1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,400 From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes. 2 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:13,440 They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped. 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:18,120 And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my 4 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:21,320 physical body because I was somewhere else. 5 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:27,400 The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't 6 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,400 anything else to be felt. 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,560 I was greeted by people I'd known in the past. 8 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:34,240 I'm back home again. 9 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:39,040 Incredibly safe and felt at home. 10 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:44,120 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death, everybody, and welcome from Seattle, Washington. 11 00:00:44,120 --> 00:00:46,480 Tessa Kidd, how are you, Tessa? 12 00:00:46,480 --> 00:00:47,480 I'm well, thank you. 13 00:00:47,480 --> 00:00:48,640 How are you? 14 00:00:48,640 --> 00:00:50,440 I'm great. 15 00:00:50,440 --> 00:00:54,720 Before we find out a little bit about you, I'm going to just give a little tease out 16 00:00:54,720 --> 00:00:55,720 there. 17 00:00:55,720 --> 00:01:03,200 We're going to hear about, wow, a horse falling on you, you being dead for about nine minutes. 18 00:01:03,200 --> 00:01:09,640 We have a lot to cover today, but first, let's get to know you so we know you're a real person. 19 00:01:09,640 --> 00:01:10,640 Who's Tessa? 20 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:11,640 What do you do? 21 00:01:11,640 --> 00:01:18,000 I am a contract manager for an asphalting company here in Seattle. 22 00:01:18,000 --> 00:01:21,760 I have a leather shop, actually. 23 00:01:21,760 --> 00:01:31,600 I am a master saddler, so on my spare time, I make handbags and holsters, knife sheets, 24 00:01:31,600 --> 00:01:33,480 all sorts of stuff. 25 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:39,040 I don't do it for a living anymore because I stopped liking it, so I only do it for a 26 00:01:39,040 --> 00:01:40,040 hobby now. 27 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:45,560 I ride power bikes with my husband, and we have a lot of fun doing that. 28 00:01:45,560 --> 00:01:49,280 We travel all over riding our e-bikes. 29 00:01:49,280 --> 00:01:50,960 You don't ride horses anymore? 30 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:53,840 I haven't ridden a horse in 25 years. 31 00:01:53,840 --> 00:01:54,840 Wow. 32 00:01:54,840 --> 00:01:55,840 Yeah. 33 00:01:55,840 --> 00:01:57,920 We're going to hear about your last ride then. 34 00:01:57,920 --> 00:02:02,600 I don't know that I've ever heard the titled Master Saddler before. 35 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:06,480 I went to school in Cumbria, England to learn how to do leather. 36 00:02:06,480 --> 00:02:13,720 It was a saddle recourse, so I learned how to do it, and I used to own a tax store, an 37 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:16,280 equestrian store, after my accident. 38 00:02:16,280 --> 00:02:18,520 That's what I ended up doing for a really long time. 39 00:02:18,520 --> 00:02:21,880 I did leather repair at all the horse shows. 40 00:02:21,880 --> 00:02:24,360 Well, let's jump right into it. 41 00:02:24,360 --> 00:02:29,280 25 years ago, you're working a lot with horses. 42 00:02:29,280 --> 00:02:30,280 Set the stage. 43 00:02:30,280 --> 00:02:31,760 Tell us what was going on. 44 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:38,200 I was cooling down my horse, just riding in a ring on long rain. 45 00:02:38,200 --> 00:02:39,480 My horse was pretty green. 46 00:02:39,480 --> 00:02:44,120 He was four-year-old, Dutch warm blood. 47 00:02:44,120 --> 00:02:46,520 Something spooked him. 48 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:47,720 I don't even know what spooked him. 49 00:02:47,720 --> 00:02:49,640 It could have been anything. 50 00:02:49,640 --> 00:02:57,440 As he spooked instead of bolting, he reared up, and I started grabbing from my reins and 51 00:02:57,440 --> 00:03:00,400 pulled him over backwards on me. 52 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:08,200 But before he landed on me, I popped out of my, right out of the top of my head. 53 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:11,800 I never felt the impact of the horse actually landing on me. 54 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:15,720 I want to talk about that first, that little detail. 55 00:03:15,720 --> 00:03:19,760 Because this has come up before, and I don't know if it happens every time. 56 00:03:19,760 --> 00:03:26,120 But I've had other people tell me about whether it was a horrible traffic accident or something 57 00:03:26,120 --> 00:03:32,080 really, really traumatic, going off a cliff or something, how they popped out of their 58 00:03:32,080 --> 00:03:36,680 body before they had to experience the impact. 59 00:03:36,680 --> 00:03:38,200 I find that fascinating. 60 00:03:38,200 --> 00:03:40,640 It sounds like that's what happened to you. 61 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:41,640 Yeah. 62 00:03:41,640 --> 00:03:44,240 I didn't even know what was happening. 63 00:03:44,240 --> 00:03:47,960 I knew that the horse was coming over backwards. 64 00:03:47,960 --> 00:03:57,120 But when I popped out of my head, right out of the top, I was kind of bewildered. 65 00:03:57,120 --> 00:04:01,040 Not really bewildered, but I was like, oh. 66 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:08,640 But I instantly had this feeling of vibration kind of going through my body. 67 00:04:08,640 --> 00:04:14,200 I wasn't in my body, but the body, my ethereal body or whatever you want to call it, my spirit, 68 00:04:14,200 --> 00:04:19,840 I had this really pleasant vibration. 69 00:04:19,840 --> 00:04:25,760 I explain it to people when I talk about it, like electricity going through my body, but 70 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:27,680 not painful or anything like that. 71 00:04:27,680 --> 00:04:31,960 Just a really nice vibration. 72 00:04:31,960 --> 00:04:38,280 It's actually, I contributed to knowing what the feeling of true, pure love is now. 73 00:04:38,280 --> 00:04:46,240 I've only felt it one other time after this, but I just popped out and was kind of like, 74 00:04:46,240 --> 00:04:53,080 oh, and I was looking around and I saw the horse get up and I saw something happening 75 00:04:53,080 --> 00:04:54,080 down on the ground. 76 00:04:54,080 --> 00:04:55,080 I wasn't really high. 77 00:04:55,080 --> 00:05:00,720 I was maybe like 15 feet above the accident. 78 00:05:00,720 --> 00:05:02,520 And I just didn't really care at all. 79 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:05,600 I was really happy just to be kind of floating around. 80 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:08,440 Then I noticed my dog. 81 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:09,960 I had a little Australian shepherd. 82 00:05:09,960 --> 00:05:12,520 She was wonderful. 83 00:05:12,520 --> 00:05:18,480 She had been sitting at the gate just watching me go around and watching me cool down. 84 00:05:18,480 --> 00:05:19,880 She was literally in my left hand. 85 00:05:19,880 --> 00:05:21,720 She was always with me. 86 00:05:21,720 --> 00:05:26,800 And I saw that she was really upset and she had run over to my body. 87 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:32,600 Was kind of getting on top of me and I could see people running. 88 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:35,120 The Los Angeles Questering Center is a huge equestrian center. 89 00:05:35,120 --> 00:05:36,720 There was like 5,000 horses there. 90 00:05:36,720 --> 00:05:38,400 There's a lot of people around. 91 00:05:38,400 --> 00:05:44,920 And I just saw people kind of run into my body and they kind of were pushing the dog 92 00:05:44,920 --> 00:05:45,920 away. 93 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:46,920 I didn't really care. 94 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:48,680 I was just okay. 95 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:50,640 I was okay with being out of my body. 96 00:05:50,640 --> 00:05:52,960 I was okay with what was happening. 97 00:05:52,960 --> 00:05:58,320 I didn't really, I don't think I really understood what was actually happening. 98 00:05:58,320 --> 00:06:04,720 And then obviously somebody called an ambulance and the paramedics showed up and they loaded 99 00:06:04,720 --> 00:06:07,880 me into the ambulance. 100 00:06:07,880 --> 00:06:15,120 One thing that was really, is very memorable is everything was super, super clear. 101 00:06:15,120 --> 00:06:23,320 Like the colors, the blue sky, it was like crazy, super clear colors. 102 00:06:23,320 --> 00:06:30,720 And that's something that I'll also address as I get farther in with seeing somebody's 103 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:32,160 eyes. 104 00:06:32,160 --> 00:06:34,160 Can you tell me a little bit more about the colors? 105 00:06:34,160 --> 00:06:36,960 What do you mean by they were extra clear? 106 00:06:36,960 --> 00:06:40,320 Colors that I had never seen before. 107 00:06:40,320 --> 00:06:42,160 Colors I've never seen since. 108 00:06:42,160 --> 00:06:46,720 It was the intensity of what I was viewing. 109 00:06:46,720 --> 00:06:53,240 Like my dog was a tricolor dog, but she was exceptionally colored. 110 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:56,360 I can't even explain it. 111 00:06:56,360 --> 00:07:04,040 And everything that was alive, the trees, all the people, my dog, the horse. 112 00:07:04,040 --> 00:07:11,120 Everything had like a fuzzy aura around it, almost like an energy field that was around 113 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:12,120 it. 114 00:07:12,120 --> 00:07:14,040 And I forgot to mention that earlier as well. 115 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:18,360 But the colors, just, I can't even explain it. 116 00:07:18,360 --> 00:07:25,320 Just colors I've never seen before that I was like, oh, wow, it was amazing actually. 117 00:07:25,320 --> 00:07:26,680 Just can't explain them. 118 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:32,040 Do you feel like you were still right there looking down on your body when you're experiencing 119 00:07:32,040 --> 00:07:34,280 all these colors or had you gone somewhere? 120 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:36,400 Nope, I was still there. 121 00:07:36,400 --> 00:07:40,120 I was kind of hovering and vibrating still. 122 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:43,240 I wasn't really thinking about anything in particular. 123 00:07:43,240 --> 00:07:50,280 Normally, if I saw my dog that upset, I would be like really bothered by that to see my 124 00:07:50,280 --> 00:07:52,240 pet upset like that. 125 00:07:52,240 --> 00:07:53,240 I didn't. 126 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:55,360 I was just like, you know, it's okay. 127 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:58,120 It's everything's going to be fine. 128 00:07:58,120 --> 00:07:59,440 I am where I need to be. 129 00:07:59,440 --> 00:08:02,800 You know, in my head, I'm like, this is where I need to be, you know. 130 00:08:02,800 --> 00:08:05,920 Sorry, by the way, how badly are you hurt? 131 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:11,560 I broke my nose, my jaw, all my teeth were broken. 132 00:08:11,560 --> 00:08:14,480 If not broken, they were damaged. 133 00:08:14,480 --> 00:08:18,120 So all my teeth have all been replaced. 134 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:21,760 There are implants or crowns, one or the other. 135 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:25,640 I broke some front ribs, some ribs in the front. 136 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:32,240 My a lot of my organs were bruised, my heart was bruised, my lungs were bruised, punctured 137 00:08:32,240 --> 00:08:37,040 lung, hurt my neck really bad still to this day is awful. 138 00:08:37,040 --> 00:08:41,720 I was in the hospital for three weeks, just under three weeks. 139 00:08:41,720 --> 00:08:44,320 My jaw was wired shut for eight weeks. 140 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:46,760 That was the worst. 141 00:08:46,760 --> 00:08:50,080 And the ribs, the rib, having broken ribs is awful. 142 00:08:50,080 --> 00:08:51,080 Yeah. 143 00:08:51,080 --> 00:08:53,080 How do you even breathe? 144 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:56,440 You told me previously that you were dead for about nine minutes. 145 00:08:56,440 --> 00:09:01,160 Was that measured at that point or was that later in the hospital? 146 00:09:01,160 --> 00:09:03,400 I think it was measured. 147 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:07,480 So this is all after somebody told me this. 148 00:09:07,480 --> 00:09:13,880 So I could see and I could see people trying to, before the paramedics got there, I could 149 00:09:13,880 --> 00:09:17,560 see people trying to work on me. 150 00:09:17,560 --> 00:09:23,680 I don't think they were comfortable doing CPR or anything like that, but you could see 151 00:09:23,680 --> 00:09:27,520 that there was a lot happening down there. 152 00:09:27,520 --> 00:09:34,360 But when the paramedics got there, they started to work on me, do CPR. 153 00:09:34,360 --> 00:09:36,480 And I didn't feel anything. 154 00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:40,240 Obviously, I wasn't in my body and I didn't care. 155 00:09:40,240 --> 00:09:43,040 I was like, okay. 156 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:50,080 As they got me into the ambulance, I rode in the ambulance above my body, kind of in 157 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:56,440 the corner, and they were still working on me trying to get me revived. 158 00:09:56,440 --> 00:09:58,280 I was not moving. 159 00:09:58,280 --> 00:10:03,280 And I don't really remember anything of my, any kind of pain or anything like that. 160 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:07,680 But I was still vibrating with this crazy, crazy love vibration. 161 00:10:07,680 --> 00:10:08,680 I was very happy. 162 00:10:08,680 --> 00:10:12,080 I was like not worried about anything. 163 00:10:12,080 --> 00:10:20,880 And as the ambulance got closer to the hospital, I started to get pulled away and I could feel 164 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:23,000 myself being pulled away. 165 00:10:23,000 --> 00:10:30,160 I was pulled away backwards from, I just went right through the ambulance and I entered 166 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:33,800 into this space of, it was darkness. 167 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:34,800 It was dark. 168 00:10:34,800 --> 00:10:36,760 It was fully dark. 169 00:10:36,760 --> 00:10:38,400 Like I couldn't see anything. 170 00:10:38,400 --> 00:10:40,600 It wasn't unpleasant at all. 171 00:10:40,600 --> 00:10:44,080 It was really wonderful actually. 172 00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:46,440 I was very happy. 173 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:48,840 And I just kept pulling away. 174 00:10:48,840 --> 00:10:56,240 And as I entered this kind of space or this tube, this black tube, this dark tube, I went 175 00:10:56,240 --> 00:10:59,120 faster and faster and faster, kind of like on a roller coaster. 176 00:10:59,120 --> 00:11:02,280 And I kind of remember myself going, woohoo. 177 00:11:02,280 --> 00:11:09,840 And then all of a sudden, I was in front of a woman, an old woman. 178 00:11:09,840 --> 00:11:11,960 And she had a beautiful purple cloak on. 179 00:11:11,960 --> 00:11:14,680 She had intensely blue eyes. 180 00:11:14,680 --> 00:11:17,720 Like it's like I could swim in them. 181 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:18,720 They were so blue. 182 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:21,880 I've never seen blue eyes like that before. 183 00:11:21,880 --> 00:11:27,040 And she told me, but she didn't like speak to me. 184 00:11:27,040 --> 00:11:31,320 She in my head, she said, Tessa, you have to go back. 185 00:11:31,320 --> 00:11:32,840 And I said, I don't, I'm not going to go back. 186 00:11:32,840 --> 00:11:34,200 I don't want to go back. 187 00:11:34,200 --> 00:11:36,440 She said, no, you have to go back. 188 00:11:36,440 --> 00:11:44,800 And as this was happening, I could feel this energy, this being, this person kind of come 189 00:11:44,800 --> 00:11:50,920 up on my right hand side as I, and I could feel the vibration before I saw it. 190 00:11:50,920 --> 00:11:54,600 It was just this big giant ball of white light. 191 00:11:54,600 --> 00:12:02,920 And I turned and it was, and this is where some people get put off, but it was Jesus 192 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:04,680 Christ. 193 00:12:04,680 --> 00:12:10,120 And right now thinking about it, I have like the goosebumps thinking about it. 194 00:12:10,120 --> 00:12:18,320 The energy that came from him was pure love because I could feel it. 195 00:12:18,320 --> 00:12:25,720 And as I turned to him, I really didn't know what to say. 196 00:12:25,720 --> 00:12:32,240 And he turned to me as if a big ball of light could turn to me and said, you have not learned 197 00:12:32,240 --> 00:12:34,920 how to forgive and you have to go back. 198 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:38,400 And I was slammed back into my body. 199 00:12:38,400 --> 00:12:39,400 Okay. 200 00:12:39,400 --> 00:12:42,280 All right, we got to pick this apart a little bit. 201 00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:45,000 Tell me more about the woman. 202 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:47,880 Did you recognize, do you have any idea who she was? 203 00:12:47,880 --> 00:12:49,080 Well, I do now. 204 00:12:49,080 --> 00:12:51,240 I knew, I know now. 205 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:53,160 Then I just knew I knew her. 206 00:12:53,160 --> 00:12:58,800 There was a familiarity with her that I just knew her. 207 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:00,960 Like we had love to get. 208 00:13:00,960 --> 00:13:02,560 Like she was, I had love for her. 209 00:13:02,560 --> 00:13:03,560 She had love for me. 210 00:13:03,560 --> 00:13:04,560 It was very obvious. 211 00:13:04,560 --> 00:13:10,200 It was a long time afterwards because I didn't really talk about this much for a really long 212 00:13:10,200 --> 00:13:11,200 time. 213 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:13,400 By the way, her name, how I knew her name, I don't know. 214 00:13:13,400 --> 00:13:15,040 Her name was Gladys. 215 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:22,280 I had never met a Gladys before, but as I started opening up later, years later about 216 00:13:22,280 --> 00:13:30,000 my experience, my mom told me that I had a great aunt Gladys, her aunt, my great aunt 217 00:13:30,000 --> 00:13:33,640 that used to babysit me when I was very, very, very young. 218 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:38,240 I don't remember her, but as a baby, she used to babysit me. 219 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:41,640 So I kind of asked about, well, what did she look like? 220 00:13:41,640 --> 00:13:47,960 And my mom just, she was really uncomfortable talking about this. 221 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:49,640 My mom was. 222 00:13:49,640 --> 00:13:54,920 So we didn't really, I didn't push the issue, but when I said the name Gladys, that's when 223 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:59,480 she was like, oh, well you had a great aunt Gladys and she told me a little bit about it. 224 00:13:59,480 --> 00:14:05,920 And she had, most people in my family don't have blue eyes, but she had very blue eyes, 225 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,960 which was unusual for anybody in my family to have. 226 00:14:08,960 --> 00:14:15,000 So I'm pretty sure that is probably my great aunt that met me there. 227 00:14:15,000 --> 00:14:17,600 Did you ever find a picture of her? 228 00:14:17,600 --> 00:14:18,600 I didn't. 229 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:21,240 I didn't want to push the issue. 230 00:14:21,240 --> 00:14:22,240 Yeah. 231 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:25,680 Well, a lot of people are uncomfortable talking about these things. 232 00:14:25,680 --> 00:14:26,680 Yeah. 233 00:14:26,680 --> 00:14:29,480 I'm good for you for being sensitive about that. 234 00:14:29,480 --> 00:14:30,480 Yeah. 235 00:14:30,480 --> 00:14:34,480 It'd be neat if you could figure out how to find a picture of her sometime though and 236 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:37,080 see if you recognize her. 237 00:14:37,080 --> 00:14:42,960 The other thing I find peculiar about that is most people tell me that when they meet 238 00:14:42,960 --> 00:14:48,960 people in that spiritual realm that they seem younger. 239 00:14:48,960 --> 00:14:54,440 They seem like 20s, 30s kind of age, but you describe Gladys as an old woman. 240 00:14:54,440 --> 00:14:57,720 How old would you say she appeared to you? 241 00:14:57,720 --> 00:15:00,760 She was probably 70s, 80s. 242 00:15:00,760 --> 00:15:03,560 She was very wrinkled. 243 00:15:03,560 --> 00:15:04,560 She was very pretty. 244 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:06,640 Don't get me wrong. 245 00:15:06,640 --> 00:15:13,560 Those eyes though were an attribute to her that was like you can never forget that. 246 00:15:13,560 --> 00:15:14,560 But she was old. 247 00:15:14,560 --> 00:15:17,200 I would say she's 70s, 80s. 248 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:23,120 She was wrinkly, but she was really pretty, very, very kind, very like the energy coming 249 00:15:23,120 --> 00:15:26,480 from her, like I said, was just love. 250 00:15:26,480 --> 00:15:32,320 That's how I knew her just by the energy coming from her. 251 00:15:32,320 --> 00:15:34,800 That's so interesting on so many levels. 252 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:37,680 I mean, one, because she appeared old. 253 00:15:37,680 --> 00:15:40,680 Two, why Aunt Gladys? 254 00:15:40,680 --> 00:15:47,560 Why not Grandma Velma or Grandpa Henry? 255 00:15:47,560 --> 00:15:48,800 Let me think back. 256 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:51,600 My grandparents, I think we're still alive back then. 257 00:15:51,600 --> 00:15:57,640 I probably didn't know very many people in my lifetime that had passed away. 258 00:15:57,640 --> 00:15:58,840 My uncle died. 259 00:15:58,840 --> 00:16:02,720 I think he died after this as well. 260 00:16:02,720 --> 00:16:09,360 Even thinking right now, there was just nobody that I knew about that had passed. 261 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:12,320 She passed away how long before you had your experience? 262 00:16:12,320 --> 00:16:15,200 She passed away when I was a baby. 263 00:16:15,200 --> 00:16:16,200 Okay. 264 00:16:16,200 --> 00:16:20,320 But she did take care of you some as a baby. 265 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:22,120 Yeah. 266 00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:25,040 So there's a connection, at least to her? 267 00:16:25,040 --> 00:16:26,560 I guess so, yeah. 268 00:16:26,560 --> 00:16:29,000 And there was definitely a connection with me as well. 269 00:16:29,000 --> 00:16:32,040 I immediately was drawn to her. 270 00:16:32,040 --> 00:16:34,920 Do you believe that we lived before we came here? 271 00:16:34,920 --> 00:16:35,920 I do, yes. 272 00:16:35,920 --> 00:16:40,600 Yeah, I believe in many lives. 273 00:16:40,600 --> 00:16:42,960 And I didn't before this. 274 00:16:42,960 --> 00:16:46,520 Maybe you and her were good buddies prior to coming here. 275 00:16:46,520 --> 00:16:49,080 Yeah, maybe. 276 00:16:49,080 --> 00:16:52,920 Just a brief interruption here to mention our sponsor, Smart Labels. 277 00:16:52,920 --> 00:16:57,280 If fall season means you're putting away summer clothes and toys, there's a product that helps 278 00:16:57,280 --> 00:16:59,000 you keep it all organized. 279 00:16:59,000 --> 00:17:03,600 Get the Smart Labels and stick their QR codes on all your storage bins. 280 00:17:03,600 --> 00:17:07,040 Scan in the app, add names, descriptions, even pictures. 281 00:17:07,040 --> 00:17:11,760 Then months down the road when you're looking for that thing that you know you stored somewhere, 282 00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:14,920 you can just search in the app and it'll tell you where you put it. 283 00:17:14,920 --> 00:17:18,160 Seriously, it's organizing 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The nearest one to me was, like I said, it was Jesus Christ. 298 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:07,760 Then there was one on the other side of him that also radiated this crazy love energy as 299 00:18:07,760 --> 00:18:08,760 well. 300 00:18:08,760 --> 00:18:14,400 I don't know who it was, but somebody that's high up there. 301 00:18:14,400 --> 00:18:20,760 It's interesting because it was a ball of light, but it was a person to me. 302 00:18:20,760 --> 00:18:24,160 He was a being, but he wasn't a human being. 303 00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:27,720 He was just an energy of a human. 304 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:30,040 Why do you think he didn't appear like a human? 305 00:18:30,040 --> 00:18:31,640 I don't know. 306 00:18:31,640 --> 00:18:34,520 Again, speculation's okay here. 307 00:18:34,520 --> 00:18:38,960 I don't know because Gladys was a human. 308 00:18:38,960 --> 00:18:42,960 She presented herself as a person. 309 00:18:42,960 --> 00:18:50,480 I don't know if I've ever heard of anybody else seeing a ball of light as energy. 310 00:18:50,480 --> 00:18:55,160 Maybe you've spoken to a lot more people about it than I have. 311 00:18:55,160 --> 00:19:01,160 The funny thing was, he was a big ball of light, much larger than me, but still not 312 00:19:01,160 --> 00:19:03,000 intimidating or anything like that. 313 00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:11,520 Of course, he radiated pure love, which I cannot wait to feel that again. 314 00:19:11,520 --> 00:19:14,160 It was an amazing feeling. 315 00:19:14,160 --> 00:19:19,160 That's when I realized that what love was. 316 00:19:19,160 --> 00:19:22,720 I never knew what love was. 317 00:19:22,720 --> 00:19:27,400 I always thought love was a feeling, and it's not. 318 00:19:27,400 --> 00:19:28,400 It's an energy. 319 00:19:28,400 --> 00:19:31,080 It's a vibration. 320 00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:32,840 You're a listener of this podcast. 321 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:37,880 You've heard lots of other episodes, so you probably know what's coming right now. 322 00:19:37,880 --> 00:19:43,920 I need you to try to explain to me a little bit better what did that love feel like? 323 00:19:43,920 --> 00:19:46,600 You just said it's more than a feeling. 324 00:19:46,600 --> 00:19:48,080 It's energy. 325 00:19:48,080 --> 00:19:50,160 I need more than that. 326 00:19:50,160 --> 00:20:01,300 It is like a low voltage electricity penetrating through my entire body, but electricity not 327 00:20:01,300 --> 00:20:02,400 like it hurts. 328 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,480 It's just like a vibration. 329 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:12,080 I felt it from the second I left my body until the second I got back in my body, and then 330 00:20:12,080 --> 00:20:13,560 it was gone. 331 00:20:13,560 --> 00:20:16,400 I don't know if I can even put it into words. 332 00:20:16,400 --> 00:20:23,400 It was something that is everywhere. 333 00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:25,320 It was everywhere. 334 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:31,520 Even when I was hovering over my body and the horse at the ring still, the energy was 335 00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:37,080 coming from the trees and the animals and the building. 336 00:20:37,080 --> 00:20:44,280 Everything was radiating at this higher level of vibration, which makes me think that everything 337 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:46,480 is energy now. 338 00:20:46,480 --> 00:20:50,040 But I don't know if I can put it into words, Eric. 339 00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:51,040 It's really difficult. 340 00:20:51,040 --> 00:20:59,120 It just is a very pleasant, amazing feeling that I just can't wait to hopefully experience 341 00:20:59,120 --> 00:21:01,360 again at some point. 342 00:21:01,360 --> 00:21:02,960 Thank you for trying. 343 00:21:02,960 --> 00:21:06,480 How did you know this ball of light was Jesus? 344 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:09,960 I don't know, because I did not believe in anything. 345 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:11,920 I didn't believe in God at that point. 346 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:13,560 I didn't believe I was not religious. 347 00:21:13,560 --> 00:21:15,080 I wasn't brought up religious. 348 00:21:15,080 --> 00:21:22,240 I had never, I had tried to participate in reading the Bible, and I would go to church 349 00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:23,720 with my friends. 350 00:21:23,720 --> 00:21:26,000 I just never believed in anything. 351 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:34,200 A lot of my experiences with religion were negative for me when I would try to go to 352 00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:35,520 church or something like that. 353 00:21:35,520 --> 00:21:40,320 So I don't know, but I know for a fact that it was Jesus Christ. 354 00:21:40,320 --> 00:21:42,240 I just know. 355 00:21:42,240 --> 00:21:45,840 Has your feeling about religion changed since then? 356 00:21:45,840 --> 00:21:46,840 Religion? 357 00:21:46,840 --> 00:21:51,440 No, my feeling about religion hasn't changed, but my feeling about spirituality has changed. 358 00:21:51,440 --> 00:21:59,440 I definitely, I seek to find that energy again. 359 00:21:59,440 --> 00:22:06,280 Meditation is an important part of not my everyday life, but I do enjoy meditating. 360 00:22:06,280 --> 00:22:08,400 I feel like it balances me. 361 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:11,160 I've dabbled in out-of-body experiences. 362 00:22:11,160 --> 00:22:15,440 I've read a lot of books and had some success with that. 363 00:22:15,440 --> 00:22:18,720 Since then, I did scare myself a couple of times doing that. 364 00:22:18,720 --> 00:22:21,720 So be careful. 365 00:22:21,720 --> 00:22:24,160 Yes, I realize that now. 366 00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:26,440 Yeah, you have to be super careful. 367 00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:29,840 What did it feel like coming back into your body? 368 00:22:29,840 --> 00:22:36,240 Well, when he said that I have not yet learned how to forgive, and I know exactly what he 369 00:22:36,240 --> 00:22:38,760 meant even right now thinking about it. 370 00:22:38,760 --> 00:22:44,360 Right now, I still haven't learned how to forgive, but the second he said that, I was 371 00:22:44,360 --> 00:22:51,040 literally slammed back in my body, and it was instant pain. 372 00:22:51,040 --> 00:22:52,600 There was a lot happening around me. 373 00:22:52,600 --> 00:22:55,280 I was out of the ambulance at that point. 374 00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:58,800 I was on a bed in the emergency room. 375 00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:00,000 There were people everywhere. 376 00:23:00,000 --> 00:23:04,320 There was chaos, I would say. 377 00:23:04,320 --> 00:23:11,640 Instantly when I landed back in my body, I felt like I was, it was too small. 378 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:19,560 My body was just too small, and I explained it like being in a wetsuit that's too tight, 379 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:24,000 too small, like going into a child-sized wetsuit. 380 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:27,120 It was like that for many, many months. 381 00:23:27,120 --> 00:23:32,040 I felt uncomfortable in my own skin. 382 00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:36,160 Also the second that I slammed into my body, I was in instant pain agony. 383 00:23:36,160 --> 00:23:38,560 I had never had pain like that before. 384 00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,640 I'd never really been hurt in my life before. 385 00:23:40,640 --> 00:23:46,440 I mean, maybe jammed a finger or stubbed a toe or something like that, but nothing to 386 00:23:46,440 --> 00:23:49,040 this magnitude of pain. 387 00:23:49,040 --> 00:23:52,920 It definitely made me realize that I was back. 388 00:23:52,920 --> 00:23:56,240 I was really confused at that point. 389 00:23:56,240 --> 00:24:05,680 Nobody said anything to me about being dead until it was probably a couple of days. 390 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:13,000 One of the nurses had come into my room and she was super nice. 391 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,560 I started to tell her about what I experienced. 392 00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:19,000 She goes, oh, we hear this stuff all the time. 393 00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:22,680 She sat and listened to what I had told her. 394 00:24:22,680 --> 00:24:28,880 She said, well, you know, because I had a head injury as well, obviously, with my face 395 00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:31,600 and my teeth and everything. 396 00:24:31,600 --> 00:24:38,120 She said that you were dead, clinically dead for nine minutes is what they counted. 397 00:24:38,120 --> 00:24:40,800 They did paddle me to get me back. 398 00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:45,000 She said that if there were, she's like, there's all sorts of groups out there that 399 00:24:45,000 --> 00:24:50,720 you can go join and there's people like you that have these experiences. 400 00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:55,400 I was really confused. 401 00:24:55,400 --> 00:25:00,040 I was really angry actually because I did not want to come back. 402 00:25:00,040 --> 00:25:04,640 Even thinking back now, like, why would I not want to come back? 403 00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:11,120 Everybody I love is here and I just did not have a desire to be in this world. 404 00:25:11,120 --> 00:25:17,560 I wanted to stay and I didn't experience heaven or anything. 405 00:25:17,560 --> 00:25:23,840 It was just that feeling that I really wanted to get back. 406 00:25:23,840 --> 00:25:27,120 Yeah, we don't have that here. 407 00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:28,640 No. 408 00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:34,600 It's just something we get to deal with, but I can't imagine how hard that was for you. 409 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:39,240 You were feeling nothing but wonderful outside of your body. 410 00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:43,640 I don't think it was the being, quote, slammed back in that hurt. 411 00:25:43,640 --> 00:25:48,840 I think it was just the fact that all of a sudden you're in your body and you're feeling 412 00:25:48,840 --> 00:25:51,720 all of that pain and trauma. 413 00:25:51,720 --> 00:25:55,440 Yeah, my body was broken. 414 00:25:55,440 --> 00:25:56,440 It definitely wasn't. 415 00:25:56,440 --> 00:25:57,640 I agree with you. 416 00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:04,080 It wasn't me going the slamming back in a box because I slammed back in. 417 00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:08,960 I kind of feel like every once in a while I have a dream where I feel like I'm falling 418 00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:17,160 and then I feel almost like I've just started to maybe get into a weird dream. 419 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:21,280 Maybe even have an out of body experience and then I drop back into my body suddenly. 420 00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:23,360 It was that times a thousand. 421 00:26:23,360 --> 00:26:24,360 I do agree with you. 422 00:26:24,360 --> 00:26:26,440 I don't think it was the getting back in the body. 423 00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,080 It was just the body itself that was so damaged. 424 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:34,680 Well, and the contrast from feeling wonderful to all of a sudden everything you're going 425 00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:38,200 to feel, which was so much pain. 426 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:39,200 Okay. 427 00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:40,800 How long did it take you to get better? 428 00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:43,920 Give me an idea of what your recovery was like. 429 00:26:43,920 --> 00:26:48,120 I've never ridden a horse since and I was a, I mean, I trained horses. 430 00:26:48,120 --> 00:26:49,960 That was my life. 431 00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:53,000 I just was done. 432 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:55,320 It took me through. 433 00:26:55,320 --> 00:26:57,760 It took me through at least three weeks. 434 00:26:57,760 --> 00:27:02,200 It was just under three weeks in the hospital, but it was months and months and months of 435 00:27:02,200 --> 00:27:03,600 rehabilitation. 436 00:27:03,600 --> 00:27:08,080 Just the fact of having my body, I was smushed. 437 00:27:08,080 --> 00:27:13,720 Everything was smushed inside of my body and I was in so much pain for so long. 438 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:19,920 And then after like eight, eight or nine months, I just every day I felt better and better 439 00:27:19,920 --> 00:27:21,320 and better and better. 440 00:27:21,320 --> 00:27:26,320 So I would say probably a good year before I was up and moving around again and trying 441 00:27:26,320 --> 00:27:28,800 to figure out, you know, what I was going to do with my life. 442 00:27:28,800 --> 00:27:34,320 Cause my life had been from the time I was a young child until, you know, I was 25 years 443 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,120 old as I was a horse trainer. 444 00:27:36,120 --> 00:27:37,080 I rode horses. 445 00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:40,400 I lived, eat, breathe horses. 446 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:45,240 So it was about a year that I finally had to try to figure out what I was going to do. 447 00:27:45,240 --> 00:27:49,440 For those of us that haven't been squished by a horse, give me an idea of how much that 448 00:27:49,440 --> 00:27:51,440 horse weighed. 449 00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:54,240 It's probably 1200 pounds. 450 00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:55,860 And I, I rode English. 451 00:27:55,860 --> 00:28:00,160 So I didn't have a big Western saddle with that big horn in the front. 452 00:28:00,160 --> 00:28:04,120 I was, I rode a hundred jumpers and dressage and three day venting. 453 00:28:04,120 --> 00:28:05,480 So I was in an English saddle. 454 00:28:05,480 --> 00:28:10,160 So luckily there was, I was not in a Western saddle that probably would have killed me. 455 00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:11,160 Yeah. 456 00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:12,400 He was probably 1200 pounds. 457 00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,320 He was a good size horse. 458 00:28:14,320 --> 00:28:16,160 And he was okay, I assume. 459 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:19,880 He was fine, turd. 460 00:28:19,880 --> 00:28:21,520 And your dog? 461 00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:23,200 My dog was fine as well. 462 00:28:23,200 --> 00:28:27,840 I had a lot of friends that worked there obviously, cause that's where I worked, but, and they 463 00:28:27,840 --> 00:28:32,000 took my dog home and cared for my dog until I got out. 464 00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:33,520 And she was very happy to see me. 465 00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:36,880 This is before you could bring your dog into the hospital. 466 00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:39,520 And now we, we have a service dog. 467 00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,000 We just take him everywhere we go. 468 00:28:41,000 --> 00:28:42,000 So. 469 00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:46,800 So you mentioned that you were told that you had to learn how to forgive. 470 00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:48,880 Do you feel like you've done that? 471 00:28:48,880 --> 00:28:50,880 No. 472 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:55,640 Every single, so I literally think about this experience every day of my life. 473 00:28:55,640 --> 00:29:02,560 And I, I want to forgive. 474 00:29:02,560 --> 00:29:05,480 And I'll say in my head, you know, oh, I forgive. 475 00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:09,480 And that's not only forgiving of the people that's forgiving myself, not that I'm a terrible 476 00:29:09,480 --> 00:29:12,440 person or anything, but just forgiving myself. 477 00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:13,560 I'm really hard on myself. 478 00:29:13,560 --> 00:29:15,480 I'm my own worst enemy. 479 00:29:15,480 --> 00:29:19,560 And I haven't, I don't think. 480 00:29:19,560 --> 00:29:21,840 But I work on it every day. 481 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:23,000 I do meditation. 482 00:29:23,000 --> 00:29:26,680 I work on forgiveness and forgiving other people. 483 00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:29,920 Yeah, I don't think I have. 484 00:29:29,920 --> 00:29:31,240 Cause I still have anger issues. 485 00:29:31,240 --> 00:29:38,800 So my anger tends to, I'm not an angry person, but my anger tends to keep me from forgiveness, 486 00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:46,280 I think, getting mad at my past, my childhood, things like that. 487 00:29:46,280 --> 00:29:49,560 So do you have people from your childhood that you need to forgive still? 488 00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:50,560 Oh yeah. 489 00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:51,560 Yeah. 490 00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:52,560 Yeah. 491 00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:58,280 My parents, I have siblings that probably I need to forgive. 492 00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:02,520 And that's probably where it stems from is my childhood. 493 00:30:02,520 --> 00:30:04,560 It was, it wasn't hard. 494 00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:06,760 It just was, I didn't receive love. 495 00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:12,600 That is why I know what that feeling, that vibration was is because I had never experienced 496 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:13,920 that even in childhood. 497 00:30:13,920 --> 00:30:15,880 Like I did not know what love was. 498 00:30:15,880 --> 00:30:20,720 And I came back knowing exactly, exactly what love was. 499 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:24,200 So what else did you learn from this experience? 500 00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:31,280 I learned that your soul is separate from this body. 501 00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:35,880 And like I said earlier, I believe that we have, we reincarnate. 502 00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:44,800 Come back as, to try it again, you know, so and that everybody has their own, their, everybody 503 00:30:44,800 --> 00:30:46,600 is on their own journey. 504 00:30:46,600 --> 00:30:53,320 And if I only have to do this one thing, learn how to forgive, it's not as easy as it sounds, 505 00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:57,120 unfortunately, then what do other people have to do? 506 00:30:57,120 --> 00:31:00,080 Like what are their, what's their destiny? 507 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:04,040 You know, and, and I always wonder like, if I learn how to forgive, am I just going to 508 00:31:04,040 --> 00:31:05,760 drop dead and be gone? 509 00:31:05,760 --> 00:31:10,040 Like one day I'm going to learn how to forgive and then I'm going to be in heaven. 510 00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:11,400 You know, I don't know. 511 00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:16,000 Do I get to enjoy the life after I learn how to forgive? 512 00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:19,680 I hope you're not really asking me those questions. 513 00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:22,760 No, these are questions I asked myself. 514 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:23,960 Sure. 515 00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:28,640 If someone that you knew had a real fear of death, what would you say to them? 516 00:31:28,640 --> 00:31:31,360 And what's your level of fear? 517 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,520 My level of fear is zero. 518 00:31:33,520 --> 00:31:41,200 Like, I am not afraid of death and I'm not afraid of other people dying and the people 519 00:31:41,200 --> 00:31:46,200 that I love either because I know, I know that I'm going to see them again. 520 00:31:46,200 --> 00:31:50,760 And honestly, I feel like that everything is right here. 521 00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:54,600 It's not like heaven is up in the sky and far, far away. 522 00:31:54,600 --> 00:31:55,880 Everything is like right here. 523 00:31:55,880 --> 00:31:58,800 We're all connected energetically. 524 00:31:58,800 --> 00:32:04,320 And if somebody passes away and leaves their body, they're still all connected to me. 525 00:32:04,320 --> 00:32:08,040 The reason I started talking about this, because like I said, I didn't talk about this very 526 00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:09,040 much. 527 00:32:09,040 --> 00:32:11,720 It was, first of all, I didn't know what really happened. 528 00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:19,440 And I mean, I knew what happened by my experience, but really what happened, you know? 529 00:32:19,440 --> 00:32:24,360 I started talking about it because it seemed to help some people that, because a lot of 530 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:27,200 people live in fear of death, of dying. 531 00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:30,440 I mean, they'll hang on until the inf-degree. 532 00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:35,440 They'll be sick for long periods of time when they don't have to be. 533 00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:38,920 And probably because of fear of death. 534 00:32:38,920 --> 00:32:40,720 And so I started talking about it. 535 00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:46,760 If anybody, you know, asks about my background, that is definitely one of the things that 536 00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:51,920 I would bring up if I felt comfortable talking to that person and telling them my story. 537 00:32:51,920 --> 00:32:53,880 And a lot of people are like, what? 538 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:54,880 Holy cow. 539 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:57,240 Oh yeah, you can blow people's minds. 540 00:32:57,240 --> 00:33:01,720 It has to be in the right setting and stuff to talk to them about. 541 00:33:01,720 --> 00:33:08,240 I'm also really happy for you that you had a good nurse who was so very understanding. 542 00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:12,440 And she didn't try to make you think that you were crazy or something. 543 00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:15,560 I didn't get too in depth with her. 544 00:33:15,560 --> 00:33:21,960 I just started telling her like, listen, I was like hovering over my body and this crazy 545 00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:22,960 thing happened. 546 00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:26,280 And she was just like, oh, it happened all the time. 547 00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:28,040 I can't imagine what they hear. 548 00:33:28,040 --> 00:33:29,680 Yeah, crazy stuff. 549 00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:30,680 Okay. 550 00:33:30,680 --> 00:33:32,360 Well, Tessa, those are some great messages. 551 00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:36,080 Do you have anything else you want to leave our listeners with? 552 00:33:36,080 --> 00:33:38,960 Just not to be afraid of death. 553 00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:41,720 That is, it's really important to not be afraid of death. 554 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,280 Live every day like it is your last day. 555 00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,840 I do definitely do now. 556 00:33:46,840 --> 00:33:51,680 And it's a very pleasant, wonderful experience, at least for me it was. 557 00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:53,400 All right, thank you. 558 00:33:53,400 --> 00:33:57,400 I hope you can introduce me to Aunt Gladys someday, way in the future. 559 00:33:57,400 --> 00:33:58,400 Oh, gosh. 560 00:33:58,400 --> 00:34:02,000 I can't, I hope, I hope I get to see her again. 561 00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:03,000 Sounds fun. 562 00:34:03,000 --> 00:34:04,760 All right, thanks a lot, Tessa. 563 00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,760 Thank you. 564 00:34:07,760 --> 00:34:10,560 Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast. 565 00:34:10,560 --> 00:34:16,640 Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com. 566 00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:20,920 If you want to share your near-death experience or if you have questions or comments about 567 00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:25,240 the show, send an email to ericatroundtriptest.com. 568 00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:52,520 Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.