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Welcome to the new mercies podcast. I'm your host Anthony Caldwell. This is episode number

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143 and I know you are tuning in today to hear part two of my conversation with my daughter

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Britton, my 12 year old little girl who God is using in incredible ways right now. He is teaching

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her things and honestly as a father I am beginning to learn from her faith journey. I believe we can

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all learn together. I believe when we accept Jesus as our Savior and we put our faith and trust in

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Him, I believe we get the Holy Spirit of God and I don't believe there's a junior version of the

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Holy Spirit. I believe my daughter when she accepted Christ and began her faith journey got

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just as much of the Holy Spirit as I did, the same Holy Spirit. So I can learn from her as she

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learns from me and this season has been one of those seasons that I've learned so much from her,

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just from her explaining the book that she read in the last podcast episode and in this conversation

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you're gonna hear she wrote a song in the middle of a very difficult time. I didn't even know she

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was writing songs. I had no idea and she just wrote this song in a very difficult season. So

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without any more delay I want to turn it over to my conversation with Britton. All right,

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welcome back to part two of our interview with my lovely 12 year old daughter Britton. How are you

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today Britton? I'm doing great. Awesome, awesome. We wanted to break this episode up into two

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different parts because the first part yesterday if you didn't hear part one it was all about the

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book that she read Little Pilgrim's Progress and she did a little recap for us and kind of explained

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why she liked the book and why we would recommend it to anybody and by the way these are not

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sponsored podcast episodes. We are not sponsored by this. This is just something we love so much

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we want to share with other people and so today I want to focus in on during the season that you

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were reading this book God was doing a lot of things in your life. He was taking you through

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different situations and different things so you actually wrote a song during this little season,

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is that correct? Yes I did. What is the title of your song called? So the title of my song is

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called Battlefield. Battlefield. That would tell me that there's something that was a battle for

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you during this season so tell me some inspiration behind this song. Why did you write this song? So

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some inspiration for the song like I talked about in the last episode was the book that I read Little

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Pilgrim's Progress because I wrote this song as I was reading this book so I hadn't finished it yet

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but I was kind of in the middle of it and in the book Little Pilgrim's Progress little Christian

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went through so many battles and I loved how he always said that he was like I won because the

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king was with me it wasn't me it was just that I was brave to know the king would get me through

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it and the king he got him through those battles and so if the king can help little Christian through

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his battles I know he can help me through mine and everyone through everyone's battles and just

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all the battles that people have. Another thing that inspired me to write my song was I really at

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this time I really loved a song by Torrin Wells called Trenches and I still love it now but it was

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one of my favorite songs at the time. Both of those combined just kind of came out my song that I

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wrote. Okay and I've got one more question for you before I have you read out your song for us. The

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other question is so what were you dealing with anything was anything going on in your life during

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the season that you were reading this book and you this Torrin Wells song meant a lot to you was

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there anything you were going through? There actually was I was going through my own battle

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at this time and I had just this like mystery sickness and I was just I was sick for a while

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and so I was just kind of struggling with that. And I will say to our listeners we typically as

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a family I don't share a lot of things going on because we're kind of private as a family but

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during this season yes she was going through a little bit of a battle this mystery sickness

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she's talking about she had a fever and the fever you know we took her to the doctor when she first

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started this fever and it was the doctor said it's just some virus you know some fever virus or

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something and the doctor said if she's not better in you know five days or four days or whatever it

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was to give us a call so four or five days go by and we thought well okay she's still got a fever

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this is weird and so she was out of school for that those four or five days because you can't go

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to school with a fever and so she was having to do remote learning and having to do virtual stuff

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and try to catch up and wasn't able to go to school and didn't didn't like that did you like

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that? No I did not like that at all. And so going through that process it was about a week and we go back to the doctor and he said okay this

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is a you know it's a fever virus still it's just lingering she got a secondary virus and didn't

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really have an a response so said kind of you know check back in a few days and her fever went on

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for almost a hundred straight days we went to doctors we went to hospitals we went to specialists

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we were in Nashville we went kind of everywhere and never really had an answer it was really

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tough we saw some specials we did finally get an answer but before we get to that part of the story

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why don't you in the middle of your mystery sickness you were at home one afternoon or actually one

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morning it was during the school season so I was having to go pick your sister up for from school

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and you were at home and kind of a quiet space and so you sat down and wrote this this song right? Yes I did. Okay why don't you

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read this song for us and let us hear the lyrics. Okay I was standing in the center I didn't know

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what to do I had my armor around me but I still couldn't move I looked really confident but I

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was scared as could be I lost all of my faith and I didn't believe and you came to the battlefield

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when I needed you the most I was still filled with fear but I was safe because you were close and you

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came to the battlefield like you always do now my fear is all gone and it's all because of you I

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couldn't see as tears came through my eyes you know when I'm beat down and broken inside because

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when I'm in the battle I'm weak and I'm alone I can trust in you forever because I know you'll

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always show and you came to the battlefield when I needed you the most I was still filled with fear

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but I was safe because you were close and you came to the battlefield like you always do now my fear

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is all gone and it's all because of you you are the God that helps me through the fight you are the

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God that helps me sleep at night and when you showed up at the battlefield next to me you helped

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me get through it so I defeated the enemy and you came to the battlefield when I needed you the most

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I was still filled with fear but I was safe because you were close and you came to the battlefield

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like you always do now my fear is all gone and it's all because of you. That is a very well-written

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song when you wrote that you were 11 years old right? Yes I was. And you were in the middle of a

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battle and that shows that there's faith in those words right? You said that you defeated the enemy

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with him and yet you were still in the middle of the battlefield yourself. What do you want anyone

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that's listening to this today what do you want them to know? Well when I was writing this song

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like I like you said I was in the middle of a battle and when I was when I was sick when I was

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writing the song it felt like it was never going to end it felt like I was just gonna stay sick

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forever and it felt just miserable and so I wrote this saying that I was gonna get out of it thinking

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I was never gonna get out of this and now today I'm all better and I got out of it so that just

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when I look back at this song it reminds me like he came through like I knew he would but I didn't

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know it at the same time I was kind of struggling like he's gonna come through but is he is he

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really is he not you know what's gonna happen to me and well it all turned out great. Yeah and for

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the last and so one of the things that we did as we celebrated when you had a fever for those

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hundred days I think it was actually a hundred and six days actually now that I think about it

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for those hundred and six days of fever you were weak and you were tired you were struggling and

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it was just really hard and so one of the things that we decided after your fever was gone that

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day we celebrated right we were like yes this is we're good yeah finally this is this is the way

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we're we're through this part one of the things that I did was I challenged you right and I said

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hey what if we take the next hundred days and we build your strength back up because you have

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strength now so for the last hundred days correct me if I'm wrong but you have done over 10,000

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push-ups. Yes I have. Over a hundred day period we set a challenge before you and your mom and I said

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you know what I believe she can do it she can do 10,000 that's a hundred push-ups or more a day

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and I am so proud that you have done that and we're going to treat you to a nice little surprise

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here but as we as we've gone through that one of the things to remember today is that your faith

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even whenever you didn't understand how God was going to deliver you through it right he you said

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you were sick you just didn't know when it was ever going to end but you trusted that God was

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going to do that and honestly I didn't even know you were writing a song I had no idea this was

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going on I mean we knew we were praying every night and every day and talking about how you were

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going to get through things and how God was going to deliver you and what he was going to do and

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how he was going to do it and the truth is we didn't know right we didn't we just we had to

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believe we had to trust and so thank you so much for your encouragement Britton sometimes

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encouragement comes from the kid and not the parent and thank you for that I'm very proud of

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you and I love you very much and I know that this will encourage the many people that will hear this

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episode today so I love you and I am very proud of you I love you too