1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,400 From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes. 2 00:00:08,400 --> 00:00:13,440 They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped. 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:18,120 And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my 4 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:21,320 physical body because I was somewhere else. 5 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:27,400 The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't 6 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,400 anything else to be felt. 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,560 I was greeted by people I'd known in the past. 8 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:34,240 On back home again. 9 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:39,080 Incredibly safe and felt at home. 10 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:42,160 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death, everybody. 11 00:00:42,160 --> 00:00:49,480 And a special warm welcome to two guests that we have today, Regine and Terry. 12 00:00:49,480 --> 00:00:51,600 And this is horrible. 13 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:53,960 I forgot your last names, but I have them here. 14 00:00:53,960 --> 00:00:56,760 Regine Bailey and Terry Masters, right? 15 00:00:56,760 --> 00:00:58,560 Who's who? 16 00:00:58,560 --> 00:01:00,920 I'm Regine, I'm Terry. 17 00:01:00,920 --> 00:01:01,920 Okay. 18 00:01:01,920 --> 00:01:07,240 I'm going to give a little explanation before we start and get to know you two because this 19 00:01:07,240 --> 00:01:12,000 is going to be a very, very unusual episode of the podcast. 20 00:01:12,000 --> 00:01:15,280 And I'm trying to figure out how even to explain this. 21 00:01:15,280 --> 00:01:21,960 First of all, we have two people on at the same time because their story goes together 22 00:01:21,960 --> 00:01:30,440 and it overlaps and it intermingles and intertwines and you'll find that in a few minutes. 23 00:01:30,440 --> 00:01:37,840 The other thing that I wanted to bring up, I spent last week at the IONS convention for 24 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:41,080 this year, which was down in Phoenix. 25 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:48,120 And we had some wonderful lectures and presentations about near-death experiences and shared death 26 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:55,800 experiences, which is something we'll be talking more about in future episodes of this show. 27 00:01:55,800 --> 00:02:02,160 But the unusual thing about these two here that we'll be talking about today, it's more 28 00:02:02,160 --> 00:02:09,760 like shared near-death experiences, which I promise is a topic that never came up at 29 00:02:09,760 --> 00:02:11,040 the IONS conference. 30 00:02:11,040 --> 00:02:17,520 So this is something new for a lot of people and there's going to be some surprises and 31 00:02:17,520 --> 00:02:19,320 it's going to be a lot of fun. 32 00:02:19,320 --> 00:02:22,880 And we have hours and hours to talk about and we're going to try to figure out how to 33 00:02:22,880 --> 00:02:30,480 condense it and make it in some sort of a fashion that makes some sense. 34 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:34,440 So good luck to all three of us today. 35 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:37,960 And especially to me to figure out how the heck to do this. 36 00:02:37,960 --> 00:02:42,400 But let's start with letting our listeners get to know you too just a little bit. 37 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:49,160 And by the way, Terry and Regine are just best of friends, closest friends, as you'll 38 00:02:49,160 --> 00:02:50,600 also come to learn. 39 00:02:50,600 --> 00:02:56,160 But Terry, give us one minute on who is Terry first. 40 00:02:56,160 --> 00:02:59,200 Hi, my name is Terry Masters. 41 00:02:59,200 --> 00:03:02,080 Went through cancer, beat it several times. 42 00:03:02,080 --> 00:03:06,280 Of course, you know, I'm one that had the NDE's. 43 00:03:06,280 --> 00:03:08,680 I have a widow. 44 00:03:08,680 --> 00:03:11,120 I have three young boys. 45 00:03:11,120 --> 00:03:12,840 Well, they're not young. 46 00:03:12,840 --> 00:03:14,400 They're young men now. 47 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:19,560 And I have two great grandbabies that just make my life complete. 48 00:03:19,560 --> 00:03:21,640 Did you say great grandbabies? 49 00:03:21,640 --> 00:03:22,640 No. 50 00:03:22,640 --> 00:03:23,640 Or grandbabies that are great. 51 00:03:23,640 --> 00:03:26,640 But they're all, they're amazing, I should say. 52 00:03:26,640 --> 00:03:29,240 You didn't look old enough to be great. 53 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:31,720 They look good in general. 54 00:03:31,720 --> 00:03:33,400 All right. 55 00:03:33,400 --> 00:03:34,400 Regine. 56 00:03:34,400 --> 00:03:35,400 All right. 57 00:03:35,400 --> 00:03:36,400 I'm Regine. 58 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:39,280 I live just north of Seattle. 59 00:03:39,280 --> 00:03:40,480 I'm also widowed. 60 00:03:40,480 --> 00:03:48,800 I have four children and three grandchildren that are also great that make my life complete 61 00:03:48,800 --> 00:03:49,800 as well. 62 00:03:49,800 --> 00:03:56,360 I have always been Terry's contact person through any medical procedures or emergencies 63 00:03:56,360 --> 00:03:58,200 or really anything and everything. 64 00:03:58,200 --> 00:04:04,120 And a lot of times we were, she was 2,000 miles apart from each other when these were 65 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:08,080 happening as she would be in West Virginia. 66 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:10,600 And I would be in Seattle. 67 00:04:10,600 --> 00:04:15,120 So we have, everything is documented through text because of that. 68 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:17,200 I was never present. 69 00:04:17,200 --> 00:04:19,720 So we have everything documented in text. 70 00:04:19,720 --> 00:04:26,920 So I just wanted to just kind of preface this with that we are close friends because of 71 00:04:26,920 --> 00:04:29,240 the experiences that we've gone through. 72 00:04:29,240 --> 00:04:30,920 And we're now roommates. 73 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:34,600 So we both, she came out here from West Virginia. 74 00:04:34,600 --> 00:04:37,760 So here we are. 75 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,400 And by the way, thanks for sending the book. 76 00:04:40,400 --> 00:04:43,520 Dancing in the Sky. 77 00:04:43,520 --> 00:04:44,720 I got a start on it. 78 00:04:44,720 --> 00:04:45,840 I haven't finished it yet. 79 00:04:45,840 --> 00:04:47,800 It is a pretty quick read. 80 00:04:47,800 --> 00:04:51,720 And it's a beautiful story about two close friends. 81 00:04:51,720 --> 00:04:57,280 And about going through struggles of cancer and et cetera, et cetera. 82 00:04:57,280 --> 00:05:01,800 In addition to talking about near death experiences, which we're going to dive into even deeper 83 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:03,800 today. 84 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:06,240 But maybe we should start with Terry. 85 00:05:06,240 --> 00:05:11,720 Give us just a little bit of, if you don't mind, nothing too personal, but history with 86 00:05:11,720 --> 00:05:18,200 your diagnosis and a general overview of treatment that you've been through so far. 87 00:05:18,200 --> 00:05:22,800 It all started out, I was like constantly having heartburn all the time. 88 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:26,440 And then it led to me having problems swallowing food. 89 00:05:26,440 --> 00:05:28,920 It would get lodged in my throat. 90 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:35,520 So when it started doing that, I knew I needed to go see a doctor to see what was going on. 91 00:05:35,520 --> 00:05:39,480 And that's when they ran some tests on me and I discovered that I was at stage three 92 00:05:39,480 --> 00:05:40,800 esophageal cancer. 93 00:05:40,800 --> 00:05:47,480 And after that, I had to have a surgery to actually have part of my esophagus removed 94 00:05:47,480 --> 00:05:48,960 and my stomach stretched. 95 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:57,280 So I had to be on a liquid diet for so long to wait for it to heal up and stuff like that. 96 00:05:57,280 --> 00:06:00,240 Had to go through the chemo and radiation. 97 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:02,480 So surgery, chemo and radiation. 98 00:06:02,480 --> 00:06:03,480 Yeah. 99 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:08,000 So any different surgeries have you had? 100 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:09,000 Oh. 101 00:06:09,000 --> 00:06:15,200 Well, everything happened, liquid, then two and a half years from January of 2019 was 102 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:20,880 the first major surgery and the first, her first NDE. 103 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:23,440 And the last one was September of 2022. 104 00:06:23,440 --> 00:06:29,880 And that one was when she was actually out here in Seattle and there was fluid and then 105 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:31,560 air around her heart. 106 00:06:31,560 --> 00:06:45,160 So as far as surgeries and the complications from the surgeries, at least 15, we haven't 107 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:46,160 processed them all yet. 108 00:06:46,160 --> 00:06:49,160 There's a lot to process and talked about a lot. 109 00:06:49,160 --> 00:06:55,520 There's just been a lot of different surgeries that you've had, brain tumors, hemorrhages. 110 00:06:55,520 --> 00:07:00,800 And then let's just throw in just for the heck of it, a car accident where she was hit 111 00:07:00,800 --> 00:07:05,440 by a drunk driver who was going 50 miles an hour through an intersection, in addition 112 00:07:05,440 --> 00:07:07,960 to the other things that were also happening in her life. 113 00:07:07,960 --> 00:07:11,000 So a lot happened in the two and a half years. 114 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:16,880 Well, and even more than that, based on the book, there's an assault. 115 00:07:16,880 --> 00:07:21,520 There's just, oh my goodness, I can't believe how much you've been through, Terry. 116 00:07:21,520 --> 00:07:23,720 By the way, I'm hearing a little squeak in the background. 117 00:07:23,720 --> 00:07:25,720 Is that a dog? 118 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:26,720 Okay. 119 00:07:26,720 --> 00:07:32,920 Okay, so I don't know if our listeners can hear that if they can. 120 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:34,520 Just to just smile. 121 00:07:34,520 --> 00:07:38,920 It's just, we'll pretend it's a happy puppy back there. 122 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:39,920 Yeah. 123 00:07:39,920 --> 00:07:44,360 Hopefully he'll stop, but I'm not sure. 124 00:07:44,360 --> 00:07:45,520 Okay. 125 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:47,160 Not a problem. 126 00:07:47,160 --> 00:07:55,400 This is going to be a huge number, but you've had about 11 NDE-type experiences now. 127 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,600 We don't have time to talk about all of them today. 128 00:07:57,600 --> 00:08:03,720 And frankly, as you were saying earlier, you haven't had a chance really to process all 129 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:04,720 of them. 130 00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:07,520 It, and it does take time, and I get it. 131 00:08:07,520 --> 00:08:13,960 So, but what, tell us a little bit about the very first near-death experience that you 132 00:08:13,960 --> 00:08:16,640 guys remember and a little bit about what happened. 133 00:08:16,640 --> 00:08:22,320 My first one is when I had, after having the radiation and the chemo, it kind of damaged 134 00:08:22,320 --> 00:08:28,880 some of my blood stem cells, so they had to find a procedure to try to restore those, 135 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:34,960 which I had to have a stem cell procedure, which was very risky because it was either 136 00:08:34,960 --> 00:08:36,240 I do it or I don't. 137 00:08:36,240 --> 00:08:39,080 If I don't do it, then I've got 0% chance of living. 138 00:08:39,080 --> 00:08:42,480 If I do it, I've got 20% chance of living. 139 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:47,440 So that's when I go to RGN and I'm like, I just don't know what to do. 140 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:48,440 I'm scared. 141 00:08:48,440 --> 00:08:49,440 I don't know what to do. 142 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:52,800 This is the thing she always tells me, let's weigh our pros and cons. 143 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:56,080 You know, if you don't do it, you've got 0%. 144 00:08:56,080 --> 00:08:58,200 If you do it, you've got 20%. 145 00:08:58,200 --> 00:09:01,640 So that's pretty much when I decided to put on a brief face and head to the operating 146 00:09:01,640 --> 00:09:02,640 room. 147 00:09:02,640 --> 00:09:05,560 But what happened? 148 00:09:05,560 --> 00:09:07,720 Tell me about the experience itself. 149 00:09:07,720 --> 00:09:11,560 I mean, did you actually die on the operating table? 150 00:09:11,560 --> 00:09:14,560 Um, yes. 151 00:09:14,560 --> 00:09:20,880 I don't remember much, much after going under when I went into the operating room. 152 00:09:20,880 --> 00:09:26,360 The only thing I remember is being in this dark tunnel and seeing a bright light at the 153 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:27,360 end of it. 154 00:09:27,360 --> 00:09:34,000 As I got to the end where the bright light was, I seen this massive figure and it, you 155 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:36,640 know, kind of a little confusing at what I was seeing. 156 00:09:36,640 --> 00:09:39,120 And I think it kind of realized it. 157 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:43,360 And that's when it kind of transformed and when it transformed into these three beautiful 158 00:09:43,360 --> 00:09:45,200 angels. 159 00:09:45,200 --> 00:09:49,160 But these angels kind of reminded me of an angel that my grandmother always had set in 160 00:09:49,160 --> 00:09:50,160 her house. 161 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:52,800 And it was like, it was a fiber optic angel. 162 00:09:52,800 --> 00:09:53,800 It would light up. 163 00:09:53,800 --> 00:09:58,560 She always had it lit up and they had these glowing, they had like glowing lights all around 164 00:09:58,560 --> 00:09:59,560 them. 165 00:09:59,560 --> 00:10:02,040 They were just a beautiful thing to see. 166 00:10:02,040 --> 00:10:07,680 Next thing I know is that they've taken me to this, to this garden and in the garden, 167 00:10:07,680 --> 00:10:11,680 I see all these animals and all these flowers. 168 00:10:11,680 --> 00:10:14,680 I mean, it was, it was just an amazing view. 169 00:10:14,680 --> 00:10:18,280 It was like Noah's Ark with all the animals were just right there. 170 00:10:18,280 --> 00:10:19,280 Okay. 171 00:10:19,280 --> 00:10:20,280 Slow down. 172 00:10:20,280 --> 00:10:21,280 I want a little more detail. 173 00:10:21,280 --> 00:10:28,800 Do you have any idea this first figure or being that you saw who, what that was? 174 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:30,920 At the time I didn't. 175 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:34,120 I mean, it was, you know, like I said, I was confused at what I was seeing. 176 00:10:34,120 --> 00:10:39,280 And I think it sense that, and that's when it transformed into three angels. 177 00:10:39,280 --> 00:10:42,880 And even at this time, I really didn't know who these angels were because this was all 178 00:10:42,880 --> 00:10:43,880 new to me. 179 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:44,880 Okay. 180 00:10:44,880 --> 00:10:47,920 I want to hear detail about the garden. 181 00:10:47,920 --> 00:10:52,160 Can you describe trees, plants, whatever you saw? 182 00:10:52,160 --> 00:10:53,160 Yeah. 183 00:10:53,160 --> 00:10:59,240 I mean, the garden was full of every flower that you could possibly imagine seeing a Roma 184 00:10:59,240 --> 00:11:03,320 with the sense that I've never smelled before. 185 00:11:03,320 --> 00:11:07,560 Every animal, I mean, it was just, I mean, it's just like they're just all around. 186 00:11:07,560 --> 00:11:10,360 I mean, it was like no care, no worries. 187 00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:15,120 I mean, just quite beautiful, just so comforting. 188 00:11:15,120 --> 00:11:17,760 Every animal, can you remember any that you saw? 189 00:11:17,760 --> 00:11:19,880 Oh, I've seen dogs. 190 00:11:19,880 --> 00:11:21,160 I've seen cats. 191 00:11:21,160 --> 00:11:24,240 I've seen, I've seen lines. 192 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:26,080 I've seen, I mean, you name it. 193 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:32,880 I mean, I've seen every animal as if you would see them walking on Noah's Ark. 194 00:11:32,880 --> 00:11:34,080 It was just amazing. 195 00:11:34,080 --> 00:11:36,960 It was mind blowing, to be honest. 196 00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:39,280 And what happened next after the garden? 197 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:47,080 They take me on into the garden and I hear this familiar voice and I knew this voice. 198 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:49,600 I knew it was my grandmother. 199 00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:54,080 But as they got me closer to where she was sitting, I didn't recognize her because she 200 00:11:54,080 --> 00:11:58,400 was at such a young age and I had never seen her at that age before. 201 00:11:58,400 --> 00:12:03,080 So, but I knew it was her, just by her voice and the things she was saying to me. 202 00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:07,120 It was as if she was just sitting there waiting to just have a conversation with me like she 203 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:09,320 was waiting for me to show up. 204 00:12:09,320 --> 00:12:11,880 We just started having a conversation. 205 00:12:11,880 --> 00:12:16,360 She was just, you know, telling me how proud she was of me for going through all the struggles 206 00:12:16,360 --> 00:12:19,160 that I've been through and was still going through. 207 00:12:19,160 --> 00:12:25,520 And she always knew that I struggled with self-love and self-worth and I guess she was 208 00:12:25,520 --> 00:12:31,880 making it a point to tell me, you know, how well and how far I was coming with everything. 209 00:12:31,880 --> 00:12:34,360 Was this the grandmother that you were close with? 210 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:35,360 Yes. 211 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:37,240 This grandmother was like a mother to me. 212 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:43,080 Now, you said that she was much young, looked much younger. 213 00:12:43,080 --> 00:12:44,080 How young? 214 00:12:44,080 --> 00:12:45,640 Closer to eight or closer to 28? 215 00:12:45,640 --> 00:12:49,440 I'd say she was probably in her 20s, 30s. 216 00:12:49,440 --> 00:12:51,640 That is so neat. 217 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:54,720 Was there anything else before the experience ended? 218 00:12:54,720 --> 00:12:55,720 Yeah. 219 00:12:55,720 --> 00:13:00,680 I wasn't wanting to leave my grandmother, but she kept telling me that, you know, I 220 00:13:00,680 --> 00:13:05,840 needed to go back, I needed to return because I had things to do, but I wanted to be with 221 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:09,480 her because she was like my go-to person for everything. 222 00:13:09,480 --> 00:13:11,440 And I just didn't want to leave her. 223 00:13:11,440 --> 00:13:16,520 And I really believe that the angel sensed that I was struggling with returning. 224 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:19,320 And that's when they led me to the stream of water. 225 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:23,120 And as I was like glancing down in the water, I see a reflection and her reflection was 226 00:13:23,120 --> 00:13:26,120 of Ray Jean's. 227 00:13:26,120 --> 00:13:29,440 Glad to see her in this reflection, but not the way that I seen her. 228 00:13:29,440 --> 00:13:33,880 She was like, looked like she was texting on her phone. 229 00:13:33,880 --> 00:13:35,240 All of a sudden, I see her. 230 00:13:35,240 --> 00:13:36,240 She's actually at work. 231 00:13:36,240 --> 00:13:41,120 I see her walk over to one of the co-workers that she worked with. 232 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:45,720 And she just like walked to her and she was just shook her head, no. 233 00:13:45,720 --> 00:13:49,680 And then she just never said anything and kind of like turned around and walked back 234 00:13:49,680 --> 00:13:53,880 into a section of the store that she would never normally work in. 235 00:13:53,880 --> 00:13:58,040 And I could see that she had tears rolling down her face. 236 00:13:58,040 --> 00:14:04,920 So I was a little bit confused and was asking how I could get a message to her to let her 237 00:14:04,920 --> 00:14:06,200 know that I was okay. 238 00:14:06,200 --> 00:14:10,280 Well, maybe I got that on a little mix though there. 239 00:14:10,280 --> 00:14:12,400 That was a yeah, but you know, that is true. 240 00:14:12,400 --> 00:14:13,400 You did think that was. 241 00:14:13,400 --> 00:14:14,400 I didn't. 242 00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:15,400 Yeah. 243 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:16,480 So, but she was in the store. 244 00:14:16,480 --> 00:14:21,680 So we're going to talk about some communication that was in the fourth NDE right now. 245 00:14:21,680 --> 00:14:22,960 That was in the fourth one. 246 00:14:22,960 --> 00:14:25,320 And let's, let's take these in order. 247 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:27,480 Let's stick with the first one for just a minute. 248 00:14:27,480 --> 00:14:29,640 Was there anything else to it? 249 00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:30,640 I did see her. 250 00:14:30,640 --> 00:14:34,880 I see her in a reflection of the water. 251 00:14:34,880 --> 00:14:36,360 That's when you were sitting on the couch. 252 00:14:36,360 --> 00:14:38,080 No, that's at the store. 253 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:39,080 You're right. 254 00:14:39,080 --> 00:14:40,480 So Eric, we're getting kind of confused. 255 00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:41,480 I'm sorry. 256 00:14:41,480 --> 00:14:44,920 But the very first one was when you saw me in the store and then that's when your grandmother 257 00:14:44,920 --> 00:14:47,120 said that you needed to go back and. 258 00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:48,120 Yeah. 259 00:14:48,120 --> 00:14:49,120 That's when I'm okay. 260 00:14:49,120 --> 00:14:50,120 Yes. 261 00:14:50,120 --> 00:14:54,400 I'm so sorry that I'm getting confused or just like again, there's just so many of them. 262 00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:59,600 But that's when I did see her in the store and I knew that I needed to let her know that 263 00:14:59,600 --> 00:15:00,840 I was okay. 264 00:15:00,840 --> 00:15:03,160 And I knew I needed to return. 265 00:15:03,160 --> 00:15:04,400 I needed to return for her. 266 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:06,760 I needed to return for my kids. 267 00:15:06,760 --> 00:15:11,320 All of a sudden I kind of felt like I was being weighed down and then I started falling 268 00:15:11,320 --> 00:15:13,320 at a fast pace. 269 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:17,600 And the next thing I know is I woke up in a cold hospital room with my son looking down 270 00:15:17,600 --> 00:15:22,280 at me, telling me that he would take me home just as soon as they released me. 271 00:15:22,280 --> 00:15:23,280 Okay. 272 00:15:23,280 --> 00:15:24,280 Wow. 273 00:15:24,280 --> 00:15:29,000 That's a lot for anybody to have one experience like that. 274 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:30,640 Let's go ahead and jump to number two. 275 00:15:30,640 --> 00:15:32,640 How much later was number two? 276 00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:33,640 September of 2020. 277 00:15:33,640 --> 00:15:37,480 It was about a year and a half later and that was the car accident. 278 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:43,160 So she had a, she had the car accident, September of 2020, about a year and a half later and 279 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:45,440 a couple months after that was the assault. 280 00:15:45,440 --> 00:15:48,200 So each one of those were near death experiences. 281 00:15:48,200 --> 00:15:57,240 And then the fourth one was May of 2021 where she had a brain tumor and she had absolutely 282 00:15:57,240 --> 00:16:02,840 actually collapsed with it because of the pressure on her brain until she was brought 283 00:16:02,840 --> 00:16:07,120 into the emergency non-responsive. 284 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:12,400 So the fourth one is actually where we had our first communication. 285 00:16:12,400 --> 00:16:18,840 And I was the contact person for the nurse, so I get a text out of the blue from Terry 286 00:16:18,840 --> 00:16:23,280 Stone just stating that this was the ER nurse and she wanted to make sure that I was who 287 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:26,200 I was and that I was her contact person. 288 00:16:26,200 --> 00:16:31,200 And I said I was and she told me that I had a decision that I needed to make. 289 00:16:31,200 --> 00:16:35,040 And she briefly told me that Terry was brought in unresponsive. 290 00:16:35,040 --> 00:16:39,320 They wanted to know and then looking at her records, they knew that she had a brain tumor. 291 00:16:39,320 --> 00:16:45,840 They wanted to know if they should call time or if they should hook her up to life support. 292 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:48,920 I know you're at this point there was a little bit of history. 293 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:50,680 So I knew that she did crash. 294 00:16:50,680 --> 00:16:56,640 I knew that she did her surgeries were distressing to her, but I knew that she could come back. 295 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:59,160 So I mean, I immediately said put her on life support. 296 00:16:59,160 --> 00:17:04,660 So they did that hoping to stabilize her to be able to do the surgery. 297 00:17:04,660 --> 00:17:11,760 So it was when she was on life support in this condition that the first text came through 298 00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:17,800 and from her phone to mine and it was handwritten and it just said, I will always love you. 299 00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:21,360 And I'm like, oh my God, I immediately was followed by the nursing. 300 00:17:21,360 --> 00:17:23,080 I did not send them. 301 00:17:23,080 --> 00:17:26,240 I'm like, oh my God, what just happened? 302 00:17:26,240 --> 00:17:28,240 Okay, hang on, hang on. 303 00:17:28,240 --> 00:17:29,240 Yeah. 304 00:17:29,240 --> 00:17:30,240 Hang on. 305 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:31,240 I know. 306 00:17:31,240 --> 00:17:34,760 I don't want to blow everybody's minds too fast. 307 00:17:34,760 --> 00:17:35,760 I know. 308 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:38,800 You got a little bit ahead of me, but that's okay. 309 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:40,600 We'll jump to this spot. 310 00:17:40,600 --> 00:17:43,800 Whose phone did the text come from, Regene? 311 00:17:43,800 --> 00:17:45,920 From Terry's phone or the nurses phone? 312 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:46,920 Terry's phone. 313 00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:51,040 So the nurses always, when I would get updates from the nurses that was always on Terry's 314 00:17:51,040 --> 00:17:52,040 phone. 315 00:17:52,040 --> 00:17:53,040 Okay. 316 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:55,760 So they would always have Terry's phone. 317 00:17:55,760 --> 00:18:00,120 And then I would get like, like for instance, I know we're jumping around here, but the 318 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:04,640 first one that she was talking about, I would, and what she was seeing, she was seeing me 319 00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:10,000 actually communicating with the nurse and I was getting the updates from that surgery. 320 00:18:10,000 --> 00:18:13,480 I was crying because they had, she had crashed. 321 00:18:13,480 --> 00:18:15,480 She was in cardiac arrest. 322 00:18:15,480 --> 00:18:21,640 They were giving me, she was giving me a countdown, you know, 10, 15, 20, 25. 323 00:18:21,640 --> 00:18:23,360 And then I lost contact with the nurse. 324 00:18:23,360 --> 00:18:25,680 There was no contact and I didn't know what to think. 325 00:18:25,680 --> 00:18:27,520 So I thought she had shit past. 326 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:29,080 I thought she had crossed. 327 00:18:29,080 --> 00:18:32,760 And that's when I walked over to that coworker and just shook my head, no, you know, like 328 00:18:32,760 --> 00:18:34,840 she didn't make it. 329 00:18:34,840 --> 00:18:37,560 There weren't many that knew what was going on, but she was one that did. 330 00:18:37,560 --> 00:18:42,920 And so that's what Terry had seen me and totally validated exactly what I was doing. 331 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:48,240 So this was how our communication through the nurses, my communication through the nurses, 332 00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:51,560 but it always was through Terry's phone. 333 00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:52,560 Okay. 334 00:18:52,560 --> 00:18:56,320 So, and we weren't ever, I wasn't ever in a hospital with her. 335 00:18:56,320 --> 00:18:58,600 So everything was always fight tech. 336 00:18:58,600 --> 00:18:59,600 Okay. 337 00:18:59,600 --> 00:19:04,800 So Terry, we're talking about NDE number four now. 338 00:19:04,800 --> 00:19:05,880 Was this what remind me? 339 00:19:05,880 --> 00:19:08,080 Was this one surgery or from the accident? 340 00:19:08,080 --> 00:19:10,080 What was this one from? 341 00:19:10,080 --> 00:19:15,560 This is when I had a brain tumor and I knew that I was going to have to proceed going 342 00:19:15,560 --> 00:19:19,960 on with having something to do, you know, have something done with it. 343 00:19:19,960 --> 00:19:22,840 But I didn't know at the extent how bad it was. 344 00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:29,920 I was actually working and I had collapsed at work due from the pressure of the tumor, 345 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:31,520 you know, cushion on my brain. 346 00:19:31,520 --> 00:19:38,160 They had rushed me to the hospital and I mean, the only thing I remember once again is being 347 00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:40,840 in the presence of the angels. 348 00:19:40,840 --> 00:19:47,960 This time I knew who these angels were because over the first, second, third, I had learned 349 00:19:47,960 --> 00:19:49,520 who they were. 350 00:19:49,520 --> 00:19:50,520 Who were they? 351 00:19:50,520 --> 00:19:54,920 And for instance, on this one, I always have an archangel Michael. 352 00:19:54,920 --> 00:19:59,920 He's always there because he's like the protector of, you know, he's just a protector of you. 353 00:19:59,920 --> 00:20:02,400 So he's always in my presence. 354 00:20:02,400 --> 00:20:05,880 Even had Archangel Azrael there with me this time. 355 00:20:05,880 --> 00:20:12,560 I was a little confused because, you know, I see my body in a hospital bed and I see 356 00:20:12,560 --> 00:20:15,880 like all the medical team just frantically working on me. 357 00:20:15,880 --> 00:20:18,600 So I was really confused at what had happened. 358 00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:24,840 That's when the team of archangels just come in and take me to the scene of my accident. 359 00:20:24,840 --> 00:20:26,440 I'm not the car accident. 360 00:20:26,440 --> 00:20:27,440 I'm sorry. 361 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:29,800 I see I'm getting confused. 362 00:20:29,800 --> 00:20:30,800 That's okay. 363 00:20:30,800 --> 00:20:31,800 I understand. 364 00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:36,920 Well, this is like the second time I've talked about it and it's like the first time we knew 365 00:20:36,920 --> 00:20:40,040 we were only talking about the six and now we didn't know if we were going to be talking 366 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:43,880 about all of them and I just got a little confused. 367 00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:44,880 It's okay. 368 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:46,360 And that's what Regine is here for. 369 00:20:46,360 --> 00:20:49,320 And help keep us all on track. 370 00:20:49,320 --> 00:20:50,320 Yeah. 371 00:20:50,320 --> 00:20:55,800 This was the first communication and this was the gen when Archangel Michael brought 372 00:20:55,800 --> 00:21:01,080 you to again like a clear stream of water and that's when you saw me. 373 00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:06,680 I was sitting on my couch and I again had my phone and texting with the nurses. 374 00:21:06,680 --> 00:21:07,680 Yeah. 375 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:09,600 That's when you saw me and you asked Archangel. 376 00:21:09,600 --> 00:21:10,600 Yeah. 377 00:21:10,600 --> 00:21:15,400 I seem to help me get a message out to her because I seen her sitting on the couch. 378 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:21,000 She was upset once again crying and she was petting her dogs. 379 00:21:21,000 --> 00:21:22,000 Yeah. 380 00:21:22,000 --> 00:21:23,600 I just didn't want her to be so upset. 381 00:21:23,600 --> 00:21:26,800 So I was just like, I need help. 382 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:31,920 That's when Archangel Michael looked at me and says, what can I do for you that you can't 383 00:21:31,920 --> 00:21:33,440 do for yourself? 384 00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:34,440 And that's what I just said. 385 00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:39,080 I need to relay a message to her to let her know that I'm okay. 386 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:48,080 And that's when I learned that you can communicate telepathically with the angels. 387 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:54,680 So I asked to relay a message and the message was I wanted to tell her that I will always 388 00:21:54,680 --> 00:21:57,200 love you. 389 00:21:57,200 --> 00:21:59,280 She seemed to still be struggling. 390 00:21:59,280 --> 00:22:04,360 I just decided, all right, I need to keep relaying messages to her. 391 00:22:04,360 --> 00:22:07,840 I needed to let her know that I was there with her and that I was going to stay by her 392 00:22:07,840 --> 00:22:12,960 side until she fell asleep because she had done that for me so many times after my surgeries 393 00:22:12,960 --> 00:22:16,320 and before surgeries. 394 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:18,280 So I wanted to do that. 395 00:22:18,280 --> 00:22:20,520 But she was still struggling. 396 00:22:20,520 --> 00:22:26,200 So with her struggling like that, it was causing me to start to struggle because I didn't want 397 00:22:26,200 --> 00:22:28,720 her to be like, yeah, I feel that way. 398 00:22:28,720 --> 00:22:32,000 I think Archangel Michael realized that. 399 00:22:32,000 --> 00:22:36,480 So he showed me a way how he was going to help both of us. 400 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:40,960 We both had heart stones that we had gotten on a previous trip together. 401 00:22:40,960 --> 00:22:46,280 That's when Archangel Michael went and retrieved my heart stone and put it in my hand while 402 00:22:46,280 --> 00:22:49,320 I was in surgery. 403 00:22:49,320 --> 00:22:54,000 And somehow I held onto that heart stone throughout my whole surgery. 404 00:22:54,000 --> 00:23:01,120 But I can still clearly see Regine walking out of her house to go to work or wherever 405 00:23:01,120 --> 00:23:08,000 she was going that day and Archangel Michael stepped in and just had to turn around and 406 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,400 go retrieve her heart stone. 407 00:23:10,400 --> 00:23:11,400 Okay. 408 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:14,080 For those that don't know, what is a heart stone? 409 00:23:14,080 --> 00:23:18,120 It's like a crystal that's in the shape of a heart. 410 00:23:18,120 --> 00:23:19,120 Okay. 411 00:23:19,120 --> 00:23:24,480 It can also be called a worry stone, but we call it a heart stone because of the shape. 412 00:23:24,480 --> 00:23:29,200 But it's kind of got a little indent in it and you can hold it and kind of rub it and 413 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:31,400 the crystal is rose quartz. 414 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:34,120 So it just kind of soothes you and comforts you. 415 00:23:34,120 --> 00:23:35,840 And so we each had one. 416 00:23:35,840 --> 00:23:39,480 Do you happen to have one of those here for those that are seeing the video? 417 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:40,480 They can see one. 418 00:23:40,480 --> 00:23:43,920 So this one is actually the tree and this one isn't the rose quartz. 419 00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,000 I think yours is your rose quartz. 420 00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:49,200 But it's shaped like a heart and in here, there's a little indent. 421 00:23:49,200 --> 00:23:52,200 So you just kind of hold it in your hand and you just kind of rub it. 422 00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:58,440 All right, Terry, you were just saying Archangel Michael put that in your hand during surgery? 423 00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:00,360 Yes. 424 00:24:00,360 --> 00:24:01,800 Where was it? 425 00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:08,560 It was in my pants pocket that I was wearing before I went into the hospital. 426 00:24:08,560 --> 00:24:14,200 So are those pants with the heart stone like in your hospital room, but you're in the surgical 427 00:24:14,200 --> 00:24:15,200 room? 428 00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:17,320 Yes. 429 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:23,800 And somehow, you know, okay, let's face it, some people are going to have a hard time believing 430 00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:25,880 some of this stuff. 431 00:24:25,880 --> 00:24:28,360 So I just want to make it clear. 432 00:24:28,360 --> 00:24:36,920 Somehow that stone got from your pants pocket into your hand during surgery in a sterile 433 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:38,760 environment, right? 434 00:24:38,760 --> 00:24:39,760 Yes. 435 00:24:39,760 --> 00:24:41,480 Okay. 436 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,240 And Regine, where was yours? 437 00:24:43,240 --> 00:24:49,040 Well, when this happened, this was the following day and she was able to get stable enough 438 00:24:49,040 --> 00:24:54,280 for them to do the surgery and I had to go to work and so I was leaving knowing that 439 00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:58,600 the surgery had started and then I just hear this voice, you know, and mine was in, I have 440 00:24:58,600 --> 00:25:02,600 a big crystal ball, mine was in my crystal ball and just, I just heard, grab your heart 441 00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:03,600 stone. 442 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,520 I'm like, okay, so I just went back, grab my heart stone. 443 00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:11,240 So I was holding, when I went to work, I was holding my heart stone in my hand like pretty 444 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:14,920 much all day and just kind of thinking about what was going on. 445 00:25:14,920 --> 00:25:16,920 She did go through the surgery. 446 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:22,680 She did, they were waiting for her to wake up and about this time I get a text from the 447 00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:26,440 nurse and she's like, oh my God, you're not going to believe it. 448 00:25:26,440 --> 00:25:29,040 And she's, Terry has a heart stone in her hand. 449 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:34,160 She's had this heart stone in her hand and I have no idea where, that she said, there's 450 00:25:34,160 --> 00:25:36,920 nobody that could have put this in her hand. 451 00:25:36,920 --> 00:25:40,160 She obviously couldn't, she wasn't even awake yet. 452 00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:43,840 And so she was kind of freaking out like, oh my gosh, I go, I have that same heart stone 453 00:25:43,840 --> 00:25:46,040 in my hand. 454 00:25:46,040 --> 00:25:50,520 So the nurse wasn't supposed to do this, but she actually snapped the picture of Terry's 455 00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:54,840 hand and sent it to me and I snapped the picture of mine and sent it back. 456 00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:57,760 And she's like, oh my gosh, this is the same heart stone in the same hand. 457 00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:03,720 And we both have the same tattoo that says, just breathe, which we got when she first 458 00:26:03,720 --> 00:26:08,840 was diagnosed with cancer, which is our mantra, you know, just breathe. 459 00:26:08,840 --> 00:26:11,000 So it was kind of validation. 460 00:26:11,000 --> 00:26:16,560 And she's like, that we found out later that that was Archangel Michael's way of letting 461 00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:18,080 us know, or letting me know. 462 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:21,840 When I actually said to the nurse, I said, I think that that's validation that she's 463 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:22,920 going to be okay. 464 00:26:22,920 --> 00:26:29,640 At that time, I had no idea that she had the NDE until she actually woke up and we were 465 00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:33,840 able to talk and validate what we had both gone through. 466 00:26:33,840 --> 00:26:36,360 You mentioned a minute ago, we're going to talk about it more. 467 00:26:36,360 --> 00:26:37,800 A text message. 468 00:26:37,800 --> 00:26:42,680 Again, people, if you want to be skeptical, go ahead. 469 00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:47,440 I find these, I find Regine and Terry to be very credible. 470 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:49,720 We have spoken previously. 471 00:26:49,720 --> 00:26:52,240 I've read quite a bit of their book. 472 00:26:52,240 --> 00:26:57,080 What came first, finding out about the heart stone or the text message? 473 00:26:57,080 --> 00:26:58,480 The text message came first. 474 00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:05,800 So this was, you know, probably around nine, 10 o'clock at night, my time when I first 475 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:11,640 got the message that she was, well, maybe a little early, that she was actually brought 476 00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:14,320 into the hospital. 477 00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:17,320 Probably earlier than that. 478 00:27:17,320 --> 00:27:21,680 The text went on until about midnight. 479 00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:26,600 When Terry was with me and she said, I'm going to stay with you until you fall asleep. 480 00:27:26,600 --> 00:27:31,080 I thought, there's no way I'm falling asleep. 481 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:32,080 I did. 482 00:27:32,080 --> 00:27:33,080 I did. 483 00:27:33,080 --> 00:27:36,520 I did feel her presence that it was comforting and I did fall asleep. 484 00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:41,080 We had had a bit of conversation, text back and forth. 485 00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:44,160 I woke up the next morning, my phone was laying next to him, like, oh my gosh, this 486 00:27:44,160 --> 00:27:45,160 really happened. 487 00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:48,720 And so then I look at my phone and I'm like, it really happened. 488 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:52,480 And so then I reached out to the nurse and asked for an update and that's when they told 489 00:27:52,480 --> 00:27:57,400 me that she was stable enough to be able to start the surgery. 490 00:27:57,400 --> 00:27:59,320 And at that point, that was the next day. 491 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:04,520 And at that point, I had to go to work and grab my heart stone and it was later on that 492 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:05,520 afternoon. 493 00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:10,440 We didn't have any more communication, text or anything, but it was that afternoon when 494 00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:15,080 she actually did wake up from the personal jerk. 495 00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:20,080 And you were smart enough to take screenshots of a bunch of these text messages. 496 00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:24,480 You sent a few to me because I was skeptical and I just had to see him. 497 00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:27,280 Do you mind if I show a couple? 498 00:28:27,280 --> 00:28:28,280 Sure. 499 00:28:28,280 --> 00:28:29,280 Okay. 500 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:33,800 See if people can read this from my phone. 501 00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:36,640 All right. 502 00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:39,160 There's the one we were talking about. 503 00:28:39,160 --> 00:28:40,160 The first one. 504 00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:41,160 Yeah. 505 00:28:41,160 --> 00:28:45,600 The first one where you said that you wanted to send her this message, I'll always love 506 00:28:45,600 --> 00:28:46,600 you. 507 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:52,280 I'm sure there are people out there that are smarter than me that know how to do a hand 508 00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:55,400 written message in a text somehow. 509 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:57,760 I've never done it. 510 00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:00,000 Do either of you know how to do it? 511 00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:02,400 I did when I had an iPhone. 512 00:29:02,400 --> 00:29:08,120 I don't know if that was part of it cause, you know, you just do this like I'll always 513 00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:14,040 love you, but through the course of the time they started out as hand written and mostly 514 00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:19,400 they were hand written and then kind of towards the end they were more tech like we would 515 00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,600 tech. 516 00:29:21,600 --> 00:29:25,360 But it was always when we would have these communications, it was always her. 517 00:29:25,360 --> 00:29:26,360 I knew it was her. 518 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:28,120 She would call me by the same nickname. 519 00:29:28,120 --> 00:29:29,720 She would call me Raj. 520 00:29:29,720 --> 00:29:33,000 She would have the same quirky answer. 521 00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:38,080 So it was her consciousness was exactly the same as if we were, these texts were exactly 522 00:29:38,080 --> 00:29:43,520 as if we would be sitting next to each other exactly how we would text if she was in the 523 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:45,280 next room. 524 00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,360 And did you verify the time on this? 525 00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:50,160 Was this during surgery? 526 00:29:50,160 --> 00:29:55,960 That was when, no, that was after, that one was no, that was the first one was before 527 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:56,960 surgery. 528 00:29:56,960 --> 00:29:57,960 Okay. 529 00:29:57,960 --> 00:30:01,600 But Tara, you mentioned that you were with Archangel Michael. 530 00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:03,120 Yeah, that was during. 531 00:30:03,120 --> 00:30:05,520 You got that message I will always love you when I was. 532 00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:08,280 I like support before surgery. 533 00:30:08,280 --> 00:30:10,600 So you were on, Tara, you were unconscious. 534 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:11,600 That's the bottom. 535 00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:12,760 Yeah, I was unconscious. 536 00:30:12,760 --> 00:30:19,040 And I noticed if you look at the very bottom, that note that's from the nurse, right? 537 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:21,360 Yeah, I did not send that. 538 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:29,680 And it's, yeah, Regene's response to that is OMG and the nurse says I did not send that. 539 00:30:29,680 --> 00:30:35,840 So I would be having really a conversation with the nurse on Terry's phone and with Terry 540 00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:37,400 on Terry's phone. 541 00:30:37,400 --> 00:30:42,240 So and it's pretty when you read through the dialogue, it's pretty evident on who, I mean, 542 00:30:42,240 --> 00:30:47,080 because the rest would be handwritten for one, but it was evident on who the conversations 543 00:30:47,080 --> 00:30:52,760 but, but Terry never, ever responded to anything that the nurse would say that conversations 544 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:55,400 were always only between her and me. 545 00:30:55,400 --> 00:30:56,400 Always. 546 00:30:56,400 --> 00:31:00,080 And it was never, ever like, oh, you know, she would be talking to the nurse and she'd 547 00:31:00,080 --> 00:31:02,360 be talking to him, but it was never that. 548 00:31:02,360 --> 00:31:03,360 Okay. 549 00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:07,520 That's really cool and super unusual. 550 00:31:07,520 --> 00:31:10,800 Were you both in Seattle then or in different states? 551 00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:15,120 Now you were in West Virginia and I was in Seattle. 552 00:31:15,120 --> 00:31:21,280 So you were thousands of miles apart when this happened. 553 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:25,320 It's still blowing me away, but there's a whole bunch of these. 554 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:29,360 It's a hundredth of a secret for all of them, all of them saved. 555 00:31:29,360 --> 00:31:34,360 As long as we're talking text messages, let's talk about the next one that you sent me, 556 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:38,160 which is this one. 557 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:39,800 Everybody can see that. 558 00:31:39,800 --> 00:31:45,080 And my apologies to those that are just listening and not seeing the video. 559 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:48,440 What we're seeing here is some handwriting. 560 00:31:48,440 --> 00:31:54,040 Again, I want to come home and then some stick figure kind of drawings that I wasn't sure 561 00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:58,880 what they were at first until you said, and we'll talk about those. 562 00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:01,640 And those were angels, right? 563 00:32:01,640 --> 00:32:04,720 And Ray Jean says, fight Terry. 564 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:09,720 And then ask, are those angels that were drawn? 565 00:32:09,720 --> 00:32:15,120 And the response is, yes, that's who I'm with. 566 00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:16,440 Which NDE was this? 567 00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:18,240 What's going on here, Terry? 568 00:32:18,240 --> 00:32:20,760 That was when I had fluid around the heart. 569 00:32:20,760 --> 00:32:21,960 You said, okay. 570 00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:28,240 That was my 10th NDE, August of 2022. 571 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:30,240 Do you remember any of this? 572 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:33,800 Terry, do you remember what you were experiencing? 573 00:32:33,800 --> 00:32:34,800 I do. 574 00:32:34,800 --> 00:32:40,960 I was actually going around with Archangel Joffiel. 575 00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:42,320 I think that's when I described it. 576 00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:45,480 I felt like I was a character in the Jetsons. 577 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:48,520 Just going around with all the freedom in the world. 578 00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:51,320 Just no worries. 579 00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:53,360 Give me a whole bunch more detail. 580 00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:58,120 Who is this angel and where were you flying to and how is that all working? 581 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:02,920 We were just flying around the clouds, bright skies. 582 00:33:02,920 --> 00:33:05,120 Archangel Joffiel is always with me. 583 00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:11,960 And the reason that Archangel Joffiel is there, because she helps you with self-love and self-care, 584 00:33:11,960 --> 00:33:17,720 again, something I struggle with, even still to this day, she was just trying to teach 585 00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:22,800 me a lesson that I needed to have more self-love for myself. 586 00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:25,920 I needed to care for myself like I do for others. 587 00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:29,520 I seem to always put others way above myself. 588 00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:35,840 We were just flying around as she's trying to teach me lessons on self-worth, seeing the 589 00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:39,880 self-love and the caring love for others. 590 00:33:39,880 --> 00:33:45,720 I don't know how much more to explain except that I was flying around. 591 00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:51,640 Flying is probably very hard to believe, but it's real. 592 00:33:51,640 --> 00:33:52,640 It happened. 593 00:33:52,640 --> 00:33:58,280 You know, sometimes this is the hardest part to tell this, because you got so many people 594 00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:02,120 that's not going to believe it, but they don't have to. 595 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:03,120 I was there. 596 00:34:03,120 --> 00:34:04,440 I went through it. 597 00:34:04,440 --> 00:34:05,440 It happened. 598 00:34:05,440 --> 00:34:08,320 It's something I'll never forget. 599 00:34:08,320 --> 00:34:12,200 Going through all this and doing this, this has helped me realize that I'm not afraid 600 00:34:12,200 --> 00:34:13,200 to die anymore. 601 00:34:13,200 --> 00:34:16,360 If it's my time, I'm ready. 602 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,760 How do you know this wasn't just a dream? 603 00:34:18,760 --> 00:34:21,200 Lots of us have dreams of flying, right? 604 00:34:21,200 --> 00:34:28,640 I think that what makes it real is the communication that was coming through on my end. 605 00:34:28,640 --> 00:34:33,960 Then also me talking with the nurse, she had gone in to remove fluid that was around her 606 00:34:33,960 --> 00:34:39,000 heart and she had immediately crashed, which was typical. 607 00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:40,640 She immediately went into cardiac arrest. 608 00:34:40,640 --> 00:34:42,680 There wasn't a lot of communication on this one. 609 00:34:42,680 --> 00:34:46,880 She was just basically telling me who she was with, which every time she had an NDE, 610 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:51,160 that was always her main thing of telling me who she was with, what she was doing. 611 00:34:51,160 --> 00:34:57,120 She just didn't want me to worry and just to try to let me know that she was going 612 00:34:57,120 --> 00:34:58,360 to come back. 613 00:34:58,360 --> 00:35:02,640 I didn't always know that, you know, that if she was or not, because you have always 614 00:35:02,640 --> 00:35:05,400 given choices. 615 00:35:05,400 --> 00:35:11,400 This particular one, it was short and it was when she did not have a lot of communication, 616 00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:13,080 but I knew that she was with. 617 00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:17,960 It was funny on this one because then when she did, you know, they did revive her and 618 00:35:17,960 --> 00:35:23,520 she did wake up from the procedure, she immediately wanted to grab her phone, which she always 619 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,040 did from the nurse and let me know. 620 00:35:25,040 --> 00:35:28,120 Oh my gosh, she said, I was with Jo-Fiel and I'm like, I know. 621 00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:29,720 She's like, how do you know? 622 00:35:29,720 --> 00:35:31,240 I think, because you told me. 623 00:35:31,240 --> 00:35:34,560 Then we started talking, I did. 624 00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:38,240 She said, I was flying with the angels and I said, you told me that. 625 00:35:38,240 --> 00:35:42,440 Then, then you told me this, which is funny about her wanting to be your BFF. 626 00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,440 Oh, no, I've already got to be. 627 00:35:45,440 --> 00:35:46,440 If I can't, yeah. 628 00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:50,120 Yeah, our cage is actually after to beat her BFF. 629 00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:51,520 An angel, an angel. 630 00:35:51,520 --> 00:35:52,640 And we laughed so much. 631 00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:53,640 We still laugh about that. 632 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:54,640 And she declined. 633 00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:55,640 She declined. 634 00:35:55,640 --> 00:36:01,960 I think it was because I had so many encounters with her to where I'd struggle with the self-care 635 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:05,720 and she was always there to try to beat that into me. 636 00:36:05,720 --> 00:36:12,280 And it was just, because she felt like, hey, we have a lot of meetings, so we need to just 637 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:13,280 be best friends. 638 00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,400 Oh, wow, they do that. 639 00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:16,400 I already got that. 640 00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:17,400 I love it. 641 00:36:17,400 --> 00:36:20,320 Well, that's a big compliment for you, Regene. 642 00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:23,040 You took precedent over a real life. 643 00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:26,360 I think if an angel would ask me to beat their BFF, I would have said, sure, there. 644 00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:27,840 You see, we have that sentiment. 645 00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:28,840 We have that. 646 00:36:28,840 --> 00:36:31,360 I took precedent over a real life angel. 647 00:36:31,360 --> 00:36:33,280 All right, can I ask about this one? 648 00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:34,280 This one is longer. 649 00:36:34,280 --> 00:36:35,840 I see it. 650 00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:37,160 It's a little peak. 651 00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:43,360 First I'm seeing Regene and the nurse are texting back and forth. 652 00:36:43,360 --> 00:36:48,200 And the nurses say, I'm blown away by this. 653 00:36:48,200 --> 00:36:52,560 By the way, how did the nurses feel when they saw this happening? 654 00:36:52,560 --> 00:36:53,560 It varied. 655 00:36:53,560 --> 00:37:00,280 For a lot of this, I'd say about two thirds of this, it was the same nurse. 656 00:37:00,280 --> 00:37:02,600 And this nurse was very spiritual. 657 00:37:02,600 --> 00:37:06,880 So I think maybe that's maybe why it was so much was happening and it was happening with 658 00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:08,840 her, but it wasn't always the case. 659 00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:14,920 In fact, the very last one that she had, the last two were different nurses, different 660 00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:16,420 hospitals. 661 00:37:16,420 --> 00:37:20,400 The very last one, she's like, oh, no, no, no, no, no, I'm not doing this. 662 00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:21,400 I'm not doing this. 663 00:37:21,400 --> 00:37:26,520 And I think the one that you have there, I think was one of the nurses that didn't want 664 00:37:26,520 --> 00:37:27,520 to deal with it. 665 00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:30,200 And I would always encourage the nurse, I said, just please, just stay with it because this 666 00:37:30,200 --> 00:37:34,320 is how she communicates with me and I just need to know. 667 00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,760 But they weren't always receptive about it. 668 00:37:37,760 --> 00:37:40,520 Well, it could be very scary. 669 00:37:40,520 --> 00:37:41,520 Yeah. 670 00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:47,560 And the one nurse that did see most of it, at one point I had asked her, I said, have 671 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,440 you told anybody about this? 672 00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:53,440 And she's like, absolutely not. 673 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:57,560 So this one says, let me read it and you guys explain it. 674 00:37:57,560 --> 00:38:02,000 If Lisa a hug for me, I will. 675 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:03,000 Who's Lisa? 676 00:38:03,000 --> 00:38:04,960 Lisa is Ray Jean's daughter. 677 00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:10,960 I had finally got to meet her kids for the first time and I just wanted to get a message 678 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:15,600 to all of them that, you know, I enjoyed meeting them and. 679 00:38:15,600 --> 00:38:20,200 Well, the rest of it reads, tell your other kids, I'm glad I got to meet them. 680 00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:21,960 Please take care of yourself. 681 00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:22,960 Thank you. 682 00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:23,960 We all love you. 683 00:38:23,960 --> 00:38:24,960 Who's we? 684 00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:25,960 And I said that. 685 00:38:25,960 --> 00:38:27,760 So that was my response. 686 00:38:27,760 --> 00:38:28,760 Yeah. 687 00:38:28,760 --> 00:38:29,760 Your response. 688 00:38:29,760 --> 00:38:30,760 Yeah. 689 00:38:30,760 --> 00:38:31,760 Okay. 690 00:38:31,760 --> 00:38:32,960 I have another question. 691 00:38:32,960 --> 00:38:38,840 Because you two were able to communicate back and forth while Terry was in the spiritual 692 00:38:38,840 --> 00:38:41,600 realm. 693 00:38:41,600 --> 00:38:42,600 Did you. 694 00:38:42,600 --> 00:38:49,240 Ray Jean pass any messages through her to other people that you love that have passed 695 00:38:49,240 --> 00:38:50,240 on? 696 00:38:50,240 --> 00:38:52,560 No, you know, and that's such a great question. 697 00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:53,760 And I thought about that. 698 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:54,760 Why? 699 00:38:54,760 --> 00:38:57,320 I asked any of that, but I didn't. 700 00:38:57,320 --> 00:39:03,640 It was also, well, it was also, I guess it was always kind of a shock that this was actually 701 00:39:03,640 --> 00:39:07,400 happening, but I was just so focused on where are you? 702 00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:08,800 Who are you with? 703 00:39:08,800 --> 00:39:09,800 Are you coming back? 704 00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:13,360 I mean, I would always ask that, are you coming back? 705 00:39:13,360 --> 00:39:17,560 You know, or fight, you know, come back, you know, you have a lot to live for. 706 00:39:17,560 --> 00:39:23,000 I think at first when you were having the NDE's, at first she was like being told, no, it's 707 00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:24,320 not your time. 708 00:39:24,320 --> 00:39:27,560 And it was like you have a choice. 709 00:39:27,560 --> 00:39:30,320 And then at the end, the last one, it wasn't even about that. 710 00:39:30,320 --> 00:39:34,880 It was about just being with the angels and they were just kind of giving you just different 711 00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:36,380 lessons. 712 00:39:36,380 --> 00:39:38,720 Tell me about some of the other NDE's. 713 00:39:38,720 --> 00:39:40,320 What things stand out to you? 714 00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:41,680 What other things do you remember? 715 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:44,680 I love the picture of the beautiful garden. 716 00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:46,760 What else might people want to hear about? 717 00:39:46,760 --> 00:39:48,120 That was the last one. 718 00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:49,600 Yeah, the last one. 719 00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:54,640 That's when I had the air around the heart. 720 00:39:54,640 --> 00:40:01,200 I just found myself always high above again in the presence of the angels. 721 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:06,800 But this time I was kind of like dancing and singing with the cherubs. 722 00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:12,080 These cherubs was a little different than what an ordinary cherub would be. 723 00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:17,800 They possess like two sets of wings and four faces. 724 00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:22,880 One of a man, a man's face, which represented for love. 725 00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:26,840 Then you had the eagle, which represented wisdom. 726 00:40:26,840 --> 00:40:32,120 You had a bull for strength and a lion for courage. 727 00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:33,120 That wasn't scary. 728 00:40:33,120 --> 00:40:38,320 You would think that they would be scary, you know, four heads, two sets of wings, but 729 00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:43,520 they were the most con, compassionate cherubs ever to me. 730 00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:47,120 I mean, well, of course, you know, often do you meet cherubs. 731 00:40:47,120 --> 00:40:49,360 But not too often. 732 00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:50,360 Yeah. 733 00:40:50,360 --> 00:40:57,040 So we were just like just sort around, flying around. 734 00:40:57,040 --> 00:41:01,600 But the one thing that stands out to me is that we're flying around to this song called 735 00:41:01,600 --> 00:41:04,040 Dancing in the Sky. 736 00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:10,920 And it just hit home for me because it was a way for me to come back to tell Ray Jean 737 00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:19,800 exactly what I had seen in all these experiences when I did have my NDAs with the angels and 738 00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:21,440 what it was like. 739 00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:27,480 I couldn't wait to get back to play that song for her and to just see how she responded 740 00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:33,840 to it to let her know that that's how I was seeing it. 741 00:41:33,840 --> 00:41:36,640 Was that a song you only heard there or is that a song here? 742 00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:41,360 That was the first time that I heard that song, but it is a song. 743 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:42,360 Okay. 744 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:43,360 I've never heard it. 745 00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:46,720 So you'll have to send it to me or something. 746 00:41:46,720 --> 00:41:47,720 Beautiful. 747 00:41:47,720 --> 00:41:49,520 I never had heard the song either. 748 00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:54,360 And then I immediately, you know, YouTube it by Danny and Lizzie. 749 00:41:54,360 --> 00:41:55,360 Yeah, Danny and Lizzie. 750 00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:56,360 Yeah. 751 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:57,360 Beautiful. 752 00:41:57,360 --> 00:41:58,360 Beautiful song. 753 00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:01,480 What kinds of things did you learn from all this? 754 00:42:01,480 --> 00:42:07,360 These NDE's are not just for fun and for a show or something. 755 00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:08,360 What did you learn? 756 00:42:08,360 --> 00:42:14,320 I kind of had a hard life growing up and, you know, when I lost my grandmother, my grandmother, 757 00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:21,520 it just, it took a real toll on me because she's the one that kind of kept me just grounded 758 00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:24,280 to know that I was worth something. 759 00:42:24,280 --> 00:42:31,280 And then I lost my husband like two or three months before I was diagnosed with my cancer. 760 00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:32,280 I was just struggling. 761 00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:39,160 I mean, I was in a really hard spot and I don't know if I had to go through these NDE's to 762 00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:44,520 understand that I am worth something and that I need to learn to have self-care for 763 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:50,400 self-care and self-love for myself and to see others in a different way than what I 764 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:56,960 was seeing because I was, I was kind of bitter, kind of angry, just not wanting to live. 765 00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:01,760 And I had more than enough to live for, I just wasn't seeing it at the time. 766 00:43:01,760 --> 00:43:07,680 And I'm not too sure that that's not why I was crashing to learn some lessons, to see 767 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:11,400 that I still had a point to be here. 768 00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:15,400 And then, you know, finally it's just, it was sinking in that I do have people that do 769 00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:17,440 care for me. 770 00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:22,760 You know, not always is your immediate family is the ones that need to be in your life. 771 00:43:22,760 --> 00:43:25,280 It's the ones that want to be in your life. 772 00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:28,000 And I think I needed to be showed that. 773 00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:33,040 And again, I mean, I'm still amazed at her because I didn't even know her. 774 00:43:33,040 --> 00:43:38,480 I just started working for her in her department and I knew I had cancer and I knew I was going 775 00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:39,480 to need time off from work. 776 00:43:39,480 --> 00:43:44,080 And I just, yeah, that's when I went to her and, you know, we talked about it and she 777 00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:47,040 offered her support and all that. 778 00:43:47,040 --> 00:43:48,240 And I knew I needed somebody. 779 00:43:48,240 --> 00:43:51,920 So that's when I, you know, that's when I decided that I was going to let her be there 780 00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:53,160 for me. 781 00:43:53,160 --> 00:43:57,000 That's when I let doctors and all that know that I, that she was going to be my emergency 782 00:43:57,000 --> 00:44:02,440 contact because I didn't have anybody else that wanted to be there for me, I should say, 783 00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:03,440 in a way that I needed it. 784 00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:06,280 Of course, your kids are going to be there, but you don't want to put all that on your 785 00:44:06,280 --> 00:44:08,400 kids. 786 00:44:08,400 --> 00:44:14,560 It just amazes me how a complete stranger can walk into your life not knowing you and 787 00:44:14,560 --> 00:44:19,880 just want to be there to help you in the ways that you are needing it at that time in your 788 00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:20,880 life. 789 00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:23,000 I know my kids are my life. 790 00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:28,440 I know sometimes it's hard for people to understand that and, you know, that, but go through something 791 00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:32,240 like that and it'll totally change your mind on some stuff. 792 00:44:32,240 --> 00:44:33,740 Sure. 793 00:44:33,740 --> 00:44:38,640 Besides meeting your grandmother, was there anybody else that you knew that you met in 794 00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:40,120 any of these experiences? 795 00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:45,360 No, you know, most of the time I was just, just in, in the presence of the angels. 796 00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:52,160 And I think again, it was just trying to show me things that I was struggling with in life. 797 00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:55,440 I always wanted to, to see my husband. 798 00:44:55,440 --> 00:44:57,040 I never did. 799 00:44:57,040 --> 00:44:59,760 And I, let's like, me and Rageen talked about it. 800 00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:04,000 I think that was a reason, you know, because I grieved him so much. 801 00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:09,800 I mean, I've just gotten to hear recently to where it doesn't bother me that he's no 802 00:45:09,800 --> 00:45:14,320 longer here because I know where he's at and I know he's better in a better place. 803 00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:18,400 Like at that time, if I had, had any kind of contact with him, I don't think I ever 804 00:45:18,400 --> 00:45:23,040 would have returned because I wouldn't have anyone believing. 805 00:45:23,040 --> 00:45:27,640 Deeply my heart believed that's why I never had any kind of connection with him during 806 00:45:27,640 --> 00:45:28,640 any of that. 807 00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:33,920 Do you have any thoughts on other people who may be going through some similar things, 808 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:39,080 whether it's a friend or relative and some kind of a loved one who is going through some 809 00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:45,320 really difficult things, whether it's surgeries or whatever? 810 00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:50,440 Is there a way that we could actually learn to do some of this communication that you 811 00:45:50,440 --> 00:45:51,440 too had? 812 00:45:51,440 --> 00:45:57,920 Well, for me, if you're referring to the angels, if you just have a desire to connect, your 813 00:45:57,920 --> 00:46:00,200 angels are always there with you. 814 00:46:00,200 --> 00:46:01,400 Just ask. 815 00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:08,920 Just be open to receive different ways of knowing that they, they're answering your, your prayers. 816 00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:15,880 And as far as finding a friend like Regine, you hear all the time that that friendships, 817 00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:17,320 the hardest thing to find. 818 00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:19,560 And if you find it, don't ever let go of it. 819 00:46:19,560 --> 00:46:24,080 Yeah, we, we have our ups and downs, but it's life. 820 00:46:24,080 --> 00:46:29,800 You go through struggles, but if you have that one person, and you know, and I struggled 821 00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:34,360 at first, I struggled with wanting to let her help me because I felt like I was a burden 822 00:46:34,360 --> 00:46:35,360 on her. 823 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:39,880 And I didn't want to place that on her because at that time she was going through some hard 824 00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:40,880 stuff. 825 00:46:40,880 --> 00:46:45,840 Everybody's going through something, whether we know it or not, but I struggled with that. 826 00:46:45,840 --> 00:46:50,760 That was at one of the times that's when Michael, I was probably in the presence of the angels 827 00:46:50,760 --> 00:46:54,760 and that's when, you know, one time Michael had to print to me that she was there for 828 00:46:54,760 --> 00:46:55,960 me. 829 00:46:55,960 --> 00:47:00,840 If you got that person, let him help you because you definitely need the help. 830 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:03,000 Well, thank you. 831 00:47:03,000 --> 00:47:07,120 Before I let you two go, are there any other lessons that you'd like to share? 832 00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:09,920 I think just to know that love, love never dies. 833 00:47:09,920 --> 00:47:10,920 Exactly. 834 00:47:10,920 --> 00:47:11,920 It doesn't. 835 00:47:11,920 --> 00:47:13,960 We, we don't, we don't die. 836 00:47:13,960 --> 00:47:14,960 We're energy. 837 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:15,960 You can't kill energy. 838 00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:16,960 It just transforms. 839 00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:23,280 And just to know that we're all, we all have the same entourage of angels and spirit guides 840 00:47:23,280 --> 00:47:26,040 and loved ones around us. 841 00:47:26,040 --> 00:47:28,280 We all have it and we're all worthy of that. 842 00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:30,600 We're all worthy of that love. 843 00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:35,400 And I think the reason we're talking about this, as you can tell it, so it's difficult 844 00:47:35,400 --> 00:47:38,320 to talk about and it's, we're still processing it. 845 00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:40,920 We will for years and years. 846 00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:43,800 Just to know that there is an afterlife. 847 00:47:43,800 --> 00:47:46,000 We don't die or loved ones are with us. 848 00:47:46,000 --> 00:47:54,720 And in fact, my father who died, who passed when I was, you know, in the early 20s and 849 00:47:54,720 --> 00:48:01,360 my mom and him divorced when I was like five, I have a better relationship in spirit than 850 00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:05,720 I had with him when he was actually in a physical form. 851 00:48:05,720 --> 00:48:10,960 So I just think that, that hopefully will help those that are grieving the loss of a 852 00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:15,680 loved one or that are afraid of death or have actually had an NDE that are trying to process 853 00:48:15,680 --> 00:48:16,760 it themselves. 854 00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:17,760 They're not crazy. 855 00:48:17,760 --> 00:48:20,680 Yeah, they're the other side. 856 00:48:20,680 --> 00:48:23,160 They're much better off on the other side. 857 00:48:23,160 --> 00:48:25,280 I mean, they're happy. 858 00:48:25,280 --> 00:48:30,960 They're, they're, they're in no more pain if they was in pain while they were here. 859 00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:32,680 Just knowing that helps me. 860 00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:38,320 Terry, you mentioned earlier about feeling no worries, feeling comfortable. 861 00:48:38,320 --> 00:48:41,200 Were there any other feelings that were there? 862 00:48:41,200 --> 00:48:43,960 Some people describe love and other things like that. 863 00:48:43,960 --> 00:48:47,920 Oh, there's nothing but love on the other side. 864 00:48:47,920 --> 00:48:50,080 That's all you feel. 865 00:48:50,080 --> 00:48:56,360 There's love, compassion, I just, I wish everybody just had a chance to just do it once and 866 00:48:56,360 --> 00:49:01,720 then they would know that they would just, they would know how of an awesome place it 867 00:49:01,720 --> 00:49:04,920 is because there's no worries. 868 00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:06,560 There's, there's no hurt. 869 00:49:06,560 --> 00:49:08,560 There's no bad. 870 00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:09,760 There's no ugly. 871 00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:12,440 And here we have all that. 872 00:49:12,440 --> 00:49:13,940 All right. 873 00:49:13,940 --> 00:49:17,520 Thank you so much, Regine Bailey and Terry Masters. 874 00:49:17,520 --> 00:49:18,520 Thank you. 875 00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:20,240 Thank you for being with me. 876 00:49:20,240 --> 00:49:23,400 We'll have your link to your book and the show notes. 877 00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:24,400 Wow. 878 00:49:24,400 --> 00:49:26,160 Story blew me away. 879 00:49:26,160 --> 00:49:27,160 Thank you. 880 00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:30,560 Thank you for having me. 881 00:49:30,560 --> 00:49:33,360 Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast. 882 00:49:33,360 --> 00:49:39,440 Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com. 883 00:49:39,440 --> 00:49:43,720 If you want to share your near-death experience or if you have questions or comments about 884 00:49:43,720 --> 00:49:48,240 the show, send an email to ericatroundtriptest.com. 885 00:49:48,240 --> 00:49:52,720 Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.