Welcome to my daily report, Carp, where every day is continuous tests with no subject.
What's your answer and what's it mean for?
I grew up with these particularisms about time.
My mother always says, and she truly believes, when it's your time, it's your time, she says.
Meaning nothing can stop you.
When it's meant for you, when it's written, it's yours.
Especially when you've been patient for it.
I have the same saying, similar, hard work always catches up to perfect timing.
When the time is right, and you've been doing what you've been supposed to be doing, it
seems to work out the right way.
Chance favors a prepared mind.
Always from that hard work, that perfect timing that just so happened, that chance, that when
it's your time, it's your time.
The buildup is always from your hard work, your consistency, your wherewithal.
Can't be done alone.
As we grow bigger, we need even more our accountability managers.
We need our refrigerator rights, relationships.
You need a piece of mind.
And I'm telling this my time.
And with that, let's start it.
First song in my head of the day, I got two.
It's gonna take a miracle by Denise Williams.
I love this woman's voice.
And range brothers by Baby Keem and Kendra Kumar.
Shout out to Baby Keem.
He came out with a fire project.
Didn't know too much about this artist prior to this project drop.
And then I gave it a listen and elected a lot.
What did I read today?
I'm getting some real traction through.
I'm like 40% done with the packed three young men make a promise and fulfill a dream.
Dr. Samps, Dr. Samson Davis, Dr. George Jenkins and Dr. Rami Khan.
I'm loving the format in the way that the story is being told.
And I know I'm so late to it made in 2002, but however, it's going through chronologically
each person's path and interweaving their intersections with each other in life.
And I love it.
And I'm going to be more purposeful about understanding and looking up and researching
other people's path to success.
Because in this book, these doctors at a time were in juvenile centers, two of them.
These doctors came from unsurmountable odds and I love it.
I'm trying to deduct Jenkins.
I'm supposed to be talking with him next week.
So he's a good guy.
What's not physically active today?
This goes back to those accountability managers.
Now, at first I was on my OSA workout and took me about three weeks.
No, it took me about seven, eight weeks to complete a four week plan.
And I was just me alone with the four workout today type of energy.
And now shout out my boy Rick.
He's been really encouraged me to go to this gym with him.
Fitness SSA.
And I always wonder like, bro, we both got gyms at our individual apartment complexes.
However, we're on a mission.
And you need that partner.
You need that group.
You need that support.
Because even in this one workout that we did today, we're going to meet again at 845
PM.
That I pushed myself harder in all those eight weeks.
Because I felt accountable.
I pushed myself and I wanted to do my best.
And that was worth it.
And I had a quick thought in my head.
I stopped myself.
I was like, yeah, I try.
I almost verbalized that this would be a season.
And once I complete all these tests, get my license, man, we'll be at the next level.
Yes.
I'm treating I didn't and I said, let's take it to the next level.
Let's start this new chapter.
Let's create this life change.
And I'm encouraged.
I'm really encouraged.
What I get from meditations today.
And it's your time.
It's your time.
Winds are every day are had every day simply by living.
Accountability partners are crucial to success.
Some suffering daily is necessary.
And I have to know myself.
Or when I was meditating, I was trying to conjure up ism things to write.
Now all that's bubbling in my head.
I write it down at that moment when I think of it.
And when I feel like my mind is empty, I have that meditation and I feel more at peace and
I don't feel the need or want to come up with it ism.
I am gaining peace and that's what it's about.
Losing anxiety and that's the goal.
What I succeed at today.
I won.
I really won today and I can honestly say that keeping an impeccable word was my best
success.
I told Dennis that I would shadow him for a day and his office is kind of far.
And I was so glad I did.
The opportunities and conversations that was had from that was priceless.
And then I received an email this morning to date 9am and I'm even checking until probably
9pm and it's 1118.
Name verification for my diploma, which will be here eight weeks from today, which would
be approximately around that time when I'm getting ready to take those tests in November.
And wow, it's all lining up the way it should.
I have to do the work.
And I'm ready for it.
What made me smile today?
I was looking multiple.
Not a good long conversation with my mother and just took in that moment.
Last night I just thought of all my cousins and told them I love them.
And I was thinking about the boys this Halloween and I just went through all the past couple
years Halloween and how there it goes.
Busters and buzz and Woody and so much love.
I am so lucky.
I have those experiences to draw from.
To at least known to have felt happiness.
I'm knowing in my age now that you're not supposed to be in having a good time 100%.
However, happiness is an decision that you make.
So what I think of my day of raw.
It was love.
It was right on time.
Letting me know it's my time.
Letting me know to accept those blessings that I'm giving.
Letting me know to keep working hard and not go for the minimum.
That's what I want to profess to you.
Run through that finish line.
Go for the 100%.
Not the passing score.
Set your own standard.
Every day.
And it will be your time to.
And what grade do I get myself?
I'm going to go with that.
I work for this.
And I made sure that I gave that proper time equity for everything in life that was necessary.
And I'm proud of that person in the mirror.
And I hope you are too.
Because facing that person and having those honest conversations with that person are
the hardest ones to have.
So do it often.
And with that.
Once again.