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Hello, welcome my dear little pork heart.

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Every day's continuous test with no subject.

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What's your answer?

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What's the meaning?

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We're on a winning streak.

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When we're in the zone, when we're locked in, everything around us seems to fade away.

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And we're taking that extra step.

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When we're getting that much closer, when we start to believe it, it's also at that

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same moment in which we doubt ourselves.

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We take that quick break and that doubt slips right up 100.

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I say, don't look down.

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Keep going for what's yours, people.

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Because there's no guarantee that you'll get another opportunity like you are right now

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in this current moment.

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Nothing is promised.

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And with that, let's start.

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Today was July 22nd, 2024, Monday at 2.54 PM Pacific Standard Time.

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Got two song goods of the day on our 50th playlist.

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Kailani by Jordan A. Deanjew.

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By Big Sean.

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I'm glad he came back.

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Kailani is a vibe, for sure.

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What did I read?

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Always Every Day is Daily Meditations by Robert Green.

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However, also The Silent Patient.

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I got back on that.

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Looking a little bit, little bit more interesting.

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We're uncovering some layers.

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And The Anxious Generation by Jonathan Nadid.

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It was really interesting and I'm glad that I'm at the final part of the book of where

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he's given suggestions on how do we counteract this anxious generation.

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And when he talks to different people about what we can do to mitigate the technology

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problem in the youth.

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A lot of people say that ship is sailed or that train is left and he says, why can't

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it come back?

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And I believe that.

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And I love that energy.

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And I'm really interested to see what this with this part can entail about how we as

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a community, as a person and just how everyone involved can do a little better.

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When I get from meditations, I also read this earlier today to

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be quick to forgive and slow to anger.

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And in this stage, and especially when you're trying to get forward, you can't hold that

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mental weight of what someone did to you or what you conceived.

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And I'm with that.

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I can't hold on to it.

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What does it see that today?

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Just really being present, present and engaged and not settling for the minimum.

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One in not going for the, at least I did this mentality, said and continuing that standard.

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Because when you get to, when your standard is set, it's about continuing and maintaining

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that and raising that.

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And being able to have my boys and making sure that they're physically active for one

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hour.

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And that's why I missed it.

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Was physically active with them.

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And just making those workouts that I do at the gym worth it.

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And towards the real cause, which is truly looking out for the next generation, being

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better for them to be better.

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What made me smile today?

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Just those little moments totally California having sitting down at the table, eating in

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and out with the full family and phones are off the table, the TVs off and it's just us.

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Nothing too glamorous.

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What do you think of my day bro?

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It's very interesting when you rethink what's possible because when I complete something

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as I've been doing, am I beginning?

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I'm like, how can I do this?

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Why am I doing this?

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This is such a huge task to take on for not really a reason of which I have to do going

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by that.

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At least I did mentality and as I shake that off, it makes me think more.

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I don't even know.

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So redefine him.

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I'll say.

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What grade do I get myself?

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I'm going to go with a B plus because I believe I could have read more.

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I believe I could have did more at home workouts.

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I believe I could have did more in front of the children.

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I believe I could have done a lot of things, little things that could have taken me over

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the edge to that day.

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Nevertheless it was a valiant effort, an effort that I'm proud of.

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And as long as you can be proud of the person in the mirror, then that's where you can start.

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Getting still.

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Don't look down.

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Keep pushing that.

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Pushing that standard.

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Pushing yourself.

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And keep on being that best version of yourself.

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And that was again.

