1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:12,640 Hello, welcome to another report card for every day's continuous test with no subject. 2 00:00:12,640 --> 00:00:13,640 What's your answer? 3 00:00:13,640 --> 00:00:16,640 What does it mean? 4 00:00:16,640 --> 00:00:20,880 Awareness, awareness, awareness. 5 00:00:20,880 --> 00:00:31,840 I have no right to place demands on you or anyone. 6 00:00:31,840 --> 00:00:39,560 And truly the issue is where I identify myself included. 7 00:00:39,560 --> 00:00:43,040 I am not sad. 8 00:00:43,040 --> 00:00:46,520 I am not happy. 9 00:00:46,520 --> 00:00:51,920 I am not depressed. 10 00:00:51,920 --> 00:00:55,440 I is so much. 11 00:00:55,440 --> 00:01:00,280 Because once that past time I am something else. 12 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:01,600 I is I. 13 00:01:01,600 --> 00:01:03,280 And I is everything. 14 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:10,640 And I is unexplainable to the words. 15 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:15,720 Ruben has a problem, not I. 16 00:01:15,720 --> 00:01:20,120 And it's I looking at me. 17 00:01:20,120 --> 00:01:28,080 And it's I looking at I looking at me. 18 00:01:28,080 --> 00:01:33,360 December 24th, 2024, 1.16pm Pacific Standard Time. 19 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:35,320 I miss ya! 20 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:41,080 Happy holidays. 21 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:47,840 And with that, let's start it! 22 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:52,160 Song of the Day and our ruthless soundtrack. 23 00:01:52,160 --> 00:01:55,320 55 playlist. 24 00:01:55,320 --> 00:01:56,800 We got a couple actually. 25 00:01:56,800 --> 00:02:01,920 Plutowski, Money Virus, Go Flex, Top Off. 26 00:02:01,920 --> 00:02:09,040 Plutowski by Future, Money Virus by Lil Tyler and Go Flex, of course by Posty, Top Off. 27 00:02:09,040 --> 00:02:11,760 What are we gonna? 28 00:02:11,760 --> 00:02:14,600 What did I read today? 29 00:02:14,600 --> 00:02:19,480 I am heavily, heavily on awareness. 30 00:02:19,480 --> 00:02:23,920 Conversation with the Masters by Anthony DeMello. 31 00:02:23,920 --> 00:02:29,520 Actually I just finished It's Not About the Coffee Leadership Principles from Life at 32 00:02:29,520 --> 00:02:30,520 Star Books. 33 00:02:30,520 --> 00:02:33,840 And that book was awesome. 34 00:02:33,840 --> 00:02:40,040 Really understanding that once you're leading something, you have to be all in. 35 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:49,920 And you have to care about each individual person and be the leader and present to each 36 00:02:49,920 --> 00:02:51,360 person. 37 00:02:51,360 --> 00:02:56,360 Not just being the leader and not being present as the leader. 38 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:58,600 And present as yourself apart from the leader. 39 00:02:58,600 --> 00:02:59,600 You have to be both. 40 00:02:59,600 --> 00:03:03,720 That's at least what I got from it. 41 00:03:03,720 --> 00:03:04,720 That's a good book though. 42 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:05,720 Short read too. 43 00:03:05,720 --> 00:03:10,160 What's up Physically Active today? 44 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:14,280 I hope I will be to later, however. 45 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:19,440 I still been keeping up with all of my goals. 46 00:03:19,440 --> 00:03:21,600 Even with obstacles thrown in the way. 47 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:30,760 I truly was able to understand the powerfulness and necessity to know that you have to still 48 00:03:30,760 --> 00:03:35,640 be on your own mission, even depending on whoever is coming with you. 49 00:03:35,640 --> 00:03:42,720 I have to still maintain my own personal body regardless of whatever is going on or who's 50 00:03:42,720 --> 00:03:47,240 ever with me. 51 00:03:47,240 --> 00:03:49,760 You are responsible for you. 52 00:03:49,760 --> 00:03:51,360 Period. 53 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:57,040 What I get from meditations. 54 00:03:57,040 --> 00:04:03,640 If you are truly living your destiny, unimaginable obstacles and distractions mixed with treachery 55 00:04:03,640 --> 00:04:05,480 will take shape. 56 00:04:05,480 --> 00:04:08,600 In these times, hold closer to your personal mission. 57 00:04:08,600 --> 00:04:19,800 Could be more truer for what's going on in my life and understanding the brittleness 58 00:04:19,800 --> 00:04:29,600 and fragility of the mental constructs that you have and shape your decision making that 59 00:04:29,600 --> 00:04:39,200 create the world that you've made for your own personal self and your own universe. 60 00:04:39,200 --> 00:04:47,560 That foundation was broken and still, with all of that, with nowhere to turn, no one 61 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:57,760 to look to, I still have my mission and I'm leading with that. 62 00:04:57,760 --> 00:04:58,960 My heart's clear. 63 00:04:58,960 --> 00:05:01,880 My mind's clear. 64 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:13,680 I hope in your times like these, you can come to this and feel the same way. 65 00:05:13,680 --> 00:05:18,040 But I succeed at today. 66 00:05:18,040 --> 00:05:24,840 Even in times of silence, I'm still attempting to go forward. 67 00:05:24,840 --> 00:05:29,040 Down in my eyes and cross my T's. 68 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:34,120 And even in those times where you feel like you've completed all of the necessary tasks 69 00:05:34,120 --> 00:05:40,200 for that moment, there are plenty of other things that you could follow up that you might 70 00:05:40,200 --> 00:05:46,000 have forgotten about that have been laying dormant, that need just a little sprite, a 71 00:05:46,000 --> 00:05:48,440 little life. 72 00:05:48,440 --> 00:06:02,600 And just as we said about that leader, just being there for everything. 73 00:06:02,600 --> 00:06:09,880 What made me smile today? 74 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:17,000 The unexpected treasures that your past self gives to you and not knowing when your future 75 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:27,480 self is going to reap that benefit. 76 00:06:27,480 --> 00:06:33,360 And that happened today. 77 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:40,120 Those small ways of looking out for yourself in the future pays off in the present when 78 00:06:40,120 --> 00:06:44,320 it happens. 79 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:46,560 In that moment, you appreciate your own self. 80 00:06:46,560 --> 00:06:49,720 You thank yourself. 81 00:06:49,720 --> 00:06:50,720 You love yourself. 82 00:06:50,720 --> 00:06:58,640 What did I think of my day overall? 83 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:01,640 My day was calm. 84 00:07:01,640 --> 00:07:10,920 Left and rage depleted. 85 00:07:10,920 --> 00:07:24,920 More of understanding and knowing that I'm one human. 86 00:07:24,920 --> 00:07:37,240 More like control, there's my own actions and I cannot impress upon any person, anything 87 00:07:37,240 --> 00:07:46,040 that I've created in my personal universe. 88 00:07:46,040 --> 00:07:54,520 And then it's going to be on the greater universe's time when the time is right for things. 89 00:07:54,520 --> 00:08:00,360 So many times in life, and I know you all can identify with this, you want something 90 00:08:00,360 --> 00:08:04,880 to happen then and there, right now, sooner than later. 91 00:08:04,880 --> 00:08:08,040 And it's just not the moment. 92 00:08:08,040 --> 00:08:11,680 Sometimes you want things so bad and it's just not right. 93 00:08:11,680 --> 00:08:14,360 Not the right moment. 94 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:16,880 That's life. 95 00:08:16,880 --> 00:08:26,280 And whether we can still go to bed knowing that we live by the fourth agreement still 96 00:08:26,280 --> 00:08:34,200 by we always try our best, even if we couldn't not take things personal. 97 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:40,720 And what grade do I give myself? 98 00:08:40,720 --> 00:08:49,080 Go to B plus. 99 00:08:49,080 --> 00:08:57,680 There was a time where I let my emotions and my thoughts get the best of me. 100 00:08:57,680 --> 00:09:05,480 And now I just think, for what? 101 00:09:05,480 --> 00:09:07,840 Why? 102 00:09:07,840 --> 00:09:11,720 What's the call? 103 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:23,200 Whoever we still have to use what we got from our desires for that energy, use it as preferences. 104 00:09:23,200 --> 00:09:33,600 Yes, person may be like, oh, wonderful, I'm having a baby boy. 105 00:09:33,600 --> 00:09:36,480 I'm getting my second favorite preference. 106 00:09:36,480 --> 00:09:42,960 Does it not mean that child will not be loved, cared for and groomed and needed and have 107 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:46,520 everything that they need to live a wonderful life? 108 00:09:46,520 --> 00:09:51,080 It's our preference. 109 00:09:51,080 --> 00:09:57,680 Does not conflict on anything. 110 00:09:57,680 --> 00:10:07,080 And we've got to be able to be like the guy who's having an argument in the car. 111 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:15,480 Yeah, he's engaged in this conversation, but his mind and focus is also always still on 112 00:10:15,480 --> 00:10:18,480 the road. 113 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:30,920 Yeah, he could not argue and however, sometimes it just doesn't work out like that. 114 00:10:30,920 --> 00:10:38,080 We still got to keep our focus. 115 00:10:38,080 --> 00:10:49,080 And with that, music.