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Hello!

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Welcome to my daily report card.

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Every day is continuous test with no subject.

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What's your answer?

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What was it mean?

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Wow, season finale, 43, 53, ooh.

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So many hurdles and roadblocks

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throughout our journey

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and it's just another day and still.

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And we have to know to invite our struggle

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and welcome silence.

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And with that, let's start!

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Ooh, today is November 14th at 6.15 a.m.

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2,024 Pacific Standard Time.

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Man, I missed y'all.

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I swear, I'm really trying to come up with more episodes,

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y'all, but I'll be falling asleep and it happens.

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That's just life.

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We have our good intentions, yet and still,

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the results are the results

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and your intentions really don't matter.

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So, what song today?

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Oh man, Kiss Me Through the Phone, Poseidon by Lil Bean

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and Gotta Be There by Michael Jackson, gosh.

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Just vibing out to short playlists this season,

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11 songs, 29 minutes, so hope you enjoy it.

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What I read today, start with Why by Simon Sinek.

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Some books find you and also refind you

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and start with Why is that just being in different programs

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and having random monthly assignments

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and actually getting sent this physical book

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that I've already read and helping me redefine

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and understand and to vocalize in real time

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what my Why is for my organization

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and leading with that, describing with that, being that

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and still working the words out.

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Was I physically active today?

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To this day.

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What, Friday?

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Oh my gosh, I haven't worked out all week.

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Um, terrible.

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However, sometimes we're training

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and our training has to be the result of where we wanna go

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and the test that's coming up.

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And for me, it's always making sure I'm physically capable

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and able to keep up with my boys, my family.

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And I think I was able to do that.

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Still gotta get into gym though.

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What I get from my meditations,

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share your struggle, keep your wins to yourself,

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silence your ego and shut your mouth

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before you make your move.

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So many times right before we get to right where we want,

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but we have a play that we're about to move

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and something inside is our ego wants to let it be known,

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wants to reveal our master plan.

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And when I say keep working,

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instead of talking.

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When I succeed at today,

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being able to master my schedule,

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making the appropriate time and satisfy

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all of the responsibilities and requirements

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that I put on myself.

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And truly being there and being present

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and we put these things on ourselves.

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And it's only right that the people that we involve

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in our life and have effect on that we show up.

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What made me smile?

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Oh man, my boy had a tough day the other day

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and we had to talk about it and reassessed

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the standard that we keep for our family,

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especially as a man, boy that is.

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And he came back and got an award for his behavior.

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And I was proud, really made me smile

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because even at his age, young boy just went back

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to the lab and understood what I said to him

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and tried hard and it's up to me to still be there,

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to be able to guide him through that world

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at roadblocks such as he had the other day.

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And to me, I just did good today.

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It means nothing if I'm not there next year,

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five years, 10 years, 20 years for him then.

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God willing.

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What I think of my day overall?

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Struggle, commitment, scheduling, pride, good pride,

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happiness, understanding.

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And what grade do I give myself?

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I'm going with a B because all that stuff is good

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if you're there for your family,

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if you're there for your mind,

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if you're there for your spiritual self,

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but if you're not being there for your physical body,

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it's going to show.

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And I wasn't there for my physical body.

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And I will, hopefully tonight.

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Nevertheless, this life is a work in progress

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and we always have to try our best

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because the present is a present.

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And I really believe that.

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And I hope that you use your present of the presence

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and hold it in high regard

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because you're the youngest you'll ever be

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and this might be your last moment

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or just another moment we don't know.

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All you know is you're here right now.

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And I really appreciate the time that you've given me

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and season finale.

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With that, once again.

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Thank you for joining us.

