1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,480 From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes. 2 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:13,440 They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped. 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:18,120 And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my 4 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:21,320 physical body because I was somewhere else. 5 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:27,400 The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't 6 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,400 anything else to be felt. 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,520 I was greeted by people I'd known in the past. 8 00:00:32,520 --> 00:00:34,160 I'm back home again. 9 00:00:34,160 --> 00:00:38,640 Incredibly safe and felt at home. 10 00:00:38,640 --> 00:00:42,800 Welcome to Roundtrip Death, everybody, and welcome to Sharon Kamara. 11 00:00:42,800 --> 00:00:44,080 How are you? 12 00:00:44,080 --> 00:00:44,840 I'm doing well. 13 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:45,720 Thank you, Eric. 14 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:48,040 It's an honor and a pleasure to be here. 15 00:00:48,040 --> 00:00:50,120 Oh, that's so nice of you. 16 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:51,520 I want to hear about Oregon. 17 00:00:51,520 --> 00:00:56,920 I know you live out there and for people that haven't been there, man, is it beautiful? 18 00:00:56,920 --> 00:00:58,040 It is. It's gorgeous. 19 00:00:58,040 --> 00:01:04,200 We have pretty much everything you could ask for except for the warm water on the coast. 20 00:01:04,200 --> 00:01:05,760 But we have the coast. 21 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:06,760 We have the mountains. 22 00:01:06,760 --> 00:01:14,000 We have the rivers, lakes, beautiful forests and the sand, of course, at the beach. 23 00:01:14,000 --> 00:01:16,040 It takes a little while to get used to the rain. 24 00:01:16,040 --> 00:01:17,040 I came back home. 25 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:20,440 I was born and raised in Oregon until I was about 13. 26 00:01:20,440 --> 00:01:24,880 And then because of family divorce and everything like that, parents divorced. 27 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:32,960 I moved around the South with my parents and moved back home about 18 years ago now. 28 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,120 Yeah, I love it. 29 00:01:34,120 --> 00:01:35,520 Welcome back to the West. 30 00:01:35,520 --> 00:01:36,520 Yeah. 31 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:38,120 A good place to be. 32 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:40,440 So we're going to go clear back. 33 00:01:40,440 --> 00:01:43,360 You've had two near-death experiences. 34 00:01:43,360 --> 00:01:45,640 The first one is a child. 35 00:01:45,640 --> 00:01:51,640 And it's kind of interesting that you didn't remember this until after your second one. 36 00:01:51,640 --> 00:01:56,200 Can you explain that just a little bit? Because some people are going to go, oh, sure. 37 00:01:56,200 --> 00:02:00,400 You know, gee, if you don't remember it, is it even real? 38 00:02:00,400 --> 00:02:06,000 But I'll remind listeners, we've had a lot of people on the show that some didn't remember 39 00:02:06,000 --> 00:02:09,680 their experience for three days, for three years. 40 00:02:09,680 --> 00:02:11,560 There are things that can bring it back. 41 00:02:11,560 --> 00:02:15,680 So tell us a little bit about, you don't have to get into all the details, but tell 42 00:02:15,680 --> 00:02:18,720 us a little about the process that happened. 43 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:19,720 Sure. 44 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:20,720 Yeah. 45 00:02:20,720 --> 00:02:24,600 And then I was like, as an adult, I didn't remember most of my childhood anyway. 46 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:26,600 And I always thought that was strange. 47 00:02:26,600 --> 00:02:31,040 Why is it I don't remember very much about, you know, being a kid? 48 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:33,800 And my parents were worse when my sister and I were young. 49 00:02:33,800 --> 00:02:37,160 And there was a lot of moving around and things like that. 50 00:02:37,160 --> 00:02:39,760 And I remembered a little bit of that, but not much. 51 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:42,280 We didn't live with either one of our parents there for a little while. 52 00:02:42,280 --> 00:02:46,280 We lived with my grandparents, and which is where a lot of things happened. 53 00:02:46,280 --> 00:02:55,160 And so after my near-death experience in 2001, the head injury, I ended up remembering that 54 00:02:55,160 --> 00:02:59,080 a little bit later after going into deep meditation. 55 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:05,080 It started the, it was the beginning of my awakening and what my guys call my quickening, 56 00:03:05,080 --> 00:03:11,280 where I woke up to my soul, to who I really am and started having memories of my childhood. 57 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:16,840 And that's how I remembered the experience as a childhood, the near-death experience 58 00:03:16,840 --> 00:03:18,800 in my childhood. 59 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:22,280 And there's no one that can tell me it wasn't real because as I was going through these 60 00:03:22,280 --> 00:03:29,440 memories, because they just started happening for me, sometimes spontaneously, where I'd 61 00:03:29,440 --> 00:03:34,880 have to go into my room and sit with it because I remembered abuse as a child. 62 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:40,200 That's why it was covered up and why it was repressed. 63 00:03:40,200 --> 00:03:46,160 And so the near-death experience when I was a child was during an experience where I was 64 00:03:46,160 --> 00:03:49,440 beat. 65 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:57,920 And I felt the feeling of it was so peaceful and so full of love and peace when I left 66 00:03:57,920 --> 00:03:58,920 my body. 67 00:03:58,920 --> 00:04:02,900 There was, there isn't anyone that could tell me I was making that up because I didn't 68 00:04:02,900 --> 00:04:08,120 understand what that would be like as an adult, even in my life. 69 00:04:08,120 --> 00:04:14,160 I believe you, I wasn't trying to, I wasn't trying to give you a hard time, but it is 70 00:04:14,160 --> 00:04:18,240 interesting that some of these memories can come flooding back later. 71 00:04:18,240 --> 00:04:24,440 And I understand why with the trauma that you repressed it for such a long time, we're 72 00:04:24,440 --> 00:04:28,080 going to be focusing on your second NDE. 73 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:32,640 That's the most, oh, I hate to say it's the most profound, but that's the one where there's 74 00:04:32,640 --> 00:04:33,960 a lot more detail. 75 00:04:33,960 --> 00:04:38,520 Is there anything that you remember seeing or doing or feeling in your first one that 76 00:04:38,520 --> 00:04:40,200 you would like to share? 77 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:41,200 Sure. 78 00:04:41,200 --> 00:04:47,680 In the, in the first one, I ended up, when I left my body, I was in what I understand 79 00:04:47,680 --> 00:04:51,960 now was what is called, what I've heard people call the void. 80 00:04:51,960 --> 00:04:57,600 I didn't understand it at the time because it was a darkness, but it wasn't dark like 81 00:04:57,600 --> 00:04:58,840 we understand darkness. 82 00:04:58,840 --> 00:05:05,640 It was a nothingness, but more than it was, it was a supportive nothingness, a nothingness 83 00:05:05,640 --> 00:05:16,680 where everything I was there in a state of being able to expand and contract, expand 84 00:05:16,680 --> 00:05:17,680 and contract. 85 00:05:17,680 --> 00:05:25,960 Where I remembered myself as the little girl that I was, and also as the universe. 86 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:33,680 It's difficult to describe, but as I'm floating in this nothingness and everythingness of what 87 00:05:33,680 --> 00:05:39,920 I've heard called the void and enjoying that, I don't know for how long, is when I was met 88 00:05:39,920 --> 00:05:45,760 by the same being that met me in 2001, who was who we know Jesus. 89 00:05:45,760 --> 00:05:55,400 I saw the light portal open up and he approached me and told me that, that I didn't have to 90 00:05:55,400 --> 00:06:00,840 go back, which was very different in 2001, where he told me it wasn't my time. 91 00:06:00,840 --> 00:06:04,880 But as a little girl, I was nine years old, he told me I didn't have to go back. 92 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:08,400 I told him that I wanted to finish my job. 93 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:09,400 I had that awareness. 94 00:06:09,400 --> 00:06:12,480 I didn't say job, I just told him I need to finish. 95 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:13,480 I'm not finished. 96 00:06:13,480 --> 00:06:15,920 I just started basically. 97 00:06:15,920 --> 00:06:19,880 I needed to finish and he asked, are you sure? 98 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:20,880 I said yes. 99 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:24,800 That's when I was brought back to my body. 100 00:06:24,800 --> 00:06:26,920 In 2001, it was very different. 101 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:27,920 Yeah. 102 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:33,480 Isn't that interesting how mature a nine-year-old can be in that kind of a setting? 103 00:06:33,480 --> 00:06:34,480 Right? 104 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:38,520 Because you probably weren't that mature in the toy store or whatever. 105 00:06:38,520 --> 00:06:39,520 Yeah. 106 00:06:39,520 --> 00:06:40,920 All right. 107 00:06:40,920 --> 00:06:44,360 Let's fast forward to 2001. 108 00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:45,640 I'm sorry. 109 00:06:45,640 --> 00:06:46,960 I don't mean to laugh. 110 00:06:46,960 --> 00:06:47,960 That's all right. 111 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:48,960 You can laugh. 112 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:49,960 It strikes me it's so funny. 113 00:06:49,960 --> 00:06:59,200 I've talked to a few people lately who had their NDEs after being hit by cars or trucks. 114 00:06:59,200 --> 00:07:04,800 I'm going to just spill some of the beans first before you get to it. 115 00:07:04,800 --> 00:07:08,600 Sharon fell out of the back of a bus and was run over by a trailer. 116 00:07:08,600 --> 00:07:09,600 Oh my gosh. 117 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:14,160 Now that I've stolen your thunder, tell us what was going on. 118 00:07:14,160 --> 00:07:15,160 Where were you? 119 00:07:15,160 --> 00:07:16,800 How did this all happen? 120 00:07:16,800 --> 00:07:17,800 Okay. 121 00:07:17,800 --> 00:07:20,480 I was living in San Antonio, Texas. 122 00:07:20,480 --> 00:07:27,280 I was in my early 40s at the time and we went, my friends and I, my girlfriends and I decided 123 00:07:27,280 --> 00:07:31,600 to go intertubing down Guadalupe River in New Brafos, Texas. 124 00:07:31,600 --> 00:07:37,840 It was for my friend's birthday and we had a really good day on the river and we had 125 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:39,640 been there quite a few times already. 126 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:42,280 We enjoyed doing it. 127 00:07:42,280 --> 00:07:44,560 When we got on the shuttle bus to take us back to our cars, we got on the shuttle bus 128 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:50,120 too for the shuttle bus to take us back to our cars so that we could go home for the 129 00:07:50,120 --> 00:07:51,120 day. 130 00:07:51,120 --> 00:07:52,120 It was around five o'clock. 131 00:07:52,120 --> 00:07:53,960 I was the first in our group, there was five of us. 132 00:07:53,960 --> 00:07:59,360 I was the first in the group to get on the bus when the shuttle bus pulled up and it 133 00:07:59,360 --> 00:08:04,320 was pulling a trailer with all of our ice chests and our inner tubes and everything. 134 00:08:04,320 --> 00:08:06,160 It was one of those little school buses. 135 00:08:06,160 --> 00:08:11,040 When I got on the bus, I saw that it was already full of people and it doesn't hold 136 00:08:11,040 --> 00:08:12,040 that many. 137 00:08:12,040 --> 00:08:13,040 It holds 13. 138 00:08:13,040 --> 00:08:15,840 It holds some of my occupancy, which includes the driver. 139 00:08:15,840 --> 00:08:19,200 I turned around to get back off, but there was a bunch of people behind me that wanted 140 00:08:19,200 --> 00:08:20,200 to get on. 141 00:08:20,200 --> 00:08:22,200 I ended up getting on. 142 00:08:22,200 --> 00:08:24,560 I thought, well, it's only a couple of miles, I guess. 143 00:08:24,560 --> 00:08:26,120 I'll go ahead and get on. 144 00:08:26,120 --> 00:08:27,760 I was the first one on. 145 00:08:27,760 --> 00:08:29,800 People also were on the bus saying, come on, get on. 146 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,840 Come stand back here in the aisle way. 147 00:08:32,840 --> 00:08:33,840 I did. 148 00:08:33,840 --> 00:08:36,960 I was the first of our group to get on. 149 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:43,000 I was in the back of the bus where the emergency door exit, that door was behind my back. 150 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:50,200 As he was driving down the road, when it was a four on the floor kind of thing, one of 151 00:08:50,200 --> 00:08:53,640 those buses was Emmanuel Gehr. 152 00:08:53,640 --> 00:08:56,680 He was shifting through gears, which was jerking us back and forth. 153 00:08:56,680 --> 00:09:02,520 At one point, as he's shifting gears, moving away from a signal light, it jerked us so 154 00:09:02,520 --> 00:09:07,320 hard that I was throwing up against the back door and I fell out of the back of the bus 155 00:09:07,320 --> 00:09:08,880 at that point. 156 00:09:08,880 --> 00:09:11,720 This door just flew open all of a sudden when you hit it. 157 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:12,720 Oh my gosh. 158 00:09:12,720 --> 00:09:13,720 Yeah. 159 00:09:13,720 --> 00:09:14,720 Yeah, it just flew open. 160 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:15,720 Man. 161 00:09:15,720 --> 00:09:21,000 I remember thinking, everything just kind of was in slow motion. 162 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:24,080 You know how people say time stopped kind of thing. 163 00:09:24,080 --> 00:09:25,080 It did. 164 00:09:25,080 --> 00:09:26,080 It was in slow motion. 165 00:09:26,080 --> 00:09:29,720 I remember thinking, I can't believe I'm falling out of this bus. 166 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:32,520 Am I really falling out of this bus? 167 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:35,720 Yeah, it doesn't happen every day. 168 00:09:35,720 --> 00:09:36,720 No, no. 169 00:09:36,720 --> 00:09:39,720 It's funny how our brain tries to process so quickly. 170 00:09:39,720 --> 00:09:43,320 This is a split second thing happening to you. 171 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:45,600 Yeah, totally. 172 00:09:45,600 --> 00:09:53,320 So I bounced off the trailer hitch on my back onto the pavement underneath the trailer and 173 00:09:53,320 --> 00:09:54,320 I bounced again. 174 00:09:54,320 --> 00:09:56,160 I remember all the bounces. 175 00:09:56,160 --> 00:10:03,520 I bounced again onto my side and at that point, my head was right in line with the wheel 176 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:05,480 of the trailer. 177 00:10:05,480 --> 00:10:11,240 And I knew in my mind that I was going to get run over because I yelled in my head just 178 00:10:11,240 --> 00:10:15,040 loud as could be, stop, you're killing me. 179 00:10:15,040 --> 00:10:21,840 And at that point is when the tire ran over my head, the back tire ran over my head. 180 00:10:21,840 --> 00:10:24,000 And that's when I popped out of my body. 181 00:10:24,000 --> 00:10:25,000 Wow. 182 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:26,000 Yeah. 183 00:10:26,000 --> 00:10:31,000 I'm just curious, do you have any idea how far on the bus went before they realized and 184 00:10:31,000 --> 00:10:33,720 stopped and got you help? 185 00:10:33,720 --> 00:10:35,360 It was about a block or two. 186 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:38,520 My friends told me afterwards that they were yelling at him and there was people talking 187 00:10:38,520 --> 00:10:40,240 and everything like that. 188 00:10:40,240 --> 00:10:41,240 Yeah, chaos. 189 00:10:41,240 --> 00:10:42,240 Yeah. 190 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:45,720 And the people in the back knew I had fallen out like my friend that was standing in front 191 00:10:45,720 --> 00:10:46,720 of me. 192 00:10:46,720 --> 00:10:50,560 And it's a good thing I didn't grab her because my hands went out right away to try to grab 193 00:10:50,560 --> 00:10:52,400 something and she was five months pregnant. 194 00:10:52,400 --> 00:10:54,880 So good thing I didn't grab her and take her with me. 195 00:10:54,880 --> 00:10:58,800 People were yelling at him to stop and he finally did. 196 00:10:58,800 --> 00:11:01,320 It was about a block or two. 197 00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:03,040 So it wasn't too far. 198 00:11:03,040 --> 00:11:08,160 And we'll come back before we're done and talk about the physical injuries and some 199 00:11:08,160 --> 00:11:10,880 of your recovery if that's okay. 200 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:13,880 But you popped out of your body immediately, you said. 201 00:11:13,880 --> 00:11:15,680 So tell me what happened next. 202 00:11:15,680 --> 00:11:16,680 Okay. 203 00:11:16,680 --> 00:11:21,280 So I'm floating above my body, looked to be maybe 20 feet or something like that, looking 204 00:11:21,280 --> 00:11:26,320 down and I see my body in the road. 205 00:11:26,320 --> 00:11:35,000 And I'm thinking, I mean, I recognize this body as my body, but I don't feel any attachment 206 00:11:35,000 --> 00:11:36,000 to it. 207 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:37,680 I don't feel any pain. 208 00:11:37,680 --> 00:11:40,480 I feel peace. 209 00:11:40,480 --> 00:11:43,400 I feel that type of feeling. 210 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:44,400 Okay. 211 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:45,800 Well, that's my body. 212 00:11:45,800 --> 00:11:48,960 I know in my mind that I had died. 213 00:11:48,960 --> 00:11:54,200 I knew that what I was yelling about or what I thought was going to happen had happened 214 00:11:54,200 --> 00:11:58,760 because I knew that when that wheel was going to run over my head, I was going to die. 215 00:11:58,760 --> 00:12:04,560 And so I knew that I had died again because I knew at that moment in time, that point 216 00:12:04,560 --> 00:12:07,600 that I had done this many times before. 217 00:12:07,600 --> 00:12:11,320 So I didn't have any, I wasn't panicked anymore. 218 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:12,320 I didn't feel any pain. 219 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:16,080 Didn't feel any panic, any anxiety. 220 00:12:16,080 --> 00:12:23,840 What I was thinking was I felt bad for my friends because we had a really good day. 221 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:27,160 And so I was lamenting that we had such a good day. 222 00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:29,960 And here I go and I was thinking here I go and die on them. 223 00:12:29,960 --> 00:12:30,960 That's really going to be a bummer. 224 00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:32,640 You just ruined their day. 225 00:12:32,640 --> 00:12:33,640 How dare you? 226 00:12:33,640 --> 00:12:34,640 I know, right? 227 00:12:34,640 --> 00:12:37,240 That's going to be a big bummer for them. 228 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:42,320 My friends are going to want to celebrate their birthday and all that and everything, you 229 00:12:42,320 --> 00:12:43,320 know? 230 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:46,000 And so I was thinking about that and felt bad. 231 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:51,800 And also then I, my thoughts went to, oh, and I saw this commuter bus coming toward 232 00:12:51,800 --> 00:12:58,440 my body and I thought, I hope that bus doesn't run over my body because that would make a 233 00:12:58,440 --> 00:12:59,440 big mess. 234 00:12:59,440 --> 00:13:04,960 And so these thoughts are going through my head and, and I thought about my partner at 235 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:10,680 the time and I was brought to him and I knew, I just knew that he would be okay. 236 00:13:10,680 --> 00:13:14,320 He, you know, he agreed for a while, but he would be okay. 237 00:13:14,320 --> 00:13:19,240 And then I thought about my sister who was very close and still very close to, and my 238 00:13:19,240 --> 00:13:26,880 thoughts went to her and I knew that she would grieve badly, but she would be all right too. 239 00:13:26,880 --> 00:13:30,520 She has her family, she has kids and has her family and her husband. 240 00:13:30,520 --> 00:13:35,560 And then I thought about my mom who I was really close to and she lived down the road 241 00:13:35,560 --> 00:13:37,720 from me and I kind of took care of her. 242 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:44,400 And when I thought about my mom, I felt a presence behind me and my stepfather who had 243 00:13:44,400 --> 00:13:51,040 passed in three years earlier, who I was really close to was, was a big catalyst for me with 244 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:53,240 my spiritual progress. 245 00:13:53,240 --> 00:13:57,720 I was raised Catholic and I was not a very good Catholic. 246 00:13:57,720 --> 00:14:01,120 My parents were good Catholics, but I, you know, I believed in higher power. 247 00:14:01,120 --> 00:14:05,760 I believed in, in God, not the judgmental God or anything like that. 248 00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:08,480 I didn't, I didn't want to go to church. 249 00:14:08,480 --> 00:14:12,920 I was not, when my grandmother used to make us go to church, when we lived with my grandmother, 250 00:14:12,920 --> 00:14:14,560 I would fight her. 251 00:14:14,560 --> 00:14:15,560 I feel bad now. 252 00:14:15,560 --> 00:14:21,320 I make her chase me around the house to get, because we went every day except Sunday, Saturday. 253 00:14:21,320 --> 00:14:24,760 So I didn't have a close relationship with Jesus or anything like that. 254 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:31,000 I just knew that I probably had somebody watching out for me because I probably should have died 255 00:14:31,000 --> 00:14:35,240 before that many times because I was a partier. 256 00:14:35,240 --> 00:14:36,240 That was my life. 257 00:14:36,240 --> 00:14:38,000 I mean, I kept down a job. 258 00:14:38,000 --> 00:14:40,600 I had a good job and everything like that. 259 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:44,120 But you know, I just kind of was doing that type of thing. 260 00:14:44,120 --> 00:14:49,200 My stepfather, I felt my, I turned around, turned around, took my attention off of the 261 00:14:49,200 --> 00:14:56,320 scene and saw my stepfather, who I missed pretty badly because we were really close. 262 00:14:56,320 --> 00:15:00,960 And he told me telepathically that it wasn't my time. 263 00:15:00,960 --> 00:15:07,160 And I was kind of confused and I told him that I wanted to stay. 264 00:15:07,160 --> 00:15:13,440 And at that point, I noticed a portal opening up to my right. 265 00:15:13,440 --> 00:15:19,160 Oh, he mentioned something about my mom and telepathically was sending me information about 266 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:22,320 my mom that I was going, I needed, that she needed me. 267 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:25,240 I was going to help her transition, those types of things. 268 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:28,320 And we had a conversation about that. 269 00:15:28,320 --> 00:15:30,680 And then the portal starts opening. 270 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:36,440 Before you move on, do you mind if I ask, were you feeling your stepfather or did you 271 00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:37,680 actually see him? 272 00:15:37,680 --> 00:15:41,480 And if so, can you describe him, what he was wearing, anything like that? 273 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:42,720 I'd love more detail. 274 00:15:42,720 --> 00:15:43,720 Sure. 275 00:15:43,720 --> 00:15:44,720 Yes. 276 00:15:44,720 --> 00:15:45,720 I saw him. 277 00:15:45,720 --> 00:15:50,280 He was there with me and he looked like himself, except for he was younger and looked a lot 278 00:15:50,280 --> 00:15:51,680 healthier. 279 00:15:51,680 --> 00:15:57,080 He was, he was sick when he, when he passed, he had lung disease, but he was wearing these 280 00:15:57,080 --> 00:16:02,840 glasses, the dark, the horn room glasses, you know, the black frame glasses. 281 00:16:02,840 --> 00:16:08,000 And I used to make fun of him when I was a kid, when I was younger, because he would 282 00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,680 wear them when they weren't cool. 283 00:16:09,680 --> 00:16:14,640 And so, so I would say, dad, please, can you wear some wire room glasses? 284 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:16,040 You look like a dork. 285 00:16:16,040 --> 00:16:20,640 And so when he shows himself to me in spirit, he's wearing those glasses. 286 00:16:20,640 --> 00:16:21,880 That's his signature. 287 00:16:21,880 --> 00:16:22,880 He looked like that. 288 00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:25,160 He's got that sense of humor. 289 00:16:25,160 --> 00:16:26,160 So that's what he looked like. 290 00:16:26,160 --> 00:16:27,160 Yeah. 291 00:16:27,160 --> 00:16:32,320 He was, I mean, he had similar clothes to what he was, what he wears here and slacks and 292 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:34,360 like a tunic shirt. 293 00:16:34,360 --> 00:16:38,240 So not the white toga robes or anything like that. 294 00:16:38,240 --> 00:16:40,240 No, he wasn't wearing that. 295 00:16:40,240 --> 00:16:42,680 I don't get why he was wearing glasses. 296 00:16:42,680 --> 00:16:47,040 Was that just so you could identify him or do you think he actually needed them to see? 297 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:48,440 No, he didn't need them to see. 298 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:49,440 It was our joke. 299 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:50,440 Gotcha. 300 00:16:50,440 --> 00:16:51,960 It was his communication to me. 301 00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:52,960 Yeah. 302 00:16:52,960 --> 00:16:58,320 Cause I was already communicating with him in ways after he passed. 303 00:16:58,320 --> 00:17:04,000 I started connecting and seeing him in the spirit world before my NDE a little while 304 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,000 before. 305 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:06,000 Okay. 306 00:17:06,000 --> 00:17:07,000 Cause he died in 98. 307 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:09,320 Are you seeing anybody else or just him? 308 00:17:09,320 --> 00:17:11,200 At that point, I was only seeing him. 309 00:17:11,200 --> 00:17:12,200 Yeah. 310 00:17:12,200 --> 00:17:13,200 Okay. 311 00:17:13,200 --> 00:17:15,120 So you mentioned this portal opens up. 312 00:17:15,120 --> 00:17:16,120 What was that like? 313 00:17:16,120 --> 00:17:17,480 Was it like a big cave? 314 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:19,320 Was it, what was it like? 315 00:17:19,320 --> 00:17:23,640 It was a circular portal. 316 00:17:23,640 --> 00:17:27,160 I wouldn't call it a, well, I guess you could call it a cave, but I don't see the end of 317 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:35,760 it, but I see people in it and it was a, like a blue gray that wasn't full of light, but 318 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:37,280 I could see people in it. 319 00:17:37,280 --> 00:17:38,800 And I knew that they were my ancestors. 320 00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:41,000 I recognized my grandparents. 321 00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:47,520 I recognized some other people that I knew that had passed from this life, my ancestors. 322 00:17:47,520 --> 00:17:51,840 And there, there were ancestors in there that I wouldn't have recognized. 323 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:57,880 I didn't recognize from this life, but I knew that were my ancestors and they were inside 324 00:17:57,880 --> 00:18:02,840 that portal and they weren't smiling and welcoming me home. 325 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:07,720 They just had kind of a deadpan look on their face, but they were there. 326 00:18:07,720 --> 00:18:12,160 And I, and then I realized, I started realizing, okay, well, this doesn't look like a welcome 327 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:14,160 home committee. 328 00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:15,160 Right. 329 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:21,720 And so as that's going on, I'm feeling drawn toward the portal and another portal opens 330 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:29,400 up beyond this portal and it's bright like the sun, yellow, white or golden white like 331 00:18:29,400 --> 00:18:30,760 the sun. 332 00:18:30,760 --> 00:18:35,720 And that starts expanding much larger than this other portal that I see. 333 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:43,440 And as that expands, I'm drawn to that portal and within, I don't, you know, I don't know 334 00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:50,000 how to construct time there compared to here other than, you know, maybe a few seconds 335 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,280 or something like that. 336 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:56,840 I see a figure moving out of that portal very quickly moving toward me and he's, and it's 337 00:18:56,840 --> 00:18:59,280 a male and in white robes. 338 00:18:59,280 --> 00:19:05,720 And I recognize him has Jesus who I call Yeshua and he's moving very quickly toward 339 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:07,000 me. 340 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:14,120 And as I recognize him, I realize that I missed him terribly and I flew to him. 341 00:19:14,120 --> 00:19:15,880 I just flew to him. 342 00:19:15,880 --> 00:19:18,080 That is really cool. 343 00:19:18,080 --> 00:19:20,000 Were you able to embrace him? 344 00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:21,000 Yes. 345 00:19:21,000 --> 00:19:22,000 In time? 346 00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:23,000 Yes. 347 00:19:23,000 --> 00:19:24,000 Yes. 348 00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:27,120 I was able to embrace him and we had an exchange. 349 00:19:27,120 --> 00:19:32,680 We had in a telepathic exchange where within that exchange, he tells me it's not my time 350 00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:35,680 and I tell him I want to stay with him. 351 00:19:35,680 --> 00:19:39,000 And this is thought, transference. 352 00:19:39,000 --> 00:19:46,520 What I remember is his, I mean, completely without question are his eyes and his laugh, 353 00:19:46,520 --> 00:19:50,000 his chuckle and he laughs when I tell him I want to stay with you. 354 00:19:50,000 --> 00:19:56,320 And it's more of a, I understand kind of chuckle kind of laugh, that type of thing. 355 00:19:56,320 --> 00:20:02,960 And his eyes were, it was like looking at the universe in his eyes and yeah, it's hard 356 00:20:02,960 --> 00:20:04,640 to describe. 357 00:20:04,640 --> 00:20:07,800 Try. 358 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:10,520 They were blue, okay? 359 00:20:10,520 --> 00:20:15,680 But a blue like we count don't, the colors are not like we understand blue. 360 00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:27,480 They were a deep blue and I see stars, I see light and love and a depth that I realize 361 00:20:27,480 --> 00:20:30,080 I'm seeing my soul too. 362 00:20:30,080 --> 00:20:34,440 He's reflecting me back into his eyes. 363 00:20:34,440 --> 00:20:41,320 And so there's an exchange there as he's holding me, he lifts my chin up so I can see his face. 364 00:20:41,320 --> 00:20:47,960 And that's when I see him and his face and his eyes and while we're exchanging that, 365 00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:53,440 I am engulfed in his, in light at that point. 366 00:20:53,440 --> 00:21:01,080 I'm engulfed in light and love and any of my thoughts of worries, thoughts of not wanting 367 00:21:01,080 --> 00:21:10,360 to return, thoughts of missing him, anything I would feel guilty about, any, any pains, 368 00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:14,720 anything was washed away, was cleansed in that light. 369 00:21:14,720 --> 00:21:21,800 And I, I was just one big smile, this huge smile. 370 00:21:21,800 --> 00:21:25,880 I had become part of him. 371 00:21:25,880 --> 00:21:26,960 He was a part of me. 372 00:21:26,960 --> 00:21:31,320 We were just one fully encompassing smile. 373 00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:36,840 And I know you might not be able to explain it anymore, but if possible, explain this 374 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:39,480 engulfed in light and love. 375 00:21:39,480 --> 00:21:43,680 For those of us who haven't had it, what, how would you describe it? 376 00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:54,520 Yeah, I guess say you're immersed in a bath, water bath, and you become part of, you are 377 00:21:54,520 --> 00:22:01,800 the water, the water is flowing through you and you're all your cells are filled with 378 00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:04,160 love, everything. 379 00:22:04,160 --> 00:22:07,720 The light is tangible, it's intelligent. 380 00:22:07,720 --> 00:22:13,560 You are filled and surrounded with pure love. 381 00:22:13,560 --> 00:22:16,600 And I just remember saying, I mean, thank you. 382 00:22:16,600 --> 00:22:22,520 I mean, you're not thinking, you're just feeling, you feel completely surrounded, completely 383 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:28,120 supported, completely loved beyond what we could ever imagine. 384 00:22:28,120 --> 00:22:29,400 That is awesome. 385 00:22:29,400 --> 00:22:30,760 Thank you for going through that. 386 00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,600 I know that wasn't easy. 387 00:22:32,600 --> 00:22:34,160 Is there a next? 388 00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:35,520 What happened after that? 389 00:22:35,520 --> 00:22:36,520 Yes. 390 00:22:36,520 --> 00:22:39,320 Oh, again, I don't know how long we were in that space. 391 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:45,480 And I do feel that that happened to help me heal, to help my body heal, bringing back 392 00:22:45,480 --> 00:22:46,680 that light. 393 00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:54,920 At one point, I hear his voice again, pulling me back to the awareness is me as Sharon. 394 00:22:54,920 --> 00:22:58,040 And he asked me if I would like to go on a journey with him. 395 00:22:58,040 --> 00:22:59,040 Yeah. 396 00:22:59,040 --> 00:23:00,040 Right? 397 00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,160 You didn't have to think very long, did you? 398 00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:03,160 Yeah. 399 00:23:03,160 --> 00:23:04,800 But I guess they need our permission. 400 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:06,680 And I'm like, sure. 401 00:23:06,680 --> 00:23:09,800 And so he puts his hand out, I take his hand. 402 00:23:09,800 --> 00:23:16,280 And as soon as I put my hand in his, which by the way, before I even go on to, well, 403 00:23:16,280 --> 00:23:23,920 you know that, I felt with my hand in his, I felt his hand was just so intense. 404 00:23:23,920 --> 00:23:29,560 I could feel every line in my hand, every crack and crevice, you know, like you feel 405 00:23:29,560 --> 00:23:31,360 a hand afterwards. 406 00:23:31,360 --> 00:23:36,920 And I'm thinking, it's like we have gloves on here over our senses, the sense of touch 407 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:38,080 and everything we have. 408 00:23:38,080 --> 00:23:44,720 It's like we're wearing a big glove, you know, a barrier to the intenseness of our senses 409 00:23:44,720 --> 00:23:47,120 that we have in the higher planes. 410 00:23:47,120 --> 00:23:54,040 And so I was just intently aware of my hand in his and how his hand felt in mine. 411 00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:59,280 And then in an instant, we're flying through the cosmos. 412 00:23:59,280 --> 00:24:01,560 And I would say, or the cosmos is flying through us. 413 00:24:01,560 --> 00:24:05,600 I don't know which, but it felt like we were moving. 414 00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:09,240 And there's lights flying by us. 415 00:24:09,240 --> 00:24:12,520 I see a bright light off in the distance. 416 00:24:12,520 --> 00:24:17,560 And he's bringing these things to my attention as we're flying. 417 00:24:17,560 --> 00:24:19,360 And he has my hand. 418 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,760 And I noticed that we're coming closer to a portal. 419 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:26,560 The portal opens up and I see as we move through and we move through this portal, it's a blue 420 00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:27,560 portal. 421 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,840 It's a bright blue, bright blue portal. 422 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:36,440 As we move through this portal, I see a planet that is turquoise in color. 423 00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:39,160 Yeah, turquoise color, beautiful turquoise. 424 00:24:39,160 --> 00:24:44,440 And the colors just don't match what we, I mean, we don't have the right colors, the 425 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:48,640 colors that match the colors that we can see in the other realms. 426 00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:55,200 And as we're moving down toward this planet, and as we move toward the planet, I recognize 427 00:24:55,200 --> 00:24:59,840 the planet as a water planet that is a home for me. 428 00:24:59,840 --> 00:25:02,640 But we stop and we're floating above the planet. 429 00:25:02,640 --> 00:25:07,000 I become acutely aware of the consciousness of the planet. 430 00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:11,000 And I begin to merge with the consciousness of the planet. 431 00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:17,640 And I feel like a mother energy from the planet, you know, like Mother Earth, that feminine, 432 00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:21,560 caretaking energy, sentient energy. 433 00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:28,920 And I'm merging with her and I'm merged with the consciousness of this planet, this body. 434 00:25:28,920 --> 00:25:31,360 Yeah, this body of water. 435 00:25:31,360 --> 00:25:36,760 And there's, when we dove in, there's a lot beneath the surface of the oceans. 436 00:25:36,760 --> 00:25:46,320 And I realize that I have immense love for every being, everything that's on the body, 437 00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:48,760 on my body as this planet. 438 00:25:48,760 --> 00:25:55,360 My goal is to take care of everything, of all parts of my planet and to be in support 439 00:25:55,360 --> 00:25:57,720 above everything that's on the planet. 440 00:25:57,720 --> 00:26:03,880 And I actually, and I have that same reciprocal love from the beings on the planet as well. 441 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:10,360 It's a symbiotic relationship between me as the, as the planet and the beings. 442 00:26:10,360 --> 00:26:14,440 And I can move my awareness just like when I was in the void, I can move my awareness 443 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:22,320 from the smallest sentient being on the planet to the, to the planet, you know, the wholeness 444 00:26:22,320 --> 00:26:26,680 of the planet to the smallest amoeba cell or whatever on the planet. 445 00:26:26,680 --> 00:26:30,240 I can move back and forth in that state. 446 00:26:30,240 --> 00:26:36,320 And then at some point I become, come back to the reality of me as Sharon and we dive 447 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:39,560 down toward the planet and we dive into the water. 448 00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:45,560 And I am reunited with a aquatic family that I have there. 449 00:26:45,560 --> 00:26:54,880 And I have a mate, I have children, I have my ancestors there, I'm reunited with them. 450 00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:58,480 And that's pretty amazing. 451 00:26:58,480 --> 00:27:05,520 That part is ended up being very emotional for me when I would bring those memories back 452 00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:13,480 here because it was such a huge part of me because I've always been connected to the 453 00:27:13,480 --> 00:27:18,320 dolphins and the whales and you know, those top, and what we call mermaids and things 454 00:27:18,320 --> 00:27:19,880 like that all my life. 455 00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:26,480 And so, and so being taken back to that planet and being, meeting my family there was something 456 00:27:26,480 --> 00:27:33,280 he told me I can go there anytime in my meditations or when I'm back home, back home, but when 457 00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:36,480 I'm back on the planet of earth, I can go there anytime. 458 00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:44,080 And he told me when I finish my earth mission type of thing on earth, then I can take my 459 00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:47,000 focus there and be there for as long as I want. 460 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:52,360 And it's, because we can move our focus wherever we want in our life, in these dimensional 461 00:27:52,360 --> 00:27:56,040 lifetimes, interdimensional lifetimes that we have, life experiences that we have. 462 00:27:56,040 --> 00:28:01,040 And this one he said that I can, I can stay there for as long as I want and be in that 463 00:28:01,040 --> 00:28:02,920 form. 464 00:28:02,920 --> 00:28:07,320 So at some point I remembered agreeing with him. 465 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:16,160 I told him, okay, I will agree to go back, but you have to stay, you have to, you have 466 00:28:16,160 --> 00:28:21,200 to make sure that I know that you're with me throughout my lives right next to me and 467 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:25,120 are, and are tangent or tangible in my life. 468 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,600 So you're kind of bargaining with him a little bit. 469 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:28,600 I did. 470 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:31,280 I'll do this for you if you'll do this for me. 471 00:28:31,280 --> 00:28:32,280 I did. 472 00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:33,280 I did. 473 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:34,280 Yeah. 474 00:28:34,280 --> 00:28:36,200 And then I'm back in my body. 475 00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:40,480 Do you remember what that was like going back into your body or you just woke up? 476 00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:42,240 It was a thud. 477 00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:43,240 It was a thud. 478 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:45,040 No, I don't remember going back. 479 00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:52,640 I just remember being in my body and I did not remember those, that all of that until 480 00:28:52,640 --> 00:28:54,560 a couple of years late. 481 00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:59,880 Well, I should say it came to me little by little because I started having out of body 482 00:28:59,880 --> 00:29:05,520 experiences where I was flying to a sun, flying to a sun, trying to get there. 483 00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:09,440 And I would come back to my body before I would get there or, and I was also having 484 00:29:09,440 --> 00:29:15,880 out of body experiences where I was in, in a underwater, as a aquatic being, a myrotype 485 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:22,640 being, those things started happening, but I didn't put them together right away until 486 00:29:22,640 --> 00:29:28,680 I was working with Yeshua, my mother, until my mother passed and she brought things into 487 00:29:28,680 --> 00:29:34,040 my life from the spirit world that started putting the pieces of the puzzle together 488 00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:37,640 as I began working with the actual and my meditations. 489 00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:42,480 I made a commitment to be in my room every night at 9pm and so he could help me work 490 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:44,360 through a lot of things. 491 00:29:44,360 --> 00:29:47,360 You mentioned myrrh and myrrh made a couple of times. 492 00:29:47,360 --> 00:29:49,880 Do you want to expound on that a little bit? 493 00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:50,880 That's what we looked like. 494 00:29:50,880 --> 00:29:53,120 That's what we were like. 495 00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:54,120 Yeah. 496 00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,560 I mean, do you feel like that's kind of your origin or something you're going back to? 497 00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:58,560 Or? 498 00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,240 You know, that's a good question. 499 00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:08,880 I, I feel that we have, our soul has many, many, many other planetary experiences that 500 00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:13,160 that good, I mean, as much as I love earth, that goodness earth isn't the only experience 501 00:30:13,160 --> 00:30:17,800 that we, you know, we have where I've learned and remembered. 502 00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:24,840 And I feel like that one is a, I guess you could call it parallel and another dimension 503 00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:32,520 or reality, another realm or something like that, where I can just move into that, that 504 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:36,480 planetary experience whenever it's probably going on now. 505 00:30:36,480 --> 00:30:42,320 Wherever, you, I'm sure you've heard the theory or whatever that everything happens 506 00:30:42,320 --> 00:30:43,320 at the same time. 507 00:30:43,320 --> 00:30:45,640 It really isn't any linear time. 508 00:30:45,640 --> 00:30:46,640 Yeah. 509 00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:51,760 My brain hasn't quite wrapped around the fact that in the eternities, there's not really 510 00:30:51,760 --> 00:30:52,760 time. 511 00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:53,760 Right. 512 00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:57,520 That doesn't mean everything's happening at the same time. 513 00:30:57,520 --> 00:31:03,880 That doesn't really make sense to me at this point, but, but no time, no time does make 514 00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:07,160 sense and nonlinear does make sense. 515 00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:08,160 Right. 516 00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:09,160 Yeah. 517 00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:11,120 That doesn't mean everything's happening at once. 518 00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:12,120 Okay. 519 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:13,120 Yeah. 520 00:31:13,120 --> 00:31:20,640 I see kind of see a time, I guess you could say, or experiences as cyclical on a, you 521 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:23,040 know, on a circle that way. 522 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:24,040 Yeah. 523 00:31:24,040 --> 00:31:25,040 That makes more sense. 524 00:31:25,040 --> 00:31:26,040 Okay. 525 00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:27,040 Yeah. 526 00:31:27,040 --> 00:31:28,040 So it's happening. 527 00:31:28,040 --> 00:31:31,440 There are things are happening, our experiences are happening and we can jump to any part of 528 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:35,440 the cycle, the circle that we want. 529 00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:42,640 Now, some of them we can't change because they've, we've already experienced them perhaps, but 530 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:49,040 we can still go and experience it, but we can't add to it or subtract to it. 531 00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:51,120 Maybe if that makes any sense. 532 00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:53,920 Why do you think most of us can't remember any of this? 533 00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:54,920 Yeah. 534 00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:55,920 Good question. 535 00:31:55,920 --> 00:32:01,560 I believe that I kind of feel that the veil, the program, it's kind of been programmed 536 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:02,760 out of us. 537 00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:11,240 And I feel that we, we are brought into this realm, this dense realm with that forgetfulness 538 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:15,600 because it might be too much for us to remember all at once. 539 00:32:15,600 --> 00:32:17,120 I think definitely. 540 00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:21,920 But the journey of remembering is, is part of the journey. 541 00:32:21,920 --> 00:32:22,920 Yeah. 542 00:32:22,920 --> 00:32:27,400 I think there's a lot of things that we couldn't learn if we remembered everything before we 543 00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:28,400 got here. 544 00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:29,400 Yeah. 545 00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:31,720 We couldn't have the same kind of experience here. 546 00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:32,720 Right. 547 00:32:32,720 --> 00:32:37,240 You did mention earlier about, I forget how you put it, something about when you died 548 00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:41,240 or left your body that you had done this many times before. 549 00:32:41,240 --> 00:32:42,840 Did I get that right? 550 00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:43,840 Yes. 551 00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:46,960 And this is this really earth that we're talking about. 552 00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:49,520 This is where this has happened before. 553 00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:54,040 In other words, you feel like in these other realms before coming here, there was also 554 00:32:54,040 --> 00:32:57,160 life and death and moving on to the next step. 555 00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:58,160 Yeah. 556 00:32:58,160 --> 00:32:59,160 Okay. 557 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:00,680 Do you want to expound on that at all? 558 00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:06,160 Well, yeah, I just felt like I, I mean, I knew that I have had other lives and I guess 559 00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:13,680 you can call it past lives, other realities where I've lived out that experience and died 560 00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:19,520 in, you know, was in a physical body and died in this realm and went on to plan another 561 00:33:19,520 --> 00:33:24,480 lifetime, I guess you could say, plan another experience, whether it be on earth or other 562 00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,240 planetary bodies. 563 00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:31,400 I just, I just knew I had that awareness when that happened. 564 00:33:31,400 --> 00:33:32,400 All right. 565 00:33:32,400 --> 00:33:34,400 Tell me what kind of a recovery you had. 566 00:33:34,400 --> 00:33:36,640 What your head was run over. 567 00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:39,400 So I assume you had a traumatic brain injury. 568 00:33:39,400 --> 00:33:40,400 Anything else? 569 00:33:40,400 --> 00:33:41,400 No, you didn't. 570 00:33:41,400 --> 00:33:43,200 I didn't, I didn't even have a concussion. 571 00:33:43,200 --> 00:33:44,200 Yeah. 572 00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,000 You mentioned you felt like you were healed. 573 00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,600 I, well, yes. 574 00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:52,560 The embrace of Jesus was healing you and your body both. 575 00:33:52,560 --> 00:33:53,560 Yeah. 576 00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:55,600 My hair was falling out. 577 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:59,480 So tell me you didn't just get up and walk away and go, oh, that was different. 578 00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:00,880 Well, I did get up. 579 00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:04,200 I jumped up from the pavement. 580 00:34:04,200 --> 00:34:09,040 I jumped up and I was in shock and I was pacing back and forth with my friends. 581 00:34:09,040 --> 00:34:15,600 When the bus finally stopped, they came running back to help me and they, the driver called 582 00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:21,520 an ambulance and they put me on a spine stabilizer. 583 00:34:21,520 --> 00:34:24,920 I was bleeding from the ear, but it wasn't a concussion. 584 00:34:24,920 --> 00:34:25,920 They were worried about a concussion. 585 00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:30,640 It was just my ear was the bottom part of my ear was torn off. 586 00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:32,400 And so they glued it back together. 587 00:34:32,400 --> 00:34:33,600 Luckily, not torn off. 588 00:34:33,600 --> 00:34:34,600 It was hanging. 589 00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:38,280 They glued it back together at the hospital. 590 00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:41,200 I was in the hospital five hours. 591 00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:44,000 X-rays showed nothing broken. 592 00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:45,440 I didn't have a concussion. 593 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:52,520 I had a lot of road rash and I had, I have damage to tissue, tissue damage, ligament 594 00:34:52,520 --> 00:34:56,200 damage, that all that, you know, that kind of thing in my back, which I have to maintain. 595 00:34:56,200 --> 00:35:02,800 But no, and I had tire tracks across my head and they tease me about that in the hospital 596 00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:05,840 where my hair was falling out on both sides of my head. 597 00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:09,360 But yeah, I have some scars for sure. 598 00:35:09,360 --> 00:35:11,760 But no, nothing serious. 599 00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,720 You were only in the hospital five hours. 600 00:35:13,720 --> 00:35:20,480 I don't even know what to do with that. 601 00:35:20,480 --> 00:35:21,480 That's insane. 602 00:35:21,480 --> 00:35:24,600 Do you have any pictures like the tire track on your head? 603 00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:25,680 I want to see it. 604 00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:28,480 That was 22 years ago. 605 00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,480 It was before smartphones. 606 00:35:30,480 --> 00:35:32,080 It was before smartphones. 607 00:35:32,080 --> 00:35:33,080 Yeah. 608 00:35:33,080 --> 00:35:34,080 Yeah. 609 00:35:34,080 --> 00:35:36,040 I had some scars then, but I was laid up. 610 00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:39,160 I was laid up for a couple of weeks in bed. 611 00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:41,080 You know, the pain set in. 612 00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:45,000 I could barely move, but there was no permanent damage. 613 00:35:45,000 --> 00:35:46,560 I did have to go through some recovery. 614 00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:48,560 I was off work for a couple of months. 615 00:35:48,560 --> 00:35:52,440 Luckily, my boss at the time was very nice about the whole thing. 616 00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:53,440 Yeah. 617 00:35:53,440 --> 00:35:56,960 I was in, I was home recovering when 9-11 happened. 618 00:35:56,960 --> 00:36:00,040 I wouldn't bring up religion, but you did earlier. 619 00:36:00,040 --> 00:36:02,440 You said you were a bad Catholic. 620 00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:03,440 Yeah. 621 00:36:03,440 --> 00:36:09,920 Did this experience change your view of religion or of God or how did it change you? 622 00:36:09,920 --> 00:36:13,360 No, it didn't change my view of religion. 623 00:36:13,360 --> 00:36:18,760 It did bring me closer to Jesus, to Christ, to Yeshua. 624 00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:25,200 I learned from him that so much, I still, I mean, he's part of me and I talk to him. 625 00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:26,200 He's always on my mind. 626 00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:27,320 I talk to him all the time. 627 00:36:27,320 --> 00:36:28,800 He's my guide. 628 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:33,360 He's my, I can say savior if you want to use that word. 629 00:36:33,360 --> 00:36:36,400 He saved my life, definitely. 630 00:36:36,400 --> 00:36:38,880 He and more ways than one. 631 00:36:38,880 --> 00:36:42,880 And he, he's who, who I owe everything to. 632 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:46,440 I wouldn't be here without him even afterwards. 633 00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:50,240 And even though my body was healed, I still had a lot of healing to go through with my 634 00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:52,360 soul for sure. 635 00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:55,000 Well, I really appreciate you sharing this. 636 00:36:55,000 --> 00:36:56,160 It's an amazing story. 637 00:36:56,160 --> 00:36:57,640 It's a really cool story. 638 00:36:57,640 --> 00:36:58,840 Thank you. 639 00:36:58,840 --> 00:37:01,680 What thought would you like to leave with our listeners tonight? 640 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:08,560 Oh gosh, a lot of things that Yeshua's taught me, taught me is that we are really here to, 641 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:14,240 to help each other, to be kind to each other, to be loved, be who we are and what we are, 642 00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:16,440 which is love, which is light. 643 00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:20,680 And, and that we're so much more powerful than we think we are. 644 00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:27,920 And the trials and tribulations that we go through are to help strengthen us and help 645 00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:29,360 us realize who we really are. 646 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,720 And we choose them and I knew that I had made agreements. 647 00:37:31,720 --> 00:37:37,520 He helped me realize I had made agreements with the people that I was going through and 648 00:37:37,520 --> 00:37:40,640 as abuse with as a child. 649 00:37:40,640 --> 00:37:41,640 Okay. 650 00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:43,920 So he helped me through all that. 651 00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:51,400 And if there's anything in anyone's life that seems that they can't get through, know 652 00:37:51,400 --> 00:37:54,400 that there's always light on the other side of it. 653 00:37:54,400 --> 00:38:01,120 I know because I went through a very tough time afterwards because of what I was remembering, 654 00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:03,240 the experiences I was having afterwards. 655 00:38:03,240 --> 00:38:07,440 So it wasn't all hunky dory afterwards just because I was met by Yeshua. 656 00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:14,400 It took a while for me to remember my true self and we're moving into a really amazing 657 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:15,400 time. 658 00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:16,400 He showed me that. 659 00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:21,960 There's a lot I haven't shared with you that he showed me that I was shown. 660 00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:24,760 Is that we are moving into an amazing time. 661 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:30,080 We just have to go through the depths of the purge. 662 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:36,400 I guess you could call it of what humanity is going through now, the detox and we are 663 00:38:36,400 --> 00:38:39,000 going through an amazing, amazing time. 664 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:45,480 Somebody listening today does not know if they should believe in an afterlife or not. 665 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:49,720 Whether everything just ends when we die or if there's something more. 666 00:38:49,720 --> 00:38:52,080 What message of hope do you have for that person? 667 00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:54,480 Yeah, I can't make anyone believe anything. 668 00:38:54,480 --> 00:39:01,760 I believe that people have to maybe need their own experiences in order to have that belief. 669 00:39:01,760 --> 00:39:03,120 I know the afterlife is real. 670 00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:10,720 I know that we are eternal because of my experience and both my NDEs have shown me that, have 671 00:39:10,720 --> 00:39:11,720 proved that to me. 672 00:39:11,720 --> 00:39:13,200 I'm not afraid to die. 673 00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:15,080 I don't want to have the pain, of course. 674 00:39:15,080 --> 00:39:20,160 It's just a small part of who we are as a soul and we are eternal. 675 00:39:20,160 --> 00:39:27,400 If they want to dive into their soul and maybe start asking those questions and seek to be 676 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:34,200 a seeker in that way, then meditation and what he taught me, meditation and journaling 677 00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:37,600 is the best way to do that. 678 00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:41,360 People need to find their own answers for sure because everything is within us. 679 00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:46,000 We can't look outside of ourselves to find answers that has to be within. 680 00:39:46,000 --> 00:39:47,000 Sharon, thanks so much. 681 00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,000 I appreciate it. 682 00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:50,920 Thank you, Eric. 683 00:39:50,920 --> 00:39:53,680 Thanks again for listening and sharing this podcast. 684 00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:59,800 Don't forget to hit the follow or subscribe button and sign up for our newsletter at roundtriptest.com. 685 00:39:59,800 --> 00:40:04,040 If you want to share your near-death experience or if you have questions or comments about 686 00:40:04,040 --> 00:40:08,600 the show, send an email to eric at roundtriptest.com. 687 00:40:08,600 --> 00:40:13,080 Until then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.