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Welcome to the other four card. Where every day

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is continuous test. With no subject. What's your

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answer? What's it mean for? Sometimes. We want

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to hear. Of how good we're doing. And we can't

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stand to hear. How bad we're doing. Sometimes.

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When things aren't panning out. We want to hear

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something positive. Know that something's coming.

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How long shall I be dedicated? How long for opportunity

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to meet preparations? For I'll run up in your

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bank just for recreation. And patience and testing

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is a real thing. And understanding that it's

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just you in most opportunities, even when you're

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surrounded by people. And that's life. Knowing

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that everything is important however you have

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to have perspective. Pretty crazy. It's that

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balance of selfless and selfish. Greater versus

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the lesser. And dismantling and testing those

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mental constructs that we constantly have that

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make the world in our reality. And we always

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want to test those because when you find out

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at the wrong time and your world crumbles right

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before you, it's not a good time to figure it

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out. Just saying. With that, let's start it.

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Season 63. Revelations. 63rd playlist. Man, and

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I'm loving this playlist already. I already got

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16 songs. So I'm going to let y 'all know one

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by one. The new Gun album came out. Endless.

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Made for this shit. Sac Passe. It was on this

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playlist. Just feeling more upbeat. It was downtrodden

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last season. And we have our ebbs and flows.

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Our ups and downs. And things go sideways. And

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it's normal. What did I read today? I know I'm

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taking a long time on this book. But it's a sales

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book. And this is like my second one in a row.

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The Art of Closing. By Anthony Inarino. And in

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this. I'm 80 % done. And he's talking about how.

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Even after you get the sale on the after and

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making sure that your own team is engaged and

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the issues and the hardships that it takes for

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your own team, much less another team group of

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people that signed on to whatever it is that

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you asked them to do. You have to lead them.

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And lead your own people. And keep a good reputation.

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Very hard. I wasn't active today. It's pretty

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crazy because I've taken up more days at work

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and I just found myself like just I can't even

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remember the time when I fell asleep and I just

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wake up in this next day. And. I know that I

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have to make sure when I do have that time, whenever

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I have that time, the ability that I am hitting

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the gym, being more physically active. And I

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know I'm being hard on myself, but I know I can

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do better. And I haven't done as much as I should.

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What I get from meditations. Not taking things

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personal requires a certain level of detachment

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from the world and attachment to self. I've been

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tested a lot and I keep on remembering at the

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end of the day those four agreements. And we

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want to take the good things personally, but

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not the bad. We have to take our compliments

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and our insults all the same. And it's very hard

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to do. And we want to feel good about ourselves,

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especially with our egos. And ego is the enemy.

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What did I succeed at? Timeliness. Punctuality.

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Keeping my standards. Being in the right place

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at the right time in the right uniform. You're

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already halfway there. What made me smile? Being

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able to sit down and after all the hustle and

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bustle and times need to make and things that

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i believe i deserve and just life being able

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to sit down no technology with my full family

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both sons and spouse and eat dinner round table

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no less so you know it's a real bait thing what

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i think of my day overall um Tiring. Taxing.

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Humbling. They were great. I give myself. I'm

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going to see. I really haven't been making that

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mark. In my own personal standard. Yet I've been

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still. Passing and making it through. And. It's

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not right. And knowing less than... Not knowing

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over 20 % of the material is inexcusable. Yet

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and still, that's the beauty of life. It's that

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we can wake up and we can try our best and we

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can make today our best. And I'm hoping I can

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do that because I know that... I haven't been

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living up to my potential and I've been allowing

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myself to give myself excuses. My boy Rick told

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me I'm not giving myself excuses no more. He's

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got his own kid. He's got working the same parallel

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universe as me. And I respect him so much. And

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I idolize, you know, people that I know. And

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he's one of them. So shout out to my boy. Shout

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out to my boy, Osa. Shout out to my family. And

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with that, let's get it!