1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:08,480 From the time that they pronounced me deaf was a good 45 minutes. 2 00:00:08,480 --> 00:00:13,440 They cut my clothes and then they paddled my heart, my heart had stopped. 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:18,120 And I could see people screaming and crying, but I didn't realize that was actually my 4 00:00:18,120 --> 00:00:21,320 physical body because I was somewhere else. 5 00:00:21,320 --> 00:00:27,400 The only thing that I could feel, if you could imagine, absolute love and peace, there wasn't 6 00:00:27,400 --> 00:00:29,400 anything else to be felt. 7 00:00:29,400 --> 00:00:32,520 I was greeted by people I'd known in the past. 8 00:00:32,520 --> 00:00:34,160 I'm back home again. 9 00:00:34,160 --> 00:00:38,840 Incredibly safe and felt at home. 10 00:00:38,840 --> 00:00:44,720 Welcome to a bonus episode of Round Trip Death and part two of our interview with Megan Brown. 11 00:00:44,720 --> 00:00:49,000 If you missed part one, which came out just three or four days ago, it's episode number 12 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:52,960 three fifty-two and I would recommend listening to it first. 13 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:55,920 Now let's pick up where we left off. 14 00:00:55,920 --> 00:00:58,960 They brought me into heaven. 15 00:00:58,960 --> 00:01:05,200 As a visitor, so I visited heaven and I remember a few things that happened while I was in 16 00:01:05,200 --> 00:01:06,200 there. 17 00:01:06,200 --> 00:01:08,280 All right, let's keep going. 18 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:09,280 What do you remember? 19 00:01:09,280 --> 00:01:18,560 Okay, so I remember there was one point where everybody had to take violin lessons because 20 00:01:18,560 --> 00:01:27,040 the violin in heaven, it balances your left side and your right side, your female and 21 00:01:27,040 --> 00:01:36,280 your male side, your chakras, your meridians, your soul, it balances your soul. 22 00:01:36,280 --> 00:01:41,120 It aligns you with love is what it did. 23 00:01:41,120 --> 00:01:42,520 That's what it represents in heaven. 24 00:01:42,520 --> 00:01:47,640 So you have to take violin lessons and what is so funny is when I sat down to take my 25 00:01:47,640 --> 00:01:51,960 lesson Mozart is the one who writes all of the music. 26 00:01:51,960 --> 00:01:57,360 So automatically I sat down, I knew exactly how to play violin. 27 00:01:57,360 --> 00:01:58,920 It was pretty amazing. 28 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:04,920 So all of us, I don't know how many of us there were, but there were multiple souls around 29 00:02:04,920 --> 00:02:10,320 with the music stand in front of them with the music sheet, reading what our music was 30 00:02:10,320 --> 00:02:17,720 and God and Goddess were sitting in these huge chairs in the front. 31 00:02:17,720 --> 00:02:24,240 And I don't know where I was in there, like how far back I was, but at the end, I remember 32 00:02:24,240 --> 00:02:31,400 at the end, God and Goddess were very happy that everybody had played such beautiful music 33 00:02:31,400 --> 00:02:38,400 because Mozart, as he told me, because I met with him too, he told me, he said, my music, 34 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:42,520 I created the highest frequency of love, 528. 35 00:02:42,520 --> 00:02:47,000 And I thought, wow, here I am sitting with Mozart. 36 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:54,440 But before I get there, when we were done playing the music, all of a sudden, I remember 37 00:02:54,440 --> 00:03:02,320 hearing slapping, like this wing gush, slapping, and I looked up and there were archangels. 38 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:08,480 There were all of these archangels flying in and they stood on tears. 39 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:11,160 And I don't remember, there were many archangels. 40 00:03:11,160 --> 00:03:13,160 I don't remember how many there were. 41 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:14,880 I don't think all 1000 were there. 42 00:03:14,880 --> 00:03:18,800 I don't remember though, there were so many. 43 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:22,000 And it was amazing how this happened. 44 00:03:22,000 --> 00:03:30,280 All of a sudden, they started singing, but it was this voice that was a note that doesn't 45 00:03:30,280 --> 00:03:31,280 exist. 46 00:03:31,280 --> 00:03:33,520 It does not exist. 47 00:03:33,520 --> 00:03:40,000 It was literally angelic and it was so powerful. 48 00:03:40,000 --> 00:03:45,320 It was so incredibly powerful how it made my soul feel. 49 00:03:45,320 --> 00:03:50,000 I can't speak for anybody else that witnessed it there, but I can definitely speak for myself 50 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:58,520 and say that I was absolutely amazed with the power of that note. 51 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:00,720 Have you tried to recreate it here? 52 00:04:00,720 --> 00:04:07,360 You said it's impossible, but have you tried or listened to all kinds of music trying to 53 00:04:07,360 --> 00:04:08,880 find it? 54 00:04:08,880 --> 00:04:09,960 No. 55 00:04:09,960 --> 00:04:11,200 But you know, it's interesting. 56 00:04:11,200 --> 00:04:12,800 I just thought of something. 57 00:04:12,800 --> 00:04:18,880 When you ask me that question, there are two notes that they told me. 58 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:22,120 It was, I believe it was C sharp and B flat. 59 00:04:22,120 --> 00:04:25,160 And you play the three octaves on the piano. 60 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:30,720 You can only play it on the piano or the organ or keyboard of some sort, right? 61 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:32,720 You play these notes. 62 00:04:32,720 --> 00:04:39,440 So you're playing six and it opens the pathway into heaven. 63 00:04:39,440 --> 00:04:42,760 So if you wanted to sit and meditate, I'm not kidding. 64 00:04:42,760 --> 00:04:49,320 You want to sit and meditate and you want to get into heaven and you want to get heaven's 65 00:04:49,320 --> 00:04:50,320 messages. 66 00:04:50,320 --> 00:04:53,560 And I used to do this when I did my readings for people because I got the ability to do 67 00:04:53,560 --> 00:04:55,000 that after this. 68 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:57,200 So I tried it for a while. 69 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:01,280 I don't, I don't need to do it every time, but I got to start doing that again. 70 00:05:01,280 --> 00:05:05,560 But if you play those three notes, it opens the pathway to heaven. 71 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:07,000 So which three? 72 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:08,000 C sharp, B flat. 73 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:09,760 What was the other one? 74 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:10,760 That's it. 75 00:05:10,760 --> 00:05:12,840 Those two, but you play all three octaves. 76 00:05:12,840 --> 00:05:13,840 Oh, okay. 77 00:05:13,840 --> 00:05:14,840 On the piano. 78 00:05:14,840 --> 00:05:15,840 Yeah. 79 00:05:15,840 --> 00:05:18,160 I'm just making a note of that here. 80 00:05:18,160 --> 00:05:19,160 Yeah. 81 00:05:19,160 --> 00:05:20,160 Okay. 82 00:05:20,160 --> 00:05:25,760 I should, I should let our listeners know you've called this the, your five days in 83 00:05:25,760 --> 00:05:26,760 heaven. 84 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:27,760 Yes. 85 00:05:27,760 --> 00:05:29,480 That, because they're wondering where is this going to end? 86 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:34,240 Cause this is a lot longer than most experiences that we hear. 87 00:05:34,240 --> 00:05:36,680 This podcast isn't going to go for five whole days. 88 00:05:36,680 --> 00:05:40,440 That's, don't worry about that, but let's keep going. 89 00:05:40,440 --> 00:05:42,200 What happened next? 90 00:05:42,200 --> 00:05:46,400 So you know the, you know the violin now, your buddies with Mozart. 91 00:05:46,400 --> 00:05:47,400 Right. 92 00:05:47,400 --> 00:05:48,400 Yeah. 93 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:51,360 So I'll, yeah, I'll tell you, speaking of Mozart, I'll tell you how that happened. 94 00:05:51,360 --> 00:05:59,080 So I got called into temple again, back to where I met in the beginning of getting into 95 00:05:59,080 --> 00:06:00,080 heaven. 96 00:06:00,080 --> 00:06:04,080 And this time it was just me, Mozart and Bach. 97 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:07,680 And I thought, why am I meeting with Mozart and Bach? 98 00:06:07,680 --> 00:06:09,320 I mean, it's fascinating. 99 00:06:09,320 --> 00:06:13,040 I thought, because I was married to a musician, I thought maybe that's why they're having 100 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:14,280 me meet with musicians. 101 00:06:14,280 --> 00:06:15,840 I didn't know. 102 00:06:15,840 --> 00:06:21,600 So I sat there and I thought, okay, what are they going to tell me? 103 00:06:21,600 --> 00:06:28,440 I don't know how long this went on for, but we sat there and they went into great detail 104 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:33,680 about changes that were coming to earth and changes that I needed to be aware of. 105 00:06:33,680 --> 00:06:43,280 And the only changes that I can remember them talking about were warnings and money, currency 106 00:06:43,280 --> 00:06:44,280 on earth. 107 00:06:44,280 --> 00:06:50,480 They said that there is one currency that is trying to come in, that they're trying 108 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:54,080 to infiltrate earth with. 109 00:06:54,080 --> 00:06:57,960 And I don't remember what else they said about that specifically, but I do remember that 110 00:06:57,960 --> 00:07:00,560 they said, save your coins. 111 00:07:00,560 --> 00:07:03,080 You're going to need your coins. 112 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:11,760 It wasn't until I had my store in Sedona and I went into the bank and as I'm approaching 113 00:07:11,760 --> 00:07:16,720 the bank during COVID, it was after, you know, there was a period that I was shut down for 114 00:07:16,720 --> 00:07:20,120 two months, but I went to the bank to go get coins. 115 00:07:20,120 --> 00:07:23,920 And there was a sign on the door, you know, that they taped up there saying, we have a 116 00:07:23,920 --> 00:07:26,080 shortage of coins going on. 117 00:07:26,080 --> 00:07:29,520 Please, you know, this is for businesses only. 118 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:32,920 And I thought, oh my God. 119 00:07:32,920 --> 00:07:36,240 I'm going to start and block, blow and flood it into my head. 120 00:07:36,240 --> 00:07:38,480 So I had been saving coins. 121 00:07:38,480 --> 00:07:44,600 I'd already started saving coins, but I started every penny, every dime, every nickel I'd come 122 00:07:44,600 --> 00:07:45,960 across. 123 00:07:45,960 --> 00:07:52,720 I put it in with my other coins because I don't know, you know, what that's, what that's 124 00:07:52,720 --> 00:07:53,880 going to come to. 125 00:07:53,880 --> 00:08:02,600 But God also, I forgot back in temple when I was sitting there, God said to me plant seeds 126 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:04,400 and save food. 127 00:08:04,400 --> 00:08:07,400 You're going to need it and water. 128 00:08:07,400 --> 00:08:10,160 And I thought, really? 129 00:08:10,160 --> 00:08:12,640 And I don't remember when it's going to happen. 130 00:08:12,640 --> 00:08:17,920 I don't remember how, but he told me that importing, exporting is going to stop. 131 00:08:17,920 --> 00:08:23,520 He told me a lot of stuff that I'm kind of afraid to say, you know, because I'm not into 132 00:08:23,520 --> 00:08:24,520 politics. 133 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:26,640 I'm not into any of that, you know. 134 00:08:26,640 --> 00:08:32,920 So I don't want anybody to think, oh, well, she's this side of the, you know. 135 00:08:32,920 --> 00:08:33,920 Yeah. 136 00:08:33,920 --> 00:08:37,720 But basically it was a, hey, be prepared because something may be coming. 137 00:08:37,720 --> 00:08:39,800 Oh, something will be coming. 138 00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:40,880 It's not me. 139 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:42,520 It's something will be coming. 140 00:08:42,520 --> 00:08:43,840 Something will be coming. 141 00:08:43,840 --> 00:08:44,840 Yes. 142 00:08:44,840 --> 00:08:47,000 Did he give you any idea of when? 143 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:49,240 That's what people are going to want to know. 144 00:08:49,240 --> 00:08:50,760 When or what? 145 00:08:50,760 --> 00:08:55,960 Well, he, I'm sure he told me when, but they don't allow me to remember everything. 146 00:08:55,960 --> 00:08:57,480 It's probably better. 147 00:08:57,480 --> 00:08:58,480 Right. 148 00:08:58,480 --> 00:09:04,360 And in other words, I don't remember when it, if he did tell me when, but he did tell 149 00:09:04,360 --> 00:09:05,360 me. 150 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:15,080 I remember, oh, so well, loud and clear, save food, save seeds, plant a garden, save water, 151 00:09:15,080 --> 00:09:16,960 and be prepared. 152 00:09:16,960 --> 00:09:18,720 I think that's always good advice. 153 00:09:18,720 --> 00:09:23,920 Whether you believe something's coming down the pike or not, I think that's always good 154 00:09:23,920 --> 00:09:24,920 advice. 155 00:09:24,920 --> 00:09:25,920 Yes. 156 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:28,040 And COVID taught us some of that too. 157 00:09:28,040 --> 00:09:29,720 Yeah, absolutely. 158 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:30,720 Save toilet paper. 159 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:32,600 You should have put that on the list. 160 00:09:32,600 --> 00:09:33,600 I know, right? 161 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:36,520 I didn't even, such an early thing, I guess. 162 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:37,520 Okay. 163 00:09:37,520 --> 00:09:38,520 Keep going. 164 00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:39,520 Let's see. 165 00:09:39,520 --> 00:09:41,520 So I met with Mozart and Bach. 166 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:49,360 Oh, and then at the end, so as we're talking, all of a sudden God boom just appears and 167 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:51,080 he's standing. 168 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:53,000 It was Bach on my left. 169 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:54,960 I'm sitting between Bach and Mozart. 170 00:09:54,960 --> 00:09:58,360 Mozart was to my right as we were talking. 171 00:09:58,360 --> 00:10:03,280 And all of a sudden to the right of Mozart, along the side of the table, God's table, 172 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:05,080 God appears and he's standing there. 173 00:10:05,080 --> 00:10:10,960 And we all immediately stood up and bowed and, and he said, please sit down. 174 00:10:10,960 --> 00:10:13,080 And we all sat down and we're staring at him. 175 00:10:13,080 --> 00:10:17,040 And he looked at me and he said, Megan, come forward please. 176 00:10:17,040 --> 00:10:21,120 And I thought, no, no, no, not God. 177 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:23,160 He's so intense. 178 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:25,800 You know, what is he going to tell me now? 179 00:10:25,800 --> 00:10:32,800 So I, I walked up in front of him and I stood before him and he looked at me and he says, 180 00:10:32,800 --> 00:10:34,360 what have you learned? 181 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:36,400 So he was testing me. 182 00:10:36,400 --> 00:10:39,440 He was testing to see if I was paying attention. 183 00:10:39,440 --> 00:10:46,400 So I told him, and I remember like immediately saying, well, I have to say, my coins and 184 00:10:46,400 --> 00:10:51,200 currency is going to change on earth and extinction. 185 00:10:51,200 --> 00:10:55,560 That was the other thing that, that Bach and Mozart were telling me about that I reported 186 00:10:55,560 --> 00:10:59,640 to God as of here, you know, hearing with them. 187 00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:04,880 Extinction, languages becoming extinct from the very beginning. 188 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:07,440 The first language is Latin. 189 00:11:07,440 --> 00:11:13,360 Throughout every all, Latin was the only language. 190 00:11:13,360 --> 00:11:19,400 Latin is the first language create from the creator. 191 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:21,320 It began with Latin. 192 00:11:21,320 --> 00:11:23,960 Latin broke off into many different languages. 193 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:25,400 It then broke off into Italian. 194 00:11:25,400 --> 00:11:26,720 I think Italian was next. 195 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:31,640 And then it broke off into these other languages because people were separating themselves. 196 00:11:31,640 --> 00:11:33,600 That's a whole other conversation. 197 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:38,720 But God said, okay, so you've been listening. 198 00:11:38,720 --> 00:11:40,400 The extinction, right? 199 00:11:40,400 --> 00:11:47,920 And the extinction of humanity and the extinction of currency, the extinction of language, the 200 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:55,800 extinction of tribes, the extinction of religion, the extinction of practices. 201 00:11:55,800 --> 00:12:02,200 I'm standing there and he said, okay, all right, well, you're going to go back and you're 202 00:12:02,200 --> 00:12:04,280 going to talk about this stuff. 203 00:12:04,280 --> 00:12:07,320 I thought, oh my God, no, I can't. 204 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:09,440 I mean, what do you want me to do? 205 00:12:09,440 --> 00:12:11,960 This is people are going to get upset by this. 206 00:12:11,960 --> 00:12:15,920 And, you know, I don't want to upset anybody. 207 00:12:15,920 --> 00:12:20,000 And so God just looked at me and I started to cry. 208 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:22,280 I just started crying. 209 00:12:22,280 --> 00:12:26,360 And he looked at me and he said, Megan, why are you crying? 210 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:31,640 And I said, because this is the toughest job interview I've ever been on in my life and 211 00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:33,680 I don't want to f**k it up. 212 00:12:33,680 --> 00:12:40,160 And he looked at me and he smiled and he put his hands on my shoulders and he said, I have 213 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:41,920 absolute faith in you. 214 00:12:41,920 --> 00:12:43,960 I've hired a prom. 215 00:12:43,960 --> 00:12:47,080 And he leaned forward and he gave me a kiss on my forehead. 216 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:50,400 I thought, God, just kissed my forehead. 217 00:12:50,400 --> 00:12:52,760 Oh, the pressure's on. 218 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:53,760 You know? 219 00:12:53,760 --> 00:12:56,480 So I remember that happening. 220 00:12:56,480 --> 00:13:02,520 Then I remember, and this is all probably out of order, you know, of when these things 221 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:03,520 took place. 222 00:13:03,520 --> 00:13:08,640 But I'm going to jump to walking down the sidewalk there in heaven. 223 00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:13,880 And all of a sudden looking up and in front of me was Freddie Mercury. 224 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:18,160 And I thought, oh my gosh, Freddie Mercury, really? 225 00:13:18,160 --> 00:13:20,160 I've been a fan since age 11. 226 00:13:20,160 --> 00:13:21,160 Are you kidding me? 227 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:25,280 You know, I've met loads of famous people, right? 228 00:13:25,280 --> 00:13:27,320 What we consider famous people. 229 00:13:27,320 --> 00:13:31,400 But Freddie Mercury, this is a guy that I wanted to talk to. 230 00:13:31,400 --> 00:13:34,040 I mean, amazing. 231 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:36,720 So he looks at me and he says, hi, how are you? 232 00:13:36,720 --> 00:13:42,160 And I said, oh my God, I feel like, crap, I'm in Chidney Valley on the earth right now. 233 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:43,400 It's so painful. 234 00:13:43,400 --> 00:13:45,320 And I'm telling you this whole thing. 235 00:13:45,320 --> 00:13:48,720 And he said, OK, well, do you want to have some fun? 236 00:13:48,720 --> 00:13:50,880 And I said, yes, I would love to. 237 00:13:50,880 --> 00:13:55,960 So he took my hand and he turned around and we just walked side by side. 238 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:59,640 And we walked to this outdoor arena. 239 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:03,760 It was a concert arena, you know, like an amphitheater. 240 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:08,240 And all of a sudden, I don't know how he disappeared. 241 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:13,760 But here I am in the audience with all of these other souls wearing these white robes. 242 00:14:13,760 --> 00:14:15,920 And Freddie Mercury was gone. 243 00:14:15,920 --> 00:14:18,200 But all of a sudden this show started. 244 00:14:18,200 --> 00:14:19,280 It was literally a show. 245 00:14:19,280 --> 00:14:22,200 But it opened with Spike Jonze and Billy Barty. 246 00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:25,400 And what's funny is I met Billy Barty when I was a kid. 247 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:30,240 I was selling raffle tickets to my chili cook-off. 248 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:31,480 So I mean, it was just funny. 249 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:35,800 So here I am watching you on stage now, but this time he's with Spike Jonze doing their 250 00:14:35,800 --> 00:14:39,960 skit from their show that they had in the 40s or 50s, whatever it was. 251 00:14:39,960 --> 00:14:41,160 So it opened with them. 252 00:14:41,160 --> 00:14:43,800 And then it went into Ella Fitzgerald and Cole Porter. 253 00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,040 And she was singing. 254 00:14:45,040 --> 00:14:49,160 And I mean, could he get any better? 255 00:14:49,160 --> 00:14:50,280 I don't know. 256 00:14:50,280 --> 00:14:51,280 But it did. 257 00:14:51,280 --> 00:14:52,280 It got better and better. 258 00:14:52,280 --> 00:14:57,640 And then I remember the band, the band called Queen in the Heavens. 259 00:14:57,640 --> 00:15:03,920 Version then it was, of course, Freddie Mercury on piano and Lee Bockels. 260 00:15:03,920 --> 00:15:06,720 But Marvin Gaye was on piano as well. 261 00:15:06,720 --> 00:15:12,480 Rick James was playing guitar and doing his dancing. 262 00:15:12,480 --> 00:15:16,200 Terry Cath from Chicago was on bass. 263 00:15:16,200 --> 00:15:18,480 Buddy Rich was on drums. 264 00:15:18,480 --> 00:15:22,200 And it was amazing. 265 00:15:22,200 --> 00:15:24,120 This was the greatest concert I've ever been to. 266 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:25,920 I mean, I can just tell you. 267 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:26,920 Heaven. 268 00:15:26,920 --> 00:15:27,920 It was great. 269 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:28,920 It was a great concert. 270 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:35,320 So after the concert was over, I remember being inside the tent where I had to stay. 271 00:15:35,320 --> 00:15:43,000 And there were the 27 archangels who were in the beginning in Temple when I got to Heaven. 272 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:44,280 They were sitting in this tent. 273 00:15:44,280 --> 00:15:46,160 But then Ella Fitzgerald was there. 274 00:15:46,160 --> 00:15:50,120 Terry Cath and Freddie Mercury were sitting straight across from me at this table. 275 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:52,040 And then, gosh, who else was there? 276 00:15:52,040 --> 00:15:55,840 I mean, Marvin Gaye and, you know, all these souls that were there. 277 00:15:55,840 --> 00:15:57,720 Buddy Rich, he was really quiet, as a matter of fact. 278 00:15:57,720 --> 00:15:59,480 Billy Barty was there. 279 00:15:59,480 --> 00:16:05,480 And we all just, you know, started talking and laughing and having a great time. 280 00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:07,440 And we were eating bread. 281 00:16:07,440 --> 00:16:10,280 I remember bread in these baskets on the table. 282 00:16:10,280 --> 00:16:12,440 But the table was really big. 283 00:16:12,440 --> 00:16:14,240 I mean, it was huge. 284 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:19,640 And then these cherubs would come in and fill up our glasses with red wine. 285 00:16:19,640 --> 00:16:22,960 And the decanter, there was a decanter on the table. 286 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:24,720 It was crystal. 287 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:26,760 And they'd fill it with red wine. 288 00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:32,320 So we were drinking wine and eating bread, telling stories, talking about past lives 289 00:16:32,320 --> 00:16:33,320 with each other. 290 00:16:33,320 --> 00:16:36,080 I was married to Marvin Gaye in another life. 291 00:16:36,080 --> 00:16:39,520 Terry Cath and I were brother and sister in another life. 292 00:16:39,520 --> 00:16:41,760 You know, it's like, you know, who was the husband? 293 00:16:41,760 --> 00:16:42,760 Who was the wife? 294 00:16:42,760 --> 00:16:43,760 I don't know. 295 00:16:43,760 --> 00:16:44,880 What was our, I don't remember all of that. 296 00:16:44,880 --> 00:16:47,480 But it was really interesting. 297 00:16:47,480 --> 00:16:49,480 It was really a lot of fun. 298 00:16:49,480 --> 00:16:57,360 But all of a sudden, all of these cherubs start flying into the tent and the tent is 299 00:16:57,360 --> 00:17:03,480 lighting up and getting whiter and whiter and in walks Prophet Muhammad. 300 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:10,720 And every one of us immediately stood and we all, you know, were welcoming him respectfully, 301 00:17:10,720 --> 00:17:17,040 knowing he is the highest frequency of love again, who was sent to earth. 302 00:17:17,040 --> 00:17:21,480 He is, as heaven told me, the equal of Jesus Christ. 303 00:17:21,480 --> 00:17:26,120 He said in terms of love frequency, he is equal to Jesus Christ. 304 00:17:26,120 --> 00:17:27,800 I just want to be clear on that. 305 00:17:27,800 --> 00:17:29,200 That's what I meant by that. 306 00:17:29,200 --> 00:17:35,080 But he stood and we all bowed to him respectfully, every one of us. 307 00:17:35,080 --> 00:17:40,080 And he put up his hands indicating that we all made him be seated. 308 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:47,480 And he looked directly into my eyes and he said, I want you to go back to earth. 309 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:52,320 I want you to tell the Middle East, I am always with them. 310 00:17:52,320 --> 00:17:54,720 I have always been there. 311 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:57,600 I have always prayed for them. 312 00:17:57,600 --> 00:18:04,960 As a matter of fact, I help pray for the world, not just the Middle East, the entire globe 313 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,920 of earth as we know it. 314 00:18:06,920 --> 00:18:11,000 He told me wars will be coming to an end. 315 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:15,040 He said the wars need to come to an end. 316 00:18:15,040 --> 00:18:17,280 They must come to an end. 317 00:18:17,280 --> 00:18:19,720 Those were his words to me. 318 00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:23,640 And he said, I must go now. 319 00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:25,360 And I'm looking at, oh, no, no, no, no. 320 00:18:25,360 --> 00:18:27,240 Before he said I must go now. 321 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:29,720 I asked him a question. 322 00:18:29,720 --> 00:18:31,560 He stopped talking, waiting for my response. 323 00:18:31,560 --> 00:18:36,880 And I said, Prophet Muhammad, respectfully, I don't know anything about you. 324 00:18:36,880 --> 00:18:42,600 Why are you asking me and telling me this information? 325 00:18:42,600 --> 00:18:45,600 Why are you asking me to put it in the book? 326 00:18:45,600 --> 00:18:47,880 And he said, I have my ways. 327 00:18:47,880 --> 00:18:49,840 And I thought, wow. 328 00:18:49,840 --> 00:18:54,560 So not to get too off track here, but have you had an opportunity to do that? 329 00:18:54,560 --> 00:18:59,160 How in the world could you deliver a message to the Middle East? 330 00:18:59,160 --> 00:19:01,040 I don't know. 331 00:19:01,040 --> 00:19:02,200 I don't know. 332 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:08,920 And I wrote my book because when he left the tent with all of the angels that came in, 333 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:11,560 before he left, he directly looked in my eyes. 334 00:19:11,560 --> 00:19:13,400 He never stopped looking in my eyes. 335 00:19:13,400 --> 00:19:14,800 And he said, put the book out. 336 00:19:14,800 --> 00:19:16,680 Well, God already told me that. 337 00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:17,680 Jesus told me that. 338 00:19:17,680 --> 00:19:19,080 Archangel Michael told me that. 339 00:19:19,080 --> 00:19:20,960 Everybody sitting at the table told me that. 340 00:19:20,960 --> 00:19:23,680 They all kept saying, put the book out. 341 00:19:23,680 --> 00:19:26,640 OK, so now he leaves the tent. 342 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:28,440 It was quiet. 343 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,080 All of us were sitting there. 344 00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:37,040 It was just such a heavenly, impactful, in a positive way. 345 00:19:37,040 --> 00:19:41,680 And I think it was Marvin Gaye who broke the silence. 346 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:47,280 And he said, Megan, he said, listen, you have to put the book out. 347 00:19:47,280 --> 00:19:51,120 You have to tell everybody our stories. 348 00:19:51,120 --> 00:19:54,120 It was not easy going through the civil rights. 349 00:19:54,120 --> 00:19:57,240 He said, I remember when Dr. King was assassinated. 350 00:19:57,240 --> 00:20:00,480 I remember what happened on the streets. 351 00:20:00,480 --> 00:20:03,440 And Elefant Steele spoke as well. 352 00:20:03,440 --> 00:20:06,360 Terry Catt was talking to me. 353 00:20:06,360 --> 00:20:07,800 Quick pause here. 354 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:12,600 This podcast is a labor of love, produced by me and my son Will, who's a university 355 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:13,600 student. 356 00:20:13,600 --> 00:20:16,000 The show is completely free for you. 357 00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:18,120 But today I'd like to ask a little favor. 358 00:20:18,120 --> 00:20:21,120 We want to keep growing, and you are the key. 359 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:26,160 If you'd take just a couple of seconds right now to hit the follow or subscribe button, 360 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:28,640 then hit the share button to send it to a friend. 361 00:20:28,640 --> 00:20:30,720 We would really appreciate it. 362 00:20:30,720 --> 00:20:33,840 Now, back to our guest. 363 00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:38,200 Telling me about the music that he was playing and the things that they were up against, 364 00:20:38,200 --> 00:20:42,000 you know, in the 60s and 70s and what they thought. 365 00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:45,520 And I'm just, I'm sitting listening. 366 00:20:45,520 --> 00:20:52,960 And Freddie Mercury piped in and he said, listen, you know, I transitioned in the height 367 00:20:52,960 --> 00:20:54,640 of my career. 368 00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:58,240 And I want you to tell every gay person out there. 369 00:20:58,240 --> 00:21:00,480 You know, male, female, it doesn't matter. 370 00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:03,560 He said, we're all welcome here in heaven. 371 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:04,760 He said, we're all welcome here. 372 00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:07,760 He said, that wasn't, that was not easy to do. 373 00:21:07,760 --> 00:21:11,920 And then Billy Barty shared with me how he was made fun of. 374 00:21:11,920 --> 00:21:18,280 And when he was a kid, with his parents, people used to stop and laugh at him and say, oh, 375 00:21:18,280 --> 00:21:20,080 he should be in the circus. 376 00:21:20,080 --> 00:21:27,120 You know, so every one of these souls was sharing with law their souls, literally, in 377 00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:33,000 the, the impact that earth had on them in their lives. 378 00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:40,080 So they wanted me to come back and share that and talk to whoever will listen about what 379 00:21:40,080 --> 00:21:42,120 it was that their struggles were. 380 00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:43,560 You know, everybody has struggles. 381 00:21:43,560 --> 00:21:45,240 Yes, everybody has struggles. 382 00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:50,600 But what's interesting are the struggles that they went through. 383 00:21:50,600 --> 00:21:56,240 And basically it all comes down to judgment and people not being accepted. 384 00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:57,560 That's what it came down to. 385 00:21:57,560 --> 00:22:04,240 And that was the main message that everybody kept saying to me, acceptance is synonymous 386 00:22:04,240 --> 00:22:05,240 with love. 387 00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:07,920 And God said it to me as well. 388 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:12,840 God got us every single one of them said acceptance is synonymous with love. 389 00:22:12,840 --> 00:22:14,680 Take that for what it is, but it's true. 390 00:22:14,680 --> 00:22:15,680 It's very true. 391 00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:17,920 So every one of these souls shared with me. 392 00:22:17,920 --> 00:22:22,120 I could ask you a hundred more questions at this point, but I don't want to be here all 393 00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:23,240 day. 394 00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:25,120 We have patient listeners already. 395 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:32,040 I mean, things like, Hey, what, why do you need to eat and drink and things like that? 396 00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:38,400 And what was the music like at that concert and et cetera, but we're not done yet. 397 00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:39,680 So we better move on. 398 00:22:39,680 --> 00:22:41,240 Tell me what happened next. 399 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:42,240 Okay. 400 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:47,880 So after that tent, I remember another point where I was standing in a circle in the center 401 00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:53,200 of a circle and all of these archangels saints ascended masters were standing around me and 402 00:22:53,200 --> 00:22:57,720 then cherubs were floating or not floating, but fluttering as they do. 403 00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:58,720 And they don't talk by the way. 404 00:22:58,720 --> 00:23:00,600 I never heard a cherub talk. 405 00:23:00,600 --> 00:23:01,840 Fluttering as in wings. 406 00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:03,800 Yeah, their wings. 407 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:04,800 And they were gold. 408 00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:07,400 They were all 33 and a third cherub gold. 409 00:23:07,400 --> 00:23:09,280 All of the angels. 410 00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:12,280 I was standing in the center and they would raise the right hand. 411 00:23:12,280 --> 00:23:15,080 Whoever spoke to me would raise the right hand and the white beam of light, comfort 412 00:23:15,080 --> 00:23:17,040 in our hand and hit my soul. 413 00:23:17,040 --> 00:23:20,840 And I started to cry because I didn't want to go back to earth. 414 00:23:20,840 --> 00:23:23,640 I did not want to come back here. 415 00:23:23,640 --> 00:23:28,280 Then at one point all of them had their hands up so that I could feel their love. 416 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:29,280 That's what it was. 417 00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:30,720 They were sharing their love with me. 418 00:23:30,720 --> 00:23:36,680 When I felt that I stopped crying and then they had these messages and I remember one 419 00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:44,040 female, she had long, long blonde hair, beautiful, beautiful, porcelain white skin. 420 00:23:44,040 --> 00:23:49,280 And she looked at me and said something about coming back to earth and how they would all 421 00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:50,840 be there for me. 422 00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,120 I don't remember verbatim what she said. 423 00:23:53,120 --> 00:23:59,120 Then I remember moving along where I'm standing under this fink tree or no, it was all a tree. 424 00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:00,620 It was all a tree. 425 00:24:00,620 --> 00:24:04,080 Jesus and I were talking and Saint Jerein was sitting under the olive tree holding his 426 00:24:04,080 --> 00:24:06,080 knees in the shade. 427 00:24:06,080 --> 00:24:10,000 And Jesus looked at me and he says, well, Megan, yeah, it's that time. 428 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:11,680 And I said, Jesus, I don't want to go back. 429 00:24:11,680 --> 00:24:12,880 I don't want to go back to earth. 430 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:14,040 And he said, I'm not God. 431 00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:17,320 He goes, look, I follow the orders just like you do. 432 00:24:17,320 --> 00:24:20,000 I thought, oh, God, I gotta go. 433 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:22,600 I gotta go back. 434 00:24:22,600 --> 00:24:29,520 All of a sudden threw up a picture, this 11 by 14 picture or 8 by 10 picture of my son 435 00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:30,960 and then husband. 436 00:24:30,960 --> 00:24:34,760 And both of them said telepathically, don't go. 437 00:24:34,760 --> 00:24:35,760 We need you. 438 00:24:35,760 --> 00:24:37,560 They said it simultaneously. 439 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:42,680 And all of a sudden I looked at my son and I said, Jesus, I said, my son needs me. 440 00:24:42,680 --> 00:24:43,680 I have to go back. 441 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:47,040 And he said, okay, you better go back. 442 00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:48,160 He gave him a hug. 443 00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:49,760 I said goodbye. 444 00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:55,080 And as I was walking down the dirt road, I had to go to this shack, this little tiny 445 00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:59,000 shack and take off my robe and put it in the laundry basket there. 446 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,280 And it was this weaker laundry basket. 447 00:25:01,280 --> 00:25:06,800 And then I left and I was walking down the road to go back to my body and coming to my 448 00:25:06,800 --> 00:25:12,840 left in front of me and coming out to greet me in the road was Prophet Muhammad. 449 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:18,960 And all of these angels, all of the angels, again hundreds of them, I thought, oh my gosh, 450 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:22,080 it seems Prophet Muhammad. 451 00:25:22,080 --> 00:25:27,880 So I walked up to him because this was the plan that we meet before I go back to my body. 452 00:25:27,880 --> 00:25:31,520 I said, oh, Prophet Muhammad, I don't want to leave. 453 00:25:31,520 --> 00:25:34,280 And he said, well, you have to go back to Earth, man. 454 00:25:34,280 --> 00:25:35,720 And he was very kind. 455 00:25:35,720 --> 00:25:39,280 He was very sweet, so loving, so compassionate. 456 00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:43,920 I looked at him respectfully and I said, may I give you a hug? 457 00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:45,400 And he said, sure. 458 00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:51,160 And so I stood up on my toes because he was tall and I reached my arms around his neck 459 00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:52,160 to give him a hug. 460 00:25:52,160 --> 00:25:53,560 And he gave me a hug. 461 00:25:53,560 --> 00:25:57,280 As soon as I let go of my arms, he let go of his. 462 00:25:57,280 --> 00:26:03,360 And then I stood before him and he said, Megan, he said, you will never be alone. 463 00:26:03,360 --> 00:26:06,440 He said, my hand will always be at your back. 464 00:26:06,440 --> 00:26:14,080 And I said, I don't know, I said, please forgive me, but I was raised Catholic as you know 465 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:20,120 and I don't know if it's okay to see this, but I love you. 466 00:26:20,120 --> 00:26:22,720 And he looked at me and said, I love you too. 467 00:26:22,720 --> 00:26:24,880 I mean, what more could I get? 468 00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:28,200 Another I love you before I left for Earth. 469 00:26:28,200 --> 00:26:30,680 But at this time it was from Prophet Muhammad. 470 00:26:30,680 --> 00:26:32,400 And that was such a powerful moment for me. 471 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:35,840 And then I had to go back to my body. 472 00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:43,200 So I remember waking up in the hospital the moment that I was like back on Earth. 473 00:26:43,200 --> 00:26:49,760 And boy, I don't know who was in the room at that time in my hospital room, but I remember, 474 00:26:49,760 --> 00:26:53,240 I think there was a nurse there because I remember a woman standing there and I said, 475 00:26:53,240 --> 00:26:54,240 I just saw Jesus. 476 00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:57,520 I couldn't remember Prophet Muhammad right then. 477 00:26:57,520 --> 00:27:00,200 And I said, I just saw Jesus. 478 00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:01,440 And she goes, you saw Jesus? 479 00:27:01,440 --> 00:27:04,200 And I said, yeah, I did. 480 00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:07,320 I just saw him like a couple of minutes ago. 481 00:27:07,320 --> 00:27:08,320 It was funny. 482 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:13,360 But anyway, it was a very powerful experience and I'm grateful for it. 483 00:27:13,360 --> 00:27:14,360 Wow. 484 00:27:14,360 --> 00:27:16,200 Was it ever? 485 00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:18,280 So you went through a healing process. 486 00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:23,320 We don't need to get into all the detail about physical healing, but how did this change 487 00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:24,320 your life? 488 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:28,280 How do you process something like this and move forward? 489 00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:30,480 And how different were you after it? 490 00:27:30,480 --> 00:27:37,840 You know, it takes a while to process because look, I've changed the way in which I feel 491 00:27:37,840 --> 00:27:43,200 things now or feel about situations now as compared to before. 492 00:27:43,200 --> 00:27:51,200 For instance, if something bad happened to me, oh, let's say, the only thing that I can 493 00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:55,800 think of is the time that I was raped and I was 20 years old. 494 00:27:55,800 --> 00:28:00,880 And I remember it was such, it was a horrible experience. 495 00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:03,600 And now I look at it at that experience. 496 00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:06,040 I couldn't get out of there in my head. 497 00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:09,080 I couldn't, I could not accept that. 498 00:28:09,080 --> 00:28:14,240 And now I look at it and I go, wow, you know, that was actually a gift. 499 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:20,040 It was a gift and it was love, you know, who is the creator? 500 00:28:20,040 --> 00:28:25,640 Love is the creator who was giving me an experience to know the bottom of what it's like to be 501 00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:30,360 without love and to not feel loved and to go through all of these, all of these different 502 00:28:30,360 --> 00:28:36,240 emotions, but then to have such an extreme where it's all you're sitting with is love 503 00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:43,840 and acceptance and beautiful, intelligent, incredibly fun people. 504 00:28:43,840 --> 00:28:49,600 And then coming back to earth and going, well, all right, this is what our life can be like, 505 00:28:49,600 --> 00:28:51,120 but it's about choice. 506 00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:58,400 How are we going to choose and how are we going to integrate people as just humans rather 507 00:28:58,400 --> 00:29:03,760 than, oh, this person believes this and this person believes this, therefore they're this 508 00:29:03,760 --> 00:29:06,560 way and they're better than whoever. 509 00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:08,320 And that's not the case at all. 510 00:29:08,320 --> 00:29:10,120 It's all encompassing. 511 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:12,680 Heaven is all inclusive. 512 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:17,400 It's not just this exclusive experience. 513 00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:22,320 Every experience has a reason, every experience that we go through has a reason. 514 00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:27,480 So I've changed in that regard, realizing that it's not bad. 515 00:29:27,480 --> 00:29:28,480 It just is. 516 00:29:28,480 --> 00:29:30,960 And you were told to write a book? 517 00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:32,280 I was, yeah. 518 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:33,280 Right? 519 00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:36,520 And it's called A Catalyst My Five Days in Heaven. 520 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:37,520 Yes. 521 00:29:37,520 --> 00:29:40,880 And do you feel like that represents well what happened to you? 522 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:43,440 It represents some of what happened to me. 523 00:29:43,440 --> 00:29:50,560 Yes, I mean, absolutely, but there's so much more that I could put in there as a result 524 00:29:50,560 --> 00:29:52,320 of that experience. 525 00:29:52,320 --> 00:29:54,560 What I can't fit it all in one book. 526 00:29:54,560 --> 00:30:00,440 What I also had to remember in writing it was God had two messages for me that I had 527 00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:03,280 to come back and make clear on earth. 528 00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:06,920 And the two messages are acceptance is synonymous with love. 529 00:30:06,920 --> 00:30:10,880 The other one was, he said to me, marry science with religion. 530 00:30:10,880 --> 00:30:14,840 I thought, well, I'm not a scientist and I'm not religious. 531 00:30:14,840 --> 00:30:18,520 How am I supposed to do that? 532 00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:21,040 But those were his two messages. 533 00:30:21,040 --> 00:30:25,720 So I did my best in my book to make that happen. 534 00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:26,720 Okay. 535 00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:31,680 If you don't mind a personal question, you do not have to answer if you don't want to. 536 00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:36,800 Did this experience influence your your path to a divorce at all? 537 00:30:36,800 --> 00:30:38,680 I think it did. 538 00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:46,400 And the reason I can say that is everything in my marriage, I thought was great until 539 00:30:46,400 --> 00:30:53,320 my husband saw me and something changed, something shifted. 540 00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:54,680 And I know I did. 541 00:30:54,680 --> 00:30:56,800 I know I was talking to heaven. 542 00:30:56,800 --> 00:30:58,440 I was meditating every day. 543 00:30:58,440 --> 00:30:59,640 I still do. 544 00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:03,200 I say prayers and he didn't. 545 00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:11,600 And so there came a point in my marriage where I was so, I felt ignored, you know, I felt 546 00:31:11,600 --> 00:31:17,280 ignored because when he'd come home, I hadn't seen him for forever long because he's away 547 00:31:17,280 --> 00:31:18,280 at work. 548 00:31:18,280 --> 00:31:25,160 But then he didn't want to talk to me about what I was going through on the emotional 549 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:26,160 level. 550 00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:27,160 He would listen to me. 551 00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:32,480 But finally one day I remember we were sitting in the kitchen and he said, stop talking about 552 00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:33,480 heaven. 553 00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:34,480 I don't want to hear it anymore. 554 00:31:34,480 --> 00:31:36,720 And I thought, whoa. 555 00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:38,920 So it was about eight months later. 556 00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:44,040 I think it was about eight months later I filed for divorce because I thought, you know, look, 557 00:31:44,040 --> 00:31:47,240 I can live this type of a lifestyle with him. 558 00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:51,280 I can have no, no issue for my son. 559 00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,880 He would never have to experience divorce. 560 00:31:53,880 --> 00:31:55,480 I didn't want to experience divorce. 561 00:31:55,480 --> 00:32:01,560 Oh my gosh, you know, but look, there came a point in my meditation where, you know, 562 00:32:01,560 --> 00:32:04,720 God basically told me, you have to file for divorce. 563 00:32:04,720 --> 00:32:08,440 There is no, you can't change his mind. 564 00:32:08,440 --> 00:32:11,960 We knew my husband, where he's at. 565 00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:13,360 It's not for you to do. 566 00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:14,880 She has to want to do that. 567 00:32:14,880 --> 00:32:17,120 And you guys are both, you're a crossroads, Megan. 568 00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:24,600 I mean, you can basically live partially you, be your partial self with him, or you can go 569 00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:27,560 and be your complete self somewhere else. 570 00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:28,560 You know? 571 00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:30,640 So I chose to leave. 572 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,000 I chose stores. 573 00:32:32,000 --> 00:32:34,480 Well, I appreciate you opening up about that. 574 00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:40,000 I only ask because the divorce rate among people that have had experiences like this 575 00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:41,720 is very high. 576 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:44,840 And so I'm trying to learn a little bit about maybe why. 577 00:32:44,840 --> 00:32:50,720 And it sounds like with you two, you were just a very different person afterwards. 578 00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:54,680 And maybe he wasn't married to the same person that he used to be. 579 00:32:54,680 --> 00:32:55,680 True. 580 00:32:55,680 --> 00:32:56,680 Yeah. 581 00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,680 Because it was funny. 582 00:32:57,680 --> 00:33:02,120 And I was outwardly calling myself the atheist, and I never talked about God. 583 00:33:02,120 --> 00:33:06,360 I would just be like, ugh, you know, and when baptism, because my grandmother, when my son 584 00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:08,600 was born, she says, well, where are you getting baptized? 585 00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:09,600 My son. 586 00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:10,760 And I said, I'm not. 587 00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:12,920 Well, you can't do that. 588 00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:16,960 Oh, well, you know, because it was, he needs to be protected. 589 00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:18,160 And I'm like, oh, notting. 590 00:33:18,160 --> 00:33:22,440 I said, come on, please, don't. 591 00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:27,160 And then my husband would say, yeah, we don't, we don't need to go down that path. 592 00:33:27,160 --> 00:33:29,520 We can look what the Catholic Church did for us. 593 00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:31,720 We would joke, you know, together. 594 00:33:31,720 --> 00:33:32,960 And I say, yeah, right. 595 00:33:32,960 --> 00:33:35,040 You know, because that's how we both felt. 596 00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:39,680 But then here I come back from heaven and I'm like, oh, I just remembered my meeting 597 00:33:39,680 --> 00:33:44,960 with, with Archangel Michael or, oh, last night I had a visit from God. 598 00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:49,040 And it did happen after my near death experience. 599 00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:51,800 I remember this one night I got a visit from God. 600 00:33:51,800 --> 00:33:54,040 And this happened multiple times. 601 00:33:54,040 --> 00:33:59,600 I would tell him these things and, and he'd be like, here we go again, this God thing, 602 00:33:59,600 --> 00:34:02,240 you know, this, whatever. 603 00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:06,480 And I'll tell you, there, there was, this was really interesting. 604 00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:09,120 This was so weird. 605 00:34:09,120 --> 00:34:15,000 So I had a visit from God one night. 606 00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:21,400 I, you know, I was asleep and then I get pulled up to the clouds and I'm sitting in the clouds 607 00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:26,240 in my golden chair that I was sitting in, in temple and God was sitting in his chair. 608 00:34:26,240 --> 00:34:32,080 We're sitting straight across from each other and the clouds are going over our feet and 609 00:34:32,080 --> 00:34:37,040 we had a very long conversation and I don't remember the entire conversation, but I do 610 00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:41,960 remember his mission for me at that moment. 611 00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:48,720 He said, you will go back, you will write a letter to Ellie Weissel and you will tell 612 00:34:48,720 --> 00:34:52,040 him the Pope is going to resign. 613 00:34:52,040 --> 00:34:54,840 And I said, wait, come on. 614 00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:55,840 What? 615 00:34:55,840 --> 00:34:59,320 I said, why, why are you telling me this? 616 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:01,680 He said, you will do it. 617 00:35:01,680 --> 00:35:05,040 And I said, okay, yeah, all right. 618 00:35:05,040 --> 00:35:09,840 So I wake up the next morning and I'm like, yeah, that's not going to happen. 619 00:35:09,840 --> 00:35:12,000 I'm not going to write a letter to Ellie Weissel. 620 00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:17,120 I love Ellie Weissel and this poor man had gone through so much in his life with the 621 00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:23,120 Holocaust. How could I come to him and why would he care if the Pope is going to resign 622 00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:24,120 for the war? 623 00:35:24,120 --> 00:35:25,600 So I went to bed that night. 624 00:35:25,600 --> 00:35:27,200 Didn't think anything of it. 625 00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:28,200 Woke up the next day. 626 00:35:28,200 --> 00:35:29,200 Okay. 627 00:35:29,200 --> 00:35:34,800 Getting ready, you know, my son, getting ready for school or wherever and I take him to school, 628 00:35:34,800 --> 00:35:35,800 do the whole thing. 629 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:37,360 And then that night I go to bed. 630 00:35:37,360 --> 00:35:41,080 I get a visit from God again in the middle of the night. 631 00:35:41,080 --> 00:35:43,080 Same seating arrangements. 632 00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:46,280 And he looks at me and he says, why didn't she write the letter? 633 00:35:46,280 --> 00:35:48,920 And I can't lie to him. 634 00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:51,400 So I said, well, because I don't want to. 635 00:35:51,400 --> 00:35:56,520 I said, I don't want to because the guy's probably going to think I'm crazy and who 636 00:35:56,520 --> 00:36:00,400 cares if the Pope resigns and, you know, I'm saying all of this stuff. 637 00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:02,560 And he said, that wasn't my question. 638 00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:07,680 I mean, I'm glad that you shared that with me, but that isn't my purpose coming to you. 639 00:36:07,680 --> 00:36:11,040 I'm telling you, you need to write that letter. 640 00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:13,880 And I thought, yeah, I know how intense you are. 641 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,200 I felt that intensity again. 642 00:36:16,200 --> 00:36:17,200 So I said, okay. 643 00:36:17,200 --> 00:36:18,200 All right. 644 00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:21,160 So the next day I wrote the letter and it took me like two days because I thought to 645 00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:22,160 whistle. 646 00:36:22,160 --> 00:36:23,160 Oh my God. 647 00:36:23,160 --> 00:36:27,560 Maybe I wrote it all in one day, but then I went and I went online and I found out Elie 648 00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:28,560 Weissel's office. 649 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:37,920 He had an office in New York and I overnighted the letter or signature required to his business 650 00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:39,680 and it was received. 651 00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:41,600 It was signed for. 652 00:36:41,600 --> 00:36:49,240 And so I then talked to my Jewish therapist who said to me over the phone, how are you 653 00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:50,240 doing? 654 00:36:50,240 --> 00:36:51,240 I said, fine. 655 00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:52,800 Here's what I did. 656 00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:56,120 And here's the letter that I wrote and I read it to her and she goes, well, you didn't mail 657 00:36:56,120 --> 00:36:57,120 it, did you? 658 00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:58,560 And I said, well, of course I did. 659 00:36:58,560 --> 00:37:00,760 I said, because God ordered me to. 660 00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:04,880 And she said, okay, well, you're not, you're not, you know, threatening anybody. 661 00:37:04,880 --> 00:37:06,120 You're not harming anybody. 662 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:07,320 You're not harming yourself. 663 00:37:07,320 --> 00:37:09,760 You're not, you know, and I said, no, absolutely not. 664 00:37:09,760 --> 00:37:13,680 I said, I'm just giving the message and explaining like I come from this Catholic background and 665 00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:15,160 I'm embarrassed to send the letter. 666 00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:17,840 I mean, I was really honest with them. 667 00:37:17,840 --> 00:37:21,120 And she said, okay, well, and then we went on the rest of our session. 668 00:37:21,120 --> 00:37:28,840 So a few days later, I don't know, five, six days later, I get a phone call at about six 669 00:37:28,840 --> 00:37:33,080 o'clock in the morning, phone's ringing and I'm not even awake yet. 670 00:37:33,080 --> 00:37:34,600 I said, hello. 671 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:40,760 And she said, how the did you know the Pope was going to resign? 672 00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:42,560 And I said, what are you talking about? 673 00:37:42,560 --> 00:37:45,280 I don't know what you're talking about. 674 00:37:45,280 --> 00:37:53,440 She said, turn on the TV right now and sure enough, CNN, there was Pope's resignation. 675 00:37:53,440 --> 00:37:55,640 And she said, how did you know the Pope was going to resign? 676 00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:58,720 And I said, well, do we have to go through the CNN? 677 00:37:58,720 --> 00:38:03,880 I said, I told you, God came to me a second time and this is what happened. 678 00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:05,240 I'm not crazy. 679 00:38:05,240 --> 00:38:10,960 This stuff happens and people get visits from God or Jesus or whoever. 680 00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:17,400 And so she said, listen, I'm starting to believe now in this heaven thing that you went through. 681 00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:21,000 And I thought, well, that's great. 682 00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:26,200 But you know, I don't know what it does, you know, that I was told the Pope was going to 683 00:38:26,200 --> 00:38:27,880 resign and it actually happened. 684 00:38:27,880 --> 00:38:30,000 But I just wanted to share that. 685 00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:34,360 Oh, maybe that was the reason for the letter, for her to believe a little bit. 686 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:35,360 Maybe. 687 00:38:35,360 --> 00:38:36,360 Yeah, who knows? 688 00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:37,360 Maybe. 689 00:38:37,360 --> 00:38:38,720 My then husband didn't believe. 690 00:38:38,720 --> 00:38:41,360 He was like, he didn't find it very strange. 691 00:38:41,360 --> 00:38:44,560 He thought, how did you know that? 692 00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:46,040 How did you know that? 693 00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:48,680 That's a big coincidence, girl, right? 694 00:38:48,680 --> 00:38:52,120 Well, it's no coincidence because I wasn't following the news or the Catholic Church. 695 00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:57,280 So you mentioned his intense look or his intense gaze at you. 696 00:38:57,280 --> 00:38:59,480 Can you describe to us what he looked like? 697 00:38:59,480 --> 00:39:02,400 Yeah, the shroud of Turin. 698 00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:07,760 So the reason that I know this is after my near death experience, one night I was watching 699 00:39:07,760 --> 00:39:11,480 Nationals with the Graphic and they started talking about the shroud of Turin. 700 00:39:11,480 --> 00:39:13,840 And I thought, what is the shroud of Turin? 701 00:39:13,840 --> 00:39:18,040 And where it's located in Italy in this little Catholic Church, you know, in this glass case 702 00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:19,720 and da, da, da. 703 00:39:19,720 --> 00:39:23,680 And all of a sudden they show the face and they said, this is Jesus's face. 704 00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:26,760 And I went, I'm laying there. 705 00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:27,760 Nobody's with me. 706 00:39:27,760 --> 00:39:31,680 I'm like, oh my God, that's God's face. 707 00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:32,680 That's Jesus. 708 00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:33,680 That's God. 709 00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:35,680 People think that's Jesus. 710 00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:36,920 No. 711 00:39:36,920 --> 00:39:38,760 So it wasn't Jesus. 712 00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,200 It's God's face. 713 00:39:40,200 --> 00:39:46,240 And the reason that his eyes are closed is because he was showing his disappointment that 714 00:39:46,240 --> 00:39:51,840 humanity had just killed the highest frequency of love. 715 00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:57,960 He sent Earth to be the highest frequency of love on Earth and he was murdered. 716 00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:00,240 Do you remember the color of his eyes? 717 00:40:00,240 --> 00:40:01,240 God's eyes? 718 00:40:01,240 --> 00:40:02,240 No, I don't. 719 00:40:02,240 --> 00:40:03,840 I remember his skin. 720 00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:07,080 He had this like tan skin. 721 00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:08,720 Jesus was darker. 722 00:40:08,720 --> 00:40:11,120 He had this very brown, brown skin. 723 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:15,400 I mean, he was, come on, he lived in Israel, you know? 724 00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:18,080 So how could he not have darker skin? 725 00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:19,080 And he was beautiful. 726 00:40:19,080 --> 00:40:20,080 Oh my God. 727 00:40:20,080 --> 00:40:22,240 Jesus, I'm sorry, Eva. 728 00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:25,560 God, I won't say anything like that about because he's God. 729 00:40:25,560 --> 00:40:27,800 We need to wrap up here. 730 00:40:27,800 --> 00:40:32,360 You've given us a lot of things to think about, some really good advice and other things. 731 00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:36,440 What last thoughts would you like to leave with everybody that's listening today? 732 00:40:36,440 --> 00:40:47,160 I would like to say, take responsibility for your actions in every day when you wake up. 733 00:40:47,160 --> 00:40:51,840 Treat people as though you would want to be treated yourself. 734 00:40:51,840 --> 00:40:56,960 Treat people as being an extension of love because they are. 735 00:40:56,960 --> 00:41:05,600 Treat people, everyone treat every human as love, not as different. 736 00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:06,600 Beautifully said. 737 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:07,600 Thank you, Megan. 738 00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:08,680 Thank you, Eric. 739 00:41:08,680 --> 00:41:10,000 Thank you for having me on your show. 740 00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:11,480 I really appreciate it. 741 00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:13,000 And that was a lot of fun. 742 00:41:13,000 --> 00:41:18,320 And thanks for letting me share so openly. 743 00:41:18,320 --> 00:41:19,880 Thanks to you for listening. 744 00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:22,960 And remember to follow and share this podcast. 745 00:41:22,960 --> 00:41:52,800 Well then, I wish you everything good that you're looking for in this life and the next.