supposed to have children. I accepted
that because with that knowing all the pain and
the guilt and the sadness dispersed. And once
that did, They were showing me lots of different
things playing out in a fast -forward reel of
events of times of places Different continents
countries. Everything was just happening so fast
I was trying to look at one moment to the next
moment and that all of this happened really really
fast and in that moment of seeing all of that
I was sucked back into my body and I woke up
next to quite an unpleasant nurse a Viennese
nurse because this happened in Vienna Austria
but luckily my husband who's a medical specialist
doctor was next to me and I woke up and for the
next 10 minutes this was the most interesting
part I was speaking to him in a very ancient
language and this language I think the syllable
sounded so much like a fusion of car sounding
words ka but it also had almost dolphin type
of That sounds strange, but dolphin and whale
kind of tones. I was almost trying to recalibrate
back into this earthly language, which was almost
impossible because I'd just come from this realm,
back into this very heavy earthly realm, trying
to recalibrate my physical vessel and my soul
connection and trying to utter these words. And
it just didn't make sense. My husband was next
to me just trying to calm me down. He'd actually
witnessed this in the last 35 years of his medical
career He's actually actually heard a very similar
language spoken to him as well through another
patient of his and so I was speaking this language
to him for at least ten minutes and then slowly
over time the language just dispersed and I was
more back into myself and I just I was just so
full of joy all the fear that I had I just had
this total knowing that The life we lead here
is an absolute illusionary life based on the
physical. Everything is physical, everything
is built on choices here and it's very dense,
it's very material, so it's a very difficult
experience living in our earthly incarnations
here. It's all about learning, experiencing and
choosing what we want to incorporate into our
lives every day. So that, in a nutshell, was
my NDE. And a lot of people I've spoken to, I
started hearing stories that my story sounds
very similar to quite a few other people's stories.
And I started to investigate deeper and deeper.
I've heard about NDE people going to an otherworldly,
ocean -type of world. So of course, what did
I do? Almost 10 years after the day, I felt like
I needed to research because I still didn't have
answers. And it only happened about three months
ago that I finally found out who these two beings
were. And that, for me, was an incredible journey
in itself because it started off with me fasting.
I only started getting the information once I
started fasting. I'd never fasted in my life.
I had no idea what fasting was. I didn't realize
that you do that to get to gain spiritual awareness
and things start happening in your body. Once
your body doesn't need to process food anymore
DMT starts to happen in your mind and you start
to open up portals within your being and seeing
different realms, feeling different realms and
hearing different realms. And that's exactly
what happened to me after two days of fasting.
So I started getting insights of who these beings
were. I went online. And I found out that throughout
every single civilization and ancient culture
these beings have been spoken about and painted
in hieroglyphs from Egypt to South America to
the Dogon tribe in Mali. And these were also
written in ancient Sumerian texts. They're called
the Apkalu and the Apkalu were half -fish humanoid
beings. and they were the seven guardians of
the Earth that were sent after the Great Flood.
So every few, it could be every few hundred years,
it could be every few thousand years, who knows,
because our history is completely made up. None
of it is really true. We just have to tune into
ourselves to remember who we truly are. And what
that information taught me and gave me was that
these beings came to teach humanity how to plant
again, how to use sound frequencies to heal,
how to learn about art and painting and these
beings came to teach humanity all these things
and of course way beyond these things. So there
were seven beings called the Apkalu and they
come from a vast ocean which is called the Abzu
and the Abzu is the place where all souls come
from. All souls are birthed from the Apsu, which
is an eternal ocean of all memories that have
ever been, that have ever happened. It's like
a computer hard drive. It contains everything
that ever was, that ever will be. And that's
where we come from. And they've said that our
first birth is from the abso is where our soul
comes from the waters and our second birth is
through our mother so we actually come from two
births so that was quite a breakthrough for me
I finally understood that and that was a really
it gave me so much peace to understand that I
wasn't mad okay Nicole I need to catch up a little
bit here I need to let our listeners know, first
of all, generally I've had some kind of a pre
-interview with everybody. Okay. And we talked
quite a while. You and I did not have a chance
to do that. So this is all brand new to me. So
I'm just, I need a minute to kind of take this
in because it is really cool and it is different
than most NDEs that you hear out there. Although
every NDE is different. Yeah, there's some similarities.
I know that I've interviewed somebody else that
talked about going back to a water world, I think,
how she described it kind of place, but not these
thrones. These thrones interest me. And you've
done some painting now. Have you tried painting
what you saw there? I'm actually working on a
piece right now. I'm working on those two beings.
I'm really scared. to paint them. I don't know
why because you know I'm such a perfectionist
when it comes to visualizing what I see but can
my hand paint it? I'm not sure. So I have to
really take my time. I haven't finished them
yet so I'm still working on that. So yeah I will
send you the finished piece. I'll send you an
email picture of that. Good. I would love to
see them and we'll post those later. We'll just
post a picture of you for now unless you have
them done before this comes out. Well, I have
painted, I can show you, I have painted the beings,
I call them, I call it Sirius B, this isn't an
absolute, this isn't a painting, this is a print
of my painting, but this is one of the beings
that I painted, one of the faces. So they were
blue, blue skin, and then they have this, obviously
I did it in my own abstract way. because feathers,
you know, I prefer to always do abstracts, so
it's more like a million eyes as an aura field
around this face, this blue face with these incredible
eyes. And even though they were indigo eyes,
I kind of made them more kind of, you know, they
felt almost part animal, a part oceanic animal.
I can't describe it, because they were, you know,
their faces were humanoid, but to a point where
they had different noses to us and I remember
that because I said to myself I've got to remember
their faces, I've got to remember everything
when I come back and of course something like
that you never forget, you never forget something
like that. Okay I've got some more questions.
When you're there and I'm trying to go from chronologically
here from the beginning, when you're there and
you're seeing this throne and you're seeing this
being, these beings, Were you surprised? Were
you startled when you saw mermaid tails on them?
You know, when you're there, it almost feels
like you're you, but your awareness has expanded
to a point of being nothing like you were here
on Earth. So you have to understand you instantly
know everything. So when I was there, it was
such a relief. It was such an amount of love
that I cannot say anything touches the amount
of love that I felt there that I have here. So
it was such an expanse of love, of awareness,
of knowing that it surpasses anything here on
earth. Okay, in a lot of religions here on earth,
there is theory or doctrine about us human beings
coming from God. This show, by the way, we keep
very non -denominational, so we're not pushing
any religion here. I'm curious, did you feel
like you came from those beings? I think I possibly
did. I think it was just like going straight
to the, they weren't God, but they were, I felt
they were like the guardians that kind of help
you through into this world. What is really interesting,
and I must tell you this, which I found highly
fascinating is my story's gone quite viral all
over the world, right up until the New York Post
and the Daily Mail, the Mirror. It went all over
the world. And I started to look at my website
to see what types of people were looking at me
from which countries. And what really surprised
me was that the Vatican City were looking at
my website. Cool. What does that say to you?
Well, I instantly knew they have information.
They know something about our true origins. They
know something about these beings because it's
been written about in ancient Babylonian and
Sumerian texts. I found that really interesting.
So that for me was another understanding of,
well, trust your intuition and trust your heart
and understand we don't have all the answers
beyond this realm. but be open to them to know
that we are eternal beings and that we certainly
never die. And they said to you, welcome back.
Yeah, they said, welcome back. Welcome to your
tribe. It was like a soul. It was, it wasn't,
they didn't, they didn't speak. It was like,
it was like a knowing. It's like when you're
there, you know stuff. And I've heard a lot of
NDE people say that you just know stuff much
more than hear. It was so programmed by. by this
illusionary world through the media, through
our governments, through our teachers and our
parents. It's just, we don't know who the hell
we are. You know, we're just so, we're like droids
walking through this life with our eyes, ears
and mouth closed. But once we're there on the
other side, all knowing, all information comes
to us. That's where we're just open for everything.
And that's where we're, we're just back home
there. That's just where we are. We're just back
home. We just realised that this earthly life
is such a... It's such a short span of moments
that it's just a holiday, we're just on a long
holiday here, or sorry, a short holiday here
and then we leave again. The interesting thing
after the NDE was my entire life changed after
that because I became super psychic, which I
was a little bit before but not to the point
of knowing people, feeling people and seeing
things, auras and symbols coming from people
and things like that. I remember when I would
meditate in the ocean I started getting the most
incredible downloads of events and moments and
times in our very near future happening right
now actually going right through to 2042 and
I wrote a book called Terra Infinita downloads
from the ether some of the stories which I wrote
back in 2021 have come true already I spoke about
geometrical shapes entering our realm well those
are the plasmoids that are now in the last six
months to a year that have been entering our
realm that many people have videoed and are on
TikTok. You just need to put in plasmoids and
then you'll understand what they are. So the
stories that I got while meditating in the Greek
ocean, the Greek sacred waters, somehow gave
me this information. I was able to listen to
it. I was able to step out of my ego and just
into my heart and just be open for the transmission.
And I think... That doesn't make me special because
I believe everyone can do that. If we step out
of our egos and just listen with our hearts,
like the indigenous tribes do all over the planet,
then we are able to remember who we truly are.
We're able to remember the messages, the important
information in us that will just come to us naturally
like it always should have. Okay, a couple of
questions. You've mentioned the word tribes a
few times, and I'm going to ask you to speculate
on some of this. Do you think that means that
everybody here on earth is from this one tribe
you're talking about, or maybe a bunch of us
are from a bunch of different kinds of tribes?
Look, I think that every single one of us is
a frequency, is a geometrical frequency in vision
and in sound. It's very difficult to understand
that, but everything is energy, everything is
a frequency. So we all come into this world at
a particular point, our birthday. And that frequency
is an explosion of light, it's an explosion of
sound, and it's an explosion of electricity.
And when we come into this earthly realm, we
are completely pure, all -knowing, all -being,
all -loving. That's why we love babies so much,
they're so pure. And over time, when we enter
this realm, through our parents, through our
grandparents, through the rituals we have at
home and through our schools and universities
and our jobs and our life and our dramas that
play out, we slowly lose that magical realm which
has always been inside of us. We disconnect.
Not all of us, some of us. The ones that still
remember are the ones that are connected to the
intuition, to their hearts, to the all -knowing.
And they need to trust. God, they need to trust
this expanse of knowing that's always there around
all of us. every single moment of our lives while
we're here, guiding us to synchronicities, to
people, to places, to things that we will experience
for the greater good of ourselves. And the moment
we step out of that back into the ego and disconnect
from our hearts, we follow the wrong paths, whether
it's greed or jealousy or dramas playing out
in our relationships of not trusting him or her,
or we disengage from... love, we follow the wrong
paths. And all I can say is the moment you reconnect
to your higher, most intuitive self, whether
that's the Christ, Jeshua, whether it's the I
Am, whether it's the me inside my heart, God,
the eternal loving force that's always and has
forever been there, then we will always find
our way. You mentioned that You felt like we
were just here on a brief holiday. I tend to
believe there's more reason that we're here than
just that. Tell me why I should believe what
you're thinking, that we're just here on a little
holiday. Oh, I don't want anyone to believe anything
I'm saying. I want people just to feel. I think
all of us are so, so stuck in the mind that we've
lost the deeper connection of the feeling. And
so many of us have become totally numb through
AI, through our phones, that we have no idea
of feeling anymore. We are so left -brained that
we've lost contact with our right brain, the
intuition, the art, the music, that we are so
divided. That's why we are in a realm that is
so separated from each other. What is this life?
This life is about feeling, experiencing. It's
about seeing. It's about hearing. It's music.
It's art. It's love -making. It's joy. It's great
food. It's nourishing. It's nature. But it also
comes with the chaos, the war. the division of
cultures, of races, of humanity, its politics,
its religions. Religions have been so taken over,
sadly, that so many people are clinging on to
so many different things that they don't even
know what's true anymore. In one of my books,
Oceans of Memories, Guardians of the Waters,
I write about my NDE and I speak about this whole
obsession with sacrifice in this realm. And what
I truly feel and know is that I believe that
this person named Jeshua, the Christ, he was
never sacrificed. He came on to live a life and
created a blood lineage which still exists in
our world today, but is heavily protected by
angelic forces. I've always been fascinated with
the people that can remember the experience of
going back into their body, because it's described
to me in a lot of different ways, quite often
it's almost a violent sort of thing like slam
back into their body. You use the word sucked
back into your body. Can you explain what that
was like? It wasn't pleasant. That's what I remember.
It was like it's you come just imagine you're
coming back from understanding everything, who
you are, why you're here, exactly why you plan
to come here. And then suddenly you're in this
heavy body because before you were completely
free and agile and you're back in this heavy
body with maybe a few aches and pains or whatever
it is you feel and it's so depressing. The lights
around you, the hospital, the colour of the hospital,
the shape, everything, there's no beauty. almost
in the architecture in this world. It's also
left brained and logical. It's just where is
the artistry in our buildings, in the colours
we use everywhere. It just doesn't exist unless
you go to some hippie community and you see beautiful
artwork on the walls or you go to places in Vienna
where there's incredible artists that created
like this beautiful architecture with domes and
colourful like swirls of buildings. I mean, it
just doesn't exist in our world and it should.
It should. Back hundreds of years ago, back in
the Tartarian times, you know, you can still
see the architecture, how beautiful it was. And
we've just evolved over the centuries. We've
just gone really back. Honestly, I think we're
going somewhere where if we don't start remembering
right now who we are, There might be a very critical
phase in time for all of us. Even though I don't
want to bring fear into this, each one of us,
each soul that will listen to this needs to be
responsible in their awakening right now. You
need to know exactly what choices you make right
now, not tomorrow, right now. Are you going to
be on the spectrum of listening to the illusionary
world spouting fear? and propaganda and war and
hate and division and separation and you should
be on this side or that side of politics or are
you going to for once stand in your sovereign
being and be the true warrior that you've always
been in the light in the loving connection to
our God source universal love and say I am that
being who remembers who I am, like the ancient
tribes have told us again and again, remember
who you are. All right, let's finish with this
and I'm going to let you take as much time as
you need to. I love that you said that you felt
joy and all the fear was gone and then you've
talked a little bit about the love that you felt,
but I want you to go deeper. I want you to really
explain somehow what you felt. as I was in the
realm, in that watery realm. Is that what you're
asking, Eric? Yeah. I have to close my eyes for
this because then I can connect much deeper.
It was an absolute feeling of, wow, this whole
world wasn't real. This was just a moment in
time that I was Nicole, that I was a female.
that I lived my life but now I'm back to who
I've always been and me being a logical person
who never really believed in all these kind of
spiritual phenomena stuff it was a huge breakthrough
because you know only after that experience of
truly knowing wow There's so much more to this
life that we've been lied about in this realm.
This fear of death that is propagated through
every civilization and culture and immersed ourselves
of trying to stay young forever and, you know,
supplements and diet and facelifts and this obsession
with youth. You know, it's all an illusion. It's
not real. It's just... making you fear death,
that's what it is, fear getting older, when actually
what we need to be doing is celebrating every
year we're alive. Every year we're alive we need
to celebrate our life in our naturalness, in
our sovereignty and walk with our hearts wide
open. helping one another, loving one another
and loving ourselves, because in order to love
other people we need to love ourselves first,
but not with the ego, with the true sense of
what love truly means, with the Christ, the I
Am, with the Jeshua awareness, helping each other.
And we will come to a time where we will be confronted
with our biggest fears that will come, and that
will be the critical moment of what do we choose?
Do we choose to walk in love or do we choose
to walk in fear? And I ask all the viewers and
all the listeners out there You need to be responsible
now. You're a grown -up. You can't be a child
anymore You have to be standing in your sovereignty
now and act like a true adult and that means
choosing always with your heart Nothing else
will ever truly free you, I believe. If you can't
have, if you can't walk with your heart right
now, I think the path for you ahead will be very,
very hard. Can you think of anything here in
life as far as the love that you felt there,
anything here that comes close to it? Everybody
has a connection of love in a different way,
so it's going to be very different for each soul
out there listening or seeing. For me, the love
is when I walk slowly onto a beautiful beach
and the sun is still in the sky and it's a beautiful
day and there's nobody else on the beach. It's
one of those beautiful tropical beaches and you're
slowly walking into the most beautiful aqua waters
with your feet. And you're just seeing the immense
beauty of the ocean and the way it sparkles and
maybe the jungle behind you, the greenness and
just connecting with the water and with the land
and with the forests around you. It's that absolute
joy of, you know, connecting to that water and
just feeling like a child again, feeling that
purity within. That's the kind of feeling I see.
time and time again all over the world. When
people go to the ocean or rivers or water, there's
something that pulls us into it and brings out
that joy within us. All right. If anybody wants
to reach out to you or get more from you, we'll
put your website in the show notes. So just scroll
down and everybody can find it there. Thank you,
Nicole. I appreciate you being with me today.
Eric, you were gorgeous. Thank you. Thanks again
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