1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:13,200 Welcome to my daily report, Carp, where every day is continuous tests with no subject. 2 00:00:13,200 --> 00:00:15,400 What's your answer and what's it mean for? 3 00:00:15,400 --> 00:00:22,120 I grew up with these particularisms about time. 4 00:00:22,120 --> 00:00:32,960 My mother always says, and she truly believes, when it's your time, it's your time, she says. 5 00:00:32,960 --> 00:00:35,840 Meaning nothing can stop you. 6 00:00:35,840 --> 00:00:42,520 When it's meant for you, when it's written, it's yours. 7 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:49,000 Especially when you've been patient for it. 8 00:00:49,000 --> 00:00:57,720 I have the same saying, similar, hard work always catches up to perfect timing. 9 00:00:57,720 --> 00:01:06,920 When the time is right, and you've been doing what you've been supposed to be doing, it 10 00:01:06,920 --> 00:01:11,600 seems to work out the right way. 11 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:17,120 Chance favors a prepared mind. 12 00:01:17,120 --> 00:01:28,280 Always from that hard work, that perfect timing that just so happened, that chance, that when 13 00:01:28,280 --> 00:01:32,680 it's your time, it's your time. 14 00:01:32,680 --> 00:01:45,320 The buildup is always from your hard work, your consistency, your wherewithal. 15 00:01:45,320 --> 00:01:49,240 Can't be done alone. 16 00:01:49,240 --> 00:01:55,760 As we grow bigger, we need even more our accountability managers. 17 00:01:55,760 --> 00:02:00,480 We need our refrigerator rights, relationships. 18 00:02:00,480 --> 00:02:07,360 You need a piece of mind. 19 00:02:07,360 --> 00:02:12,040 And I'm telling this my time. 20 00:02:12,040 --> 00:02:15,240 And with that, let's start it. 21 00:02:15,240 --> 00:02:20,000 First song in my head of the day, I got two. 22 00:02:20,000 --> 00:02:22,760 It's gonna take a miracle by Denise Williams. 23 00:02:22,760 --> 00:02:26,960 I love this woman's voice. 24 00:02:26,960 --> 00:02:30,760 And range brothers by Baby Keem and Kendra Kumar. 25 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:31,920 Shout out to Baby Keem. 26 00:02:31,920 --> 00:02:33,920 He came out with a fire project. 27 00:02:33,920 --> 00:02:39,560 Didn't know too much about this artist prior to this project drop. 28 00:02:39,560 --> 00:02:45,200 And then I gave it a listen and elected a lot. 29 00:02:45,200 --> 00:02:46,960 What did I read today? 30 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:51,720 I'm getting some real traction through. 31 00:02:51,720 --> 00:03:01,800 I'm like 40% done with the packed three young men make a promise and fulfill a dream. 32 00:03:01,800 --> 00:03:09,440 Dr. Samps, Dr. Samson Davis, Dr. George Jenkins and Dr. Rami Khan. 33 00:03:09,440 --> 00:03:16,560 I'm loving the format in the way that the story is being told. 34 00:03:16,560 --> 00:03:26,640 And I know I'm so late to it made in 2002, but however, it's going through chronologically 35 00:03:26,640 --> 00:03:36,760 each person's path and interweaving their intersections with each other in life. 36 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:42,120 And I love it. 37 00:03:42,120 --> 00:03:48,240 And I'm going to be more purposeful about understanding and looking up and researching 38 00:03:48,240 --> 00:03:53,200 other people's path to success. 39 00:03:53,200 --> 00:04:06,600 Because in this book, these doctors at a time were in juvenile centers, two of them. 40 00:04:06,600 --> 00:04:20,680 These doctors came from unsurmountable odds and I love it. 41 00:04:20,680 --> 00:04:23,960 I'm trying to deduct Jenkins. 42 00:04:23,960 --> 00:04:26,720 I'm supposed to be talking with him next week. 43 00:04:26,720 --> 00:04:28,720 So he's a good guy. 44 00:04:28,720 --> 00:04:33,640 What's not physically active today? 45 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:38,840 This goes back to those accountability managers. 46 00:04:38,840 --> 00:04:48,200 Now, at first I was on my OSA workout and took me about three weeks. 47 00:04:48,200 --> 00:04:58,320 No, it took me about seven, eight weeks to complete a four week plan. 48 00:04:58,320 --> 00:05:05,760 And I was just me alone with the four workout today type of energy. 49 00:05:05,760 --> 00:05:16,800 And now shout out my boy Rick. 50 00:05:16,800 --> 00:05:25,440 He's been really encouraged me to go to this gym with him. 51 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:27,800 Fitness SSA. 52 00:05:27,800 --> 00:05:35,320 And I always wonder like, bro, we both got gyms at our individual apartment complexes. 53 00:05:35,320 --> 00:05:40,640 However, we're on a mission. 54 00:05:40,640 --> 00:05:43,400 And you need that partner. 55 00:05:43,400 --> 00:05:44,480 You need that group. 56 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:50,680 You need that support. 57 00:05:50,680 --> 00:05:57,640 Because even in this one workout that we did today, we're going to meet again at 845 58 00:05:57,640 --> 00:05:58,640 PM. 59 00:05:58,640 --> 00:06:07,040 That I pushed myself harder in all those eight weeks. 60 00:06:07,040 --> 00:06:08,920 Because I felt accountable. 61 00:06:08,920 --> 00:06:19,160 I pushed myself and I wanted to do my best. 62 00:06:19,160 --> 00:06:24,760 And that was worth it. 63 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:28,120 And I had a quick thought in my head. 64 00:06:28,120 --> 00:06:29,120 I stopped myself. 65 00:06:29,120 --> 00:06:34,520 I was like, yeah, I try. 66 00:06:34,520 --> 00:06:42,880 I almost verbalized that this would be a season. 67 00:06:42,880 --> 00:06:50,560 And once I complete all these tests, get my license, man, we'll be at the next level. 68 00:06:50,560 --> 00:06:51,560 Yes. 69 00:06:51,560 --> 00:07:00,520 I'm treating I didn't and I said, let's take it to the next level. 70 00:07:00,520 --> 00:07:04,400 Let's start this new chapter. 71 00:07:04,400 --> 00:07:08,920 Let's create this life change. 72 00:07:08,920 --> 00:07:13,680 And I'm encouraged. 73 00:07:13,680 --> 00:07:16,680 I'm really encouraged. 74 00:07:16,680 --> 00:07:20,440 What I get from meditations today. 75 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:21,480 And it's your time. 76 00:07:21,480 --> 00:07:24,680 It's your time. 77 00:07:24,680 --> 00:07:31,960 Winds are every day are had every day simply by living. 78 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:35,320 Accountability partners are crucial to success. 79 00:07:35,320 --> 00:07:40,120 Some suffering daily is necessary. 80 00:07:40,120 --> 00:07:45,520 And I have to know myself. 81 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:59,160 Or when I was meditating, I was trying to conjure up ism things to write. 82 00:07:59,160 --> 00:08:04,720 Now all that's bubbling in my head. 83 00:08:04,720 --> 00:08:10,800 I write it down at that moment when I think of it. 84 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:18,040 And when I feel like my mind is empty, I have that meditation and I feel more at peace and 85 00:08:18,040 --> 00:08:29,760 I don't feel the need or want to come up with it ism. 86 00:08:29,760 --> 00:08:35,280 I am gaining peace and that's what it's about. 87 00:08:35,280 --> 00:08:41,280 Losing anxiety and that's the goal. 88 00:08:41,280 --> 00:08:47,120 What I succeed at today. 89 00:08:47,120 --> 00:08:48,120 I won. 90 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:56,600 I really won today and I can honestly say that keeping an impeccable word was my best 91 00:08:56,600 --> 00:08:57,600 success. 92 00:08:57,600 --> 00:09:10,840 I told Dennis that I would shadow him for a day and his office is kind of far. 93 00:09:10,840 --> 00:09:13,600 And I was so glad I did. 94 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:21,840 The opportunities and conversations that was had from that was priceless. 95 00:09:21,840 --> 00:09:28,680 And then I received an email this morning to date 9am and I'm even checking until probably 96 00:09:28,680 --> 00:09:34,200 9pm and it's 1118. 97 00:09:34,200 --> 00:09:41,920 Name verification for my diploma, which will be here eight weeks from today, which would 98 00:09:41,920 --> 00:09:49,520 be approximately around that time when I'm getting ready to take those tests in November. 99 00:09:49,520 --> 00:09:56,080 And wow, it's all lining up the way it should. 100 00:09:56,080 --> 00:09:58,080 I have to do the work. 101 00:09:58,080 --> 00:10:03,720 And I'm ready for it. 102 00:10:03,720 --> 00:10:09,880 What made me smile today? 103 00:10:09,880 --> 00:10:15,400 I was looking multiple. 104 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:22,160 Not a good long conversation with my mother and just took in that moment. 105 00:10:22,160 --> 00:10:29,840 Last night I just thought of all my cousins and told them I love them. 106 00:10:29,840 --> 00:10:36,560 And I was thinking about the boys this Halloween and I just went through all the past couple 107 00:10:36,560 --> 00:10:39,720 years Halloween and how there it goes. 108 00:10:39,720 --> 00:10:45,240 Busters and buzz and Woody and so much love. 109 00:10:45,240 --> 00:10:53,360 I am so lucky. 110 00:10:53,360 --> 00:11:01,920 I have those experiences to draw from. 111 00:11:01,920 --> 00:11:07,840 To at least known to have felt happiness. 112 00:11:07,840 --> 00:11:19,440 I'm knowing in my age now that you're not supposed to be in having a good time 100%. 113 00:11:19,440 --> 00:11:29,960 However, happiness is an decision that you make. 114 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:33,120 So what I think of my day of raw. 115 00:11:33,120 --> 00:11:38,120 It was love. 116 00:11:38,120 --> 00:11:40,960 It was right on time. 117 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:43,640 Letting me know it's my time. 118 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:49,600 Letting me know to accept those blessings that I'm giving. 119 00:11:49,600 --> 00:11:57,400 Letting me know to keep working hard and not go for the minimum. 120 00:11:57,400 --> 00:12:06,720 That's what I want to profess to you. 121 00:12:06,720 --> 00:12:14,600 Run through that finish line. 122 00:12:14,600 --> 00:12:17,080 Go for the 100%. 123 00:12:17,080 --> 00:12:23,040 Not the passing score. 124 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:26,520 Set your own standard. 125 00:12:26,520 --> 00:12:27,520 Every day. 126 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:32,120 And it will be your time to. 127 00:12:32,120 --> 00:12:36,520 And what grade do I get myself? 128 00:12:36,520 --> 00:12:41,520 I'm going to go with that. 129 00:12:41,520 --> 00:12:43,520 I work for this. 130 00:12:43,520 --> 00:12:57,520 And I made sure that I gave that proper time equity for everything in life that was necessary. 131 00:12:57,520 --> 00:13:02,760 And I'm proud of that person in the mirror. 132 00:13:02,760 --> 00:13:08,200 And I hope you are too. 133 00:13:08,200 --> 00:13:12,680 Because facing that person and having those honest conversations with that person are 134 00:13:12,680 --> 00:13:14,680 the hardest ones to have. 135 00:13:14,680 --> 00:13:16,680 So do it often. 136 00:13:16,680 --> 00:13:19,680 And with that. 137 00:13:19,680 --> 00:13:48,680 Once again.