From the time that they pronounced me dead was
a good 45 minutes. They cut my clothes and then
they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped and
I could see people screaming and crying but I
didn't realize that was actually my physical
body because I was somewhere else. The only thing
that I could feel if you could imagine absolute
love and peace, there wasn't anything else to
be felt. I was greeted by people I'd known in
the past. I'm back home again. Incredibly safe
and felt at home. Welcome, welcome to Round Trip
Death, everybody. And a special welcome to our
guest, Kimberly Kennedy, who is in Las Vegas,
Nevada. What's it like in Nevada today? Oh, my
goodness. The weather is so pretty. It's very
nice out today. It's not too hot. Still a little
chilly, but it's beautiful. Now, for people that
have not spent much time in Las Vegas, they probably
think all there is is the Las Vegas strip and
all the neon lights and all that kind of stuff.
But there's actually over a million regular people
that actually live in that valley. Would you
say you fall into that category? Yes, absolutely.
Las Vegas is my home and I love it here. I've
spent a lot of time there on business and have
friends there and they love it. I get it. I don't
get the love on the hundred and fifteen degree
days in the summer, but I love it. I love it.
Good. Well, we're going to jump right into this.
You had a really special experience that we're
going to hear about. And before we do, I'm going
to give you just one minute to tell us a little
bit about Kimberly. What do you do in Vegas?
Like I said, I've lived in Las Vegas my entire
life. Most recently, my latest and greatest on
me is I just got married. And so not only am
I a brand new wife, but I also have got four
stepchildren now. And so I'm an instant mom,
and it's the best. I love it. That is so fun.
Congratulations on both being a newlywed and
a newly mother. I love it. Yes, it brings me
true joy. Great. Let's talk about your physical
health as you were growing up because it has
something to do with the experience that you
had about 20 years ago when it all came to a
culmination. You had an undiagnosed issue from
childhood that got worse as you got older. Give
us some background. Tell us what it was like.
So I was born with a genetic heart defect that
causes when My heart beats instead of the electrical
pulse going out to the rest of my body, like
my arms and my legs, my brain, like everybody's
does, so normally and naturally, like we don't
even think about it. It comes so naturally, but...
When I was born, I was born this way, I was born
with a genetic heart defect that causes, it's
got an electrical pathway, an extra one, that
causes when my heart beats instead of going out
like it should, it just goes around and around
and around and around in a circle, and it causes
me to go into AFib or VTAC. the superventricular
tachycardia was the official term and diagnosis
that I was given. Now, relate that in regular
words. What does that mean for the rest of us?
Fast heartbeat? Yeah, super, super quick. So
that day it ended up getting to 240 beats per
minute. And up until that time, like I said,
I was 25 years old when this happened. So it's
been exactly 20 years growing up. never had a
whole lot of indication. I did on occasion, like
I said, with the genetic being born with it,
it was something that when I was put into extreme
situations physically, on occasion, it would
manifest in like an extra little heartbeat, but
nothing like it was that day. And I was very,
very active. I was busy, busy, busy. So it really
came out of nowhere. That must have been so scary.
Yes. It was unexpected. Where were you and what
did you do? So this is really wild really crazy
I actually was working at the high school where
I went to high school at so my alma mater I was
working there later. What happened that day?
I had gotten up to go to work And it was like
any regular day, except I was running a little
late. I had wanted to shower but hadn't had the
chance for one. So I ran out the door really
quick wanting a shower. But I was able to get
to work on time. made it through the day, and
then I was getting ready to go home. Everybody
else had gone home for the day. I was sort of
last to leave. There were a couple other people
there, but for the most part, it was just me.
I was walking out to my car, and as I was walking
out, I started to feel a little sick. I wasn't
sure exactly what was going on, but I'm like,
well, maybe I just need to get home and get a
little rest. As I got to my car, I realized that
I felt sick, but I also felt like my heart was
racing, which was strange because I wasn't running.
I wasn't doing anything physically strenuous.
But I know what it feels like. When I go to the
gym, I get my heart rate up and everybody knows
what that feels like. But here I was, I was just
walking and hadn't been doing anything strenuous.
And I had this feeling of like my heart was just
racing and running. So I reached out and tried
to find my pulse and I couldn't. And I said,
well, maybe if I can just drive myself to the
hospital, I'll be okay. By the time I got into
the car, I realized I was in trouble, that there
was something going on, something was wrong.
I remember thinking to myself, if I can find
somebody to call 911, I might be okay. Like I
had no clue what was going on. So what happened?
Were you able to call 911? I didn't have access
to a phone, so I actually ended up having to
walk a mile back to the main building before
I found help and before I was able to find a
co -worker, a couple co -workers who were able
to call paramedics. The paramedics were really
confused because I was only 25 years old. I wasn't
very old and I had never had. symptoms had never
been diagnosed, but here I was with this heart
rate, they said, you know, was getting higher
and skyrocketing. So the paramedics got there.
It was kind of a really interesting and funny
interaction. The paramedics got there and I really
didn't want to go with them. I was just hoping
that like they would get there and snap their
fingers. I don't know what I thought they were
going to do. But I said, I really don't want
to go. And the one paramedic, I remember he looked
at me and he said, OK, honey, he says, we can
get you ready to go. Like we can get you in the
ambulance, get you ready to go to the hospital
and take you that way. Or we can wait till your
blood pressure gets so high that you pass out
and then we'll take you. Like it was that bad.
Those were my choices. Great options. Thank you.
Yeah, thanks. Great options, great choices. And
I remember thinking at the time, this is not
fair. Like, this is not right. I want to call
my husband, you know, at the time who I was married
to. And it just didn't make sense to me. I was
25 years old. I was healthy. I said, OK, you
know, at that time, I made the choice. And I
look back now on the experience and I realize
I had a choice at that experience, you know,
at that moment. Like, I could have stayed there
and I could have passed out and I could have
let them do what they did to me. after I was
passed out. But I think making the choice beforehand
to take the next right step, which was a scary
step, but to let somebody who had the experience,
who knew more what was going on to my own body,
and I did, to let them kind of step in and do
what they needed to do and take control and help
me, and I needed help. Wow, pretty terrifying.
Did the NDE happen right then or was there more
before you got into that? It was pretty quick
after that. Go ahead, tell me what happened next.
They got me into the ambulance and my heart rate
was going so fast and it wasn't sending that
electrical beat out and so my body and trying
to preserve itself was taking all of the blood
from my limbs and bringing it to the most essential
part of your bodies, your organs, make sure that
they're okay, they're healthy, they're not dying.
And so because of that, they were having a really,
really hard time finding an IV for me, really,
really struggling. But they finally got one in.
The paramedic looked at me and he says, we're
gonna give you a shot. And he says, it's thick.
So I have to push it fast. Like I have to push
it really quick. He says, and it's gonna hurt.
I remember like this was literally, I didn't
really even have a chance to say no. I didn't
have a choice. This was not really something
I was able to say no to. I just remember thinking,
I don't want you to do this. He says, I'm going
to count to three. That's what he did. He counted
to three and he said one, two, three, and he
pushed that shot. It was intense. It was like
lightning, like I had been kicked in the chest
by a horse. And it was wild. But when he pushed
the shot, everything went black. I lost consciousness.
My spirit flew from my body. I mean, it was this
exhilaration. When I've tried to write this experience
and what happened to me out later on, I think
the first time I wrote it out, I wrote we, like
W -H -E -E -E, we. It was just this freeing,
very liberating, but it was beautiful, just exhilarating,
I think is the word. I love that. So it wasn't
a horrible, strenuous, you know, death, rip you
out of your body kind of thing. It was a celebration
and a We, as you put it, we... I love it. Tell
us what you experienced. Anything you can remember,
you saw, you heard, you felt. Give us all the
detail. I remember this feeling of exhilaration,
just flying through the darkness. And for a while,
like it was cool, it was freeing, it was fun.
And then... I realized somewhere deep inside
of me that the situation, it was dark, it was
pitch black. Not only that, but I was alone.
All of a sudden, I was afraid and honestly full
of regret. Was this it? Was that life? Was that
it? I remember. It took me a little while to
reflect back on this. I see now, it's kind of
funny. When I was growing up, my mom had this
picture and I looked at his name. His name was
John Scott. He had this picture and it's called
The Last Judgment. And when I was a little girl,
I remember looking at that picture and I remember
looking at all the faces and trying to find my
face. in that picture. And in this picture, there's
a picture of Christ in the center, and then you've
got angels, and then you've got kind of this
little darker area. It was kind of hard when
I realized that this is something I experienced.
It was a little hard to reconcile with my conscious
mind that I felt like I was in a type and sort
of prison. I know that sounds a little scary.
It wasn't though like the hell and brimstone
type of prison or hell afterlife type sort of
situation that I had ever heard about. This place
where I was, it was dark and there were mists
of darkness everywhere. And I remember that there
was a light and it was coming from somewhere,
but I didn't know where. And I remember at that
moment, it was almost like I could see myself.
And I remember I was sitting somewhere with my
my hands in my head and I remember just the feelings
I had were that of regret and that of loss and
that of a lack of progression, like a loss of
this lack of progression. It was profound and
it was deep, deeper than anything I can ever
remember feeling. I just remember going over
some of my life's experiences at the time. I
had struggled with an eating disorder. I'm in
recovery from that. My husband and I, we were
not able to have children. That was hard for
me. One of the harder things that I was dealing
with at the time. Also, I was dying. My body
was dying. I was mourning the fact of my own
death. I was mourning. the fact that I was dying.
And I remember at that moment, it was so sweet,
so tender and a little hard to talk about, and
this might be a little too sacred. But I hope
that in sharing this that I'm able to share some
hope. I really feel I had an opportunity to see
the Savior, to meet the Savior, Jesus Christ.
I think that, you know, I feel like I had the
opportunity as I'm mourning. I remember feeling
a presence. And I remember just, you know, I
don't know, it's that feeling when someone enters
the room and you've got your eyes closed, but
you kind of sort of know that they're still there.
That's kind of what it felt like. I felt like
he was watching me. He came over to me and I
felt he knelt in front of me and he just listened.
And I bore my soul. I cried and I sobbed and
I regretted. And I remember hearing him speak
just two words. I'll never forget him for the
rest of my life. He said, I know. I know. And
it was at that moment that my spirit was filled
with such love that I was in good company and
that I was not alone and that there was hope.
There was hope. It's funny. I'll bring this up
now because I feel like I need to. I really truly
believe that the only reason why I was able to
come back is because I did meet with the Savior.
I think that, you know, in all of the stories
that I've ever heard and that I know, He's the
only one who came back, right? So He would know
how to help me come back. I think that's what
happened. I think that's one of the things that
happened. That and there's opposition to all
things. And in this process, I think that the
adversary was there. And I think he was absolutely
trying to convince me that I didn't need to live,
that nobody needed me. I was not necessarily
important, but the Spirit confirmed to me that
my life was very, very valuable. My experience
was valuable. and that I do matter to others,
and that I do make a difference. Going back to
that place, that prison, and that experience
with the Savior, after I had borne my soul to
Him, I felt like He gave me these two words,
I know. And then we talked a little more, like
I shared with Him some of my regrets, some of
my sins, some of the things that I had done wrong,
and that I maybe needed His help with. to restore
me, to heal me from. You know, he would explain
to me how he would help me with those things,
but it always came down to, you know, I would
always say, but, but it was type, this type of,
but I've got this, but I've got this, but I've
got this. And he would like, he would explain
what needed to be explained to me, but he would
always kind of sort of end out with, I know,
like I know. I get it. I know. When I got to
the point where I was like, okay, this is okay.
Like, I'm going to be okay. I was still dying.
And so I had to move through this process. But
the next place that I went, this is the part
for me I've had a hard time reflecting back on.
But I hope after sharing my experience here,
after listening to some of the experiences on
your podcast and on your YouTube videos, I'm
going to be brave. I'm going to be brave and
I'm going to go back and I'm going to reflect
on this part. I know that I was brought to a
beautiful place beyond description, full of love,
where I believe I met up with my sister. My sister
accidentally drowned in our family swimming pool
when she was three. I was only three months old
when she passed away, but I always felt the spiritual
connection. My mom always said, you know, that
my sister was always looking out for me. My sister
was always kind of our guardian angel watching
out for our family. And I always felt that. And
so I feel I had the opportunity to meet her.
I feel like I had an opportunity to meet my grandma,
Lynn, who was my great -grandmother. She was
blind. She raised six kids. She was a widow during
the Depression. I mean, she was really a great
woman. And so I feel like I had the opportunity
to rub elbows with her for a second. And I really
feel like, you know, that was a special experience
and opportunity. As great as it was and as lovely
as it was, my body again, my body was still dying.
I had to make this decision, this choice to stay
or to go. It was kind of sort of around this
time. It all happened really, really quick when
he push that shot, my spirit just flew out and
it was we, it was exhilaration. But coming back,
it was kind of quick too. Once I figured out,
okay, so when he gave me the shot, it dropped
my heart rate. So it had dropped my heart rate
over 100 beats per minute in less than a second.
And it had knocked the wind out of me. And so
I needed to in order to breathe in order to come
back again. I had to breathe again. This is the
part that I'm like, I'm sure the savior was there
to help me kind of transition through this and
help me kind of sort of figure out what I needed
to do. I knew I needed CPR. You know, when my
sister passed away, when she drowned, my parents
made sure that's one of the things we were taught.
We knew. We knew how to do CPR properly so that
if ever we were in that situation, we'd be able
to. to handle it better than she felt that, you
know, she had not been able to help save her
daughter. So I knew I had to breathe. I knew
I had to get my heart to beat again. And I knew
I needed the circulation, but I couldn't do that
without breathing. And I couldn't do that without
a heartbeat. I remember when everything went
black. I remember eventually, I remember I heard
a beep. When you're at the hospital, you hear
the beep or like the register at the scanner
at the grocery store, that beep. It was kind
of like that. I realized it was their machine
going off. I remember hearing a voice that said,
we're losing her. And then I remember thinking
to myself, are they talking about me? Like, they're
losing me. I was laughing so hard because I'm
like, oh, guys, you haven't lost me. I'm gone.
I am not even here. How can you say you're losing
me? Like, I'm not even here. I'm gone. Then I
remember hearing a voice that said, Kimberly.
stay with us. And I knew in order to do that,
I had to breathe again if I was going to stay
alive. So I took that first breath of air by
the, you know, miracle. It was a miracle. The
way I describe it and can describe it is I remember
the first time I was swinging on my family swing
set and I fell off backwards and I knocked the
wind out of myself. And taking that first breath
of air kind of felt a little like that. Okay,
I've got 30 ,000 questions to throw at you. This
is amazing. Thank you again for sharing. And
in case I didn't mention it earlier, you are
sharing for the first time in a public forum
like this. I appreciate your bravery and your
trusting us to put it out there. And so if anything
that I ask feels uncomfortable to you, please,
you don't need to answer. But let's start with
whose voice do you think that was? that said,
Kimberly, stay with us. Was that the paramedics
or somebody else? My first thought was it was
probably heaven. It was probably heaven, a little
piece of heaven. I think it was probably the
paramedic, too. It was really strange, though,
because at the time, it sounds kind of funny
now, I actually, most people called me Kim. I've
tried to go back and I've tried to remember like
when the paramedics, that's one of the questions
they usually first ask you when they get on the
scene, what's your name? And at the time I was
going by Kim. And so it was really, really strange
to hear Kimberley. And that's one of the reasons
why I kind of think it was, I think it was heaven.
Tell me how literal some of this was. Was it
more, I don't know, kind of... kind of something
that you felt or that you actually saw and experienced
deeply with? You mentioned meeting your sister
and your great grandmother. It is as real as
the conversation that we're having right now,
Eric. Oh, so it was virtual. I get it. I'm kidding.
Well, to be honest with you, I've actually had
kind of sort of that type of sort of thought.
So when COVID happened, One of the things that
was the hardest for me is not touching people.
And I really feel like in the pre -existence
before I ended up with my body, that's probably
one of the things I wanted to do most was put
my arms around somebody and experience what a
touch felt like. For me, it was kind of eye -opening
that we would ever be put into a situation again.
where we wouldn't be able to touch each other.
I think it's awful, right? It's been rough. Virtual
is great because you can't always get in person,
but technology, yeah, it's great when it works,
but when it doesn't, it's a hassle. Next time
I'm in Vegas, I'm dropping by for a hug for a
second, and then I'll be gone. Tell me a little
bit if you... can, a little bit more about the
meeting with Jesus. Was that something also where
you felt like you saw Him face to face or just
felt His presence there? It was Him. I think
He was probably the only one who could make me
feel the way I felt. Okay, so I think it's different
because I didn't have my physical eyes on me
at the time, right? So how could I really see
him physically without those physical eyes? It
was as real, like I feel like I saw him as real
as seeing you on screen today. So it was a little
different because I didn't have my physical eyes.
So I can't really, I don't feel comfortable saying
that I saw him, but I saw him. I saw America.
I saw him. You experienced him, definitely. What
do you make of the darkness and the mist and
the regret and stuff that you felt at first?
Why do you think that happened? It's interesting
because I actually, and I've, like I said, I
never shared really on a public platform before.
And it might sound a little funny and it sounds
really weird saying it. I was comfortable there.
Eric. I was comfortable there. I was comfortable
in prison, which is weird for me to say because
I've never been in prison. It's not something
I've ever wanted to do. But in this place, I
felt comfortable. And looking back and talking
with you now, I think maybe in part it has to
do with we need a place where we can lay it all
down. We need a place where we can let it go,
where individually we can let it go. And when
we are able to then let it go and move on and
move forward and progress, our world opens up.
It becomes beautiful and hope and possibilities
open up. Ask the question again, Eric. No, I
was asking about the darkness and the mist and
just why do you think you were in that kind of
a place that felt scary versus feeling that all
-encompassing love that came later? I was watching
one of your other YouTube and you asked a good
question, and I think this relates. I think this
will tie in. You asked, are you afraid of death?
And I've got to be honest, if I were to answer
that question, I would say I used to be afraid
of death before this experience. Right now, what
I'm afraid of is regrets. Like, I'm more afraid
of the regrets that I'll have to bring back.
But even then, I'm not even really afraid of
that because I know that I can lay it down and
I can give it away, I can give it back, and I
don't have to carry it alone. I'm not alone.
No, that's good. We're going to come back to
a little bit of this in a minute. I'm curious
just if you could wrap up physically what happened
to you. Did you need surgery? How did you get
fixed from this, your broken heart? I came to,
they gave me the shot. I took that first breath
of air. When I took that first breath of air,
what had happened, my heart rate had gone from
140 beats per minute to 126 and it felt good.
I think that I was having kind of an after effect.
That's the only word I can come up with. Maybe
you can help me come up with a better word. But
as soon as I took that first breath, I opened
my eyes. I was staring into this paled face paramedic.
And I laughed. I laughed so hard. And he was
just... He was in shock. He looked at me and
he said, we've never ever had that kind of a
reaction to this kind of medicine before. And
I took another breath and I laughed again. And
I said, can I have another shot? He shook his
head at me. And he said, no, honey, another shot
would kill you. So they took me to the hospital.
My heart rate As soon as it got under 100, the
doctor said, check in with your family doctor
and sent me home. I slept for four days. The
doctor said I had run the equivalent of a marathon
without actually running the marathon. It took
me four days to get that shower, Eric, four days,
four days to get that shower because I was so
tired. But as soon as I got that into the shower
and that water hit my body for the first time
in four days, Literally, Eric, I'm not joking
to you, best shower of my life to this day. I
was as close to heaven as I had been in four
days. It was heaven. Did you say that your heart
rate with the shot went from 240 to 126? Over
100 beats per minute, it dropped in less than
a second. After all of this, and you get home
and you're feeling better, Who did you tell about
this experience that you had? Not the physical
part, the spiritual part. My mommy, of course.
Of course, my mom. Mom always understands. I
think she, as my mother, understandably so, she
was really concerned. She was really worried.
She was like, what happened? Kind of funny side
story. My brother that same day, he got, my parents,
I guess, had called him. He's an artist. And
so he was working with a razor blade on a sculpture.
And my sister came, my sister -in -law's wife
came in and she said, Kim's in the hospital.
It's her heart. And he's like, what? And he forgot
what he was doing. He cut his wrist like huge,
huge inches ended up in the hospital. Same day
I did with stitches. He's got this huge scar.
He didn't tell me about it till like seven. years
later. He didn't tell me about it, stinker. Well,
it was your fault, so he was being nice, right?
The people that you told about the experience,
did they believe you? Yes, because I'm just not
one for telling stories that are in this context.
I'm not a storyteller. Yeah, I believe you. How
did it change your life? I think I took a lot
of things for granted. before this experience,
even after this experience, even today, I'm telling
you, it's terrible because I'm sure anybody who
is probably even listening to this story saying,
well, you know, how can you have had these experiences
and still make mistakes, right? Like, I mean,
how is that possible? But it's possible. I'm
human. I'm imperfect. I will continue to be imperfect.
I will continue to make mistakes. But I think
that for me, the experience, man, I thought I
had it rough. It wasn't two years later. I ended
up, and this might be another story for another
time, Eric, ended up paralyzed and wheelchair
bed bound for seven years afterwards. I ended
up getting divorced from my husband of 15 years,
the one we weren't able to have any children
with, ended up getting divorced a couple years
after that. It was a couple years after that,
my parents ended up passing away in January and
February. So I lost my parents in less than 30
days of each other. And so I think having this
NDE for me was a tender mercy. It prepared me
for harder things in this life that I would have
to then make choices about. Hopefully, again,
like I said, not so afraid of death, but of regrets,
like making good choices and making sure that
I don't have any regrets. And if I do have regrets,
fixing them as quickly as possible and not holding
on to them, moving forward. But, I mean, have
also experienced this really, really great thing
we talked about before. I just got married. Like,
I'm a mom now. Like, I've got kids. This is great.
So, my whole life is a blessing. I look at every
step that I take is a blessing, every heartbeat,
every breath. Eric, and I'm just so grateful
for the opportunity to share that. The last thing
that I want to talk about, and now I am going
kind of back to what I said I was going to, and
that is your experience with Jesus. You went
right from all these regrets and all this darkness
and everything to being with Him and feeling
the love. And I forget your exact words, but
can you just delve into that a little bit deeper?
It's a peace that passes all understanding. Because
I was in turmoil. I was conflicted. I was full
of regret and I was dying. And I suppose, I guess
now the thought that comes to me is it's the
difference between life and death. That love,
that's what makes the difference. He said, I
know, to you a couple of times. Was that a very
simple thing or was there more meaning to it?
There was more meaning to it. So I mean, I can
give an example. I have struggled with an eating
disorder and a part of that eating disorder had
to do with some abuse and being a survivor of
this abuse. And so in order to take this to the
Savior and lay it at His feet and to experience
that love, and it wasn't just for me, right?
It's for this individual who was abusive. I have
to forgive, and myself. And I know that that's,
again, no regrets. I've got to let it go. Got
to move forward. Because I've been able to do
that, I am now in recovery. Like, I'm doing great.
I'm doing so much better. Again, it's life changing.
When you can forgive yourself, it's one thing.
But when you can forgive somebody else, that's
really life changing. I want to get just a little
bit deeper into the I know that he said, because
it can mean so many different things in this
life. It can be a very flippant, oh, yeah, I
know that, you know, kind of thing. But I have
a feeling he was saying it meaning something
much deeper. What do you think that was? Well,
thinking about it right now, I think it meant
that he's been there. He's been betrayed. He's
been abused. He's been rejected, and that all
of those feelings, whenever I feel them, I don't
have to ever feel alone. That He knows what I'm
feeling. He knows what I'm going through. And
I just, I hold onto those two words. I'll never
forget them, Eric. It's beautiful. All right.
Very last before I let you go. You mentioned
the word hope a while back. Wrap that up in a
bow for us. Leave everybody with some hope today.
Oh, wow. That's not a big ask. Just look outside,
right? The gratitude we can have for the air
that we breathe and for the sunshine that we
have. And for the rain or the water that we have
for this beautiful earth, it's gratitude gives
me hope. I think you talk about gratitude. I've
heard you talk about gratitude. That's important.
I think that that can give me hope. And it's
really, honestly, if you just open your eyes,
look up, it's in the people around you. It's
in the connections that you make with others.
That gives me hope for Yeah, for life and, you
know, life after death, it's not the end. We
continue. We continue to progress, and I'm looking
forward to the journey. I'll embrace the struggle
here, and I have hope. I have lots of hope, and
I hope everybody else does, too. And if you don't
have hope, hold on, because it's out there, and
look for it, because it is out there. Don't give
up. Have hope. Thank you, Kimberly. That was
beautifully said. Appreciate it. Thanks again
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