Hello, welcome to another report card for every day's continuous test with no subject.
What's your answer?
What does it mean?
Awareness, awareness, awareness.
I have no right to place demands on you or anyone.
And truly the issue is where I identify myself included.
I am not sad.
I am not happy.
I am not depressed.
I is so much.
Because once that past time I am something else.
I is I.
And I is everything.
And I is unexplainable to the words.
Ruben has a problem, not I.
And it's I looking at me.
And it's I looking at I looking at me.
December 24th, 2024, 1.16pm Pacific Standard Time.
I miss ya!
Happy holidays.
And with that, let's start it!
Song of the Day and our ruthless soundtrack.
55 playlist.
We got a couple actually.
Plutowski, Money Virus, Go Flex, Top Off.
Plutowski by Future, Money Virus by Lil Tyler and Go Flex, of course by Posty, Top Off.
What are we gonna?
What did I read today?
I am heavily, heavily on awareness.
Conversation with the Masters by Anthony DeMello.
Actually I just finished It's Not About the Coffee Leadership Principles from Life at
Star Books.
And that book was awesome.
Really understanding that once you're leading something, you have to be all in.
And you have to care about each individual person and be the leader and present to each
person.
Not just being the leader and not being present as the leader.
And present as yourself apart from the leader.
You have to be both.
That's at least what I got from it.
That's a good book though.
Short read too.
What's up Physically Active today?
I hope I will be to later, however.
I still been keeping up with all of my goals.
Even with obstacles thrown in the way.
I truly was able to understand the powerfulness and necessity to know that you have to still
be on your own mission, even depending on whoever is coming with you.
I have to still maintain my own personal body regardless of whatever is going on or who's
ever with me.
You are responsible for you.
Period.
What I get from meditations.
If you are truly living your destiny, unimaginable obstacles and distractions mixed with treachery
will take shape.
In these times, hold closer to your personal mission.
Could be more truer for what's going on in my life and understanding the brittleness
and fragility of the mental constructs that you have and shape your decision making that
create the world that you've made for your own personal self and your own universe.
That foundation was broken and still, with all of that, with nowhere to turn, no one
to look to, I still have my mission and I'm leading with that.
My heart's clear.
My mind's clear.
I hope in your times like these, you can come to this and feel the same way.
But I succeed at today.
Even in times of silence, I'm still attempting to go forward.
Down in my eyes and cross my T's.
And even in those times where you feel like you've completed all of the necessary tasks
for that moment, there are plenty of other things that you could follow up that you might
have forgotten about that have been laying dormant, that need just a little sprite, a
little life.
And just as we said about that leader, just being there for everything.
What made me smile today?
The unexpected treasures that your past self gives to you and not knowing when your future
self is going to reap that benefit.
And that happened today.
Those small ways of looking out for yourself in the future pays off in the present when
it happens.
In that moment, you appreciate your own self.
You thank yourself.
You love yourself.
What did I think of my day overall?
My day was calm.
Left and rage depleted.
More of understanding and knowing that I'm one human.
More like control, there's my own actions and I cannot impress upon any person, anything
that I've created in my personal universe.
And then it's going to be on the greater universe's time when the time is right for things.
So many times in life, and I know you all can identify with this, you want something
to happen then and there, right now, sooner than later.
And it's just not the moment.
Sometimes you want things so bad and it's just not right.
Not the right moment.
That's life.
And whether we can still go to bed knowing that we live by the fourth agreement still
by we always try our best, even if we couldn't not take things personal.
And what grade do I give myself?
Go to B plus.
There was a time where I let my emotions and my thoughts get the best of me.
And now I just think, for what?
Why?
What's the call?
Whoever we still have to use what we got from our desires for that energy, use it as preferences.
Yes, person may be like, oh, wonderful, I'm having a baby boy.
I'm getting my second favorite preference.
Does it not mean that child will not be loved, cared for and groomed and needed and have
everything that they need to live a wonderful life?
It's our preference.
Does not conflict on anything.
And we've got to be able to be like the guy who's having an argument in the car.
Yeah, he's engaged in this conversation, but his mind and focus is also always still on
the road.
Yeah, he could not argue and however, sometimes it just doesn't work out like that.
We still got to keep our focus.
And with that, music.