1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,480 From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes. 2 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:13,440 They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped. 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:18,120 And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my 4 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:21,320 physical body because I was somewhere else. 5 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:27,400 The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't 6 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,400 anything else to be felt. 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,560 I was greeted by people I'd known in the past. 8 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:34,240 I'm back home again. 9 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:39,040 Incredibly safe and felt at home. 10 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:45,840 Welcome, welcome to Round Trip Death everybody and welcome to Jeremiah down in Southern California. 11 00:00:45,840 --> 00:00:46,840 How are you? 12 00:00:46,840 --> 00:00:47,840 I'm doing so good. 13 00:00:47,840 --> 00:00:49,200 Thank you so much for having me on your show. 14 00:00:49,200 --> 00:00:50,200 I appreciate it. 15 00:00:50,200 --> 00:00:52,800 Is it just an absolutely beautiful day down there? 16 00:00:52,800 --> 00:00:53,800 What a pretty spot. 17 00:00:53,800 --> 00:00:54,800 It is. 18 00:00:54,800 --> 00:00:56,360 It's a little, it's a little overcast. 19 00:00:56,360 --> 00:01:00,400 I'm right near the beach, so the mornings tend to be a little overcast, you know, and 20 00:01:00,400 --> 00:01:03,280 it kind of burns off around 11, 12 o'clock. 21 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:07,520 So it's kind of a nice peaceful morning, you know, before it introduces you into the chaos. 22 00:01:07,520 --> 00:01:08,520 So I kind of like that. 23 00:01:08,520 --> 00:01:11,480 You know, we used to call that fog. 24 00:01:11,480 --> 00:01:17,280 Now I, now I hear the weather people calling it marine layer or, you know, fancy things 25 00:01:17,280 --> 00:01:18,880 like that. 26 00:01:18,880 --> 00:01:19,880 Marine layer for sure. 27 00:01:19,880 --> 00:01:25,400 Or, you know, recently it's been introduced to us the, the atmospheric ocean or river or 28 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:29,920 something like that too, you know, it's just a whole swath of different experiences. 29 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:30,920 All right. 30 00:01:30,920 --> 00:01:37,320 Well, speaking of experiences, we're going to be talking about your near death experience. 31 00:01:37,320 --> 00:01:40,480 Just briefly first, tell us a little bit more about you. 32 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:41,640 We know where you live. 33 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:42,640 What do you do? 34 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:43,640 Yeah. 35 00:01:43,640 --> 00:01:46,880 So I'm retired now from the military. 36 00:01:46,880 --> 00:01:52,720 I'm currently writing a book and I help mentor different men and different people throughout 37 00:01:52,720 --> 00:01:57,000 life and try to help them get through some obstacles that they're facing. 38 00:01:57,000 --> 00:02:03,760 But really who I am is, I feel like I'm a walking manifestation and representation of love. 39 00:02:03,760 --> 00:02:08,680 And so I like to give love out to people and express love and express creation through my 40 00:02:08,680 --> 00:02:09,680 actions. 41 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:10,680 So that's who I am. 42 00:02:10,680 --> 00:02:14,400 Imagine a world with everybody having that attitude. 43 00:02:14,400 --> 00:02:17,800 Just, let's just all express love. 44 00:02:17,800 --> 00:02:19,720 That's really what it is for me at the end of the day. 45 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:24,720 You know, I realize that love is life itself and it is, you know, love that it's like the, 46 00:02:24,720 --> 00:02:31,160 for me, love is the emotional response and the chemical and electrochemical response 47 00:02:31,160 --> 00:02:34,480 within the body of life being created. 48 00:02:34,480 --> 00:02:37,720 You know, I think that's why we represent love with the heart because the heart is the 49 00:02:37,720 --> 00:02:40,360 largest producer of electromagnetic energy. 50 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:45,680 And it's that same energy that leaves our body upon death and it's that same energy 51 00:02:45,680 --> 00:02:48,280 that provides our consciousness. 52 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:52,160 And so when we look at the heart being the largest producer of energy and it's that 53 00:02:52,160 --> 00:02:55,960 energy that dies and you have to realize that love is life itself. 54 00:02:55,960 --> 00:03:01,560 Love is the emotional response to energetic life being created within us. 55 00:03:01,560 --> 00:03:06,880 And so to represent and manifest love through my actions is to manifest creation, which 56 00:03:06,880 --> 00:03:08,880 I think we're meant to mimic. 57 00:03:08,880 --> 00:03:15,480 Recently, somebody posted a review about this podcast and they said something like to the 58 00:03:15,480 --> 00:03:16,960 effect of. 59 00:03:16,960 --> 00:03:19,600 It's just a big love fest. 60 00:03:19,600 --> 00:03:20,920 Love love love. 61 00:03:20,920 --> 00:03:24,120 And I don't know if they were trying to slam on it or complimented. 62 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:30,280 I think it was a little bit of each, but we'll watch our love quotient today. 63 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:32,680 Make sure we don't go too terribly far. 64 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:33,680 Yeah, yeah. 65 00:03:33,680 --> 00:03:36,360 It's just, it's life, you know, love, love. 66 00:03:36,360 --> 00:03:38,040 Like I said, love is life itself. 67 00:03:38,040 --> 00:03:43,720 You know, it's when we think of love in the terms, you know, physically, we're thinking 68 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:46,040 about emotions, you know. 69 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:49,920 And emotions are subjective to the interpreter. 70 00:03:49,920 --> 00:03:54,640 And because of that, emotions don't tend to hold a lot of truth in them. 71 00:03:54,640 --> 00:03:56,800 They hold a lot of perception in them. 72 00:03:56,800 --> 00:04:01,120 But the truth of the experience is kind of lost sometimes we can overstate that. 73 00:04:01,120 --> 00:04:05,680 And so, you know, love is life and it is creation. 74 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:09,120 And we say that it's, it's just what is love? 75 00:04:09,120 --> 00:04:10,120 Who knows? 76 00:04:10,120 --> 00:04:14,040 Nobody knows because our defining mechanism for that emotional love stems from all of 77 00:04:14,040 --> 00:04:16,320 our independent experiences. 78 00:04:16,320 --> 00:04:21,840 And nobody has the same experiences so nobody can have the same definition of emotional love. 79 00:04:21,840 --> 00:04:26,520 And for me, that was an important thing is to define love, you know, to define what it 80 00:04:26,520 --> 00:04:27,520 means to love. 81 00:04:27,520 --> 00:04:31,240 What does it mean to feel love when you go into the mountains and into nature? 82 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:34,480 What does it mean to love the flowers or love the colors? 83 00:04:34,480 --> 00:04:35,480 What does that mean? 84 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:36,880 And what is it doing to my body? 85 00:04:36,880 --> 00:04:39,160 And what is it making me feel? 86 00:04:39,160 --> 00:04:41,000 And that's a really important thing to think about. 87 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:43,240 You know, love for me, maybe you feel free. 88 00:04:43,240 --> 00:04:45,520 It made me feel safe. 89 00:04:45,520 --> 00:04:48,680 It made me feel like I could become anything. 90 00:04:48,680 --> 00:04:49,680 It was encouraging. 91 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:51,960 It was, you know, peaceful. 92 00:04:51,960 --> 00:04:53,320 And it gave me life. 93 00:04:53,320 --> 00:04:57,600 And that was one of the experiences I had was like, I realized that I really loved the 94 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:00,800 experience of being in nature and nature is doing one thing. 95 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:01,880 It's creating more life. 96 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:04,080 It's creating the more experience. 97 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:09,360 And it's that creation of life itself that resonates deeply within the core of my being 98 00:05:09,360 --> 00:05:14,880 because I am itself creation manifested in the walking form. 99 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:17,680 And so that's why we connect with nature and we feel this love. 100 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:22,800 This is why connection is so important to love because love is the expression of creation 101 00:05:22,800 --> 00:05:26,400 and it's the feeling of that creation happening within us. 102 00:05:26,400 --> 00:05:28,160 And so I don't think you can get too much love. 103 00:05:28,160 --> 00:05:33,760 I think you can get too much interpreted emotional love, but true love is life itself and it 104 00:05:33,760 --> 00:05:37,120 is creation manifesting itself through us. 105 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:38,960 And we feel that emotionally. 106 00:05:38,960 --> 00:05:43,880 Have you ever had an opportunity to observe a live volcano up close? 107 00:05:43,880 --> 00:05:44,880 No, I haven't. 108 00:05:44,880 --> 00:05:45,880 I haven't. 109 00:05:45,880 --> 00:05:51,800 I mean, you're speaking of creation here and I've had an opportunity to do that and 110 00:05:51,800 --> 00:05:56,280 and fly over it in a helicopter and when it's going into the ocean and stuff. 111 00:05:56,280 --> 00:06:03,080 And it's a, it's a profound feeling that I don't know where else you can get when you're 112 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:05,000 seeing that kind of creation happen. 113 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:08,600 Now, of course, volcanoes can have devastation too. 114 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:14,080 But these recent eruptions over in Iceland, I'm like, I would love to get over there and 115 00:06:14,080 --> 00:06:16,080 see that because I know what that feels like. 116 00:06:16,080 --> 00:06:17,080 It's pretty cool. 117 00:06:17,080 --> 00:06:20,800 Anyway, let's get to what people are tuning in for today. 118 00:06:20,800 --> 00:06:22,800 We're going to talk NDEs. 119 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:25,680 Do you still ride a motorcycle, by the way? 120 00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:28,920 I, I just recently sold my motorcycle. 121 00:06:28,920 --> 00:06:35,320 I still hold a motorcycle license and I probably will in the future. 122 00:06:35,320 --> 00:06:37,640 Not the same way that I was riding before. 123 00:06:37,640 --> 00:06:39,600 Let's go back seven years. 124 00:06:39,600 --> 00:06:42,840 Tell us what was going on with you and your motorcycle that day. 125 00:06:42,840 --> 00:06:43,840 Yeah. 126 00:06:43,840 --> 00:06:46,920 Seven years ago, it was my buddy's birthday. 127 00:06:46,920 --> 00:06:52,840 I just come out of a devastating part of my life where I had just been in the grips of 128 00:06:52,840 --> 00:06:55,000 depression and anxiety. 129 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:57,000 I felt like I wasn't really living. 130 00:06:57,000 --> 00:07:02,560 I was just merely existing because my body wouldn't shut down and I wasn't in a good 131 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:03,560 place. 132 00:07:03,560 --> 00:07:04,560 Wasn't in a good place. 133 00:07:04,560 --> 00:07:06,680 I'd lost my identity as a man. 134 00:07:06,680 --> 00:07:07,680 I lost my jobs. 135 00:07:07,680 --> 00:07:10,280 I was injured in the military. 136 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:14,280 And so when I walked into this experience, I was really had just kind of given up on 137 00:07:14,280 --> 00:07:15,680 life. 138 00:07:15,680 --> 00:07:20,200 And the day that I went out riding, like I said, it was my friend's birthday. 139 00:07:20,200 --> 00:07:24,880 I went out and just rode recklessly and there's no helmet laws where I was living. 140 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:26,440 So I didn't have a helmet on. 141 00:07:26,440 --> 00:07:29,000 And I guess I had like a subconscious death wish. 142 00:07:29,000 --> 00:07:32,480 I wasn't really finding life anywhere around me. 143 00:07:32,480 --> 00:07:36,760 So I went out and rode recklessly and ended up crashing my motorcycle. 144 00:07:36,760 --> 00:07:37,760 I crashed my motorcycle. 145 00:07:37,760 --> 00:07:40,800 I was doing about 50, 60 miles an hour. 146 00:07:40,800 --> 00:07:45,240 It came down hard and flew up in the air. 147 00:07:45,240 --> 00:07:49,480 And I remember not flying in the air so much as landing and hitting my head. 148 00:07:49,480 --> 00:07:54,800 And I landed sideways on my bike and my head hit the asphalt. 149 00:07:54,800 --> 00:07:59,360 And the moment I hit my head, it was a really surreal experience. 150 00:07:59,360 --> 00:08:05,840 I had no pain, but I had the understanding that this was how I died. 151 00:08:05,840 --> 00:08:10,720 And I didn't know up until that point that I had been subconsciously thinking about that 152 00:08:10,720 --> 00:08:12,760 and wondering when that time would come. 153 00:08:12,760 --> 00:08:15,960 I think we all have that, that we don't really realize. 154 00:08:15,960 --> 00:08:19,520 And I realized in that moment that there was so much peace in knowing that this is how 155 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:20,520 I finally went. 156 00:08:20,520 --> 00:08:22,720 You know, I always wondered, that's crazy. 157 00:08:22,720 --> 00:08:24,680 It is weird. 158 00:08:24,680 --> 00:08:25,840 That's amazing your life. 159 00:08:25,840 --> 00:08:29,320 I mean, at that kind of speed was no helmet to hit your head. 160 00:08:29,320 --> 00:08:31,600 That is a, that's a total miracle. 161 00:08:31,600 --> 00:08:34,600 Did you run into something or just lay it down around a corner? 162 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:36,200 I just, I laid it down. 163 00:08:36,200 --> 00:08:40,680 I was trying to pull wheelies and just being ridiculous. 164 00:08:40,680 --> 00:08:43,440 Hey seven years ago, you weren't a teenager, I can tell. 165 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:49,440 No, I wasn't a teenager, but I don't think my, my spirit has grown much. 166 00:08:49,440 --> 00:08:53,240 My body isn't in a line with my spirit for sure sometimes. 167 00:08:53,240 --> 00:08:54,240 All right. 168 00:08:54,240 --> 00:08:57,280 So you lay it down, smack your head. 169 00:08:57,280 --> 00:08:58,280 What happens next? 170 00:08:58,280 --> 00:09:04,160 Well, I'm brought into this place of just complete emptiness. 171 00:09:04,160 --> 00:09:05,720 There was nothing there. 172 00:09:05,720 --> 00:09:06,960 I felt weightless. 173 00:09:06,960 --> 00:09:10,480 I didn't feel my body anymore, but I, I was still me. 174 00:09:10,480 --> 00:09:14,560 There was still an essence of me still there and conscious and aware. 175 00:09:14,560 --> 00:09:19,400 And I remember thinking like this is such a weird place to be and there's nothing here. 176 00:09:19,400 --> 00:09:20,400 I'm weightless. 177 00:09:20,400 --> 00:09:22,280 I don't have a body. 178 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:23,280 I didn't know where I was. 179 00:09:23,280 --> 00:09:29,920 And I was just kind of like taking it all in and just feeling so much peace and so much 180 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:31,480 love and so much joy. 181 00:09:31,480 --> 00:09:35,520 And, but I didn't know why because there was nothing that I should be excited about. 182 00:09:35,520 --> 00:09:37,600 You know, there's nothing there in front of me. 183 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:41,400 And I started looking around and all of a sudden I noticed from the outside that there were 184 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:47,280 small lights that were forming in kind of like going into hyperspace and the stars just 185 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:49,640 come in front of you and are worked. 186 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:53,280 All these lights started forming in around me creating a tunnel. 187 00:09:53,280 --> 00:10:01,120 Each light was like a pixel on a, on a TV and each pixel had its own color and each 188 00:10:01,120 --> 00:10:06,680 color was this beautiful, you know, shade I'd never seen and had this depth to it that 189 00:10:06,680 --> 00:10:10,360 was breathtaking, honestly. 190 00:10:10,360 --> 00:10:12,800 And it was colors I'd never seen before. 191 00:10:12,800 --> 00:10:17,960 And I remember thinking that when I'm looking at these colors, I'm getting an emotion attached 192 00:10:17,960 --> 00:10:18,960 to it. 193 00:10:18,960 --> 00:10:22,120 And so I'm not just seeing the colors that I'd never seen before, but I'm feeling this 194 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:27,560 depth of emotion of an entirety of an experience, you know, it's just like every emotion I could 195 00:10:27,560 --> 00:10:30,320 feel within this color was coming forth. 196 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:33,960 I was just in awe for a while looking around and seeing all these different pixels. 197 00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:38,680 And I remember looking at one in particular and being drawn into it, almost like it was 198 00:10:38,680 --> 00:10:40,760 pulling me into the color. 199 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:41,960 It kind of freaked me out a little bit. 200 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:44,360 I looked around, I was like, I don't know where that goes. 201 00:10:44,360 --> 00:10:45,960 You know, like, where's this going to take me? 202 00:10:45,960 --> 00:10:51,000 You know, I just kind of went back to it and looked at it some more and it just kind of 203 00:10:51,000 --> 00:10:54,080 sucked me into the color. 204 00:10:54,080 --> 00:10:58,200 And it was really weird because when it got sucked into the color, I was overlooking an 205 00:10:58,200 --> 00:11:00,080 experience of my life. 206 00:11:00,080 --> 00:11:06,800 I was within, you know, a memory, which, you know, this memory I would have never remembered, 207 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:11,920 you know, and so I was in this moment of an experience, almost like I was reliving it, 208 00:11:11,920 --> 00:11:13,840 but I wasn't in my body. 209 00:11:13,840 --> 00:11:17,560 I was kind of overlooking it from above my shoulder. 210 00:11:17,560 --> 00:11:21,280 So would you call this a life review, a type of, or part of it? 211 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:22,920 It was absolutely a life review. 212 00:11:22,920 --> 00:11:23,920 Okay. 213 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:25,080 Absolutely a life review. 214 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:30,480 It brought me back to an experience I had when I was a kid in a gas station. 215 00:11:30,480 --> 00:11:33,880 I remember saying hi to this lady who was there. 216 00:11:33,880 --> 00:11:41,000 And in this experience, I got to witness the effect of her emotions on that interaction. 217 00:11:41,000 --> 00:11:46,360 But also I got to see my intentions behind my emotions of that interaction. 218 00:11:46,360 --> 00:11:51,720 And it created a complete picture of the experience itself, what it did, how it functioned, and 219 00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:56,200 what was the necessity for this interaction, how to defect things long term. 220 00:11:56,200 --> 00:11:58,720 Can you tell me a little bit about that? 221 00:11:58,720 --> 00:12:01,920 What did you learn of how it affected her and you? 222 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:08,320 So every interaction that we have, when we create an experience within our mind, we are 223 00:12:08,320 --> 00:12:12,000 projecting that experience through our actions. 224 00:12:12,000 --> 00:12:19,680 That experience is entangled with them because we create an emotion within them. 225 00:12:19,680 --> 00:12:24,640 If they do not have control over their emotions and they're living an emotionally truthful 226 00:12:24,640 --> 00:12:29,400 life instead of a truthful emotional life, they are subjected to the environment that 227 00:12:29,400 --> 00:12:30,400 we give them. 228 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:31,400 Okay. 229 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:39,760 And not only that, but every experience is connected to the very next one. 230 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:40,760 Okay. 231 00:12:40,760 --> 00:12:45,240 So I had been living in a mindset where I should have lived a different way. 232 00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:47,120 This is where my depression came from. 233 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:50,400 I should have changed this or I could have done better here. 234 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:55,960 But the reality of the situation is that there's no other possible outcome for it. 235 00:12:55,960 --> 00:13:00,480 Because it has happened that way, it is meant for it to happen that way. 236 00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:05,480 And when I live in these moments of regress, when I'm going back to an emotional experience 237 00:13:05,480 --> 00:13:11,080 from the past and living within the emotions, I'm not able to draw the truth out of the 238 00:13:11,080 --> 00:13:16,920 experience and learn what I'm meant to learn and use that information for the future or 239 00:13:16,920 --> 00:13:21,800 future decisions or future environments or future connections. 240 00:13:21,800 --> 00:13:25,720 And so each experience happens the way that it's meant to. 241 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:32,240 Never only meant to figure out a way to react conducively to how life is creating. 242 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:38,000 And so I wasn't doing that because I was creating experiences based upon emotion, based upon 243 00:13:38,000 --> 00:13:44,000 needs, had nothing to do with what is life and how I can maintain that life in my experience 244 00:13:44,000 --> 00:13:45,240 and theirs. 245 00:13:45,240 --> 00:13:47,200 It was just about me. 246 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:50,760 And so I saw how it all fits together. 247 00:13:50,760 --> 00:13:52,880 It's not just my experience. 248 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:54,360 It's your reality. 249 00:13:54,360 --> 00:13:56,040 It's everyone's reality. 250 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:59,960 We all have an independent version and an independent viewpoint of it. 251 00:13:59,960 --> 00:14:04,480 And the best thing to do is acknowledge that viewpoint and know that it's come from a long 252 00:14:04,480 --> 00:14:07,880 lineage of experiences and perceptions. 253 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:13,720 And if we can honor that and we can represent what life is, we can live in a purity of creation 254 00:14:13,720 --> 00:14:18,200 that allows growth not just for ourselves, but for everyone else around us. 255 00:14:18,200 --> 00:14:21,360 Because your actions are affecting the other person. 256 00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:22,360 Absolutely. 257 00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:29,600 A specific example that you just used, how did you see or what did you see as far as 258 00:14:29,600 --> 00:14:33,600 how what you did affected that woman in the store? 259 00:14:33,600 --> 00:14:37,000 So I got to feel the emotion of her being validated. 260 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:39,440 So you did something positive, in other words. 261 00:14:39,440 --> 00:14:40,440 I did something positive. 262 00:14:40,440 --> 00:14:41,440 I said hello to her. 263 00:14:41,440 --> 00:14:42,440 I said hello to her. 264 00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:43,440 And that was it. 265 00:14:43,440 --> 00:14:44,440 That was it. 266 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:45,440 Maybe a little smile, too. 267 00:14:45,440 --> 00:14:46,440 That was it. 268 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:50,760 It's a very simple action that I was just doing just inherently. 269 00:14:50,760 --> 00:14:52,800 I just did it. 270 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:54,960 And I didn't realize the repercussions of it. 271 00:14:54,960 --> 00:15:01,400 And it really got me thinking about every small action is a projection of energy. 272 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:05,040 It's a projection of either life or death. 273 00:15:05,040 --> 00:15:07,200 The power of life and death is within the tongue. 274 00:15:07,200 --> 00:15:09,240 It's within the words that we speak. 275 00:15:09,240 --> 00:15:11,680 And Symatics proves this. 276 00:15:11,680 --> 00:15:17,680 And Dr. Yamoto with his water experiments proved this, that we have an effect upon the 277 00:15:17,680 --> 00:15:19,280 world around us. 278 00:15:19,280 --> 00:15:25,960 Whether it's in plants, whether it's in water molecules, or whether it's in people. 279 00:15:25,960 --> 00:15:31,960 We have an effect, our vibrational frequency, whether it's through words or our aura or 280 00:15:31,960 --> 00:15:36,120 energy, we are impacting other people around us and our environment. 281 00:15:36,120 --> 00:15:40,720 That's very powerful to think that we are either creating life or we're creating death. 282 00:15:40,720 --> 00:15:41,720 That's it. 283 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:43,640 There's nothing more to it. 284 00:15:43,640 --> 00:15:44,920 There's no gradient in there. 285 00:15:44,920 --> 00:15:46,240 It's either life or death. 286 00:15:46,240 --> 00:15:51,760 We're either creating emotions that are stimulating chemical responses that are conducive to proteins 287 00:15:51,760 --> 00:15:57,840 that are going to allow the DNA to respond and create the environment of the body, which 288 00:15:57,840 --> 00:16:00,680 is the environment of the spirit. 289 00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:04,640 And so we're either creating environments that are conducive to the growth of the spirit 290 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:06,760 or we're doing things that are taken away from that. 291 00:16:06,760 --> 00:16:11,280 We're creating negative emotions, negative chemicals that are having an adverse effect 292 00:16:11,280 --> 00:16:12,280 on the body. 293 00:16:12,280 --> 00:16:14,320 And that has an adverse effect on the spirit. 294 00:16:14,320 --> 00:16:17,080 What do you think about road rage? 295 00:16:17,080 --> 00:16:19,680 You've got a couple of those negative things going on. 296 00:16:19,680 --> 00:16:21,760 They grow, right? 297 00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:28,000 One person ticks off the other one vice versa and it grows and grows until it's out of control. 298 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:33,480 And you think that doesn't affect other people on the road, especially if they create a crash, 299 00:16:33,480 --> 00:16:34,480 whatever. 300 00:16:34,480 --> 00:16:38,840 Anyway, back to your experience in that life review. 301 00:16:38,840 --> 00:16:43,800 Were there a lot of other experiences like that that you saw remembered? 302 00:16:43,800 --> 00:16:47,360 I went down six to nine. 303 00:16:47,360 --> 00:16:49,560 I went down a few of them. 304 00:16:49,560 --> 00:16:52,400 And they were all pretty much the same thing. 305 00:16:52,400 --> 00:16:53,960 They were different experiences. 306 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:58,720 Some of them I would have never remembered, just a simple hello or simple interchange. 307 00:16:58,720 --> 00:17:00,800 But they were all pointing to one thing. 308 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:04,080 They were all saying, look at this from a different perspective. 309 00:17:04,080 --> 00:17:06,800 Look at it from the perspective of creation. 310 00:17:06,800 --> 00:17:09,440 How is this creating life? 311 00:17:09,440 --> 00:17:12,000 How is this conducive to the creation of life? 312 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,520 And how is it not? 313 00:17:13,520 --> 00:17:15,760 And what is a different way that we can perceive things? 314 00:17:15,760 --> 00:17:20,400 Because at the end of the day, what we are is the perception. 315 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:24,560 We are the perception of creation or of death. 316 00:17:24,560 --> 00:17:26,720 Everything falls under those two categories. 317 00:17:26,720 --> 00:17:29,920 And so it's our perception that makes us who we are. 318 00:17:29,920 --> 00:17:35,240 And our perception in every experience creates the environment of the emotions. 319 00:17:35,240 --> 00:17:40,080 And we are blinded to the very thing that we are, which is energy. 320 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:41,080 It's the spirit. 321 00:17:41,080 --> 00:17:42,080 It's who we are. 322 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:43,160 It's what we are. 323 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:47,320 And so how does a blind person see truth? 324 00:17:47,320 --> 00:17:48,440 How does he see truth? 325 00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:50,520 He has to feel truth. 326 00:17:50,520 --> 00:17:53,720 And so because we're blinded to our truth, we must feel the truth. 327 00:17:53,720 --> 00:17:54,880 And that's what emotions are. 328 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:57,000 They're energy and motion. 329 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:02,720 It's energy meant to create an environment that's going to lead us back into the path 330 00:18:02,720 --> 00:18:07,960 of creation, of to what feels right, of to what love is. 331 00:18:07,960 --> 00:18:08,960 Because that's the connection. 332 00:18:08,960 --> 00:18:11,040 Because I don't know what everyone's belief is. 333 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:12,040 It doesn't matter. 334 00:18:12,040 --> 00:18:13,160 It's not just the Bible. 335 00:18:13,160 --> 00:18:16,880 It says that the original sin was disconnection from God. 336 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:19,880 The byproduct of that is death. 337 00:18:19,880 --> 00:18:24,640 And so ironically, Jesus came back to give the instructions on how to connect back to 338 00:18:24,640 --> 00:18:25,880 God. 339 00:18:25,880 --> 00:18:26,880 And what is that connection? 340 00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:27,880 It's not adversary. 341 00:18:27,880 --> 00:18:28,880 It's not destruction. 342 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:32,600 You can't have destruction and creation in the same place. 343 00:18:32,600 --> 00:18:35,400 They don't serve the same masters. 344 00:18:35,400 --> 00:18:39,400 And so what Jesus was teaching is get back into alignment with creation. 345 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,040 He talked about the Holy Spirit. 346 00:18:41,040 --> 00:18:43,920 That's the energetic environment of life continuing. 347 00:18:43,920 --> 00:18:48,080 If we look all around us, life is happening, it's unfolding. 348 00:18:48,080 --> 00:18:49,080 It's in the trees. 349 00:18:49,080 --> 00:18:51,080 It's in the plants, in the grass. 350 00:18:51,080 --> 00:18:52,120 What are they doing? 351 00:18:52,120 --> 00:18:53,840 They're creating more life. 352 00:18:53,840 --> 00:19:00,600 And so if our body is containing the spirit and our senses are bringing in energy, light 353 00:19:00,600 --> 00:19:07,640 energy, audible energy, chemical energy, thermal energy, kinetic energy, it's all energy movement. 354 00:19:07,640 --> 00:19:09,120 We're all interpreting different energies. 355 00:19:09,120 --> 00:19:13,560 That's different dimensions for a multi-dimensional being, in taking different energies. 356 00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:18,560 Those energies are being placed through our projection or our perception. 357 00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:21,760 And then it's being put in that order based upon that. 358 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:27,120 And that perception should come from the heart, because the heart only knows two things. 359 00:19:27,120 --> 00:19:28,720 It knows life and death. 360 00:19:28,720 --> 00:19:33,640 And they've done studies where they hooked up in EKG and EEG to participants and they 361 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:38,320 showed them pictures that were meant to elicit emotional responses. 362 00:19:38,320 --> 00:19:44,040 And what they found out was that the heart would always respond first every single time. 363 00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:48,080 And in numerous times, it responded before the picture was even put out. 364 00:19:48,080 --> 00:19:53,680 But they could measure the energy output of the heart and the brain and found that the 365 00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:56,760 heart would respond first and then it would shoot it up to brain. 366 00:19:56,760 --> 00:20:00,640 So the heart is in taking the energy from the universe, from the quantum field, whatever 367 00:20:00,640 --> 00:20:02,920 you want to call it from God. 368 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:05,560 And then it's being measured, because we have neurons inside our heart. 369 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:07,800 We have a heart to brain. 370 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,480 So the brain is like, hey, is this life or death? 371 00:20:10,480 --> 00:20:11,600 Then let's shoot it up to our brain. 372 00:20:11,600 --> 00:20:16,960 Well, our brain is a storage facility of all past experiences so that we know how to use 373 00:20:16,960 --> 00:20:22,440 that information so that the next time we come across a problem, we can use the information. 374 00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,640 And that changes the progression of life. 375 00:20:25,640 --> 00:20:29,320 And so it's all about just a continuation of creation. 376 00:20:29,320 --> 00:20:31,960 It's falling back into alignment with creation. 377 00:20:31,960 --> 00:20:37,760 It's saying, hey, if we realize that love is not emotional, love is love. 378 00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:38,840 It's life itself. 379 00:20:38,840 --> 00:20:40,400 We can figure out how to love people. 380 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,200 We can just life people. 381 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:45,960 If I give you life, it's going to feel like love because it's going to feel like growth. 382 00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:48,040 It's going to feel like creation is happening. 383 00:20:48,040 --> 00:20:50,680 So we are blinded to what we really are. 384 00:20:50,680 --> 00:20:56,520 But we've been given the ability to feel how creation happens. 385 00:20:56,520 --> 00:21:01,760 And when creation happens and we're involved or in the presence of creation, we feel love. 386 00:21:01,760 --> 00:21:03,560 And this is why we love nature. 387 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:04,760 This is why we love being outdoors. 388 00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:09,880 This is why we love people that aren't telling us what to be, but encouraging us to be everything 389 00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:11,600 that we know ourselves to be. 390 00:21:11,600 --> 00:21:17,040 You have obviously learned really a lot in the last seven years and from the experience 391 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:18,680 you had. 392 00:21:18,680 --> 00:21:23,520 Before we move on and philosophize more, I want to hear more about the experience itself. 393 00:21:23,520 --> 00:21:28,800 So I don't know if you can put this in sort of a linear timeline, but I'm going to say, 394 00:21:28,800 --> 00:21:33,320 hey, what happened next or what do you remember next that you can fill us in on? 395 00:21:33,320 --> 00:21:34,320 Sure. 396 00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:38,720 So as I went down the tunnel and got to go in and out of these experiences and as I felt 397 00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:44,160 this immense amount of love in me, I got to the end and I noticed that the structure where 398 00:21:44,160 --> 00:21:48,080 these colors were in, there were some blank ones. 399 00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:50,560 There were some empty spaces. 400 00:21:50,560 --> 00:21:54,720 And I remember having this knowing that, OK, these empty spaces haven't been filled with 401 00:21:54,720 --> 00:21:55,720 color yet. 402 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,040 So maybe the experience hasn't been done yet. 403 00:21:58,040 --> 00:22:01,360 So maybe I've got more time in life. 404 00:22:01,360 --> 00:22:03,400 And it kind of refreshed my spirit. 405 00:22:03,400 --> 00:22:06,080 It gave me excitement, gave me excitement. 406 00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:11,040 The moment I realized that, I realized that there was a being behind me, there was a presence 407 00:22:11,040 --> 00:22:12,560 behind me. 408 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:16,560 And that presence was so immensely powerful. 409 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:17,560 I couldn't look at it. 410 00:22:17,560 --> 00:22:21,640 I didn't want to turn my head back to look at it, but I felt this power and strength, 411 00:22:21,640 --> 00:22:25,000 but I also felt safe and I felt loved. 412 00:22:25,000 --> 00:22:28,080 It's that feeling you get like when you're at the supermarket or the checkout stand and 413 00:22:28,080 --> 00:22:30,920 somebody's standing too close to you and you know somebody's there. 414 00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:33,280 You don't have to look, but you know they're there. 415 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:34,520 It was like that. 416 00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:39,520 And the moment I realized that I was safe, I was protected, that whoever this was, this 417 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:43,040 angel had been with me the entire time. 418 00:22:43,040 --> 00:22:47,760 And it was what was pushing me in and out of one experience, almost like I would have got 419 00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:50,560 caught in the experience how I stayed in one of them. 420 00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:52,520 So it was almost like it was leading me down. 421 00:22:52,520 --> 00:22:55,480 The experience has shown me what's going on. 422 00:22:55,480 --> 00:22:58,280 And it spoke three words to me telepathically. 423 00:22:58,280 --> 00:23:01,040 It said, become the purpose. 424 00:23:01,040 --> 00:23:04,400 Become the purpose to me at that time didn't make any sense. 425 00:23:04,400 --> 00:23:07,040 I didn't know what my purpose was. 426 00:23:07,040 --> 00:23:08,640 And become the purpose. 427 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:14,000 Like that seemed like a galactic task and I didn't know how to become the purpose. 428 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:17,880 So I felt like there was a mission that I had to go do. 429 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:20,040 I had to become the purpose. 430 00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:25,280 And I didn't know how, but then a white light came out from in front of me and literally 431 00:23:25,280 --> 00:23:31,640 just it didn't shine on me, it shined through me and became part of me. 432 00:23:31,640 --> 00:23:36,800 And it was almost like the light held all the information that I needed to know. 433 00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:40,040 Every bit of information that I needed to know about my life and becoming the purpose 434 00:23:40,040 --> 00:23:42,680 was ingrained in there. 435 00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:47,040 And in that very moment of that understanding, I had been on pain medication from an accident 436 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:50,320 in the military and multiple surgeries. 437 00:23:50,320 --> 00:23:56,160 And I knew that I had to take, stop taking pain medication and I had to start meditating. 438 00:23:56,160 --> 00:24:00,040 And I didn't know that I could do two of those things, you know, there's no way. 439 00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:04,760 But it wasn't, it wasn't like, Hey, you could do this or you could do this. 440 00:24:04,760 --> 00:24:07,080 It was like, this is what you're going to do. 441 00:24:07,080 --> 00:24:13,480 And if you don't do it this way, all of that crap, your whole life from not listening is 442 00:24:13,480 --> 00:24:15,080 going to keep happening. 443 00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:19,040 It's going to keep happening because you have separated yourself from your purpose. 444 00:24:19,040 --> 00:24:22,920 You've separated yourself from the reasoning for you being here. 445 00:24:22,920 --> 00:24:26,520 And I had been, you know, unbeknownst to me, been looking for my purpose my whole life 446 00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:27,720 and I'd been blinded to it. 447 00:24:27,720 --> 00:24:29,600 I didn't know what it was. 448 00:24:29,600 --> 00:24:34,280 And so if you don't know the purpose of a tool, you don't know how to properly utilize 449 00:24:34,280 --> 00:24:35,280 that tool. 450 00:24:35,280 --> 00:24:39,680 You know, and if you don't know the environment in which the tool is used, you don't even 451 00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:42,360 know where to start to begin to understand it. 452 00:24:42,360 --> 00:24:46,320 You know, and that's a rationality for me to think about in construction, you know, 453 00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:50,480 I can't use this tool, the best of its ability, unless I know what it is and what it's doing 454 00:24:50,480 --> 00:24:53,440 and where it's located and how it interacts the environment. 455 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:58,640 And so I knew that I had to understand who I was, what I was and how I interacted my 456 00:24:58,640 --> 00:25:01,000 environment and what is it that I'm doing? 457 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:02,840 What is it that I'm actually doing? 458 00:25:02,840 --> 00:25:03,840 Interesting. 459 00:25:03,840 --> 00:25:05,760 It's not just about what's in front of you. 460 00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:11,520 It's about what's inside of us that is really who we are and what's inside of us and where 461 00:25:11,520 --> 00:25:16,160 does that start and how does that road play out into everyday living and how is that 462 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:22,480 applicable to everybody and how is that fit within science, religion, spirituality and 463 00:25:22,480 --> 00:25:23,480 my own experiences? 464 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:25,080 How does this all come together? 465 00:25:25,080 --> 00:25:27,280 So that's what I knew I had to do. 466 00:25:27,280 --> 00:25:28,280 Right. 467 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:29,480 Was there anything else after that? 468 00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:31,280 Did the being communicate anything? 469 00:25:31,280 --> 00:25:35,960 Once that light hit me, once that light hit me and I was filled with that information 470 00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:39,000 and that understanding, I woke up on the side of the freeway. 471 00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:40,000 Okay. 472 00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:41,000 And it's the other road. 473 00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:47,520 And when I woke up into my body, I felt the weight of gravity pulling me down as I'm laying 474 00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:48,520 there. 475 00:25:48,520 --> 00:25:53,920 I had eight broken ribs and three broken places, a broken wrist, internal bleeding, punctured 476 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:56,200 lung, road rash everywhere. 477 00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:59,920 And I felt pain for the first time in that whole experience. 478 00:25:59,920 --> 00:26:04,880 And that was very shocking to my body and to my spirit. 479 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:12,600 I feel the weight of gravity, I feel the energy in my body, like it's going through resistors. 480 00:26:12,600 --> 00:26:17,520 I feel resistance in my body as my energy moves through my body and I feel how slow 481 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:18,520 it is. 482 00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:25,720 And it's a weird feeling to be in the pureness of what we are, in the pureness of love, in 483 00:26:25,720 --> 00:26:30,920 the pureness of creation, in the pureness of that energy and then come back in from 484 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:34,320 that pureness and almost be like put inside out. 485 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:38,080 It's almost like your spirit comes out of you, you're put inside out and then you're 486 00:26:38,080 --> 00:26:39,840 put back in your body. 487 00:26:39,840 --> 00:26:42,800 And then you're meant to look at things from a different perspective. 488 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:46,480 You know, I think this is why when people come back, they go directly to the very beginning, 489 00:26:46,480 --> 00:26:48,400 which is love, which is creation. 490 00:26:48,400 --> 00:26:50,920 I felt this immense amount of love and it's all about love. 491 00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:51,920 You're right. 492 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:54,720 It's all about creation and it's all that's happening around us. 493 00:26:54,720 --> 00:26:58,520 We are living within the fundamentals of creation. 494 00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:03,080 Most people are very much changed after an experience like this. 495 00:27:03,080 --> 00:27:09,440 In all kinds of ways, seems like they're all positive, but the net outcome we might think 496 00:27:09,440 --> 00:27:11,000 doesn't always look positive. 497 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:17,600 A lot of people change jobs, get divorces, things like that as they are going down the 498 00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:21,760 path they feel like they need to change and go down at that point. 499 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:26,080 I want to come back to some of this, but briefly I want to hear what was your recovery like 500 00:27:26,080 --> 00:27:29,320 because that was a bad accident and did you have a brain injury too? 501 00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:34,280 Yeah, I did have a traumatic brain injury, you know, caused me some memory issues and 502 00:27:34,280 --> 00:27:36,960 stuff, but it was a tough recovery. 503 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,800 Again, I was alone. 504 00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:42,840 Everybody in my life had kind of walked away from me at that point, you know, having dealt 505 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:43,840 with depression and stuff. 506 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:45,440 I kind of secluded myself. 507 00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:48,680 I had one friend that let me stay at his house. 508 00:27:48,680 --> 00:27:56,000 I spent months inside of a room in seclusion just thinking about what had happened to me 509 00:27:56,000 --> 00:28:01,840 and trying to process and understand what it was that that was because I hadn't done 510 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,040 drugs. 511 00:28:03,040 --> 00:28:07,480 I hadn't experienced any hallucinogenic trips before and this was something that was completely 512 00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:08,920 new to me. 513 00:28:08,920 --> 00:28:13,200 So recovery was a time of deep sorrows. 514 00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:17,360 It was some of the deepest sorrow I'd ever walked through in my life. 515 00:28:17,360 --> 00:28:25,280 It was sorrowful because I had to realize that I had been lying to myself my whole life. 516 00:28:25,280 --> 00:28:30,120 My whole life was fundamentally an observational lie. 517 00:28:30,120 --> 00:28:35,160 The way that I had perceived life was not correct and it wasn't to its fullness. 518 00:28:35,160 --> 00:28:40,920 And so walking back, your reality is the hardest thing that anybody can do. 519 00:28:40,920 --> 00:28:41,920 Yeah. 520 00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:46,440 Do you have some advice for other people who may be going through an experience like that? 521 00:28:46,440 --> 00:28:51,160 Yeah, for me, it was realizing that this is meant to transform us. 522 00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:52,720 Nothing happens to us. 523 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:54,720 Everything happens for us. 524 00:28:54,720 --> 00:29:00,840 And if we realize that there's nothing to hold on to from the past, once yesterday is 525 00:29:00,840 --> 00:29:05,240 done, once we go to sleep, I look at things as like, this is, I've died. 526 00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:08,640 So every day now becomes an independent life. 527 00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:10,480 It's not one long storyline anymore. 528 00:29:10,480 --> 00:29:16,400 It becomes one life every day and I can maximize the effectiveness of that life easily in that 529 00:29:16,400 --> 00:29:17,480 one day. 530 00:29:17,480 --> 00:29:23,080 It's easier to justify, easier to play out, easier to maintain my energy. 531 00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:27,440 They will transform us and it's either going to transform us into something greater or 532 00:29:27,440 --> 00:29:31,080 it's going to create a regression to where we don't fit here anymore. 533 00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:36,240 And I think this is a lot of problems that a lot of ND years have is, is how do we take 534 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:39,000 this information and apply it to our life? 535 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:40,480 Exactly. 536 00:29:40,480 --> 00:29:42,640 Something significant happened. 537 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:47,120 Not only what does it mean, but it must have happened to me for a reason. 538 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:50,960 So let's figure all that out and it takes time. 539 00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:55,920 So to those that may be going through something like that, be patient, give it its time, give 540 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:59,400 it its space and it'll come to you. 541 00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:03,960 It will explore, explore your thoughts, explore your reasoning for who you are and why you 542 00:30:03,960 --> 00:30:05,520 are, what you are. 543 00:30:05,520 --> 00:30:09,400 You know, that was the number one question that I asked myself is why? 544 00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,880 Why am I Jeremiah? 545 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:13,880 What makes me Jeremiah? 546 00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:17,600 What is the Jeremiah that the world knows and how does that line up with the Jeremiah 547 00:30:17,600 --> 00:30:19,280 that I know? 548 00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:22,000 And I found that there was a discrepancy there. 549 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:29,480 I had tried to become something to everybody and in doing that, I became multiple people. 550 00:30:29,480 --> 00:30:33,880 And when I was alone with myself and I had to live with the truth, not the projection, 551 00:30:33,880 --> 00:30:38,440 but the truth of what I was, it became really burdensome because I didn't know how to effectively 552 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:41,120 project who I was and what I was. 553 00:30:41,120 --> 00:30:45,240 And so, you know, going through that, you know, the recovery and, you know, others going 554 00:30:45,240 --> 00:30:48,440 through this, we're looking for our identity. 555 00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:51,200 We're looking for what we are, not who we are. 556 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:52,760 We know who we are. 557 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,760 We are love. 558 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:54,760 We love people. 559 00:30:54,760 --> 00:30:55,760 We're looking for love. 560 00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:56,760 We're looking to validate. 561 00:30:56,760 --> 00:30:57,760 We're looking to validate other people. 562 00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:58,760 But what are we? 563 00:30:58,760 --> 00:30:59,760 What makes us that love? 564 00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:04,800 And what we are is creation manifested in a physical form that's able to create life 565 00:31:04,800 --> 00:31:06,440 in every regard. 566 00:31:06,440 --> 00:31:12,280 And if we could use our experiences to create life in other people and life around us in 567 00:31:12,280 --> 00:31:17,800 our environment, you know, that's where the connection becomes fulfilled. 568 00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:20,080 Because it's not that we're sad. 569 00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:21,360 It's not that we're depressed. 570 00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:27,040 It's that we lost the connection to life and the connection to life is creation. 571 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:30,760 Some people would put that whole last part of what you just said. 572 00:31:30,760 --> 00:31:32,800 Some people would put that in different terms. 573 00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:36,840 Tell me if you think these would be accurate at all. 574 00:31:36,840 --> 00:31:41,080 Refer to themselves as a son or daughter of God. 575 00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:43,080 Does that fit with what you're saying? 576 00:31:43,080 --> 00:31:44,080 Absolutely. 577 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,080 Absolutely. 578 00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:46,080 Just another way of saying it, right? 579 00:31:46,080 --> 00:31:49,920 Being a son or daughter of God is being a reflection of the parent. 580 00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:54,320 And to be the reflection of the parent is to look at the parent and say, what is he doing? 581 00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:57,760 And so if we look at God and say, what is God doing? 582 00:31:57,760 --> 00:32:00,000 What is outside of creation? 583 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:01,520 What is outside of it? 584 00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:02,520 Nothing. 585 00:32:02,520 --> 00:32:04,600 There's nothing outside of creation. 586 00:32:04,600 --> 00:32:10,240 And so if there's nothing outside of creation and nothing that is created doesn't come 587 00:32:10,240 --> 00:32:11,240 from a creator. 588 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,440 I mean, everything that's created comes from a creator. 589 00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:16,200 And so there's nothing outside of creation. 590 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,080 Creator is what creates. 591 00:32:18,080 --> 00:32:19,080 We are within creation. 592 00:32:19,080 --> 00:32:21,800 So we have to say, what has our creator done? 593 00:32:21,800 --> 00:32:26,520 And how does our creation fit the idea or the intentions of the creator? 594 00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:32,240 Well, we can look around all around us in nature and see how that energy of life is being expressed. 595 00:32:32,240 --> 00:32:38,080 It's being expressed by community, by working together, by holding space for each other, 596 00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:39,760 by doing what we're created to do. 597 00:32:39,760 --> 00:32:43,920 Like the tree doesn't become a lumberjack because the first thing you'd have to do is 598 00:32:43,920 --> 00:32:45,840 chop itself down. 599 00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:49,880 So why do we create environments that are not conducive to life? 600 00:32:49,880 --> 00:32:54,040 We are being the lumberjack to our own tree and we're cutting it down, trying to save 601 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:55,040 everybody else. 602 00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:56,560 And that's not what we're supposed to do. 603 00:32:56,560 --> 00:32:58,560 We're supposed to be what we're created to do. 604 00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:06,160 Isn't it interesting that we are also happiest or filling the most real joy, deep joy, when 605 00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:07,160 we're creating? 606 00:33:07,160 --> 00:33:08,160 Yes. 607 00:33:08,160 --> 00:33:11,400 So let's throw out a couple of examples and it's different for everybody. 608 00:33:11,400 --> 00:33:17,960 If you've had children, okay, what does that feel like when you hold that new baby in your 609 00:33:17,960 --> 00:33:18,960 arms? 610 00:33:18,960 --> 00:33:19,960 Yeah. 611 00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:21,200 Okay, there's one. 612 00:33:21,200 --> 00:33:28,320 For some people, it would be, hey, I'm a gardener and I picked that piece of fruit where I planted 613 00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:31,720 that tree 10 years ago and nurtured it. 614 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:36,800 And now there's this beautiful, wonderful, sweet fruit from it. 615 00:33:36,800 --> 00:33:41,800 And there are so many other things that we can create as well as passing on all the love 616 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,840 and goodness that you're talking about. 617 00:33:44,840 --> 00:33:45,840 Appreciate that. 618 00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:49,520 I'm going to go back and ask you about a couple of other things that you brought up earlier 619 00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:54,320 because, oh man, this one I just wish I could picture. 620 00:33:54,320 --> 00:34:00,520 You mentioned colors and a lot of people mentioned colors to me, colors that they can't describe. 621 00:34:00,520 --> 00:34:03,200 I'm going to put you on the spot. 622 00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:04,200 Describe it to me. 623 00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:05,200 Sure. 624 00:34:05,200 --> 00:34:06,200 Yeah. 625 00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:08,440 Describe a color you can't describe. 626 00:34:08,440 --> 00:34:09,440 Yeah. 627 00:34:09,440 --> 00:34:15,760 So when you walk into a room, now I don't know what colors you don't like. 628 00:34:15,760 --> 00:34:18,040 Say it's red. 629 00:34:18,040 --> 00:34:21,960 It doesn't matter if you like it or not because when you walk into the red room, there's an 630 00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:24,240 emotion that automatically happens to you. 631 00:34:24,240 --> 00:34:25,240 You feel it. 632 00:34:25,240 --> 00:34:30,720 We don't recognize it because we're so focused on the sight, the visual, but we feel something 633 00:34:30,720 --> 00:34:31,720 too. 634 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:32,720 Okay. 635 00:34:32,720 --> 00:34:33,720 So there's a depth of feeling. 636 00:34:33,720 --> 00:34:38,160 So when you look at the colors on the other side, you're not just seeing the colors. 637 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:44,400 You are having an entirety of an experience with the color because the color is not just 638 00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:46,440 a light. 639 00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:47,440 It's a feeling. 640 00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:48,440 It's a sound. 641 00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:49,440 It's a vibrational frequency. 642 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:50,680 And it does something. 643 00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:53,280 So that's one aspect. 644 00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:56,560 Another aspect is a pearl essence to it. 645 00:34:56,560 --> 00:35:00,960 So when you think about like a pearl, a color on a paint job, on a car or something like 646 00:35:00,960 --> 00:35:01,960 that. 647 00:35:01,960 --> 00:35:07,280 It's not just the color of it, but there's another dimension to the depth of the color. 648 00:35:07,280 --> 00:35:11,160 There's space, it seems, from the beginning of the color to the end of the color that 649 00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:12,660 you see. 650 00:35:12,660 --> 00:35:18,480 And so you are immersed within the color or within the experience of what that color is 651 00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:20,280 supposed to represent. 652 00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:23,960 You're dipping your spirit into a color. 653 00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:28,680 Instead of just looking at it from the outside, creating a distance of separation, you are 654 00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:32,480 actually within the color and within the experience of the color. 655 00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:37,360 So when I'm trying to figure it out, I'm thinking way too much one-dimensionally. 656 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:44,080 I'm thinking, well, you know, I know what happens if you mix red and yellow. 657 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:48,320 So just tell me, what colors do I mix to see what you saw? 658 00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:49,800 But that's not what it is at all. 659 00:35:49,800 --> 00:35:58,200 It's a much more deep dimensional thing than just what we talk about as color here in this 660 00:35:58,200 --> 00:35:59,200 life. 661 00:35:59,200 --> 00:36:00,200 That helps. 662 00:36:00,200 --> 00:36:04,800 We think about color, you're looking at it as coming in through this way. 663 00:36:04,800 --> 00:36:09,320 When we see color, we're talking about seeing it with everything. 664 00:36:09,320 --> 00:36:11,440 Seeing it means how does it feel? 665 00:36:11,440 --> 00:36:14,320 Seeing it means how deep does it go? 666 00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:18,720 We're seeing it from a two-dimensional standpoint, whether it's on a frame, in a picture, a painting, 667 00:36:18,720 --> 00:36:23,840 or whether it's drawing, or whether it's on our screen, that doesn't represent a depth. 668 00:36:23,840 --> 00:36:28,080 You have to really understand that you have to be there and have two different perspectives 669 00:36:28,080 --> 00:36:30,480 to get that depth perspective. 670 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:36,840 So that kind of helps me understand also when you said the white light went through you. 671 00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:37,840 Right. 672 00:36:37,840 --> 00:36:39,160 It wasn't just on you. 673 00:36:39,160 --> 00:36:41,320 It didn't just lighten up your skin. 674 00:36:41,320 --> 00:36:42,680 It became me. 675 00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:43,680 It became me. 676 00:36:43,680 --> 00:36:44,680 Yeah. 677 00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:46,320 I mean, we are light at the end of the day. 678 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:47,320 That's what we are. 679 00:36:47,320 --> 00:36:48,320 We are light. 680 00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:51,960 Scientists know that we emit light photons, you know, and we emit the most amount of light 681 00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:54,080 photons when we're in peace and balance. 682 00:36:54,080 --> 00:37:00,840 We are atoms and cells clump together when we're in adversarial conditions. 683 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,440 And so we don't express that energy or that light. 684 00:37:03,440 --> 00:37:05,480 So we are light. 685 00:37:05,480 --> 00:37:07,000 That's really what energy is. 686 00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:08,000 Energy is light. 687 00:37:08,000 --> 00:37:12,720 It's a higher frequency energy, but it's what we are, and we connect to what we are. 688 00:37:12,720 --> 00:37:16,080 Hey, just a couple more things before we finish up. 689 00:37:16,080 --> 00:37:22,600 You mentioned becoming the purpose, or in other words, your mission in life. 690 00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:24,520 Can you sort of explain what that was? 691 00:37:24,520 --> 00:37:31,440 But I'd love you to succinctly, like in a one sentence, tell me what Jeremiah's mission 692 00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:33,360 now is. 693 00:37:33,360 --> 00:37:40,680 My mission is to live within the purpose of the intention of my Creator. 694 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:45,760 And if I live within the purpose, I can see that space was created to see the expansiveness 695 00:37:45,760 --> 00:37:46,820 of my power. 696 00:37:46,820 --> 00:37:52,200 I could see that Earth was created to show me how to utilize my energy and my spirit. 697 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:58,160 And I could see that I am evolving my spirit and becoming my truest, most powerful form. 698 00:37:58,160 --> 00:38:03,480 And that once I leave this physical world, I can no longer manipulate the energetic spirit 699 00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:04,560 that I am. 700 00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:06,280 I am creation. 701 00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:07,280 I am love. 702 00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:08,280 I am life. 703 00:38:08,280 --> 00:38:09,280 And so are you. 704 00:38:09,280 --> 00:38:11,000 And so is everybody that's watching this. 705 00:38:11,000 --> 00:38:12,000 We are creation. 706 00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:16,280 We are the manifestation of love, and we are the continuation of the cycle, just like it's 707 00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:17,800 happening in nature. 708 00:38:17,800 --> 00:38:22,400 On a scale of one to 10, how much fear do you have of the day that you actually will 709 00:38:22,400 --> 00:38:23,400 die? 710 00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:24,400 I don't. 711 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:25,400 I die every day. 712 00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:26,480 I die every day now. 713 00:38:26,480 --> 00:38:28,200 So there is no fear of death. 714 00:38:28,200 --> 00:38:35,680 There's only fear of not living to my potential, not living to my purpose, not living the intention 715 00:38:35,680 --> 00:38:41,520 of God for my life, not living the representation of God's intention through the actions and 716 00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:43,020 words of Jesus. 717 00:38:43,020 --> 00:38:46,880 So that's what I'm more worried about, is that I don't fulfill that. 718 00:38:46,880 --> 00:38:51,720 And that's what keeps me alive and awake, is that I want to fulfill the purpose of creation. 719 00:38:51,720 --> 00:38:55,720 And so I need to become creation in every regard, whether it's through my words, whether 720 00:38:55,720 --> 00:38:59,840 it's through my presentation, whether it's through my actions, whatever it is, I am a 721 00:38:59,840 --> 00:39:01,680 representation of creation. 722 00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:05,160 I am creation forming continually. 723 00:39:05,160 --> 00:39:06,400 And so I need to represent creation. 724 00:39:06,400 --> 00:39:09,960 This is how we get into alignment with God in our intentions. 725 00:39:09,960 --> 00:39:15,000 And for someone listening who doesn't yet know what their mission is, what advice do 726 00:39:15,000 --> 00:39:16,000 you have for them? 727 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:17,000 It's the same. 728 00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:23,320 We're all in this experience, in taking energy, using that energy like a potter uses clay 729 00:39:23,320 --> 00:39:26,320 to form our spirit. 730 00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:31,080 And it's not just that we're meant to form our spirit, but we're meant to form the spirit 731 00:39:31,080 --> 00:39:33,200 and environment of other people. 732 00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:36,840 We're meant to express creation to creation. 733 00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:39,480 And so everyone's purpose is the same. 734 00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:44,960 It's to create a body that will hold your spirit in a healthy regard, an environment 735 00:39:44,960 --> 00:39:47,520 that's conducive to growth and life. 736 00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:52,200 And it's to go express that life through your actions and through your relationships. 737 00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:56,080 It's through the words of encouragement, the words of love, the words of acknowledgement, 738 00:39:56,080 --> 00:39:57,680 the words of compassion. 739 00:39:57,680 --> 00:40:01,200 It's realizing that negative words have a negative impact on the body. 740 00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:05,560 You're killing the body when we have negative thoughts and negative words and negative experiences. 741 00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:09,000 We're not just creating an environment for other people, but we're also in that environment 742 00:40:09,000 --> 00:40:13,000 because the words that we're using is creating our reality. 743 00:40:13,000 --> 00:40:17,560 And so you're doing unto others as you're having done to yourself by doing that stuff 744 00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:20,600 because in your mind and in your reality, that's the environment. 745 00:40:20,600 --> 00:40:24,080 And so it's realizing that all of our purposes are the same. 746 00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:27,840 It's I'm going to love you or I'm going to give you life and I'm going to create life 747 00:40:27,840 --> 00:40:31,800 in you any way that I know how because I'm creating life any way that I know how. 748 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:38,480 And it's every action, every thought, every word, every experience, find life, find creation, 749 00:40:38,480 --> 00:40:44,360 find why it's happening for you and not regress and say it's happening to me because it's 750 00:40:44,360 --> 00:40:45,360 not. 751 00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:50,480 Hey, last thing, this is going to be something very specific that I want you to come up with 752 00:40:50,480 --> 00:40:53,320 with everybody that's listening to this today. 753 00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:59,440 And imagine kind of picture the globe, okay, because we have some listeners in South Africa 754 00:40:59,440 --> 00:41:07,440 and the Congo and UK and New Zealand and everywhere in the United States and all over the place. 755 00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:10,360 Okay, China, you name it. 756 00:41:10,360 --> 00:41:17,240 Let's all of us do one thing today and all the same thing so that we can help spread this, 757 00:41:17,240 --> 00:41:18,800 what you're talking about. 758 00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:21,680 Give us one thing that we can all do today. 759 00:41:21,680 --> 00:41:30,200 The most important thing is to love yourself and to love yourself through your mistakes, 760 00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:36,680 to realize that every, if you went through life and you had a wheelbarrow in your mind 761 00:41:36,680 --> 00:41:41,400 and you picked up every piece of time that we worried and every piece of time that we 762 00:41:41,400 --> 00:41:47,080 stressed out and we had anxiety and fear and then we loaded it up and we carried it and 763 00:41:47,080 --> 00:41:49,680 we stood back and said, hey, how much is that? 764 00:41:49,680 --> 00:41:51,400 Because it would be a lot. 765 00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:55,000 If you go back to your life and say, how much time did I worry? 766 00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:59,080 And then you realize that in this moment, you are the smartest you've ever been. 767 00:41:59,080 --> 00:42:03,520 You have the most amount of energy you've ever been and because you are alive, you are walking 768 00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:05,160 within your purpose. 769 00:42:05,160 --> 00:42:11,520 And so it's to love yourself, to realize that every action that you've created was an intention 770 00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:13,440 from love for yourself. 771 00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:14,520 It's forgiving yourself. 772 00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:20,120 It's realizing that you are the power of creation and that if you have died every night, then 773 00:42:20,120 --> 00:42:22,040 you wake up and none of that matters anymore. 774 00:42:22,040 --> 00:42:23,040 It's not real. 775 00:42:23,040 --> 00:42:24,440 Extract the information. 776 00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:26,520 Use it to make better decisions tomorrow. 777 00:42:26,520 --> 00:42:29,440 But in this moment, realize you're everything that you need to be. 778 00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:31,520 You are life and the expression of life. 779 00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:35,360 And so loving yourself is the first thing that we need to do because if we don't know 780 00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:38,960 how to love ourselves for everything that we are, we don't know how to love anybody 781 00:42:38,960 --> 00:42:39,960 else. 782 00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:44,520 And if we realize that we are alive and that love is life, then we realize that we're everything 783 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,920 that we've been looking for. 784 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:47,160 There's nothing we need. 785 00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:49,280 We are the everything that we need. 786 00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:53,520 We are the love that we've been seeking because we are the life that we've been living and 787 00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:54,520 we've been looking for. 788 00:42:54,520 --> 00:42:55,520 Beautifully said. 789 00:42:55,520 --> 00:42:56,520 Thanks a lot, Jeremiah. 790 00:42:56,520 --> 00:42:58,520 I appreciate you being on with us today. 791 00:42:58,520 --> 00:42:59,520 Thank you very much. 792 00:42:59,520 --> 00:43:02,920 I appreciate your time. 793 00:43:02,920 --> 00:43:05,880 Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast. 794 00:43:05,880 --> 00:43:11,960 Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com. 795 00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:16,240 If you want to share your near-death experience or if you have questions or comments about 796 00:43:16,240 --> 00:43:20,760 the show, send an email to eric at roundtriptest.com. 797 00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:45,760 Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next. 798 00:43:50,760 --> 00:43:56,760 Thank you.