every day is a continuous test with no subject
what's your answer gravitas there are times when
we have to stand on our own two feet and have
some weight to it stand in that place and have
dignity and Sometimes you can't just play around
all the time. Need that gravitas. Season finale.
God, I really need to and wish that I can really
be there for you more. However, I'm here right
now. And all I can do is try. And right now is
another one of those strategies. We have to figure
out a way to get out of our comfort zone and
constantly stay out of it. And with that, let's
start it. Song of the day. The thing about having
a... Not so many episodes. Season is tough when
you have a really good soundtrack playlist. Running
by 21's average. 5 a .m. Little baby. Somebody
loves me. Park next door and drink. Twerking
with your friends. Zeddy Will and Stay Solid
Rocky. Get to you, Nav. And one of none, Nav.
Foot Soldier. Finesse two times. Love it. What
did I read today? I'm so heavily invested in
Life After Power, Seven Presidents and Their
Search for Purpose Beyond the White House by
Jarrett Cohen. It's a really good book put together
about having purpose after getting something
so great and perceivingly insurmountable. I feel
I'm on that same trajectory of what more can
you do? And the answer is passion. The answer
is mission. The answer is belief in something.
What's our physically active today? Yes. Yesterday
and today is on thighs and back. I really want
to elevate because just doing more work, I know
I need to get stronger in places where I'm using
a lot, like my back and hands and neck. However,
at the same time, still a minimum level of progression
is still maintained. Two days a week, physically
in the gym. I just have to keep going. More!
What did I get from my meditations today? Double
check yourself and leave as few to chance as
you can. Take note and follow through. What did
I succeed at today? Being open with what is actually
in front of me instead of what I need or what
is preferred or what should be. I'm being where
I'm at. And that's a success. I'm not looking
forward or past or behind, but right in front.
What made me smile today? Being able to be sent
off from a loving home with a loving family and
have purpose when you're going outside at home
and having a little bit in your pocket when you
go in there too. So that was a smile. What do
I think of my day overall? My day was gravitas.
I stood and held to the standard even in changing
circumstances. I maintained my personal standard.
It's very difficult to do, especially given certain
times. And it's done. And you feel complete when
you stick to who you really are in your personal
mission. And also, not letting my ego take control
of me and being able to break down and be humble.
To what I felt. Maybe I didn't need to. Or feel
like it. Or whatever. I still have to find. The
energy and the strength. To swallow my ego. It's
hard. And you need it sometimes. It's a balance
man. What grade do I give myself? Going with
a B. I left some on the table, but I know I gave
it a great effort. And I know this is just a
positive stretch of things to come. And I hope
you feel the same thing within yourself, within
your life, within your work, within your passion,
within your family, within your community. Because
only you know the answer. Others may pretend
to know the answer for you, but only you will
know. Whoop -a -yip!