Welcome to the report card where every day is
continuous test with no subject. What's your
answer? What's meaningful? Crash out These days
that we're living in We can't just turn the other
cheek we can't hope for things that won't eventually
come We have to understand that this is a time
of Chaos and uncertainty. However as they say.
A broke clock is. Right twice a day. Same thing
is for those. Times where you find that balance.
Find that peace. Don't count on it though. We
gotta have our chest out. A lot of times we can't
always have our niceties. I'm rude sometimes.
Because that's just me. Not an excuse. However,
just an acceptance of who I am. And with that,
let's start it. August 7th, Thursday, 2025. Episode
619. 1223 AM. We're going back to our roots.
We're on our late night posting. Whole family
sleep. We're right here. after a hard day's work
missed y 'all it's all good today two of them
in the rain by the dramatics and working day
and night by michael jackson i've been on mom
old school recently sometimes that emotion just
has to be brought out Through the old school
natural way. And. Don't know where you're going
unless you. Know where you've been. But I read
today. In my rage. In my. discomfort I still
found a way to at least get 16 minutes of reading
a day but I've been reading for the past few
days it's the only day I missed my goal last
two days I did but that's okay nevertheless still
on the article closing by Anthony you know right
now I'm so sorry for messing up that name and
about 60 % through Commitment to change, most
important. Acts of problem needs to be addressed
now. What is more pressing? Once you know their
priorities, you have options. Know about others
who might push back. Have client pick the rollout
date. Turn your solution into our solution. Was
I physically active today? These are the days
that... we work out for after being up long shift
still got my boy and was able to at least get
30 minutes of part -time and walking and just
a lot of physical activity for us both how can
i expect for him to walk through run through
the fields and go as hard as he can if i'm not
right there behind his shoulder While you look
over. You can know that. You're not alone. Gosh.
So I would say yeah. Even though I wasn't at
the gym today. But it was hard. Couldn't make
it. What I get from my meditations. Own who you
are. Whatever you try to hide. Will eventually
be exposed. But I could see that today. In the
army, they used to say half the battle was being
there at the right time, at the right place,
in the right uniform. And that's all true, even
in real life. Entering into a new setting, a
new job, kind of, and gig, and understand where
I find myself. And knowing that it's forever
changing. Knowing that I should never be comfortable
anywhere. Knowing that this given day and this
given economy and this given time of chaos has
got to go roll with the punches and know that
nothing is permanent. That was the right time,
right place, right uniform. What made me smile
today? Being able to pick my boy up. He's not
the last kid to be picked up. And didn't rest
on my laurels. I could have packed it in and
just went home. It would have been no problem.
But we still make that extra effort. It's very
hard. And just trying to do the right thing.
Trying not to be unnecessarily outside of myself.
And... But sometimes you gotta pop out and show
niggas. What do I think of my day overall? I
would say it was consistent. It was challenging.
Like everything was through at me and yet I was
strong enough to withhold it. Knowing that is
there real light in sight? Speaking from a person
who's living in the coldest summer in San Francisco.
I'm still waking up and trying my best to bring
that energy and enthusiasm. Gosh. What grade
do I give myself? Going with a B+. I did not.
go all the way regardless of what the excuse
was to get my reading go. I did not even attempt
to do yoga or abs. I did not go as far as the
10 minutes to close my eyes and meditate for
a minute, even though I did it in different variations.
Nevertheless, those items that should be done
earlier than later which creates an ability to
go to what's called what i call full consciousness
being able to see the world in a different light
if only for that one day with those things in
tow very hard no no and that's after all of the
mandatory things because nobody cares about what
you're doing until you're not doing what you're
supposed to be doing but understanding there's
the little pockets of happiness and joy small
comments and messages that keep you going and
knowing that the world isn't closing in on you
and there's more out there for you and i believe
that you're worthy and you have to keep going
but still know where you're going and where you've
been very hard very chaotic with that